This,Iknew,mustarisefromsomeveryminuteremainingparticlesofthephosphoruswithwhichIhadcoveredthepaperinmypreviousattempt。Theother,orunderside,then,wasthatonwhichlaythewriting,ifwritingthereshouldfinallyprovetobe。AgainIturnedthenote,andwenttoworkasIhadpreviouslydone。Havingrubbedinthephosphorus,abrilliancyensuedasbefore-butthistimeseverallinesofMS。inalargehand,andapparentlyinredink,becamedistinctlyvisible。Theglimmer,althoughsufficientlybright,wasbutmomentary。Still,hadInotbeentoogreatlyexcited,therewouldhavebeenampletimeenoughformetoperusethewholethreesentencesbeforeme-forIsawtherewerethree。Inmyanxiety,however,toreadallatonce,Isucceededonlyinreadingthesevenconcludingwords,whichthusappeared-“blood-yourlifedependsuponlyingclose。”
HadIbeenabletoascertaintheentirecontentsofthenote-thefullmeaningoftheadmonitionwhichmyfriendhadthusattemptedtoconvey,thatadmonition,evenalthoughitshouldhaverevealedastoryofdisasterthemostunspeakable,couldnot,Iamfirmlyconvinced,haveimbuedmymindwithonetitheoftheharrowingandyetindefinablehorrorwithwhichIwasinspiredbythefragmentarywarningthusreceived。And“blood。”too,thatwordofallwords-sorifeatalltimeswithmystery,andsuffering,andterror-howtreblyfullofimportdiditnowappear-howchillyandheavilydisjointed,asitthuswas,fromanyforegoingwordstoqualifyorrenderitdistinctdiditsvaguesyllablesfall,amidthedeepgloomofmyprison,intotheinnermostrecessesofmysoul!
Augustushad,undoubtedly,goodreasonsforwishingmetoremainconcealed,andIformedathousandsurmisesastowhattheycouldbe-
butIcouldthinkofnothingaffordingasatisfactorysolutionofthemystery。justafterreturningfrommylastjourneytothetrap,andbeforemyattentionhadbeenotherwisedirectedbythesingularconductofTiger,Ihadcometotheresolutionofmakingmyselfheardatalleventsbythoseonboard,or,ifIcouldnotsucceedinthisdirectly,oftryingtocutmywaythroughtheorlopdeck。ThehalfcertaintywhichIfeltofbeingabletoaccomplishoneofthesetwopurposesinthelastemergency,hadgivenmecouragewhichIshouldnototherwisehavehadtoenduretheevilsofmysituation。ThefewwordsIhadbeenabletoread,however,hadcutmeofffromthesefinalresources,andInow,forthefirsttime,feltallthemiseryofmyfate。InaparoxysmofdespairIthrewmyselfagainuponthemattress,where,forabouttheperiodofadayandnight,Ilayinakindofstupor,relievedonlybymomentaryintervalsofreasonandrecollection。
AtlengthIoncemorearose,andbusiedmyselfinreflectionuponthehorrorswhichencompassedme。Foranothertwenty-fourhoursitwasbarelypossiblethatImightexistwithoutwater-foralongertimeIcouldnotdoso。DuringthefirstportionofmyimprisonmentI
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