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  Howdidwecometogososoon?”

  “Well,we’llhavetohaveatalkoverallthis。”saidJimwithasuddenstart。“Ishouldbegettingtomybooks;andIguessyouhadbettergouprightawaytoMamie。She’satSpeedy’s。Sheexpectsyouwithimpatience。Sheregardsyouinthelightofafavouritebrother,Loudon。”

  Anyschemewaswelcomewhichallowedmetopostponethehourofexplanation,andavoidwereitonlyforabreathingspacethetopicoftheFlyingScud。IhastenedaccordinglytoBushStreet。Mrs。Speedy,alreadyrejoicinginthereturnofaspouse,hailedmewithacclamation。“Andit’sbeautifulyou’relooking,Mr。Dodd,mydear。”shewaskindenoughtosay。

  “Andamiracletheynaygurwaheeniesletyelavetheoilands。I

  havemysuspicionsofShpeedy。”sheadded,roguishly。“Didyeseehimafterthenaygressesnow?”

  IgaveSpeedyanunblemishedcharacter。

  “Theoneofyewillniverbethraytheother。”saidtheplayfuldame,andusheredmeintoabareroom,whereMamiesatworkingatype-writer。

  Iwastouchedbythecordialityofhergreeting。Withtheprettiestgestureintheworldshegavemebothherhands;

  wheeledforthachair;andproduced,fromacupboard,atinofmyfavouritetobacco,andabookofmyexclusivecigarettepapers。

  “There!”shecried;“yousee,Mr。Loudon,wewereallpreparedforyou;thethingswereboughttheverydayyousailed。”

  Iimaginedshehadalwaysintendedmeapleasantwelcome;

  butthecertainfervourofsincerity,whichIcouldnothelpremarking,flowedfromanunexpectedsource。CaptainNares,withakindnessforwhichIcanneverbesufficientlygrateful,hadstolenamomentfromhisoccupations,driventocallonMamie,anddrawnheragenerouspictureofmyprowessatthewreck。Shewascarefulnottobreatheawordofthisinterview,tillshehadledmeontotellmyadventuresformyself。

  “Ah!CaptainNareswasbetter。”shecried,whenIhaddone。

  “Fromyouraccount,Ihaveonlylearnedonenewthing,thatyouaremodestaswellasbrave。”

  IcannottellwithwhatsortofdisclamationIsoughttoreply。

  “Itisofnouse。”saidMamie。“Iknowahero。AndwhenI

  heardofyouworkingalldaylikeacommonlabourer,withyourhandsbleedingandyournailsbroken——andhowyoutoldthecaptainto’crackon’Ithinkhesaidinthestorm,whenhewasterrifiedhimself——andthedangerofthathorridmutiny“——

  Nareshadbeenobliginglydippinghisbrushinearthquakeandeclipse——“andhowitwasalldone,inpartatleast,forJimandme——Ifeltwecouldneversayhowweadmiredandthankedyou。”

  “Mamie。”Icried,“don’ttalkofthanks;itisnotawordtobeusedbetweenfriends。JimandIhavebeenprosperoustogether;nowweshallbepoortogether。We’vedoneourbest,andthat’sallthatneedbesaid。Thenextthingisformetofindasituation,andsendyouandJimupcountryforalongholidayintheredwoods——foraholidayJimhasgottohave。”

  “Jimcan’ttakeyourmoney,Mr。Loudon。”saidMamie。

  “Jim?”criedI。“He’sgotto。Didn’tItakehis?”

  Presentlyafter,Jimhimselfarrived,andbeforehehadyetdonemoppinghisbrow,hewasatmewiththeaccursedsubject。

  “Now,Loudon。”saidhe,“herewearealltogether,theday’sworkdoneandtheeveningbeforeus;juststartinwiththewholestory。”

  “Onewordonbusinessfirst。”saidI,speakingfromthelipsoutward,andmeanwhileintheprivateapartmentsofmybraintryingforthethousandthtimetofindsomeplausiblearrangementofmystory。“Iwanttohaveanotionhowwestandaboutthebankruptcy。”

  “O,that’sancienthistory。”criedJim。“Wepaidsevencents,andawonderwedidaswell。Thereceiver——“methoughtaspasmseizedhimatthenameofthisofficial,andhebrokeoff。

  “Butit’sallpastanddonewithanyway;andwhatIwanttogetatisthefactsaboutthewreck。Idon’tseemtounderstandit;

  appearstomelikeastherewassomethingunderneath。”

  “TherewasnothingINit,anyway。”Isaid,withaforcedlaugh。

  “That’swhatIwanttojudgeof。”returnedJim。

  “HowthemischiefisitIcanneverkeepyoutothatbankruptcy?Itlooksasifyouavoidedit。”saidI——foramaninmysituation,withunpardonablefolly。

  “Don’titlookalittleasifyouweretryingtoavoidthewreck?”

  askedJim。

  Itwasmyowndoing;therewasnoretreat。“Mydearfellow,ifyoumakeapointofit,heregoes!”saidI,andlaunchedwithspuriousgaietyintothecurrentofmytale。Itolditwithpointandspirit;describedtheislandandthewreck,mimickedAndersonandtheChinese,maintainedthesuspense。Mypenhasstumbledonthefatalword。Imaintainedthesuspensesowellthatitwasneverrelieved;andwhenIstopped——Idarenotsayconcluded,wheretherewasnoconclusion——IfoundJimandMamieregardingmewithsurprise。

  “Well?”saidJim。

  “Well,that’sall。”saidI。

  “Buthowdoyouexplainit?”heasked。

  “Ican’texplainit。”saidI。

  Mamiewaggedherheadominously。

  “But,greatCaesar’sghost!themoneywasoffered!”criedJim。

  “Itwon’tdo,Loudon;it’snonsense,onthefaceofit!Idon’tsaybutwhatyouandNaresdidyourbest;I’msure,ofcourse,youdid;butIdosay,yougotfooled。Isaythestuffisinthatshipto-day,andIsayImeantogetit。”

  “Thereisnothingintheship,Itellyou,butoldwoodandiron!”

  saidI。

  “You’llsee。”saidJim。“NexttimeIgomyself。I’lltakeMamieforthetrip;Longhurstwon’trefusemetheexpenseofaschooner。YouwaittillIgetthesearchingofher。”

  “Butyoucan’tsearchher!”criedI。“She’sburned。”

  “Burned!”criedMamie,startingalittlefromtheattitudeofquiescentcapacityinwhichshehadhithertosattohearme,herhandsfoldedinherlap。

  Therewasanappreciablepause。

  “Ibegyourpardon,Loudon。”beganJimatlast,“butwhyinsnakesdidyouburnher?”

  “ItwasanideaofNares’s。”saidI。

  “Thisiscertainlythestrangestcircumstanceofall。”observedMamie。

  “Imustsay,Loudon,itdoesseemkindofunexpected。”addedJim。“Itseemskindofcrazyeven。Whatdidyou——whatdidNaresexpecttogainbyburningher?”

  “Idon’tknow;itdidn’tseemtomatter;wehadgotalltherewastoget。”saidI。

  “That’stheverypoint。”criedJim。“Itwasquiteplainyouhadn’t。”

  “Whatmadeyousosure?”askedMamie。

  “HowcanItellyou?”Icried。“Wehadbeenallthroughher。

  WeWEREsure;that’sallthatIcansay。”

  “Ibegintothinkyouwere。”shereturned,withasignificantemphasis。

  Jimhurriedlyintervened。“WhatIdon’tquitemakeout,Loudon,isthatyoudon’tseemtoappreciatethepeculiaritiesofthething。”saidhe。“Itdoesn’tseemtohavestruckyousameasitdoesme。”

  “Pshaw!whygoonwiththis?”criedMamie,suddenlyrising。

  “Mr。Doddisnottellinguseitherwhathethinksorwhatheknows。”

  “Mamie!”criedJim。

  “Youneednotbeconcernedforhisfeelings,James;heisnotconcernedforyours。”returnedthelady。“Hedarenotdenyit,besides。Andthisisnotthefirsttimehehaspractisedreticence。Haveyouforgottenthatheknewtheaddress,anddidnottellityouuntilthatmanhadescaped?”

  Jimturnedtomepleadingly——wewereallonourfeet。

  “Loudon。”hesaid,“youseeMamiehassomefancy;andImustsaythere’sjustasortofashadowofanexcuse;foritIS

  bewildering——eventome,Loudon,withmytrainedbusinessintelligence。ForGod’ssake,clearitup。”

  “Thisservesmeright。”saidI。“Ishouldnothavetriedtokeepyouinthedark;IshouldhavetoldyouatfirstthatIwaspledgedtosecrecy;Ishouldhaveaskedyoutotrustmeinthebeginning。ItisallIcandonow。Thereismoreofthestory,butitconcernsnoneofus,andmytongueistied。Ihavegivenmywordofhonour。Youmusttrustmeandtrytoforgiveme。”

  “IdaresayIamverystupid,Mr。Dodd。”beganMamie,withanalarmingsweetness,“butIthoughtyouwentuponthistripasmyhusband’srepresentativeandwithmyhusband’smoney?

  Youtellusnowthatyouarepledged,butIshouldhavethoughtyouwerepledgedfirstofalltoJames。Yousayitdoesnotconcernus;wearepoorpeople,andmyhusbandissick,anditconcernsusagreatdealtounderstandhowwecometohavelostourmoney,andwhyourrepresentativecomesbacktouswithnothing。Youaskthatweshouldtrustyou;youdonotseemtounderstand;thequestionweareaskingourselvesiswhetherwehavenottrustedyoutoomuch。”

  “Idonotaskyoutotrustme。”Ireplied。“IaskJim。Heknowsme。”

  “YouthinkyoucandowhatyoupleasewithJames;youtrusttohisaffection,doyounot?Andme,Isuppose,youdonotconsider。”saidMamie。“Butitwasperhapsanunfortunatedayforyouwhenweweremarried,forIatleastamnotblind。Thecrewrunaway,theshipissoldforagreatdealofmoney,youknowthatman’saddressandyouconcealit,youdonotfindwhatyouweresenttolookfor,andyetyouburntheship;andnow,whenweaskexplanations,youarepledgedtosecrecy!

  ButIampledgedtonosuchthing;Iwillnotstandbyinsilenceandseemysickandruinedhusbandbetrayedbyhiscondescendingfriend。Iwillgiveyouthetruthforonce。Mr。

  Dodd,youhavebeenboughtandsold。”

  “Mamie。”criedJim,“nomoreofthis!It’smeyou’restriking;

  it’sonlymeyouhurt。Youdon’tknow,youcannotunderstandthesethings。Why,to-day,ifithadn’tbeenforLoudon,I

  couldn’thavelookedyouintheface。Hesavedmyhonesty。”

  “Ihaveheardplentyofthistalkbefore。”shereplied。“Youareasweet-heartedfool,andIloveyouforit。ButIamaclear-

  headedwoman;myeyesareopen,andIunderstandthisman’shypocrisy。Didhenotcomehereto-dayandpretendhewouldtakeasituation——pretendhewouldsharehishard-earnedwageswithusuntilyouwerewell?Pretend!Itmakesmefurious!

  Hiswages!ashareofhiswages!Thatwouldhavebeenyourpittance,thatwouldhavebeenyourshareoftheFlyingScud——youwhoworkedandtoiledforhimwhenhewasabeggarinthestreetsofParis。Butwedonotwantyourcharity;

  thankGod,Icanworkformyownhusband!Seewhatitistohaveobligedagentleman。Hewouldletyoupickhimupwhenhewasbegging;hewouldstandandlookon,andletyoublackhisshoes,andsneeratyou。ForyouwerealwayssneeringatmyJames;youalwayslookeddownuponhiminyourheart,youknowit!”SheturnedbacktoJim。“Andnowwhenheisrich。”shebegan,andthenswoopedagainonme。“Foryouarerich,Idareyoutodenyit;Idefyyoutolookmeinthefaceandtrytodenythatyouarerich——richwithourmoney——myhusband’smoney——“

  Heavenknowstowhataheightshemighthaverisen,being,bythistime,bodilywhirledawayinherownhurricaneofwords。

  Heart-sickness,ablackdepression,atreacheroussympathywithmyassailant,pityunutterableforpoorJim,alreadyfilled,divided,andabashedmyspirit。Flightseemedtheonlyremedy;andmakingaprivatesigntoJim,asiftoaskpermission,Islunkfromtheunequalfield。

  Iwasbutalittlewaydownthestreet,whenIwasarrestedbythesoundofsomeonerunning,andJim’svoicecallingmebyname。Hehadfollowedmewithaletterwhichhadbeenlongawaitingmyreturn。

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