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  Heappearedtotakenoheed,andshesaidasecondtime,“Mr。

  Winterborne!”

  Evennowheseemednottohear,thoughapersoncloseenoughtohimtoseetheexpressionofhisfacemighthavedoubtedit;andshesaidathirdtime,withatimidloudness,“Mr。Winterborne!

  What,haveyouforgottenmyvoice?”Sheremainedwithherlipspartedinawelcomingsmile。

  Heturnedwithoutsurprise,andcamedeliberatelytowardsthewindow。“Whydoyoucallme?”hesaid,withasternnessthattookhercompletelyunawares,hisfacebeingnowpale。“Isitnotenoughthatyouseemeheremoilingandmuddlingformydailybreadwhileyouaresittingthereinyoursuccess,thatyoucan’trefrainfromopeningoldwoundsbycallingoutmyname?”

  Sheflushed,andwasstruckdumbforsomemoments;butsheforgavehisunreasoninganger,knowingsowellinwhatithaditsroot。

  “IamsorryIoffendedyoubyspeaking。”shereplied,meekly。

  “Believeme,Ididnotintendtodothat。Icouldhardlysitheresonearyouwithoutawordofrecognition。”

  Winterborne’shearthadswollenbig,andhiseyesgrownmoistbythistime,somuchhadthegentleanswerofthatfamiliarvoicemovedhim。Heassuredherhurriedly,andwithoutlookingather,thathewasnotangry。Hethenmanagedtoaskher,inaclumsy,constrainedway,ifshehadhadapleasantjourney,andseenmanyinterestingsights。Shespokeofafewplacesthatshehadvisited,andsothetimepassedtillhewithdrewtotakehisplaceatoneoftheleverswhichpulledroundthescrew。

  Forgottenhervoice!Indeed,hehadnotforgottenhervoice,ashisbitternessshowed。Butthoughintheheatofthemomenthehadreproachedherkeenly,hissecondmoodwasafarmoretenderone——thatwhichcouldregardherrenunciationofsuchasheashergloryandherprivilege,hisownfidelitynotwithstanding。Hecouldhavedeclaredwithacontemporarypoet——

  “IfIforget,Thesaltcreekmayforgettheocean;

  IfIforgetTheheartwhenceflowsmyheart’sbrightmotion,MayIsinkmeanlierthantheworstAbandoned,outcast,crushed,accurst,IfIforget。

  “Thoughyouforget,Nowordofmineshallmaryourpleasure;

  Thoughyouforget,Youfilledmybarrenlifewithtreasure,Youmaywithdrawthegiftyougave;

  Youstillarequeen,Istillamslave,Thoughyouforget。”

  Shehadtearsinhereyesatthethoughtthatshecouldnotremindhimofwhatheoughttohaveremembered;thatnotherselfbutthepressureofeventshaddissipatedthedreamsoftheirearlyyouth。

  Gracewasthusunexpectedlyworstedinherencounterwithheroldfriend。Shehadopenedthewindowwithafaintsenseoftriumph,buthehadturneditintosadness;shedidnotquitecomprehendthereasonwhy。Intruthitwasbecauseshewasnotcruelenoughinhercruelty。Ifyouhavetousetheknife,useit,saythegreatsurgeons;andforherownpeaceGraceshouldhavecontemnedWinterbornethoroughlyornotatall。Asitwas,onclosingthewindowanindescribable,somemighthavesaiddangerous,pityquaveredinherbosomforhim。

  Presentlyherhusbandenteredtheroom,andtoldherwhatawonderfulsunsettherewastobeseen。

  “Ihavenotnoticedit。ButIhaveseensomebodyouttherethatweknow。”shereplied,lookingintothecourt。

  Fitzpiersfollowedthedirectionofhereyes,andsaidhedidnotrecognizeanybody。

  “Why,Mr。Winterborne——thereheis,cider-making。Hecombinesthatwithhisotherbusiness,youknow。”

  “Oh——thatfellow。”saidFitzpiers,hiscuriositybecomingextinct。

  She,reproachfully:“What,callMr。Winterborneafellow,Edgar?

  ItistrueIwasjustsayingtomyselfthatInevercouldhavemarriedhim;butIhavemuchregardforhim,andalwaysshall。”

  “Well,dobyallmeans,mydearone。IdaresayIaminhuman,andsupercilious,andcontemptiblyproudofmypooroldramshacklefamily;butIdohonestlyconfesstoyouthatIfeelasifI

  belongedtoadifferentspeciesfromthepeoplewhoareworkinginthatyard。”

  “Andfrommetoo,then。Formybloodisnobetterthantheirs。”

  Helookedatherwithadrollsortofawakening。Itwas,indeed,astartlinganomalythatthiswomanofthetribewithoutshouldbestandingtherebesidehimashiswife,ifhissentimentswereashehadsaid。Intheirtravelstogethershehadrangedsounerringlyathislevelinideas,tastes,andhabitsthathehadalmostforgottenhowhishearthadplayedhavocwithhisprinciplesintakinghertohim。

  “AhYOU——youarerefinedandeducatedintosomethingquitedifferent。”hesaid,self-assuringly。

  “Idon’tquiteliketothinkthat。”shemurmuredwithsoftregret。

  “AndIthinkyouunderestimateGilesWinterborne。Remember,IwasbroughtupwithhimtillIwassentawaytoschool,soIcannotberadicallydifferent。Atanyrate,Idon’tfeelso。Thatis,nodoubt,myfault,andagreatblemishinme。ButIhopeyouwillputupwithit,Edgar。”

  Fitzpierssaidthathewouldendeavortodoso;andasitwasnowgettingonfordusk,theypreparedtoperformthelaststageoftheirjourney,soastoarriveatHintockbeforeitgrewverylate。

  Inlessthanhalfanhourtheystarted,thecider-makersintheyardhavingceasedtheirlaborsandgoneaway,sothattheonlysoundsaudibletherenowwerethetricklingofthejuicefromthetightlyscrewedpress,andthebuzzofasinglewasp,whichhaddrunkitselfsotipsythatitwasunconsciousofnightfall。Gracewasverycheerfulatthethoughtofbeingsooninhersylvanhome,butFitzpierssatbesideheralmostsilent。Anindescribableoppressivenesshadovertakenhimwiththenearapproachofthejourney’sendandtherealitiesoflifethatlaythere。

  “Youdon’tsayaword,Edgar。”sheobserved。“Aren’tyougladtogetback?Iam。”

  “Youhavefriendshere。Ihavenone。”

  “Butmyfriendsareyours。”

  “Ohyes——inthatsense。”

  Theconversationlanguished,andtheydrewneartheendofHintockLane。Ithadbeendecidedthattheyshould,atleastforatime,takeuptheirabodeinherfather’sroomyhouse,onewingofwhichwasquiteattheirservice,beingalmostdisusedbytheMelburys。

  Workmenhadbeenpainting,papering,andwhitewashingthissetofroomsintheweddedpair’sabsence;andsoscrupuloushadbeenthetimber-dealerthatthereshouldoccurnohitchordisappointmentontheirarrival,thatnotthesmallestdetailremainedundone。

  Tomakeitallcompleteaground-floorroomhadbeenfittedupasasurgery,withanindependentouterdoor,towhichFitzpiers’sbrassplatewasscrewed——formereornament,suchasignbeingquitesuperfluouswhereeverybodyknewthelatitudeandlongitudeofhisneighborsformilesround。

  Melburyandhiswifewelcomedthetwainwithaffection,andallthehousewithdeference。Theywentuptoexploretheirrooms,thatopenedfromapassageonthelefthandofthestaircase,theentrancetowhichcouldbeshutoffonthelandingbyadoorthatMelburyhadhungforthepurpose。Afriendlyfirewasburninginthegrate,althoughitwasnotcold。Fitzpierssaiditwastoosoonforanysortofmeal,theyonlyhavingdinedshortlybeforeleavingSherton-Abbas。Hewouldwalkacrosstohisoldlodging,tolearnhowhislocumtenenshadgotoninhisabsence。

  InleavingMelbury’sdoorhelookedbackatthehouse。Therewaseconomyinlivingunderthatroof,andeconomywasdesirable,butinsomewayhewasdissatisfiedwiththearrangement;itimmersedhimsodeeplyinson-in-lawshiptoMelbury。Hewentontohisformerresidence。Hisdeputywasout,andFitzpiersfellintoconversationwithhisformerlandlady。

  “Well,Mrs。Cox,what’sthebestnews?”heaskedofher,withcheeryweariness。

  Shewasalittlesouredatlosingbyhismarriagesoprofitableatenantasthesurgeonhadprovedtobedulinghisresidenceunderherroof;andthemoresointherebeinghardlytheremotestchanceofhergettingsuchanothersettlerintheHintocksolitudes。“’TiswhatIdon’twishtorepeat,sir;leastofalltoyou。”shemumbled。

  “Nevermindme,Mrs。Cox;goahead。”

  “Itiswhatpeoplesayaboutyourhastymarrying,Dr。Fitzpiers。

  Whereastheywon’tbelieveyouknowsuchcleverdoctrinesinphysicastheyoncesupposedofye,seeingasyoucouldmarryintoMr。Melbury’sfamily,whichisonlyHintock-born,suchasme。”

  “Theyarekindlywelcometotheiropinion。”saidFitzpiers,notallowinghimselftorecognizethathewinced。“Anythingelse?”

  “Yes;SHE’Scomehomeatlast。”

  “Who’sshe?”

  “Mrs。Charmond。”

  “Oh,indeed!”saidFitzpiers,withbutslightinterest。“I’veneverseenher。”

  “Shehasseenyou,sir,whetherorno。”

  “Never。”

  “Yes;shesawyouinsomehotelorstreetforaminuteortwowhileyouwereawaytravelling,andaccidentallyheardyourname;

  andwhenshemadesomeremarkaboutyou,MissEllis——that’shermaid——toldheryouwasonyourwedding-towerwithMr。Melbury’sdaughter;andshesaid,’Heoughttohavedonebetterthanthat。

  Ifearhehasspoiledhischances,’shesays。”

  Fitzpiersdidnottalkmuchlongertothischeeringhousewife,andwalkedhomewithnoverybriskstep。Heenteredthedoorquietly,andwentstraightup-stairstothedrawing-roomextemporizedfortheirusebyMelburyinhisandhisbride’sabsence,expectingtofindherthereashehadlefther。Thefirewasburningstill,buttherewerenolights。Helookedintothenextapartment,fittedupasalittledining-room,butnosupperwaslaid。Hewenttothetopofthestairs,andheardachorusofvoicesinthetimber-merchant’sparlorbelow,Grace’sbeingoccasionallyintermingled。

  Descending,andlookingintotheroomfromthedoor-way,hefoundquitealargegatheringofneighborsandotheracquaintances,praisingandcongratulatingMrs。Fitzpiersonherreturn,amongthembeingthedairyman,FarmerBawtree,andthemaster-blacksmithfromGreatHintock;alsothecooper,thehollow-turner,theexciseman,andsomeothers,withtheirwives,wholivedhardby。

  Grace,girlthatshewas,hadquiteforgottenhernewdignityandherhusband’s;shewasinthemidstofthem,blushing,andreceivingtheircomplimentswithallthepleasureofold-

  comradeship。

  Fitzpiersexperiencedaprofounddistasteforthesituation。

  Melburywasnowhereintheroom,butMelbury’swife,perceivingthedoctor,cametohim。“Wethought,GraceandI。”shesaid,“thatastheyhavecalled,hearingyouwerecome,wecoulddonolessthanaskthemtosupper;andthenGraceproposedthatweshouldallsuptogether,asitisthefirstnightofyourreturn。”

  BythistimeGracehadcomeroundtohim。“Isitnotgoodofthemtowelcomemesowarmly?”sheexclaimed,withtearsoffriendshipinhereyes。“AftersomuchgoodfeelingIcouldnotthinkofourshuttingourselvesupawayfromtheminourowndining-room。”

  “Certainlynot——certainlynot。”saidFitzpiers;andheenteredtheroomwiththeheroicsmileofamartyr。

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