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  “Shehadbuttwiceorthricespokentomesomanywordstogetherasthis;

  butlansweredneveraword,butstoodwatchingherwarily。

  Andofasuddenshegaveforthadreadfulscreamingroar,wherewithallthewoodrangagain,andrushedatme;

  butmyhandcamefrombehindmyback,andhowitwasIknownot,butshetouchedmenottillthebladehadsunkintoherbreast,andshefellacrossmyfeet,herrighthandclutchingmyraiment。

  SoIloosedherfingersfromthecloth,shudderingwithhorrorthewhile,anddrewmyselfawayfromherandstoodalittlealoof,wonderingwhatshouldhappennext。AndindeedIscarcebelievedbutshewouldpresentlyriseupfromthegroundandclutchmeinherhands,andbeginthetormentingofme。Butshemovednomore,andthegrassallaboutherwasreddenedwithherblood;

  andatlastIgatheredhearttokneeldownbesideher,andfoundthatshenomorebreathedthanoneofthoseconiesorpartridgeswhichIhadbeenusedtoslayforher。

  “ThenIstoodandconsideredwhatIshoulddo,andindeedI

  hadbeenponderingthisallthewayfromtheDalethereto,incaseIshouldescapemymistress。SoIsoonmadeupmymindthatIwouldnotdwellinthathouseevenforonenight;

  lestmymistressshouldcometomethoughdead,andtormentme。

  Iwentintothehousewhileitwasyetlight,andlookedaboutthechamber,andsawthreegreatbookstherelaidonthelectern,butdurstnothavetakenthemevenhadIbeenabletocarrythem;

  nordurstIeventolookintothem,forfearthatsomespellmightgettoworkinthemiftheywereopened;butIfoundaryeloafwhereofIhadeatensomewhatinthemorning,andanotheruntouched,andhangingtoahornofthelecternIfoundthenecklacewhichmymistresshadtakenfromthedeadwoman。

  TheseIputintomyscrip,andastothenecklace,lwilltelltheehowIbestoweditlateron。ThenIsteppedoutintothetwilightwhichwasfairandgolden,andfullfainIwasofit。

  ThenIdrovethegoatsoutoftheirhouseandwentmywaytowardstheDaleofLore,andsaidtomyselfthatthecarlinewouldteachmewhatfurthertodo,andIcametherebeforethesummerdarkhadquiteprevailed,andsleptsweetlyandsoftlyamongstmygoatsafterIhadtetheredtheminthebestofthepasture。

  YetMoreoftheLady’sStory“Lothou,beloved。”shesaid,“thouhastseenmeinthewildwoodwithlittlegoodquickenedinme:dothnotthineheartsinkatthethoughtofthyloveandthylifegivenovertothekeepingofsuchanone?”Hesmiledinherface,andsaid:

  “Belikethouhastdoneworsethanallthouhasttoldme:

  andthesedayspastIhavewonderedoftenwhattherewasinthestorieswhichtheyoftheBurghadagainstthee:

  yetsoothtosay,theytoldlittleofwhatthouhastdone:

  nomorebelikethanbeingtheirfoe。”Shesighedandsaid:

  “Well,hearken;yetshallInottelltheeeverydeedthatI

  havebeenpartakerin。

  “IsatintheDalethatnextdayandwashappy,thoughIlongedtoseethatfairmanagain:soothtosay,sincemymistresswasdead,everythingseemedfairertome,yeaevenmineownface,asIsawitinthepoolsofthestream,thoughwhilesIwonderedwhenIshouldhaveanothermistress,andhowshewoulddealwithme;

  andeverIsaidIwouldaskthecarlinewhenshecameagaintome。

  Butallthatdayshecamenot:nordidImarvelthereat。

  Butwhensevendayspassedandstillshecamenot,IfelltowonderingwhatIshoulddo:formybreadwasallgone,andIdurstnotgobacktothehousetofetchmeal;thoughtherewasstoreofitthere。Howbeit,Idrankofthemilkofthegoats,andmadecurdsthereofwiththewoodlandroots,andateofthewood-berrieslikeasthouhastdone,friend,e’ennow。

  Anditwaseasierformetofindalivelihoodinthewoodsthanithadbeenformostfolk,sowellasIknewthem。

  Soworethedays,andshecamenot,andIbegantothinkthatI

  shouldseethewisecarlinenomore,asindeedfelloutatthattime;

  andthedaysbegantohangheavyonmyhands,andIfelltothinkingofthatwaytothewestandthepeopledparts,whereofthecarlinehadtoldme;andwhilesIwentoutoftheDaleandwentawayhitherandthitherthroughthewoods,andsofar,thatthriceIsleptawayoutoftheDale:

  butIknewthatthepeopledpartswouldbestrangetomeandI

  fearedtofacethemallalone。

  “ThusworethedaystillJulywasonthewane,andonamorningearlyIawokewithunwontedsoundsinmineears;andwhenmyeyeswerefairlyopenIsawamanstandingovermeandawhitehorsecroppingthegrasshardby。Andmyheartwasfullandfain,andIsprangtomyfeetandshowedhimasmilinghappyface,forIsawatoncethatitwasthatfairmancomebackagain。

  Butlo!hisfacewaspaleandworn,thoughhelookedkindlyonme,andhesaid:’Omybeloved,Ihavefoundthee,butIamfaintwithhungerandcanspeakbutlittle。’

  Andeventherewithhesankdownonthegrass。ButIbestirredmyself,andgavehimmilkofmygoats,andcurdsandberries,andthelifecameintohimagain,andIsatdownbyhimandlaidhisheadinmylap,andhesleptalongwhile;andwhenheawokeanditwastowardssunsethekissedmyhandsandmyarms,andsaidtome:’Fairchild,perhapsthouwiltcomewithmenow;

  andevenifthouartathrallthoumayestfleewithme;

  formyhorseisstrongandfat,thoughIamweak,forhecanmakehisdinneronthegrass。’

  “ThenhelaughedandInoless;butIfedhimwithmypoorvictualagain,andasheateIsaid:’Iamnomistress’sthrallnow;fortheeveningofthedaywhereonIsawtheeIslewher,elsehadsheslainme。’

  ’Thesaintsbepraised,’saidhe:’Thouwiltcomewithme,then?’

  ’Oyea,’saidI。ThenIfeltshamefacedandIreddened;butIsaid:

  ’Ihaveabidedheremanydaysforawisewomanwhohathtaughtmemanythings;

  butwithallhopedthatthouwouldstcomealso。’

  “Thenheputhisarmsaboutmyshouldersandlovedmemuch;

  butatlasthesaid:“YetisitnowanotherthingthanthatwhichIlookedfor,whenItalkedofsettingtheebymeonthegoldenthrone。FornowamIabeatenman;IhavefailedofthatIsought,andsufferedshameandhungerandmanyills。

  YeteverIthoughtthatImightfindtheehereorhereby。’

  Thenathoughtcameintomymind,andIsaid:’Elsemaybethouhadstfoundwhatthousoughtest,andovercometheevilthings。’

  ’Maybe,’hesaid;’itisnowbutalittlematter。’“

  “Asforme,Icouldhavenoguessatwhatwerethebetterthingshehadmeantforme,andmyheartwasfullofjoy,andallseemedbetterthanwell。Andwetalkedtogetherlongtillthedaywasgone。

  ThenwekissedandembracedeachotherintheDaleofLore,andthedarknessofsummerseemedbutshortforourdelight。”

  TheLadyTellsSomewhatofHerDoingsAfterSheLefttheWildernessRalphstayedherspeechnow,andsaid:“WhenIaskedoftheeintheLandofAbundance,thereweresomewhoseemedtosaythatthouhastletmoremenlovetheethanone:

  anditwasatormenttometothinkthatevensoitmightbe。

  Butnowwhenthineownmouthtellethmeofoneofthemitirksmelittle。Dostthouthinkitlittle-heartedinme?”

  “Ofriend。”shesaid,“Iseethatsoitiswiththeethatthouwouldstfindduecauseforlovingme,whateverthoufoundesttrueofme。

  OrdostthoudeemthatIwasanotherwomaninthosedays?Nay,Iwasnot:

  IcanseemyselfstillmyselfallalongthewayIhavegone。”

  Shewassilentalittle,andthenshesaid:“Fearnot,Iwillgivetheemuchcausetoloveme。ButnowIknowthymindthebetter,IshalltelltheelessofwhatbefellmeafterIleftthewilderness;

  forwhateverIdidandwhateverIendured,stillitwasalwaysImyselfthatwasthere,anditismethatthoulovest。Moreover,mylifeinthewildernessisastrangerthingtotelltheeofthanmydealingswiththefolk,andwithKingsandBaronsandKnights。

  Butthereafterthoushalthearofmewhattalesthouwiltofthesematters,asthedaysandtheyearspassoverourheads。

  “Nowonthemorrowwewouldnotdepartatonce,becausetherewehadsomevictual,andtheking’ssonwasnotyetsowellfedasheshouldbe;soweabodeinthatfairplaceanotherday,andthenwewentourwayswestward,accordingtotheredeofthecarline;

  anditwasmanydaysbeforewegatusoutofthewilderness,andwewereoftenhardputtoitforvictual;whilesIsatbehindmyknighta-horseback,whilesheledthebeastwhileIrodealone,andnotseldomIwentafoot,andthatnowiseslowly,whileherodethewhitehorse,forIwasaslight-footthenasnow。

  “AndofthewaywewentIwilltelltheenoughtasnow,becausesureitisthatifwebothlive,thouandIshalltreadthatroadtogether,butwithourfacesturnedtheotherway;

  foritistheroadfromtheWellattheWorld’sEnd,whereI

  myselfhavebeen,orelseneverhadthineeyesfallenonme。”

  Ralphsaid,“EvensomuchIdeemedbyreadinginthebook;

  yetitwasnottoldclearlythatthouhadstbeenthere。”

  “Yea。”shesaid,becausethesaidbookwasmadenotbymyfriendsbutmyfoes,andtheywouldhavemendeemthatmylengthofdaysandtheenduranceofmybeautyandnever-dyingyouthofmyheartcamefromevilanddevilishsources;

  andifthouwilttrustmyworditisnotso,forintheWellattheWorld’sEndisnoevil,butonlytheQuenchingofSorrow,andClearingoftheEyesthattheymaybehold。

  Andhowgooditisthattheylookontheenow。Andmoreover,thehistoryofthatbookispartlyfalseofintentionandill-will,andpartlyaconfusedmedleyoftrueandfalse,whichhascomeofmerechance-hap。

  “Hearkennow。”shesaid,“tillItelltheeinfewwordwhatbefellmebeforeIcametodrinktheWateroftheWell。

  Afterwehadpassedlongdesertsofwoodandheath,andgonethroughlandsexceedingevilandperilous,anddespairedoflifeforthehorrorofthoseplaces,andseennomen,wecameatlastamongstasimplefolkwhodealtkindlywithus,yea,andmore。

  Thesefolkseemedtomehappyandofgoodwealth,thoughtomylordtheyseemedpoorandlackingofthegoodsoftheworld。Forsooth,bythattimewelackedmorethanthey,forwewerewornwithcoldandhunger,andhardlife:

  thoughforme,indeed,happyhadbeenthedaysofmywayfaring,butmylordrememberedthedaysofhisrichesandthekingdomofhisfather,andtheworshipofmightymen,andallthathehadpromisedmeonthehappydaywhenIfirstbeheldhim:

  sobelikehewasscarcesohappyasIwas。

  “Itwasspringtimewhenwecametothatfolk;forwehadwornthroughtheautumnandwinteringettingclearofthewilderness。

  Notthatthewaywaslong,asIfoundoutafterwards,butthatwewentastrayinthewoodland,andatlastcameoutofitintoadreadfulstonywastewhichwestrovetocrossthrice,andthriceweredrivenbackintothegreenwoodbythirstandhunger;butthefourthtime,havinggottenusstoreofvictualbymywoodcraft,weoverpasseditandreachedthepeopledcountry。

  “Yea,springwasontheearth,aswe,mylordandI,camedownfromthedesolatestonyheaths,andwenthandandhandacrosstheplain,wheremenandwomenofthatfolkwerefeastingroundaboutthesimpleroofsandwoodlandhallswhichtheyhadraisedthere。Thentheylefttheirgamesandsportsandrantous,andwewalkedonquietly,thoughweknewnotwhetherthemeetingwastobefordeathorlife。

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