“HewasgoingtowriteaboutitforthatpaperinParis。”Thegirlhadtheeffectofgatheringhercourageupforaboldplunge。Shelookedsteadilyatherfather,andadded:“Hesaidhecamebackbecausehecouldn’thelpit。He——wishedtospeakwithme,HesaidheknewhehadnorighttosupposeIcaredanythingaboutwhathadhappenedwithhimandMr。Stoller。Hewantedtocomebackandtellme——that。”
Herfatherwaitedforhertogoon,butapparentlyshewasgoingtoleavethewordtohim,now。Hehesitatedtotakeit,butheaskedatlastwithamildnessthatseemedtosurpriseher,“Haveyouheardanythingfromhimsince?”
“No。”
“Whereishe?”
“Idon’tknow。ItoldhimIcouldnotsaywhathewished;thatImusttellyouaboutit。”
ThecasewaslesssimplethanitwouldoncehavebeenforGeneralTriscoe。Therewasstillhisaffectionforhisdaughter,hiswishforherhappiness,butthishadalwaysbeensubordinatetohissenseofhisowninterestandcomfort,andaquestionhadrecentlyarisenwhichputhispaternalloveanddutyinanewlight。Hewasnomoreexplicitwithhimselfthanothermenare,andthemostwhichcouldeverbesaidofhimwithoutinjusticewasthatinhisdependenceuponherhewouldratherhavekepthisdaughtertohimselfifshecouldnothavebeenveryprosperouslymarried。Ontheotherhand,ifhedislikedthemanforwhomshenowhardlyhidherliking,hewasnotjustthenreadytogotoextremesconcerninghim。
“Hewasveryanxious。”shewenton,“thatyoushouldknowjusthowitwas。Hethinkseverythingofyourjudgmentand——and——opinion。”Thegeneralmadeaconsentingnoiseinhisthroat。“Hesaidthathedidnotwishmeto’whitewash’himtoyou。Hedidn’tthinkhehaddoneright;hedidn’texcusehimself,oraskyoutoexcusehimunlessyoucouldfromthestand-pointofagentleman。”
Thegeneralmadealessconsentingnoiseinhisthroat,andasked,“Howdoyoulookatit,yourself,Agatha?”
“Idon’tbelieveIquiteunderstandit;butMrs。March——“
“Oh,Mrs。March!”thegeneralsnorted。
“——saysthatMr。MarchdoesnotthinksobadlyofitasMr。Burnamydoes。”
“Idoubtit。Atanyrate,IunderstoodMarchquitedifferently。”
“ShesaysthathethinkshebehavedverynoblyafterwardswhenMr。
Stollerwantedhimtohelphimputafalsecomplexiononit;thatitwasallthemoredifficultforhimtodorightthen,becauseofhisremorseforwhathehaddonebefore。”Asshespokeonshehadbecomemoreeager。
“There’ssomethinginthat。”thegeneraladmitted,withacandorthathemadethemostofbothtohimselfandtoher。“ButIshouldliketoknowwhatStollerhadtosayofitall。Isthereanything。”heinquired,“anyreasonwhyIneedbemoreexplicitaboutit,justnow?”
“N——no。Only,Ithought——Hethinkssomuchofyouropinionthat——if——“
“Oh,hecanverywellaffordtowait。Ifhevaluesmyopinionsohighlyhecangivemetimetomakeupmymind。”
“Ofcourse——“
“AndI’mnotresponsible。”thegeneralcontinued,significantly,“forthedelayaltogether。Ifyouhadtoldmethisbefore——Now,Idon’tknowwhetherStollerisstillintown。”
Hewasnotbehavingopenlywithher;butshehadnotbehavedopenlywithhim。Sheownedthattoherself,andshegotwhatcomfortshecouldfromhismakingtheaffairaquestionofwhatBurnamyhaddonetoStollerratherthanofwhatBurnamyhadsaidtoher,andwhatshehadansweredhim。Ifshewasnotperfectlyclearastowhatshewantedtodo,orwishedtohavehappen,therewasnowtimeandplaceinwhichshecoulddelayandmakesure。Theacceptedtheoryofsuchmattersisthatpeopleknowtheirmindsfromthebeginning,andthattheydonotchangethem。
Butexperienceseemstocontradictthistheory,orelsepeopleoftenactcontrarytotheirconvictionsandimpulses。Ifthestatisticswereaccessible,itmightbefoundthatmanypotentialengagementshoveredinadoubtfulair,andbeforetheytouchedtheearthinactualpromiseweredissipatedbytheplayofmeteorologicalchances。
WhenGeneralTriscoeputdownhisnapkininrisinghesaidthathewouldsteproundtoPupp’sandseeifStollerwerestillthere。ButonthewayhesteppeduptoMrs。Adding’shotelonthehill,andhecameback,afteranintervalwhichheseemednottohavefoundlong,toreportrathercasuallythatStollerhadleftCarlsbadthedaybefore。BythistimethefactseemednottoconcernAgathaherselfveryvitally。
HeaskediftheMarcheshadleftanyaddresswithher,andsheansweredthattheyhadnot。TheyweregoingtospendafewdaysinNuremberg,andthenpushontoHollandforMr。March’safter-cure。TherewasnorelevanceinhisquestionunlessitintimatedhisbeliefthatshewasinconfidentialcorrespondencewithMrs。March,andshemetthisbysayingthatshewasgoingtowriteherincareoftheirbankers;sheaskedwhetherhewishedtosendanyword。
“No。Iunderstand。”heintimated,“thatthereisnothingatallinthenatureofa——a——anunderstanding,then,with——“
“No,nothing。”
“Hm!”Thegeneralwaitedamoment。Thenheventured,“Doyoucaretosay——doyouwishmetoknow——howhetookit?”
Thetearscameintothegirl’seyes,butshegovernedherselftosay,“He——hewasdisappointed。”
“Hehadnorighttobedisappointed。”
Itwasaquestion,andsheanswered:“Hethoughthehad。Hesaid——thathewouldn’t——troublemeanymore。”
Thegeneraldidnotaskatonce,“Andyoudon’tknowwhereheisnow——youhaven’theardanythingfromhimsince?”
Agathaflashedthroughhertears,“Papa!”
“Oh!Ibegyourpardon。Ithinkyoutoldme。”
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Atthefirststationwherethetrainstopped,ayoungGermanbowedhimselfintothecompartmentwiththeMarches,andsovisiblyresistedanimpulsetosmokethatMarchbeggedhimtolighthiscigarette。Inthetalkwhichthisfriendlyovertureledtobetweenthemheexplainedthathewasarailwayarchitect,employedbythegovernmentonthatlineofroad,andwastravellingofficially。MarchspokeofNuremberg;heownedthesortofsurfeithehadsufferedfromitsexcessivemediaevalism,andtheyoungmansaiditwaspartofthenewimperialpatriotismtocherishtheGothicthroughoutGermany;noothersortofarchitecturewaspermittedinNuremberg。ButtheywouldfindenoughclassicismatAnsbach,hepromisedthem,andheenteredwithsympatheticintelligenceintotheirwishtoseethisformercapitalwhenMarchtoldhimtheyweregoingtostopthere,inhopesofsomethingtypicaloftheolddisjointedGermanyofthepettyprincipalities,thelittlepaternaldespotismsnowextinct。
Astheytalkedon,partlyinGermanandpartlyinEnglish,theirpurposeinvisitingAnsbachappearedtotheMarchesmoremeditatedthanitwas。
Infactitwassomewhataccidental;AnsbachwasnearNuremberg;itwasnotmuchoutofthewaytoHolland。Theytookmoreandmorecredittothemselvesforareasonedanddefinitemotive,inthelightoftheircompanion’senthusiasmfortheplace,anditscharmbeganforthemwiththedrivefromthestationthroughstreetswhosesentimentwasbothItalianandFrench,andwheretherewasayellowishcastinthegrayofthearchitecturewhichwasalmostMantuan。Theyrestedtheirsensibilities,sobruisedandfrettedbyGothicanglesandpoints,againstthesmoothsurfacesoftheprevailingclassicisticfacadesofthehousesastheypassed,andwhentheyarrivedattheirhotel,anoldmansionofVersaillestype,frontingonalongirregularsquareplantedwithpollardsycamores,theysaidthatitmightaswellhavebeenLucca。
ThearchwayandstairwayofthehotelweredrapedwiththeBavariancolors,andtheywereobscurelyflatteredtolearnthatPrinceLeopold,thebrotherofthePrince-Regentofthekingdom,hadtakenroomsthere,onhiswaytothemanoeuvresatNuremberg,andwasmomentlyexpectedwithhissuite。Theyrealizedthattheywerenotoftheprincelyparty,however,whentheyweretoldthathehadsolepossessionofthedining-
room,andtheywentouttoanotherhotel,andhadtheirsupperinkeepingdelightfullynative。Peopleseemedtocometheretowritetheirlettersandmakeuptheiraccounts,aswellastoeattheirsuppers;theycalledforstationerylikecharactersinoldcomedy,andtheclatterofcrockeryandthescratchingofpenswentontogether;andfortuneofferedtheMarchesadelicatereparationfortheirexclusionfromtheirownhotelinthecoldpopularreceptionoftheprincewhichtheygotbackjustintimetowitness。Averysmallgroupofpeople,mostlywomenandboys,hadgatheredtoseehimarrive,buttherewasnocheeringoranysignofpublicinterest。Perhapshepersonallymeritednone;helookedadull,sadman,withhisplain,stubbedfeatures;andafterhehadmountedtohisapartment,theofficersofhisstaffstoodquiteacrossthelanding,andbarredthepassageoftheAmericans,ignoringevenMrs。March’spresence,astheytalkedtogether。
“Well,mydear。”saidherhusband,“hereyouhaveitatlast。Thisiswhatyou’vebeenlivingfor,eversincewecametoGermany。It’sagreatmoment。”
“Yes。Whatareyougoingtodo?”
“Who?I?Oh,nothing!Thisisyouraffair;it’sforyoutoact。”
Ifshehadbeenyoung,shemighthavewitheredthemwithaglance;shedoubtednowifherdimeyeswouldhaveanysuchpower;butsheadvancedsteadilyuponthem,andthentheofficersseemedawareofher,andstoodaside。