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  wish,withallmyheart,theresponsibilitywasoffmyshoulders;butheisobstinate——orletmerathersay,resolute——andhewon’ttakeitoff。``Merriman,Ileavedetailstoyou。Dowhatyouthinkrightformyinterests,andconsidermeashavingpersonallywithdrawnfromthebusinessuntilitisallover。’’ThosewereSirPercival’swordsafortnightago,andallIcangethimtodonowistorepeatthem。Iamnotahardman,MrGilmore,asyouknow。Personallyandprivately,Idoassureyou,Ishouldliketospongeoutthatnoteofmineatthisverymoment。ButifSirPercivalwon’tgointothematter,ifSirPercivalwillblindlyLeaveallhisinterestsinmysolecare,whatcoursecanIpossiblytakeexceptthecourseofassertingthem?Myhandsarebound——don’tyousee,mydearsir?——myhandsarebound。’

  `Youmaintainyournoteontheclause,then,totheletter?’Isaid。

  `Yes——deucetakeit!Ihavenootheralternative。’Hewalkedtothefireplaceandwarmedhimself,hummingthefagendofatuneinarichconvivialbassvoice。`Whatdoesyoursidesay?’hewenton;`nowpraytellme——

  whatdoesyoursidesay?’

  Iwasashamedtotellhim。Iattemptedtogaintime——nay,Ididworse。

  Mylegalinstinctsgotthebetterofme,andIeventriedtobargain。

  `Twentythousandpoundsisratheralargesumtobegivenupbythelady’sfriendsattwodays’notice,’Isaid。

  `Verytrue,’repliedMrMerriman,lookingdownthoughtfullyathisboots。

  `Properlyput,sir——mostproperlyput!’

  `Acompromise,recognisingtheinterestsofthelady’sfamilyaswellastheinterestsofthehusband,mightnotperhapshavefrightenedmyclientquitesomuch,’Iwenton。`Come,come!thiscontingencyresolvesitselfintoamatterofbargainingafterall。Whatistheleastyouwilltake?’

  `Theleastwewilltake,’saidMrMerriman,`isnineteen-thousand——

  nine——hundred——and——ninety——nine——pounds——nineteen-shillings-and-eleven-pence-three-farthings。

  Ha!haIha!Excuseme,MrGilmore。Imusthavemylittlejoke。’

  `Littleenough,’Iremarked。`Thejokeisjustworththeoddfarthingitwasmadefor。’

  MrMerrimanwasdelighted。Helaughedovermyretorttilltheroomrangagain。Iwasnothalfsogood-humouredonmyside;Icamebacktobusiness,andclosedtheinterview。

  `ThisisFriday,’Isaid。`GiveustillTuesdaynextforourfinalanswer。’

  `Byallmeans,’repliedMrMerriman。`Longer,mydearsir,ifyoulike。’

  Hetookuphishattogo,andthenaddressedmeagain。`Bytheway,’hesaid,`yourclientsinCumberlandhavenotheardanythingmoreofthewomanwhowrotetheanonymousletter,havethey?’

  `Nothingmore,’Ianswered。`Haveyoufoundnotraceofher?’

  `Notyet,’saidmylegalfriend。`Butwedon’tdespair。SirPercivalhashissuspicionsthatSomebodyiskeepingherinhiding,andwearehavingthatSomebodywatched。’

  `YoumeantheoldwomanwhowaswithherinCumberland,’Isaid。

  `Quiteanotherparty,sir,’answeredMrMerriman。`Wedon’thappentohavelaidhandsontheoldwomanyet。OurSomebodyisaman。WehavegothimcloseunderoureyehereinLondon,andwestronglysuspecthehadsomethingtodowithhelpingherinthefirstinstancetoescapefromtheAsylum。SirPercivalwantedtoquestionhimatonce,butIsaid,``No。

  Questioninghimwillonlyputhimonhisguard——watchhim,andwait。’’

  Weshallseewhathappens。Adangerouswomantobeatlarge,MrGilmore;

  nobodyknowswhatshemaydonext。Iwishyougoodmorning,sir。OnTuesdaynextIshallhopeforthepleasureofhearingfromyou。’Hesmiledamiablyandwentout。

  Mymindhadbeenratherabsentduringthelatterpartoftheconversationwithmylegalfriend。IwassoanxiousaboutthematterofthesettlementthatIhadlittleattentiontogivetoanyothersubject,andthemomentIwasleftaloneagainIbegantothinkoverwhatmynextproceedingoughttobe。

  InthecaseofanyotherclientIshouldhaveactedonmyinstructions,howeverpersonallydistastefultome,andhavegivenupthepointaboutthetwentythousandpoundsonthespot。ButIcouldnotactwiththisbusiness-likeindifferencetowardsMissFairlie。Ihadanhonestfeelingofaffectionandadmirationforher——Irememberedgratefullythatherfatherhadbeenthekindestpatronandfriendtomethatevermanhad——IhadfelttowardsherwhileIwasdrawingthesettlementasImighthavefelt,ifIhadnotbeenanoldbachelor,towardsadaughterofmyown,andIwasdeterminedtosparenopersonalsacrificeinherserviceandwhereherinterestswereconcerned。WritingasecondtimetoMrFairliewasnottobethoughtof——itwouldonlybegivinghimasecondopportunityofslippingthroughmyfingers。Seeinghimandpersonallyremonstratingwithhimmightpossiblybeofmoreuse。ThenextdaywasSaturday。IdeterminedtotakeareturnticketandjoltmyoldbonesdowntoCumberland,onthechanceofpersuadinghimtoadoptthejust,theindependent,andthehonourablecourse。Itwasapoorchanceenough,nodoubt,butwhenIhadtrieditmyconsciencewouldbeatease。Ishouldthenhavedoneallthatamaninmypositioncoulddotoservetheinterestsofmyoldfriend’sonlychild。

  TheweatheronSaturdaywasbeautiful,awestwindandabrightsun。

  Havingfeltlatterlyareturnofthatfulnessandoppressionofthehead,againstwhichmydoctorwarnedmesoseriouslymorethantwoyearssince,IresolvedtotaketheopportunityofgettingalittleextraexercisebysendingmybagonbeforemeandwalkingtotheterminusinEustonSquare。

  AsIcameoutintoHolbornagentlemanwalkingbyrapidlystoppedandspoketome。ItwasMrWalterHartright。

  IfhehadnotbeenthefirsttogreetmeIshouldcertainlyhavepassedhim。HewassochangedthatIhardlyknewhimagain。Hisfacelookedpaleandhaggard——hismannerwashurriedanduncertain——andhisdress,whichIrememberedasneatandgentleman-likewhenIsawhimatLimmeridge,wassoslovenlynowthatIshouldreallyhavebeenashamedoftheappearanceofitononeofmyownclerks。

  `HaveyoubeenlongbackfromCumberland?’heasked。`IheardfromMissHalcombelately。IamawarethatSirPercivalGlyde’sexplanationhasbeenconsideredsatisfactory。Willthemarriagetakeplacesoon?Doyouhappentoknow,MrGilmore?’

  Hespokesofast,andcrowdedhisquestionstogethersostrangelyandconfusedly,thatIcouldhardlyfollowhim。HoweveraccidentallyintimatehemighthavebeenwiththefamilyatLimmeridge,Icouldnotseethathehadanyrighttoexpectinformationontheirprivateaffairs,andI

  determinedtodroPhim,aseasilyasmightbe,onthesubjectofMissFairlie’smarriage。

  `Timewillshow,MrHartright,’Isaid——`timewillshow。Idaresayifwelookoutforthemarriageinthepapersweshallnotbefarwrong。

  Excusemynoticingit,butIamsorrytoseeyounotlookingsowellasyouwerewhenwelastmet。’

  Amomentarynervouscontractionquiveredabouthislipsandeyes,andmademehalfreproachmyselfforhavingansweredhiminsuchasignificantlyguardedmanner。

  `Ihadnorighttoaskabouthermarriage,’hesaidbitterly。`Imustwaittoseeitinthenewspaperslikeotherpeople。Yes,’——hewentonbeforeIcouldmakeanyapologies——`Ihavenotbeenwelllately。Iamgoingtoanothercountrytotryachangeofsceneandoccupation。MissHalcombehaskindlyassistedmewithherinfluence,andmytestimonialshavebeenfoundsatisfactory。Itisalongdistanceoff,butIdon’tcarewhereIgo,whattheclimateis,orhowlongIamaway。’Helookedabouthimwhilehesaidthisatthethrongofstrangerspassingusbyoneitherside,inastrange,suspiciousmanner,asifhethoughtthatsomeofthemmightbewatchingus。

  `Iwishyouwellthroughit,andsafebackagain,’Isaid,andthenadded,soasnottokeephimaltogetheratarm’slengthonthesubjectoftheFairlies,`IamgoingdowntoLimmeridgetodayonbusiness-MissHalcombeandMissFairlieareawayjustnowonavisittosomefriendsinYorkshire。’

  Hiseyesbrightened,andheseemedabouttosaysomethinginanswer,butthesamemomentarynervousspasmcrossedhisfaceagain。Hetookmyhand,pressedithard,anddisappearedamongthecrowdwithoutsayinganotherword。Thoughhewaslittlemorethanastrangertome,Iwaitedforamoment,lookingafterhimalmostwithafeelingofregret。Ihadgainedinmyprofessionsufficientexperienceofyoungmentoknowwhattheoutwardsignsandtokenswereoftheirbeginningtogowrong,andwhenIresumedmywalktotherailwayIamsorrytosayIfeltmorethandoubtfulaboutMrHartright’sfuture。IVLeavingbyanearlytrain,IgottoLimmeridgeintimefordinner。Thehousewasoppressivelyemptyanddull。IhadexpectedthatgoodMrsVeseywouldhavebeencompanyformeintheabsenceoftheyoungladies,butshewasconfinedtoherroombyacold。Theservantsweresosurprisedatseeingmethattheyhurriedandbustledabsurdly,andmadeallsortsofannoyingmistakes。Eventhebutler,whowasoldenoughtohaveknownbetter,broughtmeabottleofportthatwaschilled。ThereportsofMrFairlie’shealthwerejustasusual,andwhenIsentupamessagetoannouncemyarrival,Iwastoldthathewouldbedelightedtoseemethenextmorning,butthatthesuddennewsofmyappearancehadprostratedhimwithpalpitationsfortherestoftheevening。Thewindhowleddismallyallnight,andstrangecrackingandgroaningnoisessoundedhere,there,andeverywhereintheemptyhouse。Isleptaswretchedlyaspossible,andgotupinamightybadhumourtobreakfastbymyselfthenextmorning。

  Atteno’clockIwasconductedtoMrFairlie’sapartments。Hewasinhisusualroom,hisusualchair,andhisusualaggravatingstateofmindandbody。WhenIwentin,hisvaletwasstandingbeforehim,holdingupforinspectionaheavyvolumeofetchings,aslongandasbroadasmyofficewriting-desk。Themiserableforeignergrinnedinthemostabjectmanner,andlookedreadytodropwithfatigue,whilehismastercomposedlyturnedovertheetchings,andbroughttheirhiddenbeautiestolightwiththehelpofamagnifyingglass。

  `Youverybestofgoodoldfriends,’saidMrFairlie,leaningbacklazilybeforehecouldlookatme,`areyouquitewell?Howniceofyoutocomehereandseemeinmysolitude。DearGilmore!’

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