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  Lethimbecontentwithwhathehasgot——withwhatIleaveunmolested,foryoursake,tohimandtoyou。Saytohimwithmycompliments,ifhestirsme,hehasFoscotodealwith。IntheEnglishofthePopularTongue,Iinformhim——Foscosticksatnothing。DearLady,goodmorning。’’Hiscoldgreyeyessettledonmyface——hetookoffhishatsolemnly——bowed,bare-headed——andleftme。’

  `Withoutreturning?withoutsayingmorelastwords?’

  `Heturnedatthecornerofthestreet,andwavedhishand,andthenstruckittheatricallyonhisbreast。Ilostsightofhimafterthat。Hedisappearedintheoppositedirectiontoourhouse,andIranbacktoLaura。

  BeforeIwasindoorsagain,Ihadmadeupmymindthatwemustgo。Thehouseespeciallyinyourabsencewasaplaceofdangerinsteadofaplaceofsafety,nowthattheCounthaddiscoveredit。IfIcouldhavefeltcertainofyourreturn,Ishouldhaveriskedwaitingtillyoucameback。Butlwascertainofnothing,andIactedatonceonmyownimpulse。Youhadspoken,beforeleavingus,ofmovingintoaquieterneighbourhoodandpurerair,forthesakeofLaura’shealth。Ihadonlytoremindherofthat,andtosuggestsurprisingyouandsavingyoutroublebymanagingthemoveinyourabsence,tomakeherquiteasanxiousforthechangeasIwas。

  Shehelpedmetopackupyourthings,andshehasarrangedthemallforyouinyournewworking-roomhere。’

  `Whatmadeyouthinkofcomingtothisplace?’

  `MyignoranceofotherlocalitiesintheneighbourhoodofLondon。I

  feltthenecessityofgettingasfarawayaspossiblefromouroldlodgings,andIknewsomethingofFulham,becauseIhadoncebeenatschoolthere。

  Idespatchedamessengerwithanote,onthechancethattheschoolmightstillbeinexistence。Itwasinexistence——thedaughtersofmyoldmistresswerecarryingitonforher,andtheyengagedthisplacefromtheinstructionsIhadsent。Itwasjustpost-timewhenthemessengerreturnedtomewiththeaddressofthehouse。Wemovedafterdark——wecameherequiteunobserved。

  HaveIdoneright,Walter?HaveIjustifiedyourtrustinme?’

  Iansweredherwarmlyandgratefully,asIreallyfelt。ButtheanxiouslookremainedonherfacewhileIwasspeaking,andthefirstquestionsheasked,whenIhaddone,relatedtoCountFosco。

  Isawthatshewasthinkingofhimnowwithachangedmind。Nofreshoutbreakofangeragainsthim,nonewappealtometohastenthedayofreckoningescapedher。Herconvictionthattheman’shatefuladmirationofherselfwasreallysincere,seemedtohaveincreasedahundredfoldherdistrustofhisunfathomablecunning,herinborndreadofthewickedenergyandvigilanceofallhisfaculties。Hervoicefelllow,hermannerwashesitating,hereyessearchedintominewithaneagerfearwhensheaskedmewhatIthoughtofhismessage,andwhatImeanttodonextafterhearingit。

  `Notmanyweekshavepassed,Marian,’Ianswered,`sincemyinterviewwithMrKyrle。WhenheandIparted,thelastwordsIsaidtohimaboutLaurawerethese:``Heruncle’shouseshallopentoreceiveher,inthepresenceofeverysoulwhofollowedthefalsefuneraltothegrave;theliethatrecordsherdeathshallbepubliclyerasedfromthetombstonebytheauthorityoftheheadofthefamily,andthetwomenwhohavewrongedhershallanswerfortheircrimetoME,thoughthejusticethatsitsintribunalsispowerlesstopursuethem。’’Oneofthosemenisbeyondmortalreach。Theotherremains,andmyresolutionremains。’

  Hereyeslitup——hercolourrose。Shesaidnothing,butIsawallhersympathiesgatheringtomineinherface。

  `Idon’tdisguisefrommyself,orfromyou,’Iwenton,`thattheprospectbeforeusismorethandoubtful。Theriskswehaverunalreadyare,itmaybe,triflescomparedwiththerisksthatthreatenusinthefuture,buttheventureshallbetried,Marian,forallthat。IamnotrashenoughtomeasuremyselfagainstsuchamanastheCountbeforeIamwellpreparedforhim。Ihavelearntpatience——Icanwaitmytime。Lethimbelievethathismessagehasproduceditseffect——lethimknownothingofus,andhearnothingofus——letusgivehimfulltimetofeelsecure——hisownboastfulnature,unlessIseriouslymistakehim,willhastenthatresult。

  Thisisonereasonforwaiting,butthereisanothermoreimportantstill。

  Myposition,Marian,towardsyouandtowardsLauraoughttobeastrongeronethanitisnowbeforeItryourlastchance。’

  Sheleanedneartome,withalookofsurprise。

  `Howcanitbestronger?’sheasked。

  `Iwilltellyou,’Ireplied,`whenthetimecomes。Ithasnotcomeyet——itmaynevercomeatall。ImaybesilentaboutittoLauraforever——Imustbesilentnow,eventoyou,tillIseeformyselfthatIcanharmlesslyandhonourablyspeak。Letusleavethatsubject。

  Thereisanotherwhichhasmorepressingclaimsonourattention。YouhavekeptLaura,mercifullykepther,inignoranceofherhusband’sdeath——’

  `Oh,Walter,surelyitmustbelongyetbeforewetellherofit?’

  `No,Marian。Betterthatyoushouldrevealittohernow,thanthataccident,whichnoonecanguardagainst,shouldrevealittoheratsomefuturetime。Spareherallthedetails——breakittoherverytenderly,buttellherthatheisdead。’

  `Youhaveareason,Walter,forwishinghertoknowofherhusband’sdeathbesidesthereasonyouhavejustmentioned?’

  `Ihave。’

  `Areasonconnectedwiththatsubjectwhichmustnotbementionedbetweenusyet?——whichmayneverbementionedtoLauraatall?’

  Shedweltonthelastwordsmeaningly。WhenIansweredherintheaffirmative,Idweltonthemtoo。

  Herfacegrewpale。Forawhileshelookedatmewithasad,hesitatinginterest。Anunaccustomedtendernesstrembledinherdarkeyesandsoftenedherfirmlips,assheglancedasideattheemptychairinwhichthedearcompanionofallourjoysandsorrowshadbeensitting。

  `IthinkIunderstand,’shesaid。`IthinkIoweittoherandtoyou,Walter,totellherofherhusband’sdeath。’

  Shesighed,andheldmyhandfastforamoment——thendroppeditabruptly,andlefttheroom。OnthenextdayLauraknewthathisdeathhadreleasedher,andthattheerrorandthecalamityofherlifelayburiedinhistomb。

  Hisnamewasmentionedamongusnomore。Thenceforward,weshrankfromtheslightestapproachtothesubjectofhisdeath,andinthesamescrupulousmanner,MarianandIavoidedallfurtherreferencetothatothersubject,which,byherconsentandmine,wasnottobementionedbetweenusyet。

  Itwasnotthelesspresentinourminds——itwasratherkeptaliveinthembytherestraintwhichwehadimposedonourselves。WebothwatchedLauramoreanxiouslythanever,sometimeswaitingandhoping,sometimeswaitingandfearing,tillthetimecame。

  Bydegreeswereturnedtoouraccustomedwayoflife。Iresumedthedailywork,whichhadbeensuspendedduringmyabsenceinHampshire。Ournewlodgingscostusmorethanthesmallerandlessconvenientroomswhichwehadleft,andtheclaimthusimpliedonmyincreasedexertionswasstrengthenedbythedoubtfulnessofourfutureprospects。Emergenciesmightyethappenwhichwouldexhaustourlittlefundatthebanker’s,andtheworkofmyhandsmightbe,ultimately,allwehadtolooktoforsupport。Morepermanentandmorelucrativeemploymentthanhadyetbeenofferedtomewasanecessityofourposition——anecessityforwhichInowdiligentlysetmyselftoprovide。

  ItmustnotbesupposedthattheintervalofrestandseclusionofwhichIamnowwriting,entirelysuspended,onmypart,allpursuitoftheoneabsorbingpurposewithwhichmythoughtsandactionsarcassociatedinthesepages。Thatpurposewas,formonthsandmonthsyet,nevertorelaxitsclaimsonme。Theslowripeningofitstillleftmeameasureofprecautiontotake,anobligationofgratitudetoperform,andadoubtfulquestiontosolve。

  Themeasureofprecautionrelated,necessarily,totheCount。Itwasofthelastimportancetoascertain,ifpossible,whetherhisplanscommittedhimtoremaininginEngland——or,inotherwords,toremainingwithinmyreach。Icontrivedtosetthisdoubtatrestbyverysimplemeans。HisaddressinStJohn’sWoodbeingknowntome,Iinquiredintheneighbourhood,andhavingfoundouttheagentwhohadthedisposalofthefurnishedhouseinwhichhelived,Iaskedifnumberfive,ForestRoad,waslikelytobeletwithinareasonabletime。Thereplywasinthenegative。Iwasinformedthattheforeigngentlemanthenresidinginthehousehadrenewedhistermofoccupationforanothersixmonths,andwouldremaininpossessionuntiltheendofJuneinthefollowingyear。WewerethenatthebeginningofDecemberonly。IlefttheagentwithmymindrelievedfromallpresentfearoftheCount’sescapingme。

  TheobligationIhadtoperformtookmeoncemoreintothepresenceofMrsClements。Ihadpromisedtoreturn,andtoconfidetoherthoseparticularsrelatingtothedeathandburialofAnneCatherickwhichI

  hadbeenobligedtowithholdatourfirstinterview。Changedascircumstancesnowwere,therewasnohindrancetomytrustingthegoodwomanwithasmuchofthestoryoftheconspiracyasitwasnecessarytotell。Ihadeveryreasonthatsympathyandfriendlyfeelingcouldsuggesttourgeonmethespeedyperformanceofmypromise,andIdidconscientiouslyandcarefullyperformit。Thereisnoneedtoburdenthesepageswithanystatementofwhatpassedattheinterview。Itwillbemoretothepurposetosay,thattheinterviewitselfnecessarilybroughttomymindtheonedoubtfulquestionstillremainingtobesolved——thequestionofAnneCatherick’sparentageonthefather’sside。

  Amultitudeofsmallconsiderationsinconnectionwiththissubject——triflingenoughinthemselves,butstrikinglyimportantwhenmassedtogether——hadlatterlyledmymindtoaconclusionwhichIresolvedtoverify。IobtainedMarian’spermissiontowritetoMajorDonthorne,ofVarneckHallwhereMrsCatherickhadlivedinserviceforsomeyearsprevioustohermarriage,toaskhimcertainquestions。ImadetheinquiriesinMarian’sname,anddescribedthemasrelatingtomattersofpersonalhistoryinherfamily,whichmightexplainandexcusemyapplication。WhenIwrotetheletterIhadnocertainknowledgethatMajorDonthornewasstillalive——Idespatcheditonthechancethathemightbeliving,andableandwillingtoreply。

  Afteralapseoftwodaysproofcame,intheshapeofaletter,thattheMajorwasliving,andthathewasreadytohelpus。

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