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  Charmondshouldhaveheardthevillagenews,andbecomequitedisappointedinherexpectationsofGraceatfindingshekeptsuchcompany?

  Fullofthisposthocargument,Mr。Melburyoverlookedtheinfinitethrongofotherpossiblereasonsandunreasonsforawomanchanginghermind。Forinstance,whileknowingthathisGracewasattractive,hequiteforgotthatMrs。Charmondhadalsogreatpretensionstobeauty。Inhissimpleestimate,anattractivewomanattractedallaround。

  SoitwassettledinhismindthathersuddenminglingwiththevillagersattheunluckyWinterborne’swasthecauseofhermostgrievousloss,ashedeemedit,inthedirectionofHintockHouse。

  “’Tisathousandpities!”hewouldrepeattohimself。“Iamruiningherforconscience’sake!”

  Itwasonemorninglateron,whilethesethingswereagitatinghismind,that,curiouslyenough,somethingdarkenedthewindowjustastheyfinishedbreakfast。Lookingup,theysawGilesinpersonmountedonhorseback,andstraininghisneckforward,ashehadbeendoingforsometime,tocatchtheirattentionthroughthewindow。Gracehadbeenthefirsttoseehim,andinvoluntarilyexclaimed,“Thereheis——andanewhorse!”

  OntheirfacesastheyregardedGileswerewrittentheirsuspendedthoughtsandcompoundfeelingsconcerninghim,couldhehavereadthemthroughthoseoldpanes。Buthesawnothing:hisfeaturesjustnowwere,forawonder,litupwitharedsmileatsomeotheridea。Sotheyrosefrombreakfastandwenttothedoor,Gracewithananxious,wistfulmanner,herfatherinareverie,Mrs。

  Melburyplacidandinquiring。“Wehavecomeouttolookatyourhorse。”shesaid。

  Itcouldbeseenthathewaspleasedattheirattention,andexplainedthathehadriddenamileortwototrytheanimal’spaces。“Iboughther。”headded,withwarmthsoseverelyrepressedastoseemindifference,“becauseshehasbeenusedtocarryalady。”

  StillMr。Melburydidnotbrighten。Mrs。Melburysaid,“Andisshequiet?”

  Winterborneassuredherthattherewasnodoubtofit。“Itookcareofthat。She’sfive-and-twenty,andverycleverforherage。”

  “Well,getoffandcomein。”saidMelbury,brusquely;andGilesdismountedaccordingly。

  ThiseventwastheconcreteresultofWinterborne’sthoughtsduringthepastweekortwo。Thewantofsuccesswithhiseveningpartyhehadacceptedinasphilosophicamoodashewascapableof;buttherehadbeenenthusiasmenoughleftinhimonedayatShertonAbbasmarkettopurchasethisoldmare,whichhadbelongedtoaneighboringparsonwithseveraldaughters,andwasofferedhimtocarryeitheragentlemanoralady,andtodooddjobsofcartingandagricultureatapinch。ThisobligingquadrupedseemedtofurnishGileswithameansofreinstatinghimselfinMelbury’sgoodopinionasamanofconsideratenessbythrowingoutfuturepossibilitiestoGrace。

  Thelatterlookedathimwithintensifiedinterestthismorning,inthemoodwhichisaltogetherpeculiartowoman’snature,andwhich,whenreducedintoplainwords,seemsasimpossibleasthepenetrabilityofmatter——thatofentertainingatenderpityfortheobjectofherownunnecessarycoldness。TheimperturbablepoisewhichmarkedWinterborneingeneralwasenlivenednowbyafreshnessandanimationthatsetabrightnessinhiseyeandonhischeek。Mrs。Melburyaskedhimtohavesomebreakfast,andhepleasurablyrepliedthathewouldjointhem,withhisusuallackoftacticalobservation,notperceivingthattheyhadallfinishedthemeal,thatthehourwasinconvenientlylate,andthatthenotepipedbythekettledenotedittobenearlyempty;sothatfreshwaterhadtobebroughtin,troubletakentomakeitboil,andageneralrenovationofthetablecarriedout。Neitherdidheknow,sofullwasheofhistenderulteriorobjectinbuyingthathorse,howmanycupsofteahewasgulpingdownoneafteranother,norhowthemorningwasslipping,norhowhewaskeepingthefamilyfromdispersingabouttheirduties。

  Thenhetoldthroughoutthehumorousstoryofthehorse’spurchase,lookingparticularlygrimatsomefixedobjectintheroom,awayhealwayslookedwhenhenarratedanythingthatamusedhim。Whilehewasstillthinkingofthescenehehaddescribed,Graceroseandsaid,“Ihavetogoandhelpmymothernow,Mr。

  Winterborne。”

  “H’m!”heejaculated,turninghiseyessuddenlyuponher。

  Sherepeatedherwordswithaslightblushofawkwardness;

  whereuponGiles,becomingsuddenlyconscious,tooconscious,jumpedup,saying,“Tobesure,tobesure!”wishedthemquicklygood-morning,andboltedoutofthehouse。

  Neverthelesshehad,uponthewhole,strengthenedhisposition,withheratleast。Time,too,wasonhisside,forasherfathersawwithsomeregretalreadythehomelinessofHintocklifewasfastbecomingeffacedfromherobservationasasingularity;justasthefirststrangenessofafacefromwhichwehaveforyearsbeenseparatedinsensiblypassesoffwithrenewedintercourse,andtonesitselfdownintosimpleidentitywiththelineamentsofthepast。

  ThusMr。Melburywentoutofthehousestillunreconciledtothesacrificeofthegemhehadbeenatsuchpainsinmounting。Hefaincouldhope,inthesecretnetherchamberofhismind,thatsomethingwouldhappen,beforethebalanceofherfeelinghadquiteturnedinWinterborne’sfavor,torelievehisconscienceandpreserveheronherelevatedplane。

  HecouldnotforgetthatMrs。Charmondhadapparentlyabandonedallinterestinhisdaughterassuddenlyasshehadconceivedit,andwasasfirmlyconvincedaseverthatthecomradeshipwhichGracehadshownwithGilesandhiscrewbyattendinghispartyhadbeenthecause。

  Matterslingeredonthus。Andthen,asahoopbygentleknocksonthissideandonthatismadetotravelinspecificdirections,thelittletouchesofcircumstanceinthelifeofthisyounggirlshapedthecurvesofhercareer。

  Itwasadayofratherbrightweatherfortheseason。MissMelburywentoutforamorningwalk,andherever-regardfulfather,havinganhour’sleisure,offeredtowalkwithher。Thebreezewasfreshandquitesteady,filteringitselfthroughthedenudedmassoftwigswithoutswayingthem,butmakingthepointofeachivy-leafonthetrunksscratchitsunderlyingneighborrestlessly。Grace’slipssuckedinthisnativeairofherslikemilk。Theysoonreachedaplacewherethewoodrandownintoacorner,andwentoutsideittowardscomparativelyopenground。

  Havinglookedroundabout,theywereintendingtore-enterthecopsewhenafoxquietlyemergedwithadraggingbrush,trottedpastthemtamelyasadomesticcat,anddisappearedamidsomedeadfern。Theywalkedon,herfathermerelyobserving,afterwatchingtheanimal,“Theyarehuntingsomewherenear。”

  Fartheruptheysawinthemid-distancethehoundsrunninghitherandthither,asiftherewerelittleornoscentthatday。Soondiversmembersofthehuntappearedonthescene,anditwasevidentfromtheirmovementsthatthechasehadbeenstultifiedbygeneralpuzzle-headednessastothewhereaboutsoftheintendedvictim。Inaminuteafarmerrodeuptothetwopedestrians,pantingwithacteonicexcitement,andGracebeingafewstepsinadvance,headdressedher,askingifshehadseenthefox。

  “Yes。”saidshe。“Wesawhimsometimeago——justoutthere。”

  “DidyoucryHalloo?”

  “Wesaidnothing。”

  “Thenwhythed——didn’tyou,orgettheoldbuffertodoitforyou?”saidtheman,ashecanteredaway。

  Shelookedratherdisconcertedatthisreply,andobservingherfather’sface,sawthatitwasquitered。

  “Heoughtnottohavespokentoyelikethat!”saidtheoldman,inthetoneofonewhoseheartwasbruised,thoughitwasnotbytheepithetappliedtohimself。“Andhewouldn’tifhehadbeenagentleman。’Twasnotthelanguagetousetoawomanofanyniceness。You,sowellreadandcultivated——howcouldheexpectyetoknowwhattom-boyfield-folkareinthehabitofdoing?Ifsobeyouhadjustcomefromtrimmingswedesormangolds——jokingwiththeroughwork-folkandallthat——Icouldhavestoodit。Buthasn’titcostmenearahundredayeartoliftyououtofallthat,soastoshowanexampletotheneighborhoodofwhatawomancanbe?Grace,shallItellyouthesecretofit?’TwasbecauseI

  wasinyourcompany。Ifablack-coatedsquireorpa’sonhadbeenwalkingwithyouinsteadofmehewouldn’thavespokenso。”

  “No,no,father;there’snothinginyouroughorill-mannered!”

  “Itellyouitisthat!I’venoticed,andI’venoticeditmanytimes,thatawomantakeshercolorfromthemanshe’swalkingwith。Thewomanwholooksanunquestionableladywhenshe’swithapolished-upfellow,looksameretawdryimitationarticlewhenshe’shobbingandnobbingwithahomelyblade。Yousha’n’tbetreatedlikethatforlong,oratleastyourchildrensha’n’t。

  YoushallhavesomebodytowalkwithyouwholooksmoreofadandythanI——pleaseGodyoushall!”

  “But,mydearfather。”shesaid,muchdistressed,“Idon’tmindatall。Idon’twishformorehonorthanIalreadyhave!”

  “Aperplexingandticklishpossessionisadaughter。”accordingtoMenanderorsomeoldGreekpoet,andtonobodywasoneevermoresothantoMelbury,byreasonofherverydearnesstohim。AsforGrace,shebegantofeeltroubled;shedidnotperhapswishthereandthentounambitiouslydevoteherlifetoGilesWinterborne,butshewasconsciousofmoreandmoreuneasinessatthepossibilityofbeingthesocialhopeofthefamily。

  “Youwouldliketohavemorehonor,ifitpleasesme?”askedherfather,incontinuationofthesubject。

  Despiteherfeelingsheassentedtothis。Hisreasoninghadnotbeenwithoutitsweightuponher。

  “Grace。”hesaid,justbeforetheyhadreachedthehouse,“ifitcostsmemylifeyoushallmarrywell!To-dayhasshownmethatwhateverayoungwoman’sniceness,shestandsfornothingalone。

  Youshallmarrywell。”

  Hebreathedheavily,andhisbreathingwascaughtupbythebreeze,whichseemedtosighasoftremonstrance。

  Shelookedcalmlyathim。“AndhowaboutMr。Winterborne?”sheasked。“Imentionit,father,notasamatterofsentiment,butasaquestionofkeepingfaith。”

  Thetimber-merchant’seyesfellforamoment。“Idon’tknow——I

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