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  THISisthestoryofwhataWoman’spatiencecanendure,andwhataMan’sresolutioncanachieve。

  IfthemachineryoftheLawcouldbedependedontofathomeverycaseofsuspicion,andtoconducteveryprocessofinquiry,withmoderateassistanceonlyfromthelubricatinginfluencesofoilofgold,theeventswhichfillthesepagesmighthaveclaimedtheirshareofthepublicattentioninaCourtofJustice。

  ButtheLawisstill,incertaininevitablecases,thepre-engagedservantofthelongpurse;andthestoryislefttobetold,forthefirsttime,inthisplace。AstheJudgemightoncehaveheardit,sotheReadershallhearitnow。Nocircumstanceofimportance,fromthebeginningtotheendofthedisclosure,shallberelatedonhearsayevidence。WhenthewriteroftheseintroductorylinesWalterHartrightbynamehappenstobemorecloselyconnectedthanotherswiththeincidentstoberecorded,hewillbethenarrator。Whennot,hewillretirefromthepositionofnarrator;

  andhistaskwillbecontinued,fromthepointatwhichhehasleftitoff,byotherpersonswhocanspeaktothecircumstancesundernoticefromtheirownknowledge,justasclearlyandpositivelyashehasspokenbeforethem。

  Thus,thestoryherepresentedwillbetoldbymorethanonepen,asthestoryofanoffenceagainstthelawsistoldinCourtbymorethanonewitness——withthesameobjectinbothcases,topresentthetruthalwaysinitsmostdirectandmostintelligibleaspect;andtotracethecourseofonecompleteseriesofevents,bymakingthepersonswhohavebeenmostcloselyconnectedwiththem,ateachsuccessivestage,relatetheirownexperience,wordforword。

  LetWalterHartright,teacherofdrawing,agedtwenty-eightyears,beheardfirst。THESTORYBEGUNBYWALTERHARTRIGHTofClement’sinn,TeacherofDrawingIItwasthelastdayofJuly。Thelonghotsummerwasdrawingtoaclose;

  andwe,thewearypilgrimsoftheLondonpavement,werebeginningtothinkofthecloud-shadowsonthecorn-fields,andtheautumnbreezesonthesea-shore。

  Formyownpoorpart,thefadingsummerleftmeoutofhealth,outofspirits,and,ifthetruthmustbetold,outofmoneyaswell。DuringthepastyearIhadnotmanagedmyprofessionalresourcesascarefullyasusual;

  andmyextravagancenowlimitedmetotheprospectofspendingtheautumneconomicallybetweenmymother’scottageatHampsteadandmyownchambersintown。

  Theevening,Iremember,wasstillandcloudy;theLondonairwasatitsheaviest;thedistanthumofthestreet-trafficwasatitsfaintest;

  thesmallpulseofthelifewithinme,andthegreatheartofthecityaroundme,seemedtobesinkinginunison,languidlyandmorelanguidly,withthesinkingsun。IrousedmyselffromthebookwhichIwasdreamingoverratherthanreading,andleftmychamberstomeetthecoolnightairinthesuburbs。ItwasoneofthetwoeveningsineveryweekWhichIwasaccustomedtospendwithmymotherandmysister。SoIturnedmystepsnorthwardinthedirectionofHampstead。

  EventswhichIhaveyettorelatemakeitnecessarytomentioninthisplacethatmyfatherhadbeendeadsomeyearsattheperiodofwhichI

  amnowwriting;andthatmysisterSarahandIwerethesolesurvivorsofafamilyoffivechildren。Myfatherwasadrawing-masterbeforeme。

  Hisexertionshadmadehimhighlysuccessfulinhisprofession;andhisaffectionateanxietytoprovideforthefutureofthosewhoweredependentonhislabourshadimpelledhim,fromthetimeofhismarriage,todevotetotheinsuringofhislifeamuchlargerportionofhisincomethanmostmenconsideritnecessarytosetasideforthatpurpose。Thankstohisadmirableprudenceandself-denialmymotherandsisterwereleft,afterhisdeath,asindependentoftheworldastheyhadbeenduringhislifetime。

  Isucceededtohisconnection,andhadeveryreasontofeelgratefulfortheprospectthatawaitedmeatmystartinginlife。

  Thequiettwilightwasstilltremblingonthetopmostridgesoftheheath;andtheviewofLondonbelowmehadsunkintoablackgulfintheshadowofthecloudynight,whenIstoodbeforethegateofmymother’scottage。Ihadhardlyrungthebellbeforethehousedoorwasopenedviolently;

  myworthyItalianfriend,ProfessorPesca,appearedintheservant’splace;

  anddartedoutjoyouslytoreceiveme,withashrillforeignparodyonanEnglishcheer。

  Onhisownaccount,and,Imustbeallowedtoadd,onminealso,theProfessormeritsthehonourofaformalintroduction。Accidenthasmadehimthestarting-pointofthestrangefamilystorywhichitisthepurposeofthesepagestounfold。

  IhadfirstbecomeacquaintedwithmyItalianfriendbymeetinghimatcertaingreathouseswherehetaughthisownlanguageandItaughtdrawing。

  AllIthenknewofthehistoryofhislifewas,thathehadonceheldasituationintheUniversityofPadua;thathehadleftItalyforpoliticalreasonsthenatureofwhichheuniformlydeclinedtomentiontoanyone;

  andthathehadbeenformanyyearsrespectablyestablishedinLondonasateacheroflanguages。

  Withoutbeingactuallyadwarf——forhewasperfectlywellproportionedfromheadtofoot——Pescawas,Ithink,thesmallesthumanbeingIeversawoutofashow-room。Remarkableanywhere,byhispersonalappearance,hewasstillfurtherdistinguishedamongtherankandfileofmankindbytheharmlesseccentricityofhischaracter。Therulingideaofhislifeappearedtobe,thathewasboundtoshowhisgratitudetothecountrywhichhadaffordedhimanasylumandameansofsubsistencebydoinghisutmosttoturnhimselfintoanEnglishman。Notcontentwithpayingthenationingeneralthecomplimentofinvariablycarryinganumbrella,andinvariablywearinggaitersandawhitehat,theProfessorfurtheraspiredtobecomeanEnglishmaninhishabitsandamusements,aswellasinhispersonalappearance。Findingusdistinguished,asanation,byourloveofathleticexercises,thelittleman,intheinnocenceofhisheart,devotedhimselfimpromptutoallourEnglishsportsandpastimeswheneverhehadtheopportunityofjoiningthem;firmlypersuadedthathecouldadoptournationalamusementsofthefieldbyaneffortofwillpreciselyashehadadoptedournationalgaitersandournationalwhitehat。

  Ihadseenhimriskhislimbsblindlyatafox-huntandinacricket-field;

  andsoonafterwardsIsawhimriskhislife,justasblindly,intheseaatBrighton。

  Wehadmetthereaccidentally,andwerebathingtogether。Ifwehadbeenengagedinanyexercisepeculiartomyownnationlshould,ofcourse,havelookedafterPescacarefully;butasforeignersaregenerallyquiteaswellabletotakecareofthemselvesinthewaterasEnglishmen,itneveroccurredtomethattheartofswimmingmightmerelyaddonemoretothelistofmanlyexerciseswhichtheprofessorbelievedthathecouldlearnimpromptu。Soonafterwehadbothstruckoutfromshore,Istopped,findingmyfrienddidnotgainonme,andturnedroundtolookforhim。

  Tomyhorrorandamazement,Isawnothingbetweenmeandthebeachbuttwolittlewhitearmswhichstruggledforaninstantabovethesurfaceofthewater,andthendisappearedfromview。WhenIdivedforhim,thepoorlittlemanwaslyingquietlycoiledupatthebottom,inahollowofshingle,lookingbymanydegreessmallerthanIhadeverseenhimlookbefore。DuringthefewminutesthatelapsedwhileIwastakinghimin,theairrevivedhim,andheascendedthestepsofthemachinewithmyassistance。

  Withthepartialrecoveryofhisanimationcamethereturnofhiswonderfuldelusiononthesubjectofswimming。Assoonashischatteringteethwouldlethimspeak,hesmiledvacantly,andsaidhethoughtitmusthavebeentheCramp。

  Whenhehadthoroughlyrecoveredhimself,andhadjoinedmeonthebeach,hiswarmSouthernnaturebrokethroughallartificialEnglishrestraintsinamoment。Heoverwhelmedmewiththewildestexpressionsofaffection——exclaimedpassionately,inhisexaggeratedItalianway,thathewouldholdhislifehenceforthatmydisposal——anddeclaredthatheshouldneverbehappyagainuntilhehadfoundanopportunityofprovinghisgratitudebyrenderingmesomeservicewhichImightremember,onmyside,totheendofmydays。

  Ididmybesttostopthetorrentofhistearsandprotestationsbypersistingintreatingthewholeadventureasagoodsubjectforajoke;

  andsucceededatlast,asIimagined,inlesseningPesca’soverwhelmingsenseofobligationtome。LittledidIthinkthen——littledidIthinkafterwardswhenourpleasantholidayhaddrawntoanend——thattheopportunityofservingmeforwhichmygratefulcompanionsoardentlylongedwassoontocome;thathewaseagerlytoseizeitontheinstant;andthatbysodoinghewastoturnthewholecurrentofmyexistenceintoanewchannel,andtoaltermetomyselfalmostpastrecognition。

  Yetsoitwas。IfIhadnotdivedforProfessorPescawhenhelayunderwateronhisshinglebed,Ishouldinallhumanprobabilityneverhavebeenconnectedwiththestorywhichthesepageswillrelate——Ishouldnever,perhaps,haveheardeventhenameofthewomanwhohaslivedinallmythoughts,whohaspossessedherselfofallmyenergies,whohasbecometheoneguidinginfluencethatnowdirectsthepurposeofmylife。IIPesca’sfaceandmanner,ontheeveningwhenweconfrontedeachotheratmymother’sgate,weremorethansufficienttoinformmethatsomethingextraordinaryhadhappened。Itwasquiteuseless,however,toaskhimforanimmediateexplanation。Icouldonlyconjecture,whilehewasdraggingmeinbybothhands,thatknowingmyhabitshehadcometothecottagetomakesureofmeetingmethatnight,andthathehadsomenewstotellofanunusuallyagreeablekind。

  Webothbouncedintotheparlourinahighlyabruptandundignifiedmanner。Mymothersatbytheopenwindowlaughingandfanningherself。

  Pescawasoneofherespecialfavourites,andhiswildesteccentricitieswerealwayspardonableinhereyes。Poordearsoul!fromthefirstmomentwhenshefoundoutthatthelittleProfessorwasdeeplyandgratefullyattachedtoherson,sheopenedherhearttohimunreservedly,andtookallhispuzzlingforeignpeculiaritiesforgranted,withoutsomuchasattemptingtounderstandanyoneofthem。

  MysisterSarah,withalltheadvantagesofyouth,was,strangelyenough,lesspliable。ShedidfulljusticetoPesca’sexcellentqualitiesofheart;

  butshecouldnotaccepthimimplicitly,asmymotheracceptedhimformysake。HerinsularnotionsofproprietyroseinperpetualrevoltagainstPesca’sconstitutionalcontemptforappearances;andshewasalwaysmoreorlessundisguisedlyastonishedathermother’sfamiliaritywiththeeccentriclittleforeigner。Ihaveobserved,notonlyinmysister’scase,butintheinstancesofothers,thatweoftheyounggenerationarenothinglikesoheartyandsoimpulsiveassomeofourelders。lconstantlyseeoldpeopleflushedandexcitedbytheprospectofsomeanticipatedpleasurewhichaltogetherfailstorufflethetranquillityoftheirserenegrandchildren。

  Arewe,Iwonder,quitesuchgenuineboysandgirlsnowasourseniorswereintheirtime?Hasthegreatadvanceineducationtakenrathertoolongastride;andarewe,inthesemoderndays,justtheleasttrifleintheworldtoowellbroughtup?

  Withoutattemptingtoanswerthosequestionsdecisively,ImayatleastrecordthatIneversawmymotherandmysistertogetherinPesca’ssociety,withoutfindingmymothermuchtheyoungerwomanofthetwo。Onthisoccasion,forexample,whiletheoldladywaslaughingheartilyovertheboyishmannerinwhichwetumbledintotheparlour,Sarahwasperturbedlypickingupthebrokenpiecesofateacup,whichtheProfessorhadknockedoffthetableinhisprecipitateadvancetomeetmeatthedoor。

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