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  Herfaceasindeedfacesgenerallyare,thoughIgranttheyliesometimeswasafairindextoherdisposition。Shewasgoodnatureitself,andeveryoneinthehouse,notexcludingIbelieveevenTheobaldhimselfafterafashion,wasfondofher。AsforChristinashetooktheverywarmestinterestinher,andusedtohaveherintothedining-roomtwiceaweek,andprepareherforconfirmationforbysomeaccidentshehadneverbeenconfirmedbyexplainingtoherthegeographyofPalestineandtheroutestakenbyStPaulonhisvariousjourneysinAsiaMinor。

  WhenBishopTreadwelldidactuallycomedowntoBattersbyandholdaconfirmationthereChristinahadherwish,hesleptatBattersby,andshehadagranddinnerpartyforhim,andcalledhim“Mylord“

  severaltimes,hewassomuchstruckwithherprettyfaceandmodestdemeanourwhenhelaidhishandsuponherthatheaskedChristinaabouther。WhensherepliedthatEllenwasoneofherownservants,thebishopseemed,soshethoughtorchosetothink,quitepleasedthatsoprettyagirlshouldhavefoundsoexceptionallygoodasituation。

  Ernestusedtogetupearlyduringtheholidayssothathemightplaythepianobeforebreakfastwithoutdisturbinghispapaandmamma——orrather,perhaps,withoutbeingdisturbedbythem。Ellenwouldgenerallybetheresweepingthedrawing-roomflooranddustingwhilehewasplaying,andtheboy,whowasreadytomakefriendswithmostpeople,soonbecameveryfondofher。Hewasnotasageneralrulesensitivetothecharmsofthefairsex,indeedhehadhardlybeenthrowninwithanywomenexcepthisAuntsAllaby,andhisAuntAlethea,hismother,hissisterCharlotteandMrsJay;

  sometimesalsohehadhadtotakeoffhishattotheMissSkinners,andhadfeltasifheshouldsinkintotheearthondoingso,buthisshynesshadwornoffwithEllen,andthepairhadbecomefastfriends。

  PerhapsitwaswellthatErnestwasnotathomeforverylongtogether,butasyethisaffectionthoughheartywasquitePlatonic。

  Hewasnotonlyinnocent,butdeplorably——Imightevensayguiltily——

  innocent。HispreferencewasbaseduponthefactthatEllenneverscoldedhim,butwasalwayssmilingandgoodtempered;besidessheusedtoliketohearhimplay,andthisgavehimadditionalzestinplaying。ThemorningaccesstothepianowasindeedtheonedistinctadvantagewhichtheholidayshadinErnest’seyes,foratschoolhecouldnotgetatapianoexceptquasi-surreptitiouslyattheshopofMrPearsall,themusic-seller。

  Onreturningthismidsummerhewasshockedtofindhisfavouritelookingpaleandill。Allhergoodspiritshadlefther,theroseshadfledfromhercheek,andsheseemedonthepointofgoingintoadecline。Shesaidshewasunhappyabouthermother,whosehealthwasfailing,andwasafraidshewasherselfnotlongforthisworld。

  Christina,ofcourse,noticedthechange。“Ihaveoftenremarked。”

  shesaid,“thatthoseveryfresh-coloured,healthy-lookinggirlsarethefirsttobreakup。IhavegivenhercalomelandJames’spowdersrepeatedly,andthoughshedoesnotlikeit,IthinkImustshowhertoDrMartinwhenhenextcomeshere。”

  “Verywell,mydear。”saidTheobald,andsonexttimeDrMartincameEllenwassentfor。DrMartinsoondiscoveredwhatwouldprobablyhavebeenapparenttoChristinaherselfifshehadbeenabletoconceiveofsuchanailmentinconnectionwithaservantwholivedunderthesameroofasTheobaldandherself——thepurityofwhosemarriedlifeshouldhavepreservedallunmarriedpeoplewhocamenearthemfromanytaintofmischief。

  WhenitwasdiscoveredthatinthreeorfourmonthsmoreEllenwouldbecomeamother,Christina’snaturalgoodnaturewouldhavepromptedhertodealaslenientlywiththecaseasshecould,ifshehadnotbeenpanic-strickenlestanymercyonherandTheobald’spartshouldbeconstruedintotoleration,howeverpartial,ofsogreatasin;

  hereonshedashedoffintotheconvictionthattheonlythingtodowastopayEllenherwages,andpackheroffontheinstantbagandbaggageoutofthehousewhichpurityhadmoreespeciallyandparticularlysingledoutforitsabidingcity。WhenshethoughtofthefearfulcontaminationwhichEllen’scontinuedpresenceevenforaweekwouldoccasion,shecouldnothesitate。

  Thencamethequestion——horridthought!——astowhowasthepartnerofEllen’sguilt?Wasit,coulditbe,herownson,herdarlingErnest?Ernestwasgettingabigboynow。Shecouldexcuseanyyoungwomanfortakingafancytohim;asforhimself,whyshewassurehewasbehindnoyoungmanofhisageinappreciationofthecharmsofanice-lookingyoungwoman。Solongashewasinnocentshedidnotmindthis,butoh,ifhewereguilty!

  Shecouldnotbeartothinkofit,andyetitwouldbemerecowardicenottolooksuchamatterintheface——herhopewasintheLord,andshewasreadytobearcheerfullyandmakethebestofanysufferingHemightthinkfittolayuponher。Thatthebabymustbeeitheraboyorgirl——thismuch,atanyrate,wasclear。Nolessclearwasitthatthechild,ifaboy,wouldresembleTheobald,andifagirl,herself。Resemblance,whetherofbodyormind,generallyleapedoverageneration。Theguiltoftheparentsmustnotbesharedbytheinnocentoffspringofshame——oh!no——andsuchachildasthiswouldbe……Shewasoffinoneofherreveriesatonce。

  ThechildwasintheactofbeingconsecratedArchbishopofCanterburywhenTheobaldcameinfromavisitintheparish,andwastoldoftheshockingdiscovery。

  ChristinasaidnothingaboutErnest,andIbelievewasmorethanhalfangrywhentheblamewaslaiduponothershoulders。Shewaseasilyconsoled,however,andfellbackonthedoublereflection,firstly,thathersonwaspure,andsecondly,thatshewasquitesurehewouldnothavebeensohaditnotbeenforhisreligiousconvictionswhichhadheldhimback——as,ofcourse,itwasonlytobeexpectedtheywould。

  TheobaldagreedthatnotimemustbelostinpayingEllenherwagesandpackingheroff。Sothiswasdone,andlessthantwohoursafterDrMartinhadenteredthehouseEllenwassittingbesideJohnthecoachman,withherfacemuffledupsothatitcouldnotbeseen,weepingbitterlyasshewasbeingdriventothestation。

  Ernesthadbeenoutallthemorning,butcameintotheyardoftheRectoryfromthespinneybehindthehousejustasEllen’sthingswerebeingputintothecarriage。HethoughtitwasEllenwhomhethensawgetintothecarriage,butasherfacehadbeenhiddenbyherhandkerchiefhehadnotbeenabletoseeplainlywhoitwas,anddismissedtheideaasimprobable。

  Hewenttotheback-kitchenwindow,atwhichthecookwasstandingpeelingthepotatoesfordinner,andfoundhercryingbitterly。

  Ernestwasmuchdistressed,forhelikedthecook,and,ofcourse,wantedtoknowwhatallthematterwas,whoitwasthathadjustgoneoffintheponycarriage,andwhy?ThecooktoldhimitwasEllen,butsaidthatnoearthlypowershouldmakeitcrossherlipswhyitwasshewasgoingaway;when,however,Ernesttookheraupieddelalettreandaskednofurtherquestions,shetoldhimallaboutitafterextortingthemostsolemnpromisesofsecrecy。

  IttookErnestsomeminutestoarriveatthefactsofthecase,butwhenheunderstoodthemheleanedagainstthepump,whichstoodneartheback-kitchenwindow,andmingledhistearswiththecook’s。

  Thenhisbloodbegantoboilwithinhim。Hedidnotseethatafterallhisfatherandmothercouldhavedonemuchotherwisethantheyactuallydid。Theymightperhapshavebeenlessprecipitate,andtriedtokeepthematteralittlemorequiet,butthiswouldnothavebeeneasy,norwouldithavemendedthingsverymaterially。

  Thebitterfactremainsthatifagirldoescertainthingsshemustdothematherperil,nomatterhowyoungandprettysheisnortowhattemptationshehassuccumbed。Thisisthewayoftheworld,andasyettherehasbeennohelpfoundforit。

  Ernestcouldonlyseewhathegatheredfromthecook,namely,thathisfavourite,Ellen,wasbeingturnedadriftwithamatterofthreepoundsinherpocket,togosheknewnotwhere,andtodosheknewnotwhat,andthatshehadsaidsheshouldhangordrownherself,whichtheboyimplicitlybelievedshewould。

  Withgreaterpromptitudethanhehadshownyet,hereckoneduphismoneyandfoundhehadtwoshillingsandthreepenceathiscommand;

  therewashisknifewhichmightsellforashilling,andtherewasthesilverwatchhisAuntAletheahadgivenhimshortlybeforeshedied。Thecarriagehadbeengonenowafullquarterofanhour,anditmusthavegotsomedistanceahead,buthewoulddohisbesttocatchitup,andtherewereshortcutswhichwouldperhapsgivehimachance。Hewasoffatonce,andfromthetopofthehilljustpasttheRectorypaddockhecouldseethecarriage,lookingverysmall,onabitofroadwhichshowedperhapsamileandahalfinfrontofhim。

  OneofthemostpopularamusementsatRoughboroughwasaninstitutioncalled“thehounds“——morecommonlyknownelsewhereas“hareandhounds。”butinthiscasetheharewasacoupleofboyswhowerecalledfoxes,andboysaresoparticularaboutcorrectnessofnomenclaturewheretheirsportsareconcernedthatIdarenotsaytheyplayed“hareandhounds“;thesewere“thehounds。”andthatwasall。Ernest’swantofmuscularstrengthdidnottellagainsthimhere;therewasnojostlingupagainstboyswho,thoughneitheroldernortallerthanhe,wereyetmorerobustlybuilt;ifitcametomereendurancehewasasgoodasanyoneelse,sowhenhiscarpenteringwasstoppedhehadnaturallytakento“thehounds“ashisfavouriteamusement。Hislungsthusexercisedhadbecomedeveloped,andasarunofsixorsevenmilesacrosscountrywasnotmorethanhewasusedto,hedidnotdespairbythehelpoftheshortcutsofovertakingthecarriage,orattheworstofcatchingEllenatthestationbeforethetrainleft。Soheranandranandrantillhisfirstwindwasgoneandhissecondcame,andhecouldbreathemoreeasily。Neverwith“thehounds“hadherunsofastandwithsofewbreaksasnow,butwithallhiseffortsandthehelpoftheshortcutshedidnotcatchupthecarriage,andwouldprobablynothavedonesohadnotJohnhappenedtoturnhisheadandseenhimrunningandmakingsignsforthecarriagetostopaquarterofamileoff。Hewasnowaboutfivemilesfromhome,andwasnearlydoneup。

  Hewascrimsonwithhisexertion;coveredwithdust,andwithhistrousersandcoatsleevesatrifleshortforhimhecutapoorfigureenoughashethrustonEllenhiswatch,hisknife,andthelittlemoneyhehad。Theonethingheimploredofherwasnottodothosedreadfulthingswhichshethreatened——forhissakeiffornootherreason。

  Ellenatfirstwouldnothearoftakinganythingfromhim,butthecoachman,whowasfromthenorthcountry,sidedwithErnest。“Takeit,mylass。”hesaidkindly,“takewhatthoucanstgetwhilesthoucanstgetit;asforMasterErnesthere——hehasrunwellafterthee;

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