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  Hewas,infact,nottheleastcuriousforthesight,andtheonlythingthatreallytroubledhimwasthequestionofhowheshouldjustifyhisrecreancetohiswife。Thisdidalloythepleasurewithwhichhebegan,afteranexcellentbreakfastataneighboringcaf?tostrollaboutthestreets,thoughhehadthemalmosttohimself,somanycitizenshadfollowedthesoldierstothemanoeuvres。

  Itwasnottillthesoldiersbeganreturningfromthemanoeuvres,dusty-

  footed,andinwhitecanvasoverallsdrawnovertheirtrouserstosavethem,thathewentbacktoMrs。MarchandMissTriscoeattheSwan。Hehadgiventhemtimeenoughtoimaginehimatthereview,andtowonderwhetherhehadseenGeneralTriscoeandtheStollersthere,andtheymethimwithsuchconfidentinquiriesthathewouldnotundeceivethematonce。Heletthemdivinefromhisinventiveanswersthathehadnotgonetothemanoeuvres,whichputtheminthebesthumorwiththemselves,andthegirlsaiditwassocoldandroughthatshewishedherfatherhadnotgone,either。Thegeneralappearedjustbeforedinnerandfranklyavowedthesamewish。Hewasraspingandwheezingfromthedustwhichfilledhislungs;helookedblownandred,andhewastooangrywiththecompanyhehadbeenintohaveanycommentsonthemanoeuvres。HereferredtothemilitarychieflyinrelationtotheMissStollers’ineffectualflirtations,whichhedeclaredhadbeenoutrageous。Theirfatherhadapparentlynocontroloverthemwhatever,orelsewastooignoranttoknowthattheyweremisbehaving。Theywerewithoutrespectorreverenceforanyone;theyhadtalkedtoGeneralTriscoeasifhewereaboyoftheirownage,oradotardwhomnobodyneedmind;theyhadnotonlykeptuptheirfoolishbabblebeforehim,theyhadlaughedandgiggled,theyhadbrokenintosnatchesofAmericansong,theyhadallbutwhistledanddanced。TheymadeloudcommentsinIllinoisEnglish——onthecutenessoftheofficerswhomtheyadmired,andtheyhadatonetimeactuallygotouttheirhandkerchiefs。Hesupposedtheymeanttowavethemattheofficers,butatthelookhegavethemtheymerelyputtheirhatstogetherandsnickeredinderisionofhim。TheywereAmericangirlsoftheworsttype;theyconformedtonostandardofbehavior;theirconductwaspersonal。Theyoughttobetakenhome。

  Mrs。Marchsaidshesawwhathemeant,andsheagreedwithhimthattheywerealtogetherunformed,andweretheeffectoftheirownignorantcaprices。Probably,however,itwastoolatetoamendthembytakingthemaway。

  “Itwouldhidethem,atanyrate。”heanswered。“Theywouldsinkbackintothegreatmassofourvulgarity,andnotbenoticed。Webehavelikeaparcelofpeasantswithourwomen。Wethinkthatifnoharmismeantorthought,wemayriskanysortofappearance,andwedothingsthatarescandalouslyimpropersimplybecausetheyareinnocent。Thatmaybeallverywellathome,butpeoplewhopreferthatsortofthinghadbetterstaythere,whereourpeasantmannerswon’tmakethemconspicuous。”

  AstheirtrainrannorthwardoutofWurzburgthatafternoon,Mrs。Marchrecurredtothegeneral’sclosingwords。“ThatwasaslapatMrs。AddingforlettingKenbygooffwithher。”

  Shetookupthehistoryofthepasttwenty-fourhours,fromthetimeMarchhadleftherwithMissTriscoewhenhewentwithherfatherandtheAddingsandKenbytoseethatchurch。Shehadhadnochancetobringupthesearrearsuntilnow,andsheatonedtoherselfforthedelaybymakingthehistoryveryfull,andgoingbackandaddingtouchesatanypointwhereshethoughtshehadscantedit。Afterall,itconsistedmainlyoffragmentaryintimationsfromMissTriscoeandofhalf-utteredquestionswhichherownartnowbuiltintoacoherentstatement。

  MarchcouldnotfindthatthegeneralhadmuchresentedBurnamy’sclandestinevisittoCarlsbadwhenhisdaughtertoldhimofit,orthathehaddonemorethanmakeherpromisethatshewouldnotkeepuptheacquaintanceuponanytermsunknowntohim。

  “Probably。”Mrs。Marchsaid,“aslongashehadanyhopesofMrs。Adding,hewasalittletooself-conscioustobeveryupanddownaboutBurnamy。”

  “Thenyouthinkhewasreallyseriousabouther?”

  “Nowmydear!HewassoseriousthatIsupposehewasneversocompletelytakenabackinhislifeaswhenhemetKenbyinWurzburgandsawhowshereceivedhim。Ofcourse,thatputanendtothefight。”

  “Thefight?”

  “Yes——thatMrs。AddingandAgathawerekeepinguptopreventhisofferinghimself。”

  “Oh!Andhowdoyouknowthattheywerekeepingupthefighttogether?”

  “HowdoI?Didn’tyouseeyourselfwhatfriendstheywere?DidyoutellhimwhatStollerhad,saidaboutBurnamy?”

  “Ihadnochance。Idon’tknowthatIshouldhavedoneit,anyway。Itwasn’tmyaffair。”

  “Well,then,Ithinkyoumight。Itwouldhavebeeneverythingforthatpoorchild;itwouldhavecompletelyjustifiedherinherowneyes。”

  “Perhapsyourtellingherwillservethesamepurpose。”

  “Yes,Ididtellher,andIamgladofit。Shehadarighttoknowit。”

  “DidshethinkStoller’swillingnesstooverlookBurnamy’sperformancehadanythingtodowithitsmoralquality?”

  Mrs。Marchwasdauntedforthemoment,butshesaid,“Itoldheryouthoughtthatifapersonownedtoafaulttheydisownedit,andputitawayfromthemjustasifithadneverbeencommitted;andthatifapersonhadtakentheirpunishmentforawrongtheyhaddone,theyhadexpiateditsofarasanybodyelsewasconcerned。Andhasn’tpoorBurnamydoneboth?”

  AsamoralistMarchwasflatteredtobehoistwithhisownpetard,butasahusbandhewasnotgoingtocomedownatonce。“Ithoughtprobablyyouhadtoldherthat。Youhaditpatfromhavingjustbeenoveritwithme。

  Whenhassheheardfromhim?”

  “Why,that’sthestrangestthingaboutit。Shehasn’theardatall。Shedoesn’tknowwhereheis。Shethoughtwemustknow。Shewasterriblybrokenup。”

  “Howdidsheshowit?”

  “Shedidn’tshowit。Eitheryouwanttotease,oryou’veforgottenhowsuchthingsarewithyoungpeople——oratleastgirls。”

  “Yes,it’sallalongtimeagowithme,andIneverwasagirl。Besides,thefrankanddirectbehaviorofKenbyandMrs。Addinghasbeenveryobliteratingtomyearlyimpressionsoflove-making。”

  “Itcertainlyhasn’tbeenideal。”saidMrs。Marchwithasigh。

  “Whyhasn’titbeenideal?”heasked。“Kenbyistremendouslyinlovewithher;andIbelieveshe’shadafancyforhimfromthebeginning。

  Ifithadn’tbeenforRoseshewouldhaveacceptedhimatonce;andnowhe’sessentialtothembothintheirhelplessness。AsforPapaTriscoeandhisEuropeanizedscruples,iftheyhaveanyrealityatallthey’retheresiduumofhispersonalresentment,andKenbyandMrs。Addinghavenothingtodowiththeirunreality。Hisbeinginlovewithherisnoreasonwhyheshouldn’tbehelpfultoherwhensheneedshim,andeveryreasonwhyheshould。Icallitapoem,suchasveryfewpeoplehavethelucktoliveouttogether。”

  Mrs。Marchlistenedwithmountingfervor,andwhenhestopped,shecriedout,“Well,mydear,Idobelieveyouareright!Itisideal,asyousay;it’saperfectpoem。AndIshallalwayssay——“

  Shestoppedatthemockinglightwhichshecaughtinhislook,andperceivedthathehadbeenamusinghimselfwithherperennialenthusiasmforallsortsoflove-affairs。Butsheaverredthatshedidnotcare;

  whathehadsaidwastrue,andsheshouldalwaysholdhimtoit。

  Theywereagaininthewedding-journeysentimentinwhichtheyhadleftCarlsbad,whentheyfoundthemselvesalonetogetheraftertheirescapefromthepressureofothers’interests。ThetideoftravelwastowardsFrankfort,wherethegrandparadewastotakeplacesomedayslater。

  TheyweregoingtoWeimar,whichwassofewhoursoutoftheirwaythattheysimplymustnotmissit;andallthewaytotheoldliterarycapitaltheywerealoneintheircompartment,withnotevenastranger,muchlessafriendtomolestthem。Theflyinglandscapewithoutwasoftheirownearlyautumnalmood,andwhenthevineyardsofWurzburgceasedtopurpleit,theheavyafter-mathofhayandclover,whichmen,women,andchildrenwereloadingonheavywains,anddrivingfromthemeadowseverywhere,offeredapastoralandpleasingchange。ItwasalwaystheGermanlandscape;sometimesflatandfertile,sometimeshillyandpoor;

  oftenclothedwithdensewoods,butalwayscharming,withcastledtopsinruinorrepair,andwithlevelswhereGothicvillagesdrowsedwithintheirwalls,anddreamedofthemediaevalpast,silent,withoutapparentlife,exceptforsomelittlegoose-girldrivingherflockbeforeherasshesalliedoutintothenineteenthcenturyinsearchoffreshpasturage。

  AstheirtrainmountedamongtheThuringianuplandstheywereawareofafiner,coolerairthroughtheiropenwindow。Thetorrentsfoamedwhiteoutoftheblackforestsoffirandpine,andbrawledalongthevalleys,wherethehamletsrousedthemselvesinmomentarycuriosityasthetrainroaredintothemfromthemanytunnels。Theafternoonsunshinehadtheglisterofmountainsunshineeverywhere,andthetravellershadapleasantbewildermentinwhichtheirmemoriesofSwitzerlandandtheWhiteMountainsmixedwithlong-dormantemotionsfromAdirondacksojourns。Theychosethisplaceandthatinthelovelyregionwheretheylamentedthattheyhadnotcomeatoncefortheafter-cure,andtheyappointedenoughreturnstoitinfutureyearstoconsumeallthesummerstheyhadlefttolive。

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