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  “Oh,givehimsomething!“Mrs。Marchentreated。“He’ssuchadear。”

  “No,no!Iamnotgoingtohavemylittlehunchbackandhercatoutdone。”

  herefused;andthenhewasabouttoyield。

  “Holdon!”saidStoller,assumingthehost。“Igotthechange。”

  Hegavetheboyafewkreutzers,whenMrs。Marchhadmeantherhusbandtorewardhisnaivetewithhalfaflorinatleast;butheseemedtofeelthathehadnowingratiatedhimselfwiththeladies,andheputhimselfinchargeofthemforthewalktothecemeterychapel;hemadeMissTriscoelethimcarryherjacketwhenshefounditwarm。

  ThechapelisdedicatedtotheHolyTrinity,andtheJesuitbrotherwhodesignedit,twoorthreecenturiesago,indulgedadevotionalfancyinthetriangularformofthestructureandthedecorativedetails。

  Everythingisthree-cornered;thewholechapel,tobeginwith,andthenthearkofthehighaltarinthemiddleofit,andeachofthethreeside-altars。TheclumsybaroquetasteofthearchitectureisaGermanversionoftheimpulsethatwasmakingItalyfantasticatthetime;thecarvingiscoarse,andthecolorharshandunsoftenedbyyears,thoughitisbrokenandobliteratedinplaces。

  Thesacristansaidthatthechapelwasneverusedforanythingbutfuneralservices,andheledthewayoutintothecemetery,wherehewishedtodisplaythesepulturaldevices。Thegravesherewereplantedwithflowers,andsomewereinamourningofblackpansies;butaspacefencedapartfromtherestheldafewneglectedmounds,overgrownwithweedsandbrambles:Thisspace,hesaid,wasforsuicides;buttoMarchitwasnotsoghastlyasthedappergriefofcertaintombsinconsecratedgroundwherethestoneshadphotographsofthedeadonporcelainletintothem。Onewasthepictureofabeautifulyoungwoman,whohadbeenthewifeofthelocalmagnate;aneternallovewasvowedtoherintheinscription,butnow,thesacristansaid,withnothingofirony,themagnatewasmarriedagain,andlivedinthatprettiesthouseofthevillage。Heseemedproudofthemonument,asthethingworthiesttheattentionofthestrangers,andbeledthemwithlessapparenthopefulnesstotheunfinishedchapelrepresentingaGethsemane,withthefigureofChristprayingandhisapostlessleeping。Itisasubjectmuchcelebratedinterra-cottaaboutCarlsbad,anditwasnotanoveltytohisparty;still,fromitssurroundings,ithadafreshpathos,andMarchtriedtomakehimunderstandthattheyappreciatedit。Heknewthathiswifewishedthepoormantothinkhehaddonethemagreatfavorinshowingit;hehadbeentouchedwithallthevainshowsofgriefinthepoor,uglylittleplace;mostofallhehadfelttheexileofthosewhohadtakentheirownlivesandwerepartedindeathfromthemorepatientsuffererswhohadwaitedforGodtotakethem。Withacurious,unpainfulself-analysishenotedthattheoldermembersoftheparty,whointhecourseofnatureweresomuchnearerdeath,didnotshrinkfromitsshows;buttheyounggirlandtheyoungmanhadnotbornetolookonthem,andhadquicklyescapedfromtheplace,somewhereoutsidethegate。

  Wasitthebeginning,thepromiseofthatreconciliationwithdeathwhichnaturebringstolifeatlast,orwasitmerelytheeffect,ordefect,ofossifiedsensibilities,oftoughenednerves?

  “Thatisall?”heaskedofthespectralsacristan。

  “Thatisall。”themansaid,andMarchfeltinhispocketforacoincommensuratetotheservicehehaddonethem;itoughttobesomethinghandsome。

  “No,no。”saidStoller,detectinghisgesture。“Yourmoneya’n’tgood。”

  Heputtwentyorthirtykreutzersintothehandoftheman,whoregardedthemwithadisappointmentnonethelesscruelbecauseitwassopatient。

  InFrance,hewouldhavebeeninsolent;inItaly,hewouldhavefranklysaiditwastoolittle;here,hemerelylookedatthemoneyandwhisperedasad“Danke。”

  BurnamyandMissTriscoerosefromthegrassybankoutsidewheretheyweresitting,andwaitedfortheelderstogetintotheirtwo-spanner。

  “Oh,haveIlostmygloveinthere?”saidMrs。March,lookingatherhandsandsuchpartsofherdressasaglovemightclingto。

  “Letmegoandfinditforyou。”Burnamyentreated。

  “Well。”sheconsented,andsheadded,“Ifthesacristanhasfoundit,givehimsomethingformesomethingreallyhandsome,poorfellow。”

  AsBurnamypassedher,shelethimseethatshehadbothhergloves,andherheartyearneduponhimforhisinstantsmileofintelligence:somemenwouldhaveblunderedoutthatshehadthelostgloveinherhand。Hecamebackdirectly,saying,“No,hedidn’tfindit。”

  Shelaughed,andheldbothglovesup。“Nowonder!Ihaditallthetime。Thankyoueversomuch。”

  “Howarewegoingtorideback?”askedStoller。

  Burnamyalmostturnedpale;MissTriscoesmiledimpenetrably。Nooneelsespoke,andMrs。Marchsaid,withplacidauthority,“Oh,Ithinkthewaywecame,isbest。”

  “Didthatabsurdcreature。”sheapostrophizedherhusbandassoonasshegothimaloneaftertheirarrivalatPupp’s,“thinkIwasgoingtolethimdrivebackwithAgatha?”

  “Iwonder。”saidMarch,“ifthat’swhatBurnamycallshernow?”

  “Ishalldespisehimifitisn’t。”

  BurnamytookuphismailtoStollerafterthesupperwhichtheyhadeateninasilencenaturalwithtwomenwhohavebeenoffonapicnictogether。

  Hedidnotrisefromhiswriting-deskwhenBurnamycamein,andtheyoungmandidnotsitdownafterputtinghislettersbeforehim。Hesaid,withaneffortofforcinghimselftospeakatonce,“Ihavelookedthroughthepapers,andthereissomethingthatIthinkyououghttosee。”

  “Whatdoyoumean?”saidStoller。

  Burnamylaiddownthreeorfourpapersopenedtopageswherecertainarticleswerestronglycircumscribedinink。Thepapersvaried,buttheireditorialsdidnot,inpurportatleast。Someweregraveandsomeweregay;oneindignantlydenounced;anotheraffectedanironicalbewilderment;thethirdsimplyhadfunwiththeHon。JacobStoller。

  Theyall,however,treatedhisletteronthecitygovernmentofCarlsbadasthepraiseofmunicipalsocialism,andthepaperwhichhadfunwithhimgleefullycongratulatedthedangerousclassesontheaccessionoftheHonorableJacobtotheirranks。

  Stollerreadthearticles,oneafteranother,withpartedlipsandgatheringdropsofperspirationonhisupperlip,whileBurnamywaitedonfoot。Heflungthepapersalldownatlast。“Why,they’reapackoffools!Theydon’tknowwhatthey’retalkingabout!Iwantcitygovernmentcarriedononbusinessprinciples,bythepeople,forthepeople。Idon’tcarewhattheysay!IknowI’mright,andI’mgoingaheadonthislineifittakesall——“ThenoteofdefiancediedoutofhisvoiceatthesightofBurnamy’spaleface。“What’sthematterwithyou?”

  “There’snothingthematterwithme。”

  “Doyoumeantotellmeitis“——hecouldnotbringhimselftousetheword——“whattheysay?”

  “Isuppose。”saidBurnamy,withadrymouth,“it’swhatyoumaycallmunicipalsocialism。”

  Stollerjumpedfromhisseat。“Andyouknewitwhenyouletmedoit?”

  “Isupposedyouknewwhatyouwereabout。”

  “It’salie!”Stolleradvanceduponhim,wildly,andBurnamytookastepbackward。

  “Lookout!”shoutedBurnamy。“Youneveraskedmeanythingaboutit。

  Youtoldmewhatyouwanteddone,andIdidit。HowcouldIbelieveyouweresuchanignoramusasnottoknowtheabcofthethingyouweretalkingabout?”Headded,incynicalcontempt,“Butyouneedn’tworry。

  Youcanmakeitrightwiththemanagersbyspendingalittlemoremoneythanyouexpectedtospend。”

  Stollerstartedasifthewordmoneyremindedhimofsomething。“Icantakecareofmyself,youngman。HowmuchdoIoweyou?”

  “Nothing!”saidBurnamy,withaneffortforgrandeurwhichfailedhim。

  ThenextmorningastheMarchessatovertheircoffeeatthePosthof,hecamedragginghimselftowardthemwithsuchahaggardairthatMrs。Marchcalled,beforehereachedtheirtable,“Why,Mr。Burnamy,what’sthematter?”

  Hesmiledmiserably。“Oh,Ihaven’tsleptverywell。MayIhavemycoffeewithyou?Iwanttotellyousomething;Iwantyoutomakeme。

  ButIcan’tspeaktillthecoffeecomes。Fraulein!”hebesoughtawaitressgoingoffwithatraynearthem。“TellLili,please,tobringmesomecoffee——onlycoffee。”

  Hetriedtomakesometalkabouttheweather,whichwasrainy,andtheMarcheshelpedhim,butthepoorendeavorlaggedwretchedlyintheintervalbetweentheorderingandthecomingofthecoffee。“Ah,thankyou,Lili。”hesaid,withahumilitywhichconfirmedMrs。MarchinherinstantbeliefthathehadbeenofferinghimselftoMissTriscoeandbeenrejected。Aftergulpinghiscoffee,heturnedtoher:“Iwanttosaygood-by。I’mgoingaway。”

  “FromCarlsbad?”askedMrs。Marchwithakeendistress。

  Thewatercameintohiseyes。“Don’t,don’tbegoodtome,Mrs。March!

  Ican’tstandit。Butyouwon’t,whenyouknow。”

  HebegantospeakofStoller,firsttoher,butaddressinghimselfmoreandmoretotheintelligenceofMarch,wholethimgoonwithoutquestion,andlaidarestraininghanduponhiswifewhenhesawherabouttoprompthim。Attheend,“That’sall。”hesaid,huskily,andthenheseemedtobewaitingforMarch’scomment。Hemadenone,andtheyoungfellowwasforcedtoask,“Well,whatdoyouthink,Mr。March?”

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