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  “Ispakehastily,forIwasashamedofherwords,thoughIonlyhalfunderstoodthem:’Iheartheeanddeemthatthoumockestme:

  Ihaveneverknownamother;Iambutapoorthrall,agoatherddwellingwithamistressinanookofthiswildwood:

  Ihaveneverapieceofbread;butastothegoats’milk,thatthoushalthaveatonce。’SoIcalledoneofmygoatstome,forIknewthemall,andmilkedherintoawoodenbowlthatI

  carriedslungaboutme,andgavetheoldwomantodrink:

  andshekissedmyhandanddrankandspakeagain,butnolongerinawhiningvoice,likeabeggarbiddingalmsinthestreet,butfrankandfree。

  “’Damsel,’shesaid,’nowIseethatthysoulgoeswiththybody,andthatthouartkindandproudatonce。Andwhateverthouart,itisnomocktosayofthee,thatthouartasfairasthefairest;

  andIthinkthatthiswillfollowthee,thathenceforthnomanwhoseeththeeoncewillforgettheeever,orceasetolongforthee:

  ofasuretythisistheyweird。NowIseethatthouknowestnomoreoftheworldanditswaysthanoneofthehindsthatruninthesewoods。

  Soifthouwilt,Iwillsitdownbytheeandtelltheemuchthatshallavailthee;andthouinthyturnshalttellmeallthetaleconcerningthydwellingandthyservice,andthelike。’

  “Isaid,Imaynot,Idurstnot;Iserveamightymistress,andshewouldslaymeifsheknewthatIhadspokentothee;

  andwoe’sme!Ifearthatevennowshewillnotfailtoknowit。

  Departinpeace。”

  “’Nay,’shesaid,’thouneedestnottellme,forIhaveaninklingofherandherways:butIwillgivetheewisdom,andnotsellittheeataprice。

  Sitdownthen,fairchild,onthisflowerygrass,andIwillsitbesidetheeandtelltheeofmanythingsworththineheeding。’

  Sotherewesatawhile,andingoodsoothshetoldmemuchoftheworldwhichIhadnotyetseen,ofitsfairnessanditsfoulness;

  oflifeanddeath,anddesireanddisappointment,anddespair;

  sothatwhenshehaddone,ifIwerewiserthanerst,Iwasperchancelittlemorejoyous;andyetIsaidtomyselfthatcomewhatwouldI

  wouldbeapartofallthat。

  “Butatlastshesaid:’Lothedayiswaning,andthouhasttwothingstodo;eithertogohometothymistressatonce,orfleeawayfromherbythewaythatIshallshowthee;andifthouwiltberuledbyme,andcanstbearthythralldomyetalittlewhilethouwiltnotfleeatonce,butabidetillthouhastseenmeagain。

  Andsinceitisherethatthouhastmetme,heremaystthoumeetmeagain;

  forthedaysarelongnow,andthoumaysteasilywinthywayhitherbeforenoononanyday。’

  “SoItiedmygoatskinshoestomyfeet,anddravemygoatstogether,andwewentuptogetheroutofthedale,andwereinthewide-spreadingplainofthewaste;andthecarlinesaid:

  ’Dostthouknowthequartersoftheheavenbythesun?’

  ’Yea,’saidI。’Then,’quothshe,’whensothoudesiresttodepartandcomeintotheworldoffolkthatIhavetoldtheeof,setthyfacealittlenorthofwest,andthoushaltfallinwithsomethingorsomebodybeforelong;butbespeedyonthatdayasthouartlight-footed,andmakeallthewaythoucanstbeforethymistresscomestoknowofthydeparture;

  fornotlightlywillanyoneletloosesuchathrallasthou。’

  “Ithankedher,andshewentherwaysoverthewaste,Iwottednotwhither,andIdravemygoatshomeasspeedilyasImight;themistressmeddlednotwithmebywordordeed,thoughIwasshortofmyduetaleofyarn。

  ThenextdayIlongedsoretogotothedaleandmeetthecarlinebutdurstnot,andthenextdayIfaredinlikeways;butthethirddayIlongedsotogo,thatmyfeetmustneedstakemethere,whatsoevermightbefall。

  AndwhenIhadbeeninthedalealittle,thithercamethecarline,andsatdownbymeandfelltoteachingmewisdom,andshowedmelettersandtoldmewhattheywere,andIlearnedlikealittleladinthechorister’sschool。

  “ThereafterImasteredmyfearofmymistressandwenttothatdaledaybyday,andlearnedofthecarline;

  thoughatwhilesIwonderedwhenmymistresswouldletlooseherfuryuponme;forIcalledtomindthethreatshehadmadetomeonthedaywhensheofferedupmywhitegoat。

  AndImadeupmymindtothis,thatifshefelluponmewithdeadlyintentIwoulddomybesttoslayherbeforesheshouldslayme。

  Butsoitwas,thatnowagainsheheldherhandfrommybody,andscarcecastawordatmeever,butgloomedatme,andfaredasifhatredofmehadgrowngreatinherheart。

  “Sothedayswentby,andmyfeethadwornapaththroughthewildernesstotheDaleofLore,andMayhadmeltedintoJune,andthelatterdaysofJunewerecome。AndonMidsummerDayIwentmywaystothedaleaccordingtomywont,when,asIasdrivingonmygoatshastilyIsawabrightthingcomingovertheheathtowardme,andIwentonmywaytomeetit,forIhadnofearnow,exceptwhatfearofmymistresslingeredinmyheart;nay,IlookedthateverythingIsawofnewshouldaddsomejoytomyheart。

  SopresentlyIsawthatitwasaweaponedmanridingawhitehorse,andanonhehadcomeuptomeanddrawnreinbeforeme。

  Iwonderedexceedinglyatbeholdinghimandtheheartleapedwithinmeathisbeauty;forthoughthecarlinehadtoldmeofthelovelinessofthesonsofmen,thatwasbutwordsandIknewnotwhattheymeant;

  andtheothersthatIhadseenwerenotyoungmenorgoodly,andthoselast,asItoldthee,Icouldscarceseetheirfaces。

  “AndthisonewasevenfairerthanthedeadwomanthatIhadburied,whosefacewaswornwithtoilandtrouble,asnowIcalledtomind。

  Hewascladinbrightshiningarmourwithagaysurcoatofgreen,embroideredwithflowersoverit;hehadalightsalletonhishead,andtheyellowlocksofhishairfloweddownfromunder,andfellonhisshoulders:hisfacewasasbeardlessasthine,dearfriend,butnotclearbrownliketothinebutwhiteandredlikeablossom。”

  Ralphspakeandsaid:“Belikeitwasawoman;“andhisvoicesoundedloudinthequietplace。Shesmiledonhimandkissedhischeek,andsaid:“Nay,nay,dearChampion,itisnotso。

  Godresthissoul!manyayearhehasbeendead。”

  SaidRalph:“Manyayear!whatmeanestthou?”“Ah!”shesaid,“fearnot!asIamnow,soshallIbefortheemanyayear。

  WasnotthyfearthatIshouldvanishawayorchangeintosomethingunsightlyandgruesome?Fearnot,Isay;amInotawoman,andthineown?”

  Andagainsheflushedbrightred,andhergreyeyeslightened,andshelookedathimallconfusedandshamefaced。

  Hetookherfacebetweenhishandsandkissedheroverandover;thenhelethergo,andsaid:“Ihavenofear:

  goonwiththytale,forthewordsthereofareasthykissestome,andtheembracingofthinehandsandthybody:

  tellon,Ipraythee。”Shetookhishandinhersandspake,tellinghertaleasbefore。

  “Friend,well-belovedforever!Thisfairyoungknightlookedonme,andashelooked,hisfaceflushedasredasminedidevennow。

  AndItelltheethatmyheartdancedwithjoyasIlookedonhim,andhespakenotforalittlewhile,andthenhesaid:

  ’Fairmaiden,canstthoutellmeofanywhowilltellmeawordofthewaytotheWellattheWorld’sEnd?’Isaidtohim,’Nay,Ihaveheardthewordonceandnomore,Iknownottheway:

  andIamsorrythatIcannotdofortheethatwhichthouwouldest。’

  AndthenIspakeagain,andtoldhimthatheshouldbynomeansstopatourhouse,andltoldhimwhatitwaslike,sothathemightgiveitthegoby。Isaid,’Evenifthouhasttoturnbackagain,andfailtofindthethingthouseekest,yetIbeseechtheeridenotintothattrap。’

  “Hesatstillonhissaddleawhile,staringatmeandIathim;

  andthenhethankedme,butwithsobadagrace,thatIwonderedofhimifhewereangry;andthenheshookhisrein,androdeoffbriskly,andIlookedafterhimawhile,andthenwentonmyway;

  butIhadgonebutashortwhile,whenIheardhorse-hoofsbehindme,andIturnedandlooked,andlo!itwastheknightcomingbackagain。

  SoIstayedandabidedhim;andwhenhecameuptome,heleaptfromhishorseandstoodbeforemeandsaid:’Imustneedsseetheeonceagain。’

  “Istoodandtrembledbeforehim,andlongedtotouchhim。

  Andagainhespake,breathlessly,asonewhohasbeenrunning:

  ’Imustdepart,forIhaveathingtodothatImustdo;

  butIlongsorelytotouchthee,andkissthee;yetunlessthoufreelywillestit,Iwillrefrainme。’ThenIlookedathimandsaid,’Iwillitfreely。’Thenhecamecloseuptome,andputhishandonmyshoulderandkissedmycheek;

  butIkissedhislips,andthenhetookmeinhisarms,andkissedmeandembracedme;andthereinthatplace,andinalittlewhile,welovedeachothersorely。

  “Butinawhilehesaidtome:’Imustdepart,forIamasonewhomtheAvengerofBloodfolloweth;andnowIwillgivetheethis,notsomuchasagift,butasatokenthatwehavemetinthewilderness,thouandI。’Therewithheputhishandtohisneck,andtookfromitthisnecklacewhichthouseesthere,andIsawthatitwaslikethatwhichmymistresstookfromtheneckofthedeadwoman。

  Andnolessisitliketotheonethatthouwearest,Ralph。

  “ItookitinmyhandandweptthatImightnothelphim。

  Andhesaid:’Itislittlelikelythatweshallmeetagain;

  butbythetokenofthiscollarthoumayestwotthatIeverlongfortheetillIdie:forthoughIamaking’sson,thisisthedearestofmypossessions。’Isaid:

  ’Thouartyoung,andIamyoung;mayhappenweshallmeetagain:

  butthoushaltknowthatIambutathrall,agoatherd。’

  ForIknewbywhattheoldwomantoldmeofsomewhatofthemightinessofthekingsoftheworld。’Yea,’hesaid,andsmiledmostsweetly,’thatiseasytobeseen:

  yetifIlive,asIthinknottodo,thoushaltsitwheregreatmenshallkneeltothee;notasIkneelnowforlove,andthatImaykissthykneesandthyfeet,butbecausetheyneedsmustworshipthee。’

  “Therewithhearosetohisfeetandleaptonhishorse,androdehiswaysspeedily:andIwentuponmywaywithmygoats,andcamedownintotheDaleofLore,andfoundtheoldwomanabidingme;

  andshecametome,andtookmebythehands,andtouchedthecollarforIhaddoneitaboutmyneck,andsaid:

  “’Dearchild,thouneedestnottotellmethytale,forIhaveseenhim。

  Butifthoumustneedswearthisnecklace,Imustgivetheeagifttogowithit。Butfirstsitdownbytheoldcarlineawhileandtalkwithher;

  formeseemethitwillbebutafewdayserethoushaltdepartfromthisuttermostwilderness,andthewoodsbeforethemountains。

  “SoIsatdownbyher,andinspiteofherwordItoldherallthathadbefallenbetwixtmeandtheking’sson:formyheartwastoofullthatI

  mightrefrainme。Shenoddedherheadfromtimetotime,butsaidnaught,tillIhadmadeanend:andthenfelltotellingmeofmanymattersformyavail;butyetaroseearlierthanherwontwas;andwhenwewereaboutsunderingonthepathwhichIhadtroddenabovetheDale,shesaid:

  ’NowmustIgivetheethatgifttogoalongwiththegiftofthelover,theKing’sson;andIthinkthouwiltfinditofavailbeforemanydaysaregoneby。’Therewithshetookfromherpouchastrongsharpknife,anddrewitfromthesheath,andflasheditintheafternoonsun,andgaveittome;andItookitandlaiditinmybosomandthankedher;

  forIthoughtthatIunderstoodhermeaning,andhowitwouldavailme。

  ThenIwentdrivingmygoatshomespeedily,sothatthesunwasbarelysetwhenIcametothegarth;andagreathorrorratherthanafearofmymistresswasonme;andlo!shestoodinthedoorofthehousegazingdownthegarthandthewoodlandbeyond,asthoughshewerelookingformycoming:

  andwhenhereyeslightedonme,shescowled,anddrewherlipsbackfromherteethandclenchedherhandswithfury,thoughtherewasnoughtinthem;

  andshewasatallandstrongwoman,thoughnowgrowingsomewhatold:

  butasforme,Ihadunsheathedthecarline’sgiftbeforeIcametothegarth,andnowIhelditbehindmybackinmylefthand。

  “Ihadstayedmyfeetsomesixpacesfromthethreshold,andmyheartbeatquick,butthesickfearandcoweringhadleftme,thoughthehorrorofhergrewinmyheart。Mygoatshadallgoneoffquietlytotheirhouse,andtherewasnothingbetwixtmeandher。

  Inclearingfrommysleevethearmofmewhichheldtheknife,theroughclaspwhichfastenedmyraimenttogetherattheshoulderhadgivenway,andtheclothhadfallenandleftmybosombare,sothatIknewthatthecollarwasclearlytobeseen。Sowestoodamoment,andIhadnowords,butshespakeatlastinahard,snarlingvoice,suchassheoftenestusedtome,butworse。

  “’Nowatlastthetimehascomewhenthouartofnomoreusetome;forIcanseetheewhatthouhastgotforthyself。

  ButknownowthatthouhastnotyetdrunkoftheWellattheWorld’sEnd,andthatitwillnotavailtheetofleeoutofthiswood;foraslongasIlivethouwiltnotbeabletogetoutofreachofmyhand;andIshalllivelong:

  Ishalllivelong。Come,then,andgivethyselfuptome,thatImaydealwiththeeasIthreatenedwhenIslewthyfriendthewhitegoat;for,indeed,Iknewthenthatitwouldcometothis。’

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