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  Leftbyherself,shehadfeltinherbosomIregretthenecessityofreferringtothispartofthesubjectasecondtime,andhadfoundthetwoletterstherequitesafe,butstrangelycrumpled。Shehadbeengiddyinthenight,buthadgotupwellenoughtotravelinthemorning。Shehadputtheletteraddressedtothatobtrusivestranger,thegentlemaninLondon,intothepost,andhadnowdeliveredtheotherletterintomyhandsasshewastold。Thiswastheplaintruth,andthoughshecouldnotblameherselfforanyintentionalneglect,shewassadlytroubledinhermind,andsadlyinwantofawordofadvice。AtthispointLouisthinksthesecretionsappearedagain。Perhapstheydid,butitisofinfinitelygreaterimportancetomentionthatatthispointalsoIlostmypatience,openedmyeyes,andinterfered。

  `Whatisthepurportofallthis?’Iinquired。

  Myniece’sirrelevantmaidstared,andstoodspeechless。

  `Endeavourtoexplain,’Isaidtomyservant。`Translateme,Louis。’

  Louisendeavouredandtranslated。Inotherwords,hedescendedimmediatelyintoabottomlesspitofconfusion,andtheYoungPersonfollowedhimdown。

  Ireallydon’tknowwhenIhavebeensoamused。Ileftthematthebottomofthepitaslongastheydivertedme。Whentheyceasedtodivertme,Iexertedmyintelligence,andpulledthemupagain。

  Itisunnecessarytosaythatmyinterferenceenabledme,induecourseoftime,toascertainthepurportoftheYoungPerson’sremarks。

  Idiscoveredthatshewasuneasyinhermind,becausethetrainofeventsthatshehadjustdescribedtomehadpreventedherfromreceivingthosesupplementarymessageswhichMissHalcombehadintrustedtotheCountesstodeliver。Shewasafraidthemessagesmighthavebeenofgreatimportancetohermistress’sinterests。HerdreadofSirPercivalhaddeterredherfromgoingtoBlackwaterParklateatnighttoinquireaboutthem,andMissHalcombe’sowndirectionstoher,onnoaccounttomissthetraininthemorning,hadpreventedherfromwaitingattheinnthenextday。

  Shewasmostanxiousthatthemisfortuneofherfainting-fitshouldnotleadtothesecondmisfortuneofmakinghermistressthinkherneglectful,andshewouldhumblybegtoaskmewhetherIwouldadvisehertowriteherexplanationsandexcusestoMissHalcombe,requestingtoreceivethemessagesbyletter,ifitwasnottoolate。Imakenoapologiesforthisextremelyprosyparagraph。Ihavebeenorderedtowriteit。Therearepeople,unaccountableasitmayappear,whoactuallytakemoreinterestinwhatmyniece’smaidsaidtomeonthisoccasionthaninwhatIsaidtomyniece’smaid。Amusingperversity!

  `Ishouldfeelverymuchobligedtoyou,sir,ifyouwouldkindlytellmewhatIhadbetterdo,remarkedtheYoungPerson。

  `Letthingsstopastheyare,’Isaid,adaptingmylanguagetomylistener。

  `Iinvariablyletthingsstopastheyare。Yes。Isthatall?’

  `Ifyouthinkitwouldbealibertyinme,sir,towrite,ofcourseIwouldn’tventuretodoso。ButIamsoveryanxioustodoallIcantoservemymistressfaithfully——’

  Peopleinthelowerclassoflifeneverknowwhenorhowtogooutofaroom。Theyinvariablyrequiretobehelpedoutbytheirbetters。IthoughtithightimetohelptheYoungPersonout。Ididitwithtwojudiciouswords——

  `Goodmorning。’

  Somethingoutsideorinsidethissingulargirlsuddenlycreaked。Louis,whowaslookingatherwhichIwasnot,saysshecreakedwhenshecurtseyed。

  Curious。Wasithershoes,herstays,orherbones?Louisthinksitwasherstays。Mostextraordinary!

  AssoonasIwasleftbymyselfIhadalittlenap——Ireallywantedit。WhenIawokeagainInoticeddearMarian’sletter。IfIhadhadthelastideaofwhatitcontainedIshouldcertainlynothaveattemptedtoopenit。Being,unfortunatelyformyself,quiteinnocentofallsuspicion,Ireadtheletter。Itimmediatelyupsetmefortheday。

  Iam,bynature,oneofthemosteasy-temperedcreaturesthateverlived——Imakeallowancesforeverybody,andItakeoffenceatnothing。ButasIhavebeforeremarked,therearelimitstomyendurance。IlaiddownMarian’sletter,andfeltmyself——justlyfeltmyself——aninjuredman。

  Iamabouttomakearemark。Itis,ofcourse,applicabletotheveryseriousmatternowundernotice,orIshouldnotallowittoappearinthisplace。

  Nothing,inmyopinion,setstheodiousselfishnessofmankindinsucharepulsivelyvividlightasthetreatment,inallclassesofsociety,whichtheSinglepeoplereceiveatthehandsoftheMarriedpeople。Whenyouhaveonceshownyourselftooconsiderateandself-denyingtoaddafamilyofyourowntoanalreadyovercrowdedpopulation,youarevindictivelymarkedoutbyyourmarriedfriends,whohavenosimilarconsiderationandnosimilarself-denial,astherecipientofhalftheirconjugaltroubles,andthebornfriendofalltheirchildren。Husbandsandwivestalkofthecaresofmatrimony,andbachelorsandspinstersbearthem。Takemyowncase。Iconsideratelyremainsingle,andmypoordearbrotherPhilipinconsideratelymarries。Whatdoeshedowhenhedies?Heleaveshisdaughtertome。Sheisasweetgirl——sheisalsoadreadfulresponsibility。Whylayheronmyshoulders?BecauseIambound,intheharmlesscharacterofasingleman,torelievemymarriedconnectionsofalltheirowntroubles。Idomybestwithmybrother’sresponsibility——Imarrymyniece,withinfinitefussanddifficulty,tothemanherfatherwantedhertomarry-Sheandherhusbanddisagree,andunpleasantconsequencesfollow。Whatdoesshedowiththoseconsequences?Shetransfersthemtome。Whytransferthemtome?BecauseIambound,intheharmlesscharacterofasingleman,torelievemymarriedconnectionsofalltheirowntroubles。Poorsinglepeople!

  Poorhumannature!

  ItisquiteunnecessarytosaythatMarian’sletterthreatenedme。Everybodythreatensme。AllsortsofhorrorsweretofallonmydevotedheadifI

  hesitatedtoturnLimmeridgeHouseintoanasylumformynieceandhermisfortunes。Ididhesitate,nevertheless。

  Ihavementionedthatmyusualcourse,hitherto,hadbeentosubmittodearMarian,andsavenoise。Butonthisoccasion,theconsequencesinvolvedinherextremelyinconsiderateproposalwereofanaturetomakemepause。IfIopenedLimmeridgeHouseasanasylumtoLadyGlyde,whatsecurityhadIagainstSirPercivalGlyde’sfollowingherhereinastateofviolentresentmentagainstmeforharbouringhiswife?IsawsuchaperfectlabyrinthoftroublesinvolvedinthisproceedingthatIdeterminedtofeelmyground,asitwere。Iwrote,therefore,todearMariantobegasshehadnohusbandtolayclaimtoherthatshewouldcomeherebyherself,first,andtalkthematteroverwithme。Ifshecouldanswermyobjectionstomyownperfectsatisfaction,thenIassuredherthatIwouldreceiveoursweetLaurawiththegreatestpleasure,butnototherwise。

  Ifelt,ofcourse,atthetime,thatthistemporisingonmypartwouldprobablyendinbringingMarianhereinastateofvirtuousindignation,bangingdoors。Butthen,theothercourseofproceedingmightendinbringingSirPercivalhereinastateofvirtuousindignation,bangingdoorsalso,andofthetwoindignationsandbangingsIpreferredMarian’s,becauseIwasusedtoher。AccordinglyIdespatchedtheletterbyreturnofpost。

  Itgainedmetime,atallevents——and,ohdearme!whatapointthatwastobeginwith。

  WhenIamtotallyprostrateddidImentionthatIwastotallyprostratedbyMarian’sletter?italwaystakesmethreedaystogetupagain。Iwasveryunreasonable——Iexpectedthreedaysofquiet。OfcourseIdidn’tgetthem。

  Thethirdday’spostbroughtmeamostimpertinentletterfromapersonwithwhomIwastotallyunacquainted。Hedescribedhimselfastheactingpartnerofourmanofbusiness——ourdear,pig-headedoldGilmore——andheinformedmethathehadlatelyreceived,bythepost,aletteraddressedtohiminMissHalcombe’shandwriting。

  Onopeningtheenvelope,hehaddiscovered,tohisastonishment,thatitcontainednothingbutablanksheetofnotepaper。ThiscircumstanceappearedtohimsosuspiciousassuggestingtohisrestlesslegalmindthattheletterhadbeentamperedwiththathehadatoncewrittentoMissHalcombe,andhadreceivednoanswerbyreturnofpost。Inthisdifficulty,insteadofactinglikeasensiblemanandlettingthingstaketheirpropercourse,hisnextabsurdproceeding,onhisownshowing,wastopestermebywritingtoinquireifIknewanythingaboutit。WhatthedeuceshouldIknowaboutit?Whyalarmmraswellashimself?Iwrotebacktothateffect。Itwasoneofmykeenestletters。IhaveproducednothingwithasharperepistolaryedgetoitsinceItenderedhisdismissalinwritingtothatextremelytroublesomeperson,MrWalterHartright。

  Myletterproduceditseffect。Iheardnothingmorefromthelawyer。

  Thisperhapswasnotaltogethersurprising。ButitwascertainlyaremarkablecircumstancethatnosecondletterreachedmefromMarian,andthatnowarningsignsappearedofherarrival。Herunexpectedabsencedidmeamazinggood。ItwassoverysoothingandpleasanttoinferasIdidofcourse

  thatmymarriedconnectionshadmadeitupagain。Fivedaysofundisturbedtranquillity,ofdelicioussingleblessedness,quiterestoredme。OnthesixthdayIfeltstrongenoughtosendformyphotographer,andtosethimatworkagainonthepresentationcopiesofmyart-treasures,withaview,asIhavealreadymentioned,totheimprovementoftasteinthisbarbarousneighbourhood。Ihadjustdismissedhimtohisworkshop,andhadjustbeguncoquettingwithmycoins,whenLouissuddenlymadehisappearancewithacardinhishand。

  `AnotherYoungPerson?’Isaid。`Iwon’tseeher。InmystateofhealthYoungpersonsdisagreewithme。Notathome。’

  `Itisagentlemanthistime,sir。’

  Agentlemanofcoursemadeadifference。Ilookedatthecard。

  GraciousHeaven!mytiresomesister’sforeignhusband,CountFosco。

  [NextChapter][TableofContents]WomaninWhite:Chapter23[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter23IsitnecessarytosaywhatmyfirstimpressionwaswhenIlookedatmyvisitor’scard?Surelynot!Mysisterhavingmarriedaforeigner,therewasbutoneimpressionthatanymaninhissensescouldpossiblyfeel。

  OfcoursetheCounthadcometoborrowmoneyofme。

  `Louis,’Isaid,`doyouthinkhewouldgoawayifyougavehimfiveshillings?’

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