“Nonsense!Therefreshmentswillbe’kurgemass’,ofcourse。”
“Youcangoyourself。”hesaid。
Aballisnotthesamethingforawomanafterfiftyasitisbeforetwenty,butstillithasclaimsupontheimagination,andthenovelcircumstanceofaballintheKurhausinCarlsbadenhancedtheseforMrs。
March。Itwastheannualreunionwhichisgivenbymunicipalauthorityinthelargehallabovethebathrooms;itisfrequentedwithsafetyandpleasurebycuriousstrangers,andnow,uponreflection,itbegantohaveforMrs。Marchthecharmofduty;shebelievedthatshecouldfinallyhavemadeMarchgoinherplace,butshefeltthatsheoughtreallytogoinhis,andsavehimfromthelatehoursandthelatesupper。
“Verywell,then。”shesaidatlast,“Iwillgo。”
Itappearedthatanycivilpersonmightgotothereunionwhochosetopaytwoflorinsandahalf。Theremusthavebeensomesortofrestriction,andtheladiesofBurnamy’spartywentwithagooddealofamusedcuriositytoseewhatthedistinctionswere;buttheysawnoneunlessitwastheadvantageswhichthemilitaryhad。Thelonghalloverthebathroomsshapeditselfintoaspaceforthedancingatoneend,andalltherestofitwasfilledwithtables,whichathalfpasteightwerecrowdedwithpeople,eating,drinking,andsmoking。Themilitaryenjoyedthemonopolyofatablenexttheraildividingthedancingfromthediningspace。Therethetight-lacedHerrHauptmannsandHerrLieutenantssatattheirsausageandbeerandcigarsintheintervalsofthewaltzes,andstrengthenedthemselvesforaforayamongthegraciousFrausandFrauleinsonthebenchesliningthreesidesofthedancing-space。Fromthegalleryabovemanycivilianspectatorslookeddownuponthegayety,andthedress-coatsofafewcitizensfiguredamongtheuniforms。
Astheeveningworeonsomeladiesofgreaterfashionfoundtheirwaytothedancing-floor,andtowardteno’clockitbecamerathercrowded。A
partyofAmericangirlsshowedtheirParisdressesinthetransatlanticversionsofthewaltz。Atfirsttheydancedwiththeyoungmenwhocamewiththem;butafterawhiletheyyieldedtothecustomoftheplace,anddancedwithanyoftheofficerswhoaskedthem。
“Iknowit’sthecustom。”saidMrs。MarchtoMissTriscoe,whowasathersideinoneofthewaltzesshehaddecidedtositout,soasnottobedancingallthetimewithBurnamy,“butInevercanlikeitwithoutanintroduction。”
“No。”saidthegirl,withtheairofputtingtemptationdecidedlyaway,“Idon’tbelievepapawould,either。”
Ayoungofficercameup,anddroopedinmutesupplicationbeforeher。
SheglancedatMrs。March,whoturnedherfaceaway;andsheexcusedherselfwiththepretencethatshehadpromisedthedance,andbygoodfortune,Burnamy,whohadbeenunscrupulouslywaltzingwithaladyhedidnotknow,cameupatthemoment。Sheroseandputherhandonhisarm,andtheybothbowedtotheofficerbeforetheywhirledaway。Theofficerlookedafterthemwithamiableadmiration;thenheturnedtoMrs。Marchwithalightofbanterinhisfriendlyeyes,andwasunmistakablyaskinghertodance。Shelikedhisironicaldaring,shelikeditsomuchthatsheforgotherobjectiontopartnerswithoutintroductions;sheforgotherfifty-oddyears;sheforgotthatshewasamotherofgrownchildrenandevenamother-in-law;sherememberedonlythestepofherout-datedwaltz。
Itseemedtobemodernenoughforthecheerfulyoungofficer,andtheyweresuddenlyrevolvingwiththerest……Atideoflong-forgottengirlhoodwelledupinherheart,andshelaughedasshefloatedoffonitpasttheastonishedeyesofMissTriscoeandBurnamy。Shesawthemfalter,asiftheyhadlosttheirstepintheirastonishment;thentheyseemedbothtovanish,andherpartnerhadreleasedher,andwashelpingMissTriscoeupfromthefloor;Burnamywasbrushingthedustfromhisknees,andthecitizenwhohadbowledthemoverwasboisterouslyapologizingandincessantlybowing。
“Oh,areyouhurt?”Mrs。Marchimplored。“I’msureyoumustbekilled;
andIdidit!Idon’tknow,whatIwasthinkingof!”
Thegirllaughed。“I’mnothurtabit!”
Theyhadoneimpulsetoescapefromtheplace,andfromthesympathyandcongratulation。Inthedressing-roomshedeclaredagainthatshewasallright。“Howbeautifullyyouwaltz,Mrs。March!”shesaid,andshelaughedagain,andwouldnotagreewithherthatshehadbeenridiculous。
“ButI’mgladthoseAmericangirlsdidn’tseeme。AndIcan’tbetoothankfulpapadidn’tcome!”
Mrs。March’sheartsankatthethoughtofwhatGeneralTriscoewouldthinkofher。“YoumusttellhimIdidit。Icanneverliftupmyhead!”
“No,Ishallnot。Noonedidit。”saidthegirl,magnanimously。Shelookeddownsidelongatherdraperies。“IwassoafraidIhadtornmydress!Icertainlyheardsomethingrip。”
ItwasoneoftheskirtsofBurnamy’scoat,whichhehadcaughtintohishandandheldinplacetillhecouldescapetothemen’sdressing-room,wherehehaditpinnedupsoskillfullythatthedamagewasnotsuspectedbytheladies。Hehadbangedhiskneeabominablytoo;buttheydidnotsuspectthateither,ashelimpedhomeontheairbesidethem,firsttoMissTriscoe’spension,andthentoMrs。March’shotel。
Itwasquiteeleveno’clock,whichatCarlsbadisaslateasthreeinthemorninganywhereelse,whensheletherselfintoherroom。Shedecidednottotellherhusband,then;andevenatbreakfast,whichtheyhadatthePosthof,shehadnotgottoherconfession,thoughshehadtoldhimeverythingelseabouttheball,whentheyoungofficerwithwhomshehaddancedpassedbetweenthetablesnearher。HecaughthereyeandbowedwithasmileofsomuchmeaningthatMarchasked,“Who’syourprettyyoungfriend?”
“Oh,that!”sheansweredcarelessly。“Thatwasoneoftheofficersattheball。”andshelaughed。
“Youseemtobeinthejoke,too。”hesaid。“Whatisit?”
“Oh,something。I’lltellyousometime。Orperhapsyou’llfindout。”
“I’mafraidyouwon’tletmewait。”
“No,Iwon’t。”andnowshetoldhim。Shehadexpectedteasing,ridicule,sarcasm,anythingbutthepsychologicalinterestmixedwithasortofretrospectivetendernesswhichheshowed。“IwishIcouldhaveseenyou;
Ialwaysthoughtyoudancedwell。”Headded:“Itseemsthatyouneedachaperontoo。”
Thenextmorning,afterMarchandGeneralTriscoehadstartedoffupononeofthehillclimbs,theyoungpeoplemadehergowiththemforawalkuptheTepl,asfarasthecaf?oftheFreundschaftsaal。Inthegroundsanartistinsilhouetteswascuttingoutthelikenessesofpeoplewhosupposedthemselvestohaveprofiles,andtheybeggedMrs。Marchtositforhers。ItwassogoodthatsheinsistedonMissTriscoe’ssittinginturn,andthenBurnamy。Thenhehadtheinspirationtoproposethattheyshouldallthreesittogether,anditappearedthatsuchagroupwaswithinthescopeofthesilhouettist’sart;heposedtheminhislittlebower,andwhilehewasmountingthepicturetheytookturns,atfivekreutzerseach,inlisteningtoAmericantunesplayedbyhisEdisonphonograph。
Mrs。Marchfeltthatallthiswasweakeninghermoralfibre;butshetriedtodrawthelineatlettingBurnamykeepthegroup。“Whynot?”hepleaded。
“Yououghtn’ttoask。”shereturned。“You’venobusinesstohaveMissTriscoe’spicture,ifyoumustknow。”
“Butyou’retheretochaperonus!”hepersisted。
Hebegantolaugh,andtheyalllaughedwhenshesaid,“Youneedachaperonwhodoesn’tloseherhead,inasilhouette。”Butitseemeduselesstoholdoutafterthat,andsheheardherselfasking,“Shallwelethimkeepit,MissTriscoe?”
BurnamywentofftohisworkwithStoller,carryingthesilhouettewithhim,andshekeptonwithMissTriscoetoherhotel。InturningfromthegateaftershepartedwiththegirlshefoundherselfconfrontedwithMrs。AddingandRose。Theladiesexclaimedateachotherinanastonishmentfromwhichtheyhadtorecoverbeforetheycouldbegintotalk,butfromthefirstmomentMrs。MarchperceivedthatMrs。Addinghadsomethingtosay。ThemorefreelytosayitsheaskedMrs。Marchintoherhotel,whichwasinthesamestreetwiththepensionoftheTriscoes,andsheletherboygooffabouttheexplorationofCarlsbad;hepromisedtobebackinanhour。
“Well,nowwhatscrapeareyouin?”Marchaskedwhenhiswifecamehome,andbegantoputoffherthings,withsignsofexcitementwhichhecouldnotfailtonote。Hewaslyingdownafteralongtramp,andheseemedverycomfortable。
Hisquestionsuggestedsomethingofanteriorimport,andshetoldhimaboutthesilhouettes,andtheadvantagetheyoungpeoplehadtakenoftheirpoweroverherthroughtheirknowledgeofherfoolishbehaviorattheball。
Hesaid,lazily:“Theyseemtobeworkingyouforallyou’reworth。Isthatit?”
“No;thereissomethingworse。Something’shappenedwhichthrowsallthatquiteintheshade。Mrs。Addingishere。”
“Mrs。Adding?”herepeated,withadimnessfornameswhichshewouldnotallowwasgrowingonhim。
“Don’tbestupid,dear!Mrs。Adding,whosatoppositeMr。KenbyontheNorumbia。Themotheroftheniceboy。”
“Oh,yes!Well,that’sgood!”
“No,itisn’t!Don’tsaysuchathing——tillyouknow!”shecried,withacertainshrillnesswhichwarnedhimofanunfathomedseriousnessinthefact。Hesatupasifbettertoconfrontthemystery。“Ihavebeenatherhotel,andshehasbeentellingmethatshe’sjustcomefromBerlin,andthatMr。Kenby’sbeenthere,and——NowIwon’thaveyoumakingajokeofit,orbreakingoutaboutit,asifitwerenotathingtobelookedfor;thoughofcoursewiththeothersonourhandsyou’renottoblamefornotthinkingofit。Butyoucanseeyourselfthatshe’syoungandgood-looking。Shedidspeakbeautifullyofherson,andifitwerenotforhim,Idon’tbelieveshewouldhesitate——“