第125章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"THE WOMAN IN WHITE",免费读到尾

  Myinstinctswhichseldomerrsuggestedtome,onreviewingthecircumstances,thatourinvisibleAnnewould,soonerorlater,returntotheboat-houseattheBlackwaterlake。ThereIpostedmyself,previouslymentioningtoMrsMichelson,thehousekeeper,thatImightbefoundwhenwanted,immersedinstudy,inthatsolitaryplace。Itismyrulenevertomakeunnecessarymysteries,andnevertosetpeoplesuspectingmeforwantofalittleseasonablecandouronmypart。MrsMichelsonbelievedinmefromfirsttolast。ThisladylikepersonwidowofaProtestantpriestoverflowedwithfaith。Touchedbysuchsuperfluityofsimpleconfidenceinawomanofhermatureyears,Iopenedtheamplereservoirsofmynatureandabsorbeditall。

  Iwasrewardedforpostingmyselfsentinelatthelakebytheappearance——notofAnneCatherickherself,butofthepersoninchargeofher。Thisindividualalsooverflowedwithsimplefaith,whichIabsorbedinmyself,asinthecasealreadymentioned。Ileavehertodescribethecircumstancesifshehasnotdonesoalreadyunderwhichsheintroducedmetotheobjectofhermaternalcare。WhenIfirstsawAnneCatherickshewasasleep。I

  waselectrifiedbythelikenessbetweenthisunhappywomanandLadyGlyde。

  Thedetailsofthegrandschemewhichhadsuggestedthemselvesinoutlineonly,uptothatperiod,occurredtome,inalltheirmasterlycombination,atthesightofthesleepingface。Atthesametime,myheart,alwaysaccessibletotenderinfluences,dissolvedintearsatthespectacleofsufferingbeforeme。Iinstantlysetmyselftoimpartrelief。Inotherwords,IprovidedthenecessarystimulantforstrengtheningAnneCathericktoperformthejourneytoLondon。

  AtthispointIenteranecessaryprotest,andcorrectalamentableerror。

  Thebestyearsofmylifehavebeenpassedintheardentstudyofmedicalandchemicalscience。Chemistryespeciallyhasalwayshadirresistibleattractionsformefromtheenormous,theillimitablepowerwhichtheknowledgeofitconfers。Chemists——Iassertitemphatically——mightsway,iftheypleased,thedestiniesofhumanity。LetmeexplainthisbeforeIgofurther。

  Mind,theysay,rulestheworld。Butwhatrulesthemind?Thebodyfollowmecloselyhereliesatthemercyofthemostomnipotentofallpotentates——theChemist。Giveme——Fosco——chemistry;andwhenShakespearehasconceivedHamlet,andsitsdowntoexecutetheconception——withafewgrainsofpowderdroppedintohisdailyfood,Iwillreducehismind,bytheactionofhisbody,tillhispenpoursoutthemostabjectdrivelthathaseverdegradedpaper。Undersimilarcircumstances,revivemetheillustriousNewton。Iguaranteethatwhenheseestheapplefallheshalleatit,insteadofdiscoveringtheprincipleofgravitation。Nero’sdinnershalltransformNerointothemildestofmenbeforehehasdonedigestingit,andthemorningdraughtofAlexandertheGreatshallmakeAlexanderrunforhislifeatthefirstsightoftheenemythesameafternoon。OnmysacredwordofhonouritisluckyforSocietythatmodernchemistsare,byincomprehensiblegoodfortune,themostharmlessofmankind。Themassareworthyfathersoffamilies,whokeepshops。Thefewarephilosophersbesottedwithadmirationforthesoundoftheirownlecturingvoices,visionarieswhowastetheirlivesonfantasticimpossibilities,orquackswhoseambitionsoarsnohigherthanourcorns。ThusSocietyescapes,andtheillimitablepowerofChemistryremainstheslaveofthemostsuperficialandthemostinsignificantends。

  Whythisoutburst?Whythiswitheringeloquence?

  Becausemyconducthasbeenmisrepresented,becausemymotiveshavebeenmisunderstood。IthasbeenassumedthatIusedmyvastchemicalresourcesagainstAnneCatherick,andthatIwouldhaveusedthemifIcouldagainstthemagnificentMarianherself。Odiousinsinuationsboth!AllmyinterestswereconcernedaswillbeseenpresentlyinthepreservationofAnneCatherick’slife。AllmyanxietieswereconcentratedonMarian’srescuefromthehandsofthelicensedimbecilewhoattendedher,andwhofoundmyadviceconfirmedfromfirsttolastbythephysicianfromLondon。Ontwooccasionsonly——bothequallyharmlesstotheindividualonwhomI

  practised——didIsummontomyselftheassistanceofchemicalknowledge。

  Onthefistofthetwo,afterfollowingMariantotheinnatBlackwaterstudying,behindaconvenientwaggonwhichhidmefromher,thepoetryofmotion,asembodiedinherwalk,Iavailedmyselfoftheservicesofmyinvaluablewife,tocopyoneandtointercepttheotheroftwoletterswhichmyadoredenemyhadentrustedtoadiscardedmaid。Inthiscase,thelettersbeinginthebosomofthegirl’sdress,MadameFoscocouldonlyopenthem,readthem,performherinstructions,sealthem,andputthembackagainbyscientificassistance——whichassistanceIrenderedinahalf-ouncebottle。Thesecondoccasion,whenthesamemeanswereemployed,wastheoccasiontowhichIshallsoonreferofLadyGlyde’sarrivalinLondon。NeveratanyothertimewasIindebtedtomyArtasdistinguishedfrommyself。Toallotheremergenciesandcomplicationsmynaturalcapacityforgrappling,single-handed,withcircumstances,wasinvariablyequal。

  Iaffirmtheall-pervadingintelligenceofthatcapacity。AttheexpenseoftheChemistIvindicatetheMan。

  Respectthisoutburstofgenerousindignation。IthasinexpressiblyrelievedmeEnroute!Letusproceed。

  HavingsuggestedtoMrsClementorClements,IamnotsurewhichthatthebestmethodofkeepingAnneoutofPercival’sreachwastoremovehertoLondon——havingfoundthatmyProposalwaseagerlyreceived,andhavingappointedadaytomeetthetravellersatthestationandtoseethemleaveit,Iwasatlibertytoreturntothehouseandtoconfrontthedifficultieswhichstillremainedtobemet。

  Myfirstproceedingwastoavailmyselfofthesublimedevotionofmywife。IhadarrangedwithMrsClementsthatsheshouldcommunicateherLondonaddress,inAnne’sinterests,toLadyGlyde。Butthiswasnotenough。

  DesigningpersonsinmyabsencemightshakethesimpleconfidenceofMrsClements,andshemightnotwriteafterall。WhocouldIfindcapableoftravellingtoLondonbythetrainshetravelledby,andofprivatelyseeingherhome?Iaskedmyselfthisquestion。Theconjugalpartofmeimmediatelyanswered——MadameFosco。

  Afterdecidingonmywife’smissiontoLondon,Iarrangedthatthejourneyshouldserveadoublepurpose。AnurseforthesufferingMarian,equallydevotedtothepatientandtomyself,wasanecessityofmyposition。Oneofthemosteminentlyconfidentialandcapablewomeninexistencewasbygoodfortuneatmydisposal,Irefertothatrespectablematron,MadameRubelle,towhomIaddressedaletter,atherresidenceinLondon,bythehandsofmywife。

  OntheappointeddayMrsClementsandAnneCatherickmetmeatthestation。

  Ipolitelysawthemoff。IpolitelysawMadameFoscooffbythesametrain。

  ThelastthingatnightmywifereturnedtoBlackwater,havingfollowedherinstructionswiththemostunimpeachableaccuracy。ShewasaccompaniedbyMadameRubelle,andshebroughtmetheLondonaddressofMrsClements。

  After-eventsprovedthislastprecautiontohavebeenunnecessary。MrsClementspunctuallyinformedLadyGlydeofherplaceofabode。Withawaryeyeonfutureemergencies,Ikepttheletter。

  ThesamedayIhadabriefinterviewwiththedoctor,atwhichIprotested,inthesacredinterestsofhumanity,againsthistreatmentofMarian’scase。Hewasinsolent,asallignorantpeopleare。Ishowednoresentment,Ideferredquarrellingwithhimtillitwasnecessarytoquarreltosomepurpose。

  MynextproceedingwastoleaveBlackwatermyself。IhadmyLondonresidencetotakeinanticipationofcomingevents。IhadalsoalittlebusinessofthedomesticsorttotransactwithMrFrederickFairlie。IfoundthehouseIwantedinStJohn’sWood。IfoundMrFairlieatLimmeridge,Cumberland。

  MyownprivatefamiliaritywiththenatureofMarian’scorrespondencehadpreviouslyinformedmethatshehadwrittentoMrFairlie,proposing,asarelieftoLadyGlyde’smatrimonialembarrassments,totakeheronavisittoheruncleinCumberland。ThisletterIhadwiselyallowedtoreachitsdestination,feelingatthetimethatitcoulddonoharm,andmightdogood。InowpresentedmyselfbeforeMrFairlietosupportMarian’sownproposal——withcertainmodificationswhich,happilyforthesuccessofmyplans,wererenderedreallyinevitablebyherillness。ItwasnecessarythatLadyGlydeshouldleaveBlackwateralone,byheruncle’sinvitation,andthatsheshouldrestanightonthejourneyatheraunt’shousethehouseIhadinStJohn’sWoodbyheruncle’sexpressadvice。Toachievetheseresults,andtosecureanoteofinvitationwhichcouldbeshowntoLadyGlyde,weretheobjectsofmyvisittoMrFairlie。WhenIhavementionedthatthisgentlemanwasequallyfeebleinmindandbody,andthatIletloosethewholeforceofmycharacteronhim,Ihavesaidenough。

  Icame,saw,andconqueredFairlie。

  OnmyreturntoBlackwaterParkwiththeletterofinvitationIfoundthatthedoctor’simbeciletreatmentofMarian’scasehadledtothemostalarmingresults。Thefeverhadturnedtotyphus。LadyGlyde,onthedayofmyreturn,triedtoforceherselfintotheroomtonursehersister。

  SheandIhadnoaffinitiesofsympathy——shehadcommittedtheunpardonableoutrageonmysensibilitiesofcallingmeaspy——shewasastumbling-blockinmywayandinPercival’s——but,forallthat,mymagnanimityforbademetoputherindangerofinfectionwithmyownhand。AtthesametimeIofferednohindrancetoherputtingherselfindanger。Ifshehadsucceededindoingso,theintricateknotwhichIwasslowlyandpatientlyoperatingonmightperhapshavebeencutbycircumstances。Asitwas,thedoctorinterferedandshewaskeptoutoftheroom。

  IhadmyselfpreviouslyrecommendedsendingforadvicetoLondon。Thiscoursehadbeennowtaken。Thephysician,onhisarrival,confirmedmyviewofthecase。Thecrisiswasserious。Butwehadhopeofourcharmingpatientonthefifthdayfromtheappearanceofthetyphus。IwasonlyonceabsentfromBlackwateratthistime——whenIwenttoLondonbythemorningtraintomakethefinalarrangementsatmyhouseinStJohn’sWood,toassuremyselfbyprivateinquirythatMrsClementshadnotmoved,andtosettleoneortwolittlepreliminarymatterswiththehusbandofMadameRubelle。Ireturnedatnight。FivedaysafterwardsthephysicianpronouncedourinterestingMariantobeoutofdanger,andtobeinneedofnothingbutcarefulnursing。ThiswasthetimeIhadwaitedfor。Nowthatmedicalattendancewasnolongerindispensable,Iplayedthefirstmoveinthegamebyassertingmyselfagainstthedoctor。Hewasoneamongmanywitnessesinmywaywhomitwasnecessarytoremove。AlivelyaltercationbetweenusinwhichPercival,previouslyinstructedbyme,refusedtointerfere

  servedthepurposeinview。Idescendedonthemiserablemaninanirresistibleavalancheofindignation,andswepthimfromthehouse。

  Theservantswerethenextencumbrancestogetridof。AgainIinstructedPercivalwhosemoralcouragerequiredperpetualstimulants,andMrsMichelsonwasamazed,oneday,byhearingfromhermasterthattheestablishmentwastobebrokenup,Weclearedthehouseofalltheservantsbutone,whowaskeptfordomesticpurposes,andwhoselumpishstupiditywecouldtrusttomakenoembarrassingdiscoveries。Whentheyweregone,nothingremainedbuttorelieveourselvesofMrsMichelson——aresultwhichwaseasilyachievedbysendingthisamiableladytofindlodgingsforhermistressatthesea-side。

点击下载App,搜索"THE WOMAN IN WHITE",免费读到尾