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  AndyetIcannothonestlysaythatmyownmoralconvictionswerestrongenoughtodecidethestruggleinmebythemselves。TheywerehelpedbymyremembranceofSirPercival’sdeath。Howawfully,atthelastmoment,hadtheworkingoftheretributiontherebeensnatchedfrommyfeeblehandsIWhatrighthadItodecide,inmypoormortalignoranceofthefuture,thatthisman,too,mustescapewithimpunitybecauseheescapedme?

  Ithoughtofthesethings——perhapswiththesuperstitioninherentinmynature,perhapswithasenseworthierofmethansuperstition。Itwashard,whenIhadfastenedmyholdonhimatlast,toloosenitagainofmyownaccord——butIforcedmyselftomakethesacrifice。Inplainerwords,IdeterminedtobeguidedbytheonehighermotiveofwhichIwascertain,themotiveofservingthecauseofLauraandthecauseofTruth。

  `Iacceptyourconditions,’Isaid。`Withonereservationonmypart。’

  `Whatreservationmaythatbe?’heasked。

  `Itreferstothesealedletter,’Ianswered。`Irequireyoutodestroyitunopenedinmypresenceassoonasitisplacedinyourhands。’

  MyobjectinmakingthisstipulationwassimPlytopreventhimfromcarryingawaywrittenevidenceofthenatureofmycommunicationwithPesca。

  Thefactofmycommunicationhewouldnecessarilydiscover,whenIgavetheaddresstohisagentinthemorning。Buthecouldmakenouseofitonhisownunsupportedtestimony——evenifhereallyventuredtotrytheexperiment——whichneedexciteinmetheslightestapprehensiononPesca’saccount。

  `Igrantyourreservation,’hereplied,afterconsideringthequestiongravelyforaminuteortwo。`Itisnotworthdispute——thelettershallbedestroyedwhenitcomesintomyhands。’

  Herose,ashespoke,fromthechairinwhichhehadbeensittingoppositetomeuptothistime。Withoneeffortheappearedtofreehismindfromthewholepressureonitoftheinterviewbetweenusthusfar。`Ouf!’hecried,stretchinghisarmsluxuriously,`theskirmishwashotwhileitlasted。Takeaseat,MrHartright。Wemeetasmortalenemieshereafter——letus,likegallantgentlemen,exchangepoliteattentionsinthemeantime。

  Permitmetotakethelibertyofcallingformywife。’

  Heunlockedandopenedthedoor。`Eleanor!’hecalledoutinhisdeepvoice。Theladyoftheviperishfacecamein。`MadameFosco——MrHartright,’

  saidtheCount,introducinguswitheasydignity。`Myangel,’hewenton,addressinghiswife,`willyourlaboursofpackingupallowyoutimetomakemesomenicestrongcoffee?IhavewritingbusinesstotransactwithMrHartright——andIrequirethefullpossessionofmyintelligencetodojusticetomyself。’

  MadameFoscobowedherheadtwice——oncesternlytome,oncesubmissivelytoherhusband——andglidedoutoftheroom。

  TheCountwalkedtoawriting-tablenearthewindow,openedhisdesk,andtookfromitseveralquiresofpaperandabundleofquillpens。Hescatteredthepensaboutthetable,sothattheymightliereadyinalldirectionstobetakenupwhenwanted,andthencutthepaperintoaheapofnarrowslips,oftheformusedbyprofessionalwritersforthepress。

  `Ishallmakethisaremarkabledocument,’hesaid,lookingatmeoverhisshoulder。`Habitsofliterarycompositionareperfectlyfamiliartome。Oneoftherarestofalltheintellectualaccomplishmentsthatamancanpossessisthegrandfacultyofarranginghisideas。Immenseprivilege!

  Ipossessit。Doyou?’

  Hemarchedbackwardsandforwardsintheroom,untilthecoffeeappeared,hummingtohimself,andmarkingtheplacesatwhichobstaclesoccurredinthearrangementofhisideas,bystrikinghisforeheadfromtimetotimewiththepalmofhishand。TheenormousaudacitywithwhichheseizedonthesituationinwhichIplacedhim,andmadeitthepedestalonwhichhisvanitymountedfortheonecherishedpurposeofself-display,masteredmyastonishmentbymainforce。SincerelyasIloathedtheman,theprodigiousstrengthofhischaracter,eveninitsmosttrivialaspects,impressedmeinspiteofmyself。

  ThecoffeewasbroughtinbyMadameFosco。Hekissedherhandingratefulacknowledgment,andescortedhertothedoor;returned,pouredoutacupofcoffeeforhimself,andtookittothewriting-table。

  `MayIofferyousomecoffee,MrHartright?’hesaid,beforehesatdown。

  Ideclined。

  `What!youthinkIshallpoisonyou?’hesaidgaily。`TheEnglishintellectissound,sofarasitgoes,’hecontinued,seatinghimselfatthetable:

  `butithasonegravedefect——itisalwayscautiousinthewrongplace。’

  Hedippedhispenintheink,placedthefistslipofpaperbeforehimwithathumpofhishandonthedesk,clearedhisthroat,andbegan。Hewrotewithgreatnoiseandrapidity,insolargeandboldahand,andwithsuchwidespacesbetweenthelines,thathereachedthebottomoftheslipinnotmorethantwominutescertainlyfromthetimewhenhestartedatthetop。Eachslipashefinisheditwaspaged,andtossedoverhisshoulderoutofhiswayonthefloor。Whenhisfirstpenwaswornout,thatwentoverhisshouldertoo,andhepouncedonasecondfromthesupplyscatteredaboutthetable。Slipafterslip,bydozens,byfifties,byhundreds,flewoverhisshouldersoneithersideofhimtillhehadsnowedhimselfupinpaperallroundhischair。Hourafterhourpassed——andthereIsatwatching,therehesatwriting。Heneverstopped,excepttosiphiscoffee,andwhenthatwasexhausted,tosmackhisforeheadfromtimetotime。Oneo’clockstruck,two,three,four——andstilltheslipsflewaboutallroundhim;stilltheuntiringpenscrapeditswayceaselesslyfromtoptobottomofthepage,stillthewhitechaosofpaperrosehigherandhigherallroundhischair。Atfouro’clockIheardasuddensplutterofthepen,indicativeoftheflourishwithwhichhesignedhisname。`Bravo!’hecried,springingtohisfeetwiththeactivityofayoungman,andlookingmestraightinthefacewithasmileofsuperbtriumph。

  `Done,MrHartright!’heannouncedwithaself-renovatingthumpofhisfistonhisbroadchest。`Done,tomyownprofoundsatisfaction——toyourprofoundastonishment,whenyoureadwhatIhavewritten。Thesubjectisexhausted:theman——Fosco——isnot。Iproceedtothearrangementofmyslips——totherevisionofmyslips——tothereadingofmyslips——

  addressedemphaticallytoyourprivateear。Fouro’clockhasjuststruck。

  Good!Arrangement,revision,reading,fromfourtofive。Shortsnoozeofrestorationformyselffromfivetosix。Finalpreparationsfromsixtoseven。Affairofagentandsealedletterfromseventoeight。Ateight,enroute。Beholdtheprogramme!’

  Hesatdowncross-leggedontheflooramonghispapers,strungthemtogetherwithabodkinandapieceofstring——revisedthem,wroteallthetitlesandhonoursbywhichhewaspersonallydistinguishedattheheadofthefirstpage,andthenreadthemanuscripttomewithloudtheatricalemphasisandprofusetheatricalgesticulation。Thereaderwillhaveanopportunity,erelong,offorminghisownopinionofthedocument。Itwillbesufficienttomentionherethatitansweredmypurpose。

  Henextwrotemetheaddressofthepersonfromwhomhehadhiredthefly,andhandedmeSirPercival’sletter。ItwasdatedfromHampshireonthe25thofJuly,anditannouncedthejourneyof`LadyGlyde’toLondononthe26th。Thus,ontheverydaythe25thwhenthedoctor’scertificatedeclaredthatshehaddiedinStJohn’sWood,shewasalive,bySirPercival’sownshowing,atBlackwater——and,onthedayafter,shewastotakeajourney!Whentheproofofthatjourneywasobtainedfromtheflyman,theevidencewouldbecomplete。

  `Aquarter-pastfive,’saidtheCount,lookingathiswatch。`Timeformyrestorativesnooze。IpersonallyresembleNapoleontheGreat,asyoumayhaveremarked,MrHartright——Ialsoresemblethatimmortalmaninmypowerofcommandingsleepatwill。Excusemeonemoment。IwillsummonMadameFosco,tokeepyoufromfeelingdull。’

  Knowingaswellashedid,thathewassummoningMadameFoscotoensuremynotleavingthehousewhilehewasasleep,Imadenoreply,andoccupiedmyselfintyingupthepaperswhichhehadplacedinmypossession。

  Theladycamein,cool,pale,andvenomousasever。`AmuseMrHartright,myangel,’saidtheCount。Heplacedachairforher,kissedherhandforthesecondtime,withdrewtoasofa,and,inthreeminutes,wasaspeacefulandhappilyasleepasthemostvirtuousmaninexistence。

  MadameFoscotookabookfromthetable,satdown,andlookedatme,withthesteadyvindictivemaliceofawomanwhoneverforgotandneverforgave。

  `Ihavebeenlisteningtoyourconversationwithmyhusband,’shesaid。

  `IfIhadbeeninhisplace——Iwouldhavelaidyoudeadonthehearthrug。’

  Withthosewordssheopenedherbook,andneverlookedatmeorspoketomefromthattimetillthetimewhenherhusbandwoke。

  Heopenedhiseyesandrosefromthesofa,accuratelytoanhourfromthetimewhenhehadgonetosleep。

  `Ifeelinfinitelyrefreshed,’heremarked。`Eleanor,mygoodwife,areyouallreadyupstairs?Thatiswell。Mylittlepackingherecanbecompletedintenminutes——mytravelling-dressassumedintenminutesmore。Whatremainsbeforetheagentcomes?’Helookedabouttheroom,andnoticedthecagewithhiswhitemiceinit。`Ah!’hecriedpiteously,`alastlacerationofmysympathiesstillremains。Myinnocentpets!mylittlecherishedchildren!whatamItodowiththem?Forthepresentwearesettlednowhere;forthepresentwetravelincessantly——thelessbaggagewecarrythebetterforourselves。Mycockatoo,mycanaries,andmylittlemice——whowillcherishthemwhentheirgoodPapaisgone?’

  Hewalkedabouttheroomdeepinthought。Hehadnotbeenatalltroubledaboutwritinghisconfession,buthewasvisiblyperplexedanddistressedaboutthefarmoreimportantquestionofthedisposalofhispets。Afterlongconsiderationhesuddenlysatdownagainatthewriting-table。

  `Anidea!’heexclaimed。`IwilloffermycanariesandmycockatootothisvastMetropolis——myagentshallpresenttheminmynametotheZoologicalGardensofLondon。TheDocumentthatdescribesthemshallbedrawnoutonthespot。’

  Hebegantowrite,repeatingthewordsastheyflowedfromhispen。

  `Numberone。Cockatoooftranscendentplumage:attraction,ofhimself,toallvisitorsoftaste。Numbertwo。Canariesofunrivalledvivacityandintelligence:worthyofthegardenofEden,worthyalsoofthegardenintheRegent’sPark。HomagetoBritishZoology。OfferedbyFosco。’

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