第59章
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  Wehaveataskbeforeuswhichmustbespeedilyperformed。Weknowthatitwillberuinoustomakedelay。Themostimportantcrisisofourlifecalls,trumpet-tongued,forimmediateenergyandaction。Weglow,weareconsumedwitheagernesstocommencethework,withtheanticipationofwhosegloriousresultourwholesoulsareonfire。Itmust,itshallbeundertakento-day,andyetweputitoffuntilto-morrow,andwhy?Thereisnoanswer,exceptthatwefeelperverse,usingthewordwithnocomprehensionoftheprinciple。To-morrowarrives,andwithitamoreimpatientanxietytodoourduty,butwiththisveryincreaseofanxietyarrives,also,anameless,apositivelyfearful,becauseunfathomable,cravingfordelay。Thiscravinggathersstrengthasthemomentsfly。Thelasthourforactionisathand。Wetremblewiththeviolenceoftheconflictwithinus,ofthedefinitewiththeindefiniteofthesubstancewiththeshadow。But,ifthecontesthaveproceededthusfar,itistheshadowwhichprevails,westruggleinvain。Theclockstrikes,andistheknellofourwelfare。Atthesametime,itisthechanticleernotetotheghostthathassolongoverawedus。Itfliesitdisappearswearefree。Theoldenergyreturns。Wewilllabornow。Alas,itistoolate!

  Westanduponthebrinkofaprecipice。Wepeerintotheabysswegrowsickanddizzy。Ourfirstimpulseistoshrinkfromthedanger。

  Unaccountablyweremain。Byslowdegreesoursicknessanddizzinessandhorrorbecomemergedinacloudofunnamablefeeling。Bygradations,stillmoreimperceptible,thiscloudassumesshape,asdidthevaporfromthebottleoutofwhicharosethegeniusintheArabianNights。Butoutofthisourcloudupontheprecipice’sedge,theregrowsintopalpability,ashape,farmoreterriblethananygeniusoranydemonofatale,andyetitisbutathought,althoughafearfulone,andonewhichchillstheverymarrowofourboneswiththefiercenessofthedelightofitshorror。Itismerelytheideaofwhatwouldbeoursensationsduringthesweepingprecipitancyofafallfromsuchaheight。Andthisfallthisrushingannihilationfortheveryreasonthatitinvolvesthatonemostghastlyandloathsomeofallthemostghastlyandloathsomeimagesofdeathandsufferingwhichhaveeverpresentedthemselvestoourimagination

  forthisverycausedowenowthemostvividlydesireit。Andbecauseourreasonviolentlydetersusfromthebrink,thereforedowethemostimpetuouslyapproachit。Thereisnopassioninnaturesodemoniacallyimpatient,asthatofhimwho,shudderingupontheedgeofaprecipice,thusmeditatesaPlunge。Toindulge,foramoment,inanyattemptatthought,istobeinevitablylost;forreflectionbuturgesustoforbear,andthereforeitis,Isay,thatwecannot。Iftherebenofriendlyarmtocheckus,orifwefailinasuddenefforttoprostrateourselvesbackwardfromtheabyss,weplunge,andaredestroyed。

  Examinethesesimilaractionsaswewill,weshallfindthemresultingsolelyfromthespiritofthePerverse。Weperpetratethembecausewefeelthatweshouldnot。Beyondorbehindthisthereisnointelligibleprinciple;andwemight,indeed,deemthisperversenessadirectinstigationoftheArch-Fiend,wereitnotoccasionallyknowntooperateinfurtheranceofgood。

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