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  “He’sallright,andhe’scomingheretoseeyou。”

  Apremonitionthatshecouldnotresisthimifhecamestrangelymovedher。“Ofcourse,father,yourememberthatitisonlylatelythatGiles——“

  “Youknowthatyoucan’tthinkofhim。Hehasgivenupallclaimtoyou。”

  Shecouldnotexplainthesubtletiesofherfeelingashecouldstatehisopinion,eventhoughshehadskillinspeech,andherfatherhadnone。ThatFitzpiersacteduponherlikeadram,excitingher,throwingherintoanovelatmospherewhichbiassedherdoingsuntiltheinfluencewasover,whenshefeltsomethingofthenatureofregretforthemoodshehadexperienced——stillmoreifshereflectedonthesilent,almostsarcastic,criticismapparentinWinterborne’sairtowardsher——couldnotbetoldtothisworthycoupleinwords。

  ItsohappenedthatonthisverydayFitzpierswascalledawayfromHintockbyanengagementtoattendsomemedicalmeetings,andhisvisits,therefore,didnotbeginatonce。Anote,however,arrivedfromhimaddressedtoGrace,deploringhisenforcedabsence。Asamaterialobjectthisnotewasprettyandsuperfine,anoteofasortthatshehadbeenunaccustomedtoseesinceherreturntoHintock,exceptwhenaschoolfriendwrotetoher——arareinstance,forthegirlswererespectersofpersons,andmanycooleddowntowardsthetimber-dealer’sdaughterwhenshewasoutofsight。Thusthereceiptofitpleasedher,andsheafterwardswalkedaboutwithareflectiveair。

  Intheeveningherfather,whoknewthatthenotehadcome,said,“Whybeyenotsittingdowntoansweryourletter?That’swhatyoungfolksdidinmytime。”

  Sherepliedthatitdidnotrequireananswer。

  “Oh,youknowbest。”hesaid。Nevertheless,hewentabouthisbusinessdoubtingifshewererightinnotreplying;possiblyshemightbesomismanagingmattersastoriskthelossofanalliancewhichwouldbringhermuchhappiness。

  Melbury’srespectforFitzpierswasbasedlessonhisprofessionalposition,whichwasnotmuch,thanonthestandingofhisfamilyinthecountyinby-gonedays。Thatimplicitfaithinmembersoflong-establishedfamilies,assuch,irrespectiveoftheirpersonalconditionorcharacter,whichisstillfoundamongold-fashionedpeopleintheruraldistrictsreacheditsfullintensityinMelbury。Hisdaughter’ssuitorwasdescendedfromafamilyhehadheardofinhisgrandfather’stimeasbeingoncegreat,afamilywhichhadconferreditsnameuponaneighboringvillage;how,then,couldanythingbeamissinthisbetrothal?

  “Imustkeepheruptothis。”hesaidtohiswife。“Sheseesitisforherhappiness;butstillshe’syoung,andmaywantalittlepromptingfromanoldertongue。”

  Withthisinviewhetookheroutforawalk,acustomofhiswhenhewishedtosayanythingspeciallyimpressive。Theirwaywasoverthetopofthatloftyridgedividingtheirwoodlandfromtheciderdistrict,whencetheyhadinthespringbeheldthemilesofapple-treesinbloom。Allwasnowdeepgreen。ThespotrecalledtoGrace’smindthelastoccasionofherpresencethere,andshesaid,“Thepromiseofanenormousapple-cropisfulfillingitself,isitnot?IsupposeGilesisgettinghismillsandpressesready。”

  Thiswasjustwhatherfatherhadnotcometheretotalkabout。

  Withoutreplyingheraisedhisarm,andmovedhisfingertillhefixeditatapoint。“There。”hesaid,“youseethatplantationreachingoverthehilllikeagreatslug,andjustbehindthehillaparticularlygreenshelteredbottom?That’swhereMr。

  Fitzpiers’sfamilywerelordsofthemanorforIdon’tknowhowmanyhundredyears,andtherestandsthevillageofBuckburyFitzpiers。Awonderfulproperty’twas——wonderful!”

  “Buttheyarenotlordsofthemanortherenow。”

  “Why,no。Butgoodandgreatthingsdieaswellaslittleandfoolish。Theonlyonesrepresentingthefamilynow,Ibelieve,areourdoctorandamaidenladylivingIdon’tknowwhere。Youcan’thelpbeinghappy,Grace,inallyingyourselfwithsucharomanticalfamily。You’llfeelasifyou’vesteppedintohistory。”

  “We’vebeenatHintockaslongasthey’vebeenatBuckbury;isitnotso?Yousayournameoccursinolddeedscontinually。”

  “Ohyes——asyeomen,copyholders,andsuchlike。Butthinkhowmuchbetterthiswillbefor’ee。You’llbelivingahighintellectuallife,suchashasnowbecomenaturaltoyou;andthoughthedoctor’spracticeissmallhere,he’llnodoubtgotoadashingtownwhenhe’sgothishandin,andkeepastylishcarriage,andyou’llbebroughttoknowagoodmanyladiesofexcellentsociety。Ifyoushouldevermeetmethen,Grace,youcandrivepastme,lookingtheotherway。Ishouldn’texpectyoutospeaktome,orwishsuchathing,unlessithappenedtobeinsomelonely,privateplacewhere’twouldn’tloweryeatall。

  Don’tthinksuchmenasneighborGilesyourequal。HeandIshallbegoodfriendsenough,buthe’snotforthelikeofyou。He’slivedourroughandhomelylifehere,andhiswife’slifemustberoughandhomelylikewise。”

  Somuchpressurecouldnotbutproducesomedisplacement。AsGracewasleftverymuchtoherself,shetookadvantageofonefinedaybeforeFitzpiers’sreturntodriveintotheaforesaidvalewherestoodthevillageofBuckburyFitzpiers。Leavingherfather’smanattheinnwiththehorseandgig,sherambledonwardtotheruinsofacastle,whichstoodinafieldhardby。ShehadnodoubtthatitrepresentedtheancientstrongholdoftheFitzpiersfamily。

  Theremainswerefew,andconsistedmostlyofremnantsofthelowervaulting,supportedonlowstoutcolumnssurmountedbythecrochetcapitaloftheperiod。Thetwoorthreearchesofthesevaultsthatwerestillinpositionwereutilizedbytheadjoiningfarmerasshelterforhiscalves,thefloorbeingspreadwithstraw,amidwhichtheyoungcreaturesrustled,coolingtheirthirstytonguesbylickingthequaintNormancarving,whichglistenedwiththemoisture。Itwasadegradationofevensucharudeformofartasthistobetreatadsogrossly,shethought,andforthefirsttimethefamilyofFitzpiersassumedinherimaginationthehuesofamelancholyromanticism。

  Itwassoontimetodrivehome,andshetraversedthedistancewithapreoccupiedmind。Theideaofsomodernamaninscienceandaestheticsastheyoungsurgeonspringingoutofrelicssoancientwasakindofnoveltyshehadneverbeforeexperienced。

  Thecombinationlenthimasocialandintellectualinterestwhichshedreaded,somuchweightdiditaddtothestrangeinfluenceheexerciseduponherwheneverhecamenearher。

  Inanexcitementwhichwasnotlove,notambition,ratherafearfulconsciousnessofhazardintheair,sheawaitedhisreturn。

  Meanwhileherfatherwasawaitinghimalso。Inhishousetherewasanoldworkonmedicine,publishedtowardstheendofthelastcentury,andtoputhimselfinharmonywitheventsMelburyspreadthisworkonhiskneeswhenhehaddonehisday’sbusiness,andreadaboutGalen,Hippocrates,andHerophilus——ofthedogmatic,theempiric,thehermetical,andothersectsofpractitionersthathaveariseninhistory;andthenceproceededtotheclassificationofmaladiesandtherulesfortheirtreatment,aslaiddowninthisvaluablebookwithabsoluteprecision。Melburyregrettedthatthetreatisewassoold,fearingthathemightinconsequencebeunabletoholdascompleteaconversationashecouldwishwithMr。Fitzpiers,primed,nodoubt,withmorerecentdiscoveries。

  ThedayofFitzpiers’sreturnarrived,andhesenttosaythathewouldcallimmediately。InthelittletimethatwasaffordedforputtingthehouseinorderthesweepingofMelbury’sparlorwasasthesweepingoftheparlorattheInterpreter’swhichwellnighchokedthePilgrim。AttheendofitMrs。Melburysatdown,foldedherhandsandlips,andwaited。Herhusbandrestlesslywalkedinandoutfromthetimber-yard,staredattheinterioroftheroom,jerkedout“ay,ay。”andretreatedagain。BetweenfourandfiveFitzpiersarrived,hitchinghishorsetothehookoutsidethedoor。

  AssoonashehadwalkedinandperceivedthatGracewasnotintheroom,heseemedtohaveamisgiving。Nothinglessthanheractualpresencecouldlongkeephimtothelevelofthisimpassionedenterprise,andthatlackingheappearedasonewhowishedtoretracehissteps。

  Hemechanicallytalkedatwhatheconsideredawoodlandmatron’slevelofthoughttillarustlingwasheardonthestairs,andGracecamein。Fitzpierswasforonceasagitatedasshe。Overandabovethegenuineemotionwhichsheraisedinhishearttherehungthesensethathewascastingadiebyimpulsewhichhemightnothavethrownbyjudgment。

  Mr。Melburywasnotintheroom。Havingtoattendtomattersintheyard,hehaddelayedputtingonhisafternooncoatandwaistcoattillthedoctor’sappearance,when,notwishingtobebackwardinreceivinghim,heenteredtheparlorhastilybuttoningupthosegarments。Grace’sfastidiousnesswasalittledistressedthatFitzpiersshouldseebythisactionthestrainhisvisitwasputtinguponherfather;andtomakemattersworseforherjustthen,oldGrammerseemedtohaveapassionforincessantlypumpinginthebackkitchen,leavingthedoorsopensothatthebangingandsplashingweredistinctabovetheparlorconversation。

  WheneverthechatovertheteasankintopleasantdesultorinessMr。Melburybrokeinwithspeechesoflaboredprecisiononveryremotetopics,asifhefearedtoletFitzpiers’sminddwellcriticallyonthesubjectnearesttheheartsofall。IntruthaconstrainedmannerwasnaturalenoughinMelburyjustnow,forthegreatestinterestofhislifewasreachingitscrisis。Couldtherealhavebeenbeheldinsteadofthecorporealmerely,thecorneroftheroominwhichhesatwouldhavebeenfilledwithaformtypicalofanxioussuspense,large-eyed,tight-lipped,awaitingtheissue。Thatpaternalhopesandfearssointenseshouldbeboundupinthepersonofonechildsopeculiarlycircumstanced,andnothavedispersedthemselvesoverthelargerfieldofawholefamily,involveddangerousriskstofuturehappiness。

  Fitzpiersdidnotstaymorethananhour,butthattimehadapparentlyadvancedhissentimentstowardsGrace,onceandforall,fromavaguelyliquescenttoanorganicshape。Shewouldnothaveaccompaniedhimtothedoorinresponsetohiswhispered“Come!”ifhermotherhadnotsaidinamatter-of-factway,“Ofcourse,Grace;gotothedoorwithMr。Fitzpiers。”AccordinglyGracewent,bothherparentsremainingintheroom。Whentheyoungpairwereinthegreatbrick-flooredhallthelovertookthegirl’shandinhis,drewitunderhisarm,andthusledherontothedoor,wherehestealthilykissedher。

  Shebrokefromhimtrembling,blushedandturnedaside,hardlyknowinghowthingshadadvancedtothis。Fitzpiersdroveoff,kissinghishandtoher,andwavingittoMelburywhowasvisiblethroughthewindow。Herfatherreturnedthesurgeon’sactionwithagreatflourishofhisownhandandasatisfiedsmile。

  TheintoxicationthatFitzpiershad,asusual,producedinGrace’sbrainduringthevisitpassedoffsomewhatwithhiswithdrawal。

  Shefeltlikeawomanwhodidnotknowwhatshehadbeendoingfortheprevioushour,butsupposedwithtrepidationthattheafternoon’sproceedings,thoughvague,hadamountedtoanengagementbetweenherselfandthehandsome,coercive,irresistibleFitzpiers。

  Thisvisitwasatypeofmanywhichfolloweditduringthelongsummerdaysofthatyear。Gracewasbornealonguponastreamofreasonings,arguments,andpersuasions,supplemented,itmustbeadded,byinclinationsofherownattimes。Nowomaniswithoutaspirations,whichmaybeinnocentenoughwithincertainlimits;

  andGracehadbeensotrainedsocially,andeducatedintellectually,astoseeclearlyenoughapleasureinthepositionofwifetosuchamanasFitzpiers。Hismaterialstandingofitself,eitherpresentorfuture,hadlittleinittogiveherambition,butthepossibilitiesofarefinedandcultivatedinnerlife,ofsubtlepsychologicalintercourse,hadtheircharm。Itwasthisratherthananyvulgarideaofmarryingwellwhichcausedhertofloatwiththecurrent,andtoyieldtotheimmenseinfluencewhichFitzpiersexercisedoverherwhenevershesharedhissociety。

  Anyobserverwouldshrewdlyhaveprophesiedthatwhetherornotshelovedhimasyetintheordinarysense,shewasprettysuretodosointime。

  Oneeveningjustbeforedusktheyhadtakenaratherlongwalktogether,andforashortcuthomewardpassedthroughtheshrubberiesofHintockHouse——stilldeserted,andstillblanklyconfrontingwithitssightlessshutteredwindowsthesurroundingfoliageandslopes。Gracewastired,andtheyapproachedthewall,andsattogetherononeofthestonesills——stillwarmwiththesunthathadbeenpouringitsraysuponthemalltheafternoon。

  “Thisplacewouldjustdoforus,woulditnot,dearest。”saidherbetrothed,astheysat,turningandlookingidlyattheoldfacade。

  “Ohyes。”saidGrace,plainlyshowingthatnosuchfancyhadevercrossedhermind。“Sheisawayfromhomestill。”Graceaddedinaminute,rathersadly,forshecouldnotforgetthatshehadsomehowlostthevaluablefriendshipoftheladyofthisbower。

  “Whois?——oh,youmeanMrs。Charmond。Doyouknow,dear,thatatonetimeIthoughtyoulivedhere。”

  “Indeed!”saidGrace。“Howwasthat?”

  Heexplained,asfarashecoulddosowithoutmentioninghisdisappointmentatfindingitwasotherwise;andthenwenton:

  “Well,nevermindthat。NowIwanttoaskyousomething。ThereisonedetailofourweddingwhichIamsureyouwillleavetome。

  Myinclinationisnottobemarriedatthehorridlittlechurchhere,withalltheyokelsstaringroundatus,andadroningparsonreading。”

  “Where,then,canitbe?Atachurchintown?”

  “No。Notatachurchatall。Ataregistryoffice。Itisaquieter,snugger,andmoreconvenientplaceineveryway。”

  “Oh。”saidshe,withrealdistress。“HowcanIbemarriedexceptatchurch,andwithallmydearfriendsroundme?”

  “YeomanWinterborneamongthem。”

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