house,withpeopletalkingfromthewindowsround,andrevellersinthecostumeoftheperioddrinkingbeerandeatingsausagesattablesintheopenair。Theireatinganddrinkingweregenuine,andinthemidstofitarealrainbegan,topourdownuponthem,withoutaffectingthemanymorethaniftheyhadbeenGermansofthenineteenthcentury。ButitdrovetheAmericanstoashelterfromwhichtheycouldnotseetheplay,andwhenitheldup,theymadetheirwaybacktotheirhotel。
Theircarwasfullofreturningpleasurers,someofwhomwerehappybeyondthesoberwontofthefatherland。Theconductortookaspecialinterestinhistipsypassengers,tryingtokeeptheminorder,andgeniallyentreatingthemtobequietwhentheyweretooobstreperous。
Fromtimetotimehegotsomeofthemoff,andthen,whenheremountedthecar,heappealedtotheremainingpassengersfortheirsympathywithaninnocentsmile,whichtheAmericans,stillstrangetotheunjoyousphysiognomyoftheGermanEmpire,failedtovalueatitsrareworth。
BeforehesleptthatnightMarchtriedtoassemblefromtheexperiencesandimpressionsofthedaysomefactswhichhewouldnotbeashamedofasaseriousobserveroflifeinLeipsic,andherememberedthattheirguidehadsaidhouse-rentwasverylow。Hegeneralizedfromtheguide’scontentwithhisfeethattheGermanswerenotveryrapacious;andhebecamequiteirrelevantlyawarethatinGermanynoman’sclothesfittedhim,orseemedexpectedtofithim;thatthewomendressedsomewhatbetter,andwereratherprettysometimes,andthattheyhadfeetaslargeasthekindheartsoftheGermansofeveryageandsex。Hewasabletonote,rathermorefreshly,thatwithalltheirkindnesstheGermanswereaverynervouspeople,ifnotirritable,andattheleastcausegavewaytoanagitation,whichindeedquicklypassed,butwasviolentwhileitlasted。Severaltimesthatdayhehadseenencountersbetweentheportierandguestsatthehotelwhichpromisedviolence,butwhichendedpeacefullyassoonassomesimplequestionoftrain-timewassolved。
Theencountersalwayslefttheportierpurpleandperspiring,asanyagitationmustwithamansotightinhislivery。Hebemoanedhimselfafteroneofthemasthevictimofanunhappycalling,inwhichhecouldtakenoexercise。“Itisalifeofexcitements,butnotofmovements。”
heexplainedtoMarch;andwhenhelearnedwherehewasgoing,heregrettedthathecouldnotgotoCarlsbadtoo。“Forsugar?”heasked,asiftherewereovermuchofitinhisownmake。
Marchfeltthetribute,buthehadtosay,“No;liver。”
“Ah!”saidtheportier,withtheairoffailingtogetoncommongroundwithhim。
ThenextmorningwassofinethatitwouldhavebeenafinemorninginAmerica。Itsbeautywasscarcelysullied,evensubjectively,bythetelegramwhichtheportiersentaftertheMarchesfromthehotel,sayingthattheirmissingtrunkhadnotyetbeenfound,andtheirspiritswereaslightasthegaylittlecloudswhichblewaboutinthesky,whentheirtraindrewoutinthesunshine,brilliantonthecharminglandscapeallthewaytoCarlsbad。Afatherly’traeger’haddonehisbesttogetthemtheworstplacesinanon-smokingcompartment,buthadsucceededsopoorlythattheywereverycomfortable,withnocompanionsbutamotheranddaughter,whospokeGermaninsoftlowtonestogether。Theircompartmentwaspervadedbytobaccofumesfromthesmokers,butastheseweretwiceasmanyasthenon-smokers,itwasonlyfair,andafterMarchhadgotawindowopenitdidnotmatter,really。
HeaskedleaveofthestrangersinhisGerman,andtheyconsentedintheirs;buthecouldnotmasterthesecretofthewindow-catch,andtheelderladysaidinEnglish,“Letmeshowyou。”andcametohishelp。
TheoccasionforexplainingthattheywereAmericansandaccustomedtodifferentcarwindowswassotemptingthatMrs。Marchcouldnotforbear,andtheotherladieswereaffectedasdeeplyasshecouldwish。PerhapstheywerethemoreaffectedbecauseitpresentlyappearedthattheyhadcousinsinNewYorkwhomsheknewof,andthattheywereacquaintedwithanAmericanfamilythathadpassedthewinterinBerlin。Lifelikestodothesethingshandsomely,anditeasilyturnedoutthatthiswasafamilyofintimatefriendshipwiththeMarches;thenames,familiarlyspoken,abolishedallstrangenessbetweenthetravellers;andtheyenteredintoacomparisonoftastes,opinions,andexperiences,fromwhichitseemedthattheobjectsandinterestsofcultivatedpeopleinBerlinwerequitethesameasthoseofcultivatedpeopleinNewYork。
Eachofthepartiestothediscoverydisclaimedanysuperiorityfortheirrespectivecivilizations;theywishedrathertoascribeagreatercharmandvirtuetothealienconditions;andtheyacquiredsuchmeritwithoneanotherthatwhentheGermanladiesgotoutofthetrainatFranzensbad,themotherofferedMrs。Marchaningeniousfoldingfootstoolwhichshehadadmired。Infact,sheleftherwithitclaspedtoherbreast,andbowingspeechlesstowardthegiverinavainwishtoexpresshergratitude。
“Thatwasveryprettyofher,mydear。”saidMarch。“Youcouldn’thavedonethat。”
“No。”sheconfessed;“Ishouldn’thavehadthecourage。Thecourageofmyemotions。”sheadded,thoughtfully。
“Ah,that’sthedifference!ABerlinercoulddoit,andaBostoniancouldn’t。Doyouthinkitsomuchbettertohavethecourageofyourconvictions?”
“Idon’tknow。ItseemstomethatI’mlessandlesscertainofeverythingthatIusedtobesureof。”
Helaughed,andthenhesaid,“Iwasthinkinghow,onourweddingjourney,longago,thatGraySisterattheHotelDieuinQuebecofferedyouarose。”
“Well?”
“Thatwastoyourprettyyouth。Nowthegraciousstrangergivesyouafoldingstool。”
“Torestmypooroldfeet。Well,Iwouldratherhaveitthanarose,now。”
“Youbenttowardheratjusttheslantyouhadwhenyoutooktheflowerthattime;Inoticedit。Ididn’tseethatyoulookedsoverydifferent。
Tobesuretherosesinyourcheekshaveturnedintorosettes;butrosettesareverynice,andthey’remuchmorepermanent;Ipreferthem;
theywillkeepinanyclimate。”
Shesufferedhismockerywithanappreciativesigh。“Yes,ouragecaricaturesouryouth,doesn’tit?”
“Idon’tthinkitgetsmuchfunoutofit。”heassented。
“No;butitcan’thelpit。Iusedtorebelagainstitwhenitfirstbegan。Ididenjoybeingyoung。”
“Youdid,mydear。”hesaid,takingherhandtenderly;shewithdrewit,becausethoughshecouldbearhissympathy,herNewEnglandnaturecouldnotbearitsexpression。“AndsodidI;andwewerebothyoungalongtime。Travellingbringsthepastback,don’tyouthink?Thereatthatrestaurant,wherewestoppedfordinner——“
“Yes,itwascharming!Justasitusedtobe!Withthatwhitecloth,andthosetallshiningbottlesofwine,andthefruitinthecentre,andthedinnerincourses,andthatyoungwaiterwhospokeEnglish,andwassonice!I’mnevergoinghome;youmay,ifyoulike。”
“Youbraggedtothoseladiesaboutourdining-cars;andyousaidthatourrailroadrestaurantswerequiteasgoodastheEuropean。”
“Ihadtodothat。ButIknewbetter;theydon’tbegintobe。”
“Perhapsnot;butI’vebeenthinkingthattravelisagooddealalikeeverywhere。It’stheexpressionofthecommoncivilizationoftheworld。
WhenIcameoutofthatrestaurantandranthetraindown,andthenfoundthatitdidn’tstartforfifteenminutes,Iwasn’tsurewhetherIwasathomeorabroad。AndwhenwechangedcarsatEger,andgotintothistrainwhichhadbeenbakinginthesunforusoutsidethestation,I
didn’tknowbutIwasbackinthegoodoldFitchburgdepot。Tobesure,Wallensteinwasn’tassassinatedatBoston,butIforgothismurderatEger,andsothatcametothesamething。It’stheseconfoundedfifty-
oddyears。Iusedtorecollecteverything。
Hehadgotupandwaslookingoutofthewindowatthelandscape,whichhadnotgrownlessamiableingrowingrathermoreslovenlysincetheyhadcrossedtheSaxonbolderintoBohemia。Allthemorningandearlyafternoontheyhadrunthroughlovelylevelsofharvest,wheremenwerecradlingthewheatandwomenwerebindingitintosheavesinthenarrowfieldsbetweenblackspacesofforest。AftertheyleftEger,therewassomethingmorepicturesqueandlessthriftyinthefarmingamongthelowhillswhichtheygraduallymountedtouplands,wheretheytastedamountainqualityinthethinpureair。Therailroadstationswereshabbier;therewasanindefinabletouchofsomethingSoutherninthesceneryandthepeople。Lilieswererockingonthesluggishreachesofthestreams,andwherethecurrentquickened,tallwheelswereliftingwaterforthefieldsincirclesofbrimmingandspillingpockets。Alongtheembankments,whereanewtrackwasbeinglaid,barefootedwomenwereatworkwithpickandspadeandbarrow,andlittleyellow-hairedgirlswerelugginglargewhite-headedbabies,andwatchingthetraingoby。
AtanupgradewhereitslowedintheascenthebegantothrowouttothechildrenthepfennigswhichhadbeenleftoverfromthepassageinGermany,andhepleasedhimselfwithhisbounty,tillthequestionwhetherthechildrencouldspendthemoneyforceditselfuponhim。Hesatdownfeelinglesslikeagoodgeniusthanacruelmagicianwhohadtrickedthemwithfalsewealth;buthekepthisremorsetohimself,andtriedtointeresthiswifeinthedifferenceofsocialandcivicidealexpressedinthechangeoftheinhibitorynoticesatthecarwindows,whichinGermanyhadstrongliestforbiddenhimtooutleanhimself,andnowinAustriaentreatedhimnottooutbowhimself。Sherefusedtoshareinthespeculation,ortodebatetheyetnicerprobleminvolvedbytheplacardedprayerinthewashroomtotheMessrs。Travellersnottotakeawaythesoap;andsuddenlyhefelthimselfastiredasshelooked,withthatsenseofthefutilityoftravelwhichliesinwaitforeveryonewhoprofitsbytravel。
EndTheirSilverWeddingJourneyV2
byWilliamDeanHowellsPARTII。