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  TherainhadliftedalittleandthesunshoneoutonthebloomofthelovelyparterrewheretheMarchesprofitedbyasmilingmomenttowanderamongthestatuesandtherosesheavywiththeshower。ThentheywalkedbacktotheircarriageanddrovetotheNewPalace,whichexpressesindifferingarchitecturaltermsthesamesubjectiontoanalienidealofbeauty。Itisthrongedwithoutbydelightfullypreposterousrococcostatues,andwithinitisrichinallthosecuriositiesandmemorialsofroyaltywithwhichpalacessowellknowhowtofatiguethefleshandspiritoftheirvisitors。

  TheMarchesescapedfromitallwithsighsandgroansofrelief,andbeforetheydroveofftoseethegreatfountainoftheOrangeries,theydedicatedamomentofpathostotheTempleofFriendshipwhichFrederickbuiltinmemoryofunhappyWilhelminaofBeyreuth,thesisterhelovedinthecommonsorrowoftheirwretchedhome,andneglectedwhenhecametohiskingdom。Itisbeautifulinitsrococcoway,sweptuptoonitsterracebymostnoblestaircases,andswaggeredoverbybaroqueallegoriesofallsorts:Everywherethestatuesoutnumberedthevisitors,whomayhavebeenkeptawaybytherain;thestatuesnaturallydidnotmindit。

  Sometimeinthemidstoftheirsight-seeingtheMarcheshaddinnerinamildewedrestaurant,whereacompatrioticaccentcaughttheirearinavoicesayingtothewaiter,“Weareinahurry。”TheylookedroundandsawthatitproceededfromtheprettynoseofayoungAmericangirl,whosatwithapartyofyoungAmericangirlsataneighboringtable。ThentheyperceivedthatallthepeopleinthatrestaurantwereAmericans,mostlyyounggirls,whoalllookedasiftheywereinahurry。Butneithertheirbeautynortheirimpatiencehadtheleasteffectwiththewaiter,whoprolongedthedinnerathispleasure,andalarmedtheMarcheswiththemisgivingthattheyshouldnothavetimeforthefinalpalaceontheirlist。

  ThiswasthepalacewherethefatherofFrederick,themadoldFrederickWilliam,broughtuphischildrenwiththatseveritywhichSolomonurgedbutprobablydidnotpractise。Itisavastplace,buttheyhadtimeforitall,thoughthecustodianmadethemostofthemasthelatestcomersoftheday,andledthemthroughitwithaprolixityasgreatastheirwaiter’s。Hewasamostfriendlycustodian,andwhenhefoundthattheyhadsomelittlenotionofwhattheywantedtosee,hemixedzealwithhispatronage,andinamannermadethemhishonoredguests。Theysaweverythingbutthedoorwaywherethefaithfulroyalfatherusedtolieinwaitforhischildrenandbeatthem,princesandprincessesalike,withhisknobbycaneastheycamethrough。Theymighthaveseenthisdoorwaywithoutknowingit;butfromthewindowoverlookingtheparade-groundwherehisfamilywatchedthemanoeuvresofhisgiganticgrenadiers,theymadesureofjustsuchpuddlesasFrederickWilliamforcedhisfamilytositwiththeirfeetin,whiletheydinedalfrescoonporkandcabbage;

  andtheyvisitedtheroomoftheSmokingParliamentwhereheruledhisconviveswitharodofiron,andmadethemthevictimsofhisbadjokes。

  Themeasuring-boardagainstwhichhetookthestatureofhistallgrenadiersisthere,andoneroomisdevotedtothosemasterpieceswhichheusedtopaintintheagoniesofgout。Hischefd’oeuvrecontainsafigurewithtwoleftfeet,andthereseemednoreasonwhyitmightnot。

  havehadthree。InanotherroomisasmallstatueofCarlyle,whodidsomuchtorehabilitatethehousewhichthedaughterofit,Wilhelmina,didsomuchtodemolishintheregardofmen。

  Thepalaceisnowmostlykeptforguests,andthereisachamberwhereNapoleonslept,whichisnotlikelytobeoccupiedsoonbyanyotherself-invitedguestofhisnation。ItisperhapstokeeptheprincesofEuropehumblethathardlyapalaceontheContinentiswithoutthechamberofthisadventurer,who,tillhestoopedtobelikethem,waseasilytheirmaster。AnotherdemocracyhadhererecordeditsinvasionintheAmericanstoveswhichthecustodianpointedoutinthecorridorwhenMrs,March,withaslittledelayaspossible,hadproclaimedtheircountry。Thecustodianprofessedanaddedrespectforthemfromthefact,andifhedidnotfeelit,nodoubthemeritedthedrinkmoneywhichtheylavishedonhimatparting。

  Theirdriveralsowasacongenialspirit,andwhenheletthemoutofhiscarriageatthestation,heexcusedtherainydaytothem。Hewasamerryfellowbeyondthewontofhisnation,andhe-laughedatthebadweather,asifithadbeenagoodjokeonthem。

  Hisgayety,andtheredsunsetlight,whichshoneonthestemsofthepinesonthewaybacktoBerlin,contributedtothecontentinwhichtheyreviewedtheirvisittoPotsdam。Theyagreedthattheplacewasperfectlycharming,andthatitwasincomparablyexpressiveofkinglywillandpride。ThesehaddonethereonthegrandscalewhatalltheGermanprincesandprincelingshadtriedtodoinimitationandemulationofFrenchsplendor。InPotsdamthegrandeur,wasnotahistoricalgrowthasatVersailles,butwastheeffectoffamilygenius,inwhichtherewasoftenthecuriousfascinationofinsanity。

  TheyfeltthisstronglyagainamidstthefutilemonumentsoftheHohenzollernMuseum,inBerlin,wherealltheportraits,effigies,personalbelongingsandmemorialsofthatgifted,eccentricracearegatheredandhistoricallydisposed。TheprincesofthemightylinewhostandoutfromtherestareFredericktheGreatandhisinfuriate。

  father;andinthewaxenlikenessoftheson,asmallthinfigure,terriblyspry,andafacepitilesslyalert,appearssomethingofthemadnesswhichshowedinthelifeofthesire。

  Theywentthroughmanyroomsinwhichthememorialsofthekingsandqueens,theemperorsandempresseswerecarefullyordered,andfeltnokindnessexceptbeforetherelicsrelatingtotheEmperorFrederickandhismother。InthepresenceofthegreatestofthedynastytheyexperiencedakindofterrorwhichMarchexpressed,whentheyweresafelyaway,intheconfessionofhisjoythatthosepeopleweredead。

  TheroughweatherwhichmadeBerlinalmostuninhabitabletoMrs。MarchhadsuchaneffectwithGeneralTriscoeatWeimarthatundertheordersofanEnglish-speakingdoctorheretreatedfromitaltogetherandwenttobed。Hereheescapedthebronchitiswhichhadattackedhim,andhisconvalesencelefthimsolittletocomplainofthathecouldnotalwayskeephistemper。Intheabsenceofactualoffence,eitherfromhisdaughterorfromBurnamy,hissenseofinjurytookaretroactiveform;itcentredfirstinStollerandthetwins;thenitdivergedtowardRoseAdding,hismotherandKenby,andfinallyinvolvedtheMarchesinthesamemeasureofinculpation;fortheyhadeachandallhadpart,directlyorindirectly,inthechancesthatbroughtonhiscold。

  HeowedtoBurnamythecomfortofthebestroominthehotel,andhewasconstantlydependentuponhiskindness;buthemadeitevidentthathedidnotover-valueBurnamy’ssacrificeanddevotion,andthatitwasnotanunmixedpleasure,howevergreataconvenience,tohavehimabout。Ingivinguphisroom,Burnamyhadproposedgoingoutofthehotelaltogether;butGeneralTriscoeheardofthiswithalmostasgreatvexationashehadacceptedtheroom。Hebesoughthimnottogo,butsoungraciouslythathisdaughterwasashamed,andtriedtoatoneforhismannerbythekindnessofherown。

  PerhapsGeneralTriscoewouldnothavebeenwithoutexcuseifhewerenoteagertohavehersharewithdestitutemeritthefortunewhichshehadhithertosharedonlywithhim。Hewasold,andcertainluxurieshadbecomehabitsifnotnecessarieswithhim。Ofcoursehedidnotsaythistohimself;andstilllessdidhesayittoher。ButheletherseethathedidnotenjoythechancewhichhadthrownthemagaininsuchcloserelationswithBurnamy,andhedidpothidehisbeliefthattheMarchesweresomehowtoblameforit。ThismadeitimpossibleforhertowriteatoncetoMrs。Marchasshehadpromised;butshewasdeterminedthatitshouldnotmakeherunjusttoBurnamy。Shewouldnotavoidhim;shewouldnotletanythingthathadhappenedkeepherfromshowingthatshefelthiskindnessandwasgladofhishelp。

  OfcoursetheyknewnooneelseinWeimar,andhispresencemerelyasafellow-countrymanwouldhavebeenprecious。Hegotthemadoctor,againstGeneralTriscoe’swill;hewentforhismedicines;helenthimbooksandpapers;hesatwithhimandtriedtoamusehim。ButwiththegirlheattemptednoreturntothesituationatCarlsbad;thereisnothinglikethedelicateprideofayoungmanwhoresolvestoforegounfairadvantageinlove。

  Thedayaftertheirarrival,whenherfatherwasmakingupforthesleephehadlostbynight,shefoundherselfaloneinthelittlereading-roomofthehotelwithBurnamyforthefirsttime,andshesaid:“IsupposeyoumusthavebeenalloverWeimarbythistime。”

  “Well,I’vebeenhere,offandon,almostamonth。It’saninterestingplace。There’sagooddealoftheoldliteraryqualityleft。”

  “Andyouenjoythat!Isaw“——sheaddedthiswithalittleunnecessaryflush——“yourpoeminthepaperyoulentpapa。”

  “IsupposeIoughttohavekeptthatback。ButIcouldn’t。”Helaughed,andshesaid:

  “Youmustfindagreatdealofinspirationinsuchaliteraryplace。”

  “Itisn’tlyingaboutloose,exactly。”Evenintheseriousandperplexingsituationinwhichhefoundhimselfhecouldnothelpbeingamusedwithherunliterarynotionsofliterature,herconventionalandcommonplaceconceptionsofit。Theyhadtheirvaluewithhimasthoseofamorefashionableworldthanhisown,whichhebelievedwassomehowagreaterworld。Atthesametimehebelievedthatshewasnowinterposingthembetweenthepresentandthepast,andforbiddingwiththemanyreturntothemoodoftheirlastmeetinginCarlsbad。Helookedatherladylikecomposureandunconsciousness,andwonderedifshecouldbethesamepersonandthesamepersonastheywholostthemselvesinthecrowdthatnightandheardandsaidwordspalpitantwithfate。Perhapstherehadbeennosuchwords;perhapsitwasallahallucination。Hemustleavehertorecognizethatitwasreality;tillshedidso,hefeltbitterlythattherewasnothingforhimbutsubmissionandpatience;ifsheneverdidso,therewasnothingforhimbutacquiescence。

  Inthistalkandinthetalkstheyhadafterwardssheseemedwillingenoughtospeakofwhathadhappenedsince:ofcomingontoWurzburgwiththeAddingsandoffindingtheMarchesthere;ofRose’scollapse,andofhismother’sflightseawardwithhiminthecareofKenby,whowassofortunatelygoingtoHolland,too。HeonhissidetoldherofgoingtoWurzburgforthemanoeuvres,andtheyagreedthatitwasverystrangetheyhadnotmet。

  Shedidnottrytokeeptheirrelationsfromtakingthedomesticcharacterwhichwasinevitable,anditseemedtohimthatthisinitselfwassignificantofadeterminationonherpartthatwasfataltohishopes。Withalover’sindefinitepowerofblindinghimselftowhatisbeforehiseyes,hebelievedthatifshehadbeenmorediffidentofhim,moreuneasyinhispresence,heshouldhavehadmorecourage;butforhertobreakfastunafraidwithhim,tomeethimatlunchanddinnerinthelittledining-roomwheretheywereoftentheonlyguests,andalwaystheonlyEnglish-speakingguests,wasnothinglessthanprohibitive。

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