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  Orhastthouperchanceheardanyeviltalesconcerningher?”

  NowRalphwasconfusedathisword,andknewnotwhattosay;forthoughinhismindhehadbeenpiecingtogetherallthathehadheardoftheladybothforgoodandforevil,hehadnocleartaletotelleventohimself:

  soheanswerednothing。

  Butthepriestwenton:“Son,IshalltelltheethatsuchtalesIhaveheard,butfromwhosemouthforsooth?Iwilltellthee;

  fromasortofidlejades,youngwomenwhowouldbethoughtfairerthantheybe,whoareafraidofeverythingsaveanakedman,andwhocanlieeasierthantheycansaytheirpaternoster:

  fromsuchasthesecomethestories;orfromoldcroneswholiveinsourangerwiththemselvesandallelse,becausetheyhavelivednogoodlylifeintheiryouth,andhavenotlearnedthelovelinessofholychurch。Now,son,shallthetalesofsuchwomen,oldandyoung,weighinthymindbesidethewordItelltheeofwhatI

  haveseenandknowconcerningthismostexcellentofladies?

  Itrownot。AndformypartItellthee,thatthoughsheisverilyasfairasVenusGodsaveusyetissheaschasteasAgnes,aswiseasKatherine,andashumbleandmeekasDorothy。

  Shebestowethhergoodsplentifullytothechurch,andismercifultopoormentherewith;andsofarasoccasionmayservehersheisconstantattheHolyOffice;neitherdothshesparetoconfesshersins,andtodoallpenancewhichisbiddenher,yeaandmore。

  ForthoughIcannotsaytomyknowledgethatshewearethahair;

  yetonceandagainhaveIseenherwendingthiswoodlandtowardthechapelofherfriendSt。Anthonybynightandcloud,sothatfewmightseeher,obedienttotheScripturewhichsayeth,’Letnotthyrighthandknowwhatthylefthanddoeth,’andshebarefootinhersmockamidsttheruggedwood,andsoarrayedfairerthananyqueeninagoldengown。Yea,asfairasthewoodwivesoftheancientheathen。”

  Therewiththeprieststayedhiswords,andseemedasifhewerefallenintoadream;andhesighedheavily。

  ButRalphwalkedonbyhisbridle-reindreamynoless;

  forthewordsthathehadheardheheedednot,saveastheymadepicturesforhimofthewaysofthatwomanoftheforest。

  Sotheywentonsoberlytillthepriestlifteduphisheadandlookedaboutlikeonecomeoutofslumber,andsaidinafirmvoice:

  “Itellthee,myson,thatthoumayestsetthyloveuponherwithoutsin。”Andtherewithsuddenlyhefella-weeping;

  andRalphwasillateaseofhisweeping,andwentalongbyhimsayingnought;tillthepriestpluckedupheartagain,andsaid,turningtoRalph,butnotmeetinghiseye:

  “Myson,Iweepbecausemenandwomenaresoevil,andmis-sayeachothersosorely,evenastheydobythisholywoman。”

  Ashespakehistearsbrakeoutagain,andRalphstrodeonfast,soastooutgohim,thinkingitunmannerlytoseemasifhenotednothissorrow;yetwithalunabletosayaughttohimthereof。

  Moreoveritirkedhimtohearagrownmanweepingforgrief,eventhoughitwerebutapriest。

  Withinawhilethepriestcaughtupwithhim,histearsallstaunched,andfelltotalkwithhimcheerfullyconcerningthewood,andtheLittleLandandthedwellersthereinandtheconditionsofthem,andhepraisedthemmuch,savethewomen。

  Ralphansweredhimwithgoodcheerinlikewise;andthustheycametothecotoftheoldwoman,andbothsheandthemaidenwerewithoutthehouse,theoldcarlinehitheringandthitheringonsomeerrand,themaidenleaningagainstatreeasifponderingsomematter。

  Astheypassedby,thepriestblessedtheminwords,buthiseyesscowledonthem,whereatthecarlinegrinned,butthedamselheededhimnot,butlookedwistfullyonRalph。

  Thepriestmutteredsomewhatashepassed,whichRalphcaughtnotthemeaningof,andfellmoodyagain;

  andwhenhewasalittlepastthefordhedrewreinandsaid:

  “Now,son,Imusttomycellhardbythechurchyonder:

  butyetIwillsayonewordtotheeerewesunder;towit,thattomymindtheHolyLadywilllovenoonebutthesaintsofheaven,saveitbesomemanwithwhomallwomenareinlove。”

  Therewithheturnedawaysuddenly,androdesmartlytowardshischurch;andRalphdeemedthathewasweepingoncemore。

  AsforRalph,hewentquietlyhometowardthecastle,forthesunwassettingnow,andashewentheponderedallthesethingsinhisheart。

  RalphWearethAwayThreeDaysUneasilyHereadagaininthebookthatnight,tillhehadgottenthewholetaleintohishead,andhespeciallynotedthisofit,thatittoldnotwhencethatLadycame,norwhatshewas,noraughtelsesavethatthereshewasinthewoodbyherself,andwasfoundthereinbytheking’sson:

  neithertoldthetaleinwhatyearoftheworldshewasfoundthere,thoughittoldconcerningallthewarandmiserieswhichshehadbred,andwhichlongendured。Again,hecouldnotgatherfromthatbookwhyshehadgonebacktotheloneplaceinthewoods,whereasshemighthaveweddedoneofthosewarringbaronswhosorelydesiredher:

  norwhyshehadyieldedherselftothewitchofthatplaceandenduredwithpatienceherthralldom,withstripesandtormentsofherbody,liketheworstofthethrallsoftheancientheathenmen。

  Lastly,hemightnotlearnfromthebookwhereintheworldwasthatloneplace,oraughtoftheroadtotheWellattheWorld’sEnd。

  Butamidstallhisthinkinghisheartcamebacktothis:

  “WhenImeether,shewilltellmeofitall;Ineedbenowiserthantolearnhowtomeetherandtomakeherloveme;thenshallsheshowmethewaytotheWellattheWorld’sEnd,andIshalldrinkthereofandnevergrowold,evenassheendurethinyouth,andsheshalllovemeforever,andIherforever。”

  Sohethought;butyetamidstthesehappythoughtscameinthisevilone,thatwhereasallthemen-folkspokewellofherandworshippedher,thewomen-folkfearedherorhatedher;eventothelecherousoldwomanwhohadpraisedthebeautyofherbodyforhistorment。

  Sohethoughttillhisheadgrewheavy,andhewentandlaydowninhisbedandslept,anddreamedofthedaysofUpmead;

  andthingsforgotteninhiswakingtimecamebetweenhimandanymemoriesofhispresentlongingandthedaysthereof。

  Heawokeandarosebetimesinthemorning,andwhenhehadbreakfastedhebadethecarlinebringhimhisweapons。“Wiltthouagaintothewood?”saidshe。

  “Didstthounotbidmefarethitheryesterday?”saidhe。“Yea。”shesaid;

  “butto-dayIfearlestthoudepartandcomenotback。”Helaughedandsaid:

  “Seestthounot,mother,thatIgoafoot,andIinhauberkandhelm?

  Icannotrunfarorfastfromthee。Also“andherehebrokeoffhisspeechalittle“whereshouldIbebuthere?”

  “Ah。”shesaid,“butwhoknowswhatmayhappen?”Neverthelessshewentandfetchedhiswar-gearandlookedathimfondlyashediditon,andwenthiswaysfromthehall。

  Nowheenteredthewoodmoretothesouththanhehaddoneyesterday,andwentsoftlyasbefore,andstillwasheturningoverinhismindthethoughtsoflastnight,andevertheycameback。“MightIbutseeher!

  Wouldshebutloveme!OforadraughtoftheWellattheWorld’sEnd,thatthelovemightlastlongandlong!”

  Sohewentonawhilebetwixtthetreesandthethickets,tillitwasalittlepastnoon。Butallonasuddenapanicfeartookhim,lestsheshouldindeedcometothecastlewhilehewasaway,andnotfindinghim,departagain,whoknowswhither;andwhenthisthoughtcameuponhim,hecriedaloud,andhastenedathisswiftestbackagaintothecastle,andcametherebreathlessandwearied,andrantotheoldwoman,andcriedouttoher;“Isshecome?isshecome?”

  Thecarlinelaughedandsaid,“Nay,sheisnot,butthouartcome:

  praisebetothesaints!Butwhataileththee?Nay,fearnot,sheshallcomeatlast。”

  ThengrewRalphshamefacedandturnedawayfromher,andmiscalledhimselfforafoolandadastardthatcouldnotabidethepleasureofhisladyattheveryplacewheretoshehadletleadhim。

  Soheworethroughtheremnantofthedayhowsohemight,withoutgoingout-adoorsagain;andthecarlinecameandspakewithhim;butwhateverheaskedheraboutthelady,shewouldnottellaughtofanyimport,soherefrainedhimfromthattalk,andmadeashowofhearkeningwhenshespakeofothermatters;

  astalesconcerningthefolkoftheland,andtheFathersoftheThorn,andsoforth。

  Onthenextmorninghearoseandsaidtohimself,thatwhateverbetid,hewouldbideinthecastleandthePlainofAbundancetilltheladycame;

  andhewentamongstthehaymakingfolkinthemorningandatehisdinnerwiththem,andstrovetobeofgoodcheer,andbelikethecarlesandqueensthoughthimmerrycompany;buthewasnowwearyinghisheartwithlonging,andmightnotabideanygreatwhileinoneplace;sowhen,dinnerover,theyturnedtotheirworkagain,hewentbacktotheCastle,andreadinthatbook,andlookedatthepicturesthereof,andkeptturninghiswonderandhopeandfearoverandoveragaininhismind,andmakingtohimselfstoriesofhowheshouldmeettheLadyandwhatshewouldsaytohim,andhowheshouldanswerher,tillatlastthenightcame,andhewenttohisbed,andsleptfortheverywearinessofhislonging。

  Whenthenewdaycamehearoseandwentintothehall,andfoundthecarlinethere,whosaidtohim,“Fairsir,willthoutothewoodagainto-day?”“Nay。”saidRalph,“Imustnot,Idarenot。”

  “Well。”shesaid,“thoumayestifthouwilt;whyshouldstthounotgo?”

  SaidRalph,reddeningandstammering:“BecauseIfearto;

  thricehaveIbeenawaylongfromthecastleandallhasgonewell;

  butthefourthtimeshewillcomeandfindmegone。”

  Thecarlinelaughed:“Well。”shesaid,“Ishallbehereifthougoest;

  forIpromisetheenottostiroutofthehousewhilesthouartaway。”

  SaidRalph:“Nay,Iwillabidehere。”“Yea。”shesaid,“Isee:

  thoutrustestmenot。Well,nomatter;andto-dayitwillbehandyifthouabidest。ForIhaveanerrandtomybrotherintheflesh,whoisoneofthebrethrenoftheThornoveryonder。Ifthouwiltgivemeleave,itwillbetomypleasureandgain。”

  Ralphwasgladwhenheheardthis,deemingthatifshelefthimalonethere,hewouldbethelesstemptedtostrayintothewoodagain。

  Besides,hedeemedthattheLadymightcomethatdaywhenhewasaloneintheCastle,andthathimseemedwouldmakethemeetingsweeteryet。

  Soheyea-saidthecarline’saskingjoyously,andinanhour’stimeshewentherwaysandlefthimalonethere。

  Ralphsaidtohimself,whenhesawherdepart,thathewouldhavethemorejoyinthecastleofhisLadyifhewerealone,andwouldwearawaythedayinbetterpatiencetherefor。

  Butinsooththehoursofthatdaywereworsetowearthananydaytherehadyetbeen。Hewentnotwithoutthehouseatallthatday,forhedeemedthatthefolkabroadwouldnoteofhimthathewassochangedandrestless。

  Whileshereadinthatbook,orturnedtheleavesover,notreadingit;whileshewentintotheChamberofEstate,andporedoverthewovenpicturestherewhereintheLadywasfigured。

  Whileshewanderedfromchambertochamber,notknowingwhattodo。

  Atlast,alittleafterdark,backcomesthecarlineagain,andhemetheratthedoorofthehall,forhewaswearyofhisowncompany,andtheceaselessturningoverandoverofthesamethoughts。

  Asforher,shewassojoyousofhimthatshefairlythrewherarmsabouthimandkissedandclippedhim,asthoughshehadbeenhisverymother。

  Whereofhehadsomeshame,butnotmuch,forhedeemedthathergoodwilltohimwasabundant,whichindeeditwas。

  Nowshelooksonhimandsays:“Trulyitdoesmyheartgoodtoseethee:

  butthoupoorboy,thouartwearingthyselfwiththylonging,andthydoubting,andifthouwiltdoaftermyrede,thouwiltcertainlygointothewoodto-morrowandseewhatmaybefall;

  andindeedandinsooththouwiltleavebehindtheeatrustyfriend。”

  Helookedonherkindly,andsmiled,andsaid,“Insooth,mother,Ideemthouartbutright;thoughitbehardformetoleavethishouse,towhichinawaymyLadyhathbiddenme。

  YetIwilldothybiddingherein。”Shethankedhim,andhewenttohisbedandslept;fornowthathehadmadeuphismindtogo,hewassomewhatmoreatrest。

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