TheworthyPopedidnotstopthere。Heorderedarigidscrutinyoftheaccountstobemade,andreducedthenumberfromahundredtofifty,doublingthedower。Healsoorderedthatallgirlswhoreachedtheageoftwenty—fivewithoutgettingmarriedshouldbesentawaywiththeirfourhundredcrownsapiece;thattwelvediscreetmatronsshouldhavechargeoftheyoungergirls,andthattwelveservantsshouldbepaidtodothehardworkofthehouse。
CHAPTERXVI
ISupattheInnWithArmellineandEmilieTheseinnovationsweretheworkofsomesixmonths。Thefirstreformwastheabolitionoftheprohibitiononenteringthelargeparlourandeventheinterioroftheconvent;forastheinmateshadtakennovowsandwerenotcloisterednuns,thesuperiorshouldhavebeenatlibertytoactaccordingtoherdiscretion。Menicucciohadlearntthisfromanotehissisterwrotehim,andwhichhebroughttomeinhighglee,askingmetocomewithhimtotheconvent,accordingtohissister’srequest,whosaidmypresencewouldbeacceptabletohergoverness。Iwastoaskforthegoverness。
Iwasonlytoogladtolendmyselftothispleasantarrangement,andfeltcurioustoseethefacesofthethreerecluses,aswellastohearwhattheyhadtosayonthesegreatchanges。
WhenwegotintothelargeparlourIsawtwogrates,oneoccupiedbytheAbbeGuasco,whomIhadknowninParisin1751,theotherbyaRussiannobleman,IvanIvanovitchSchuvaloff,andbyFatherJacquier,afriarminimoftheTrinitadeiMonti,andalearnedastronomer。BehindthegrateIsawthreeveryprettygirls。
Whenourfriendscamedownwebeganaveryinterestingconversation,whichhadtobeconductedinalowtoneforfearofourbeingoverheard。
Wecouldnottalkatoureasetilltheothervisitorshadtakentheirleave。Myyoungfriend’smistresswasaveryprettygirl,buthissisterwasaravishingbeauty。Shehadjustenteredonhersixteenthyear,butshewastallandherfigurewelldeveloped;inshort,sheenchantedme。IthoughtIhadneverseenawhiterskinorblackerhairandeyebrowsandeyes,butstillmorecharmingwasthesweetnessofhervoiceandexpression,andthenaivesimplicityofherexpressions。Hergovernesswhowastenortwelveyearsolderthanshewas,wasawomanofanextremelyinterestingexpression;shewaspaleandmelancholylooking,nodoubtfromthefireswhichshehadbeenforcedtoquenchwithinher。
Shedelightedmebytellingmeoftheconfusionwhichthenewregulationshadcausedinthehouse。
\"Themother—superioriswellpleased,\"shesaid,\"andallmyyoungcompanionsareoverjoyed;buttheolderoneswhomcircumstancehasmadeintobigotsarescandalizedateverything。Thesuperiorhasalreadygivenordersforwindowstobemadeinthedarkparlours,thoughtheoldwomensaythatshecannotgobeyondtheconcessionsshehasalreadyreceived。Tothisthesuperioransweredthatasfreecommunicationhadbeenallowed,itwouldbeabsurdtoretainthedarkness。Shehasalsogivenordersforthealterationofthedoublegrating,astherewasonlyasingleoneinthelargeparlour。\"
Ithoughtthesuperiormustbeawomanofintelligence,andexpressedadesiretoseeher。Emilieobtainedthispleasureformethefollowingday。
EmiliewasthefriendofArmelline,Menicuccio’ssister。Thisfirstvisitlastedtwohours,andseemedalltooshort。Menicucciospoketohiswell—belovedattheothergrating。
Iwentaway,afterhavinggiventhemtenRomancrownsasbefore。I
kissedArmelline’sfairhands,andasshefeltthecontactofmylipsherfacewassuffusedbyavividblush。Neverhadthelipsofmantouchedmoredaintyhandsbefore,andshelookedquiteastoundedattheardourwithwhichIkissedthem。
Iwenthomefullofloveforher,andwithoutheedingtheobstaclesinmypathIgavereinstomypassion,whichseemedtomethemostardentIhadeverexperienced。
Myyoungfriendwasinanoceanofbliss。Hehaddeclaredhislove,andthegirlhadsaidthatshewouldgladlybecomehiswifeifhecouldgetthecardinal’sconsent。Asthisconsentonlydependedonhisabilitytokeephimself,Ipromisedtogivehimahundredcrownsandmypatronage。
Hehadservedhistimeasatailor’sapprentice,andwasinapositiontoopenashopofhisown。
\"Ienvyyourlot,\"saidI,\"foryourhappinessisassured,whileI,thoughIloveyoursister,despairofpossessingher。\"
\"Areyoumarriedthen?\"heasked。
\"Alas,yes!Keepmycounsel,forIproposevisitinghereveryday,andifitwereknownthatIwasmarried,myvisitswouldbereceivedwithsuspicion。\"
Iwasobligedtotellthislietoavoidthetemptationofmarryingher,andtopreventArmellinethinkingthatIwascourtingherwiththatintention。
Ifoundthesuperioressapoliteandcleverwoman,whollyfreefromprejudices。Aftercomingdowntothegratetoobligeme,shesometimescameforherownpleasure。SheknewthatIwastheauthorofthehappyreformintheinstitution,andshetoldmethatsheconsideredherselfundergreatobligationstome。Inlessthansixweeksthreeofhergirlsmadeexcellentmarriages,andsixhundredcrownshadbeenaddedtotheyearlyincomeofthehouse。
Shetoldmethatshewasillpleasedwithoneoftheirconfessors。HewasaDominican,andmadeitarulethathispenitentsshouldapproachtheholytableeverySundayandfeastday;hekeptthemforhoursintheconfessional,andimposedpenancesandfastingswhichwerelikelytoinjurethehealthofyounggirls。
\"Allthis,\"saidshe,\"cannotimprovethemfromamortalpointofview,andtakesupalotoftheirtime,sothattheyhavenoneleftfortheirwork,bythesaleofwhichtheyprocuresomesmallcomfortsforthemselves。
\"Howmanyconfessorshaveyou?\"
\"Four。\"
\"Areyousatisfiedwiththeotherthree?\"
\"Yes,theyaresensiblemen,anddonotasktoomuchofpoorhumannature。\"
\"Iwillcarryyourjustcomplainttothecardinal;willyouwriteoutyourpetition?\"
\"Kindlygivemeamodel。\"
Igaveheraroughdraft,whichshecopiedoutandsigned,andIlaiditbeforehiseminence。AfewdaysaftertheDominicanwasremoved,andhispenitentsdividedamongstthethreeremainingconfessors。Theyoungermembersofthecommunityowedmeagreatdebtofgratitudeonaccountofthischange。
Menicucciowenttoseehissweethearteveryholiday,whileI,inmyamorousardour,visitedhissistereverymorningatnineo’clock。I
breakfastedwithherandEmilie,andremainedintheparlourtilleleven。
AstherewasonlyonegratingIcouldlockthedoorbehindme,butwecouldbeseenfromtheinterioroftheconvent,asthedoorwasleftopentoadmitlight,therebeingnowindow。Thiswasagreatannoyanceforme;recluses,youngorold,werecontinuallypassingby,andnoneofthemfailedtogiveaglanceinthedirectionofthegrate;thusmyfairArmellinecouldnotstretchoutherhandtoreceivemyamorouskisses。
TowardstheendofDecemberthecoldbecameintense,andIbeggedthesuperiortoallowmetoplaceascreeninfrontofthedoor,asIfearedIshouldcatchcoldotherwise。Theworthywomangrantedmyrequestwithoutanydifficulty,andwewereatoureaseforthefuture,thoughthedesireswithwhichArmellineinspiredmehadbecomedreadfultorment。
Onthe1stdayofJanuary,1771,Ipresentedeachofthemwithagoodwinterdress,andsentthesuperioraquantityofchocolate,sugar,andcoffee,allofwhichwereextremelywelcome。
Emilieoftencamebyherselftothegrating,asArmellinewasnotready,andinthesamewayArmellinewouldcomebyherselfwhenhergovernesshappenedtobebusy。Itwasinthesequartersofanhourthatshesucceededincaptivatingme,heartandsoul。
EmilieandArmellineweregreatfriends,buttheirprejudicesonthesubjectofsensualenjoymentweresostrongthatIcouldnevergetthemtolistentolicentioustalk,toallowcertainsmalllibertieswhichI
wouldgladlyhavetaken,ortoaffordmethosepleasuresoftheeyesthatweacceptindefaultofbetterthings。
Onedaytheywerepetrifiedbymyaskingthemwhethertheydidnotsometimessleepinthesamebed,soastogiveeachotherproofsofthetendernessoftheirmutualaffection。
HowtheyblushedEmilieaskedmewiththemostperfectinnocencewhattherewasincommonbetweenaffectionandtheinconvenienceofsleepingtwoinanarrowbed。
Itookcarenottoexplainmyself,forIsawthatIhadfrightenedthem。
NodoubttheywereofthesamefleshandbloodasI,butoureducatorshaddifferedwidely。Theyhadevidentlyneverconfidedtheirlittlesecretstooneanother,possiblynoteventotheirconfessor,eitherthroughshame,orwiththeideathatthelibertiestheyindulgedinalonewerenosin。
Imadethemapresentofsomesilkstockings,linedwithplushtokeepoutthecold,andvainlyendeavouredtomakethemtrythestockingsonbeforeme。ImightsayasoftenasIpleasedthattherewasnorealdifferencebetweenaman’slegsandawoman’s,andthattheirconfessorwouldlaughatthemiftheyconfessedtoshewingtheirlegs。Theyonlyansweredthatgirlswerenotallowedtotakesuchaliberty,astheyworepetticoatsonpurposetoconcealtheirlegs。
ThemannerinwhichEmiliespoke,alwayswithArmelline’sapprobation,convincedmethattheirmodestywasgenuine。Ipenetratedheridea;shethoughtthatinaccedingtomyrequestshewouldbeloweringherselfinmyeyes,andthatIshoulddespisehereverafter。NeverthelessEmiliewasawomanoftwenty—seven,andbynomeansadevotee。
AsforArmelline,IcouldseethatshetookEmilieforhermodel,andwouldhavebeenashamedofappearinglessprecisethanherfriend。I
thoughtshelovedme,andthat,contrarytothegeneralrule,shewouldbemoreeasilywonbyherselfthanincompanywithherfriend。
Imadethetrialonemorningwhensheappearedatthegratingbyherself,tellingmethathergovernesswasbusy。IsaidthatIadoredherandwasthemosthaplessofmen,forbeingamarriedmanIhadnohopeofeverbeingabletoclasphertomyarmsandcoverherwithkisses。
\"CanIcontinuetolive,dearArmelline,withnootherconsolationthanthatofkissingyourfairhands?\"
Atthesewords,pronouncedwithsomuchpassion,shefixedhergazeonme,andafterafewmoments’reflectionshebegantokissmyhandsasardentlyasIhadkissedhers。
IbeggedhertoputhermouthsothatImightkissit。Sheblushedaridlookeddown,anddidnothing。Ibewailedmyfatebitterly,butinvain。
ShewasdeafanddumbtillEmiliecameandaskeduswhyweweresodull。
Aboutthistime,thebeginningof1771,IwasvisitedbyMariuccia,whomIhadmarriedtenyearsbeforetoayounghairdresser。MyreadersmayrememberhowImetheratAbbeMomolo’s。DuringthethreemonthsIhadbeeninRomeIhadenquiredinvainastowhathadbecomeofher;sothatIwasdelightedwhenshemadeherappearance。
\"IsawyouatSt。Peter’s,\"saidshe,\"atthemidnightmassonChristmasEve,butnotdaringtoapproachyoubecauseofthepeoplewithwhomI
was,Itoldafriendofminetofollowyouandfindoutwhereyoulived。\"
\"HowisitthatIhavetriedtofindyououtinvainforthelastthreemonths?\"
\"MyhusbandsetupatFrascatieightyearsago,andwehavelivedthereveryhappilyeversince。\"
\"Iamverygladtohearit。Haveyouanychildren?\"
\"Four;andtheeldest,whoisnineyearsold,isverylikeyou。\"
\"Doyouloveher?\"
\"Iadoreher,butIlovetheotherthreeaswell。\"
AsIwantedtogotobreakfastwithArmellineIbeggedMargaritatokeepMariucciacompanytillmyreturn。
Mariucciadinedwithme,andwespentapleasantdaytogetherwithoutattemptingtorenewourmoretenderrelationship。Wehadplentytotalkabout,andshetoldmethatCosta,myoldservant,hadcomebacktoRomeinasplendidcoach,threeyearsafterIhadleft,andthathehadmarriedoneofMomolo’sdaughters。
\"He’sarascal;herobbedme。\"
\"Iguessedasmuch;histheftdidhimnogood。Helefthiswifetwoyearsaftertheirmarriage,andnooneknowswhathasbecomeofhim。\"
\"Howabouthiswife?\"
\"SheislivingmiserablyinRome。Herfatherisdead。\"
Ididnotcaretogoandseethepoorwoman,forIcouldnotdoanythingforher,andIcouldnothavehelpedsayingthatifIcaughtherhusbandIwoulddomybesttohavehimhanged。Suchwasindeedmyintentionuptotheyear1785,whenIfoundthisrunagateatVienna。HewasthenCountErdich’sman,andwhenwecometothatperiodthereadershallhearwhatIdid。
IpromisedMariucciatocomeandseeherinthecourseofLent。
ThePrincessSantaCroceandtheworthyCardinalBernispitiedmeformyhaplesslove;Ioftenconfidedmysufferingstotheirsympathizingears。
ThecardinaltoldtheprincessthatshecouldverywellobtainpermissionfromCardinalOrsinitotakeArmellinetothetheatre,andthatifI
caredtojointhepartyImightfindherlesscruel。
\"Thecardinalwillmakenoobjection,\"saidhe,\"asArmellinehastakennovows;butasyoumustknowourfriend’smistressbeforemakingyourrequest,youhaveonlytotellthecardinalthatyouwouldliketoseetheinteriorofthehouse。\"
\"Doyouthinkhewillgivemeleave?\"
\"Certainly;theinmatesarenotcloisterednuns。Wewillgowithyou。\"
\"Youwillcometoo?thatwillbeadelightfulpartyindeed。\"
\"Askforleave,andwewillarrangetheday。\"
Thisplanseemedtomeadeliciousdream。IguessedthatthegallantcardinalwascurioustoseeArmelline,butIwasnotafraidasIknewhewasaconstantlover。BesidesIfeltsurethatifhetookaninterestinthefairreclusehewouldbecertaintofindherahusband。
InthreeorfourdaystheprincesssummonedmetoherboxintheAlbertiTheatre,andshewedmeCardinalOrsini’snote,allowingherandherfriendstoseetheinteriorofthehouse。
\"To—morrowafternoon,\"saidshe,\"wewillfixthedayandthehourforthevisit。\"
NextdayIpaidmyusualvisittotherecluses,andthesuperioresscametotellmethatthecardinalhadtoldherthatthePrincessSantaCrocewascomingtovisitthehousewithsomefriends。
\"Iknowit,\"saidI;\"Iamcomingwithher。\"
\"Whenisshecoming?\"
\"Idon’tknowyet,butIwillinformyoulateron。\"
\"Thisnoveltyhasturnedthehouseupsidedown。Thedevoteesscarcelyknowwhethertheyareawakeordreaming,forwiththeexceptionofafewpriests,thedoctor,andthesurgeon,noonehaseverenteredthehousesinceitsfoundation。\"
\"Alltheserestrictionsarenowremoved,andyouneednotaskthecardinal’spermissiontoreceivevisitsfromyourfriends。\"
\"Iknowthat,butIdon’tliketogosofar。\"
Thetimeforthevisitwasfixedfortheafternoonofthenextday,andI
letthesuperioressknowearlythenextmorning。TheDuchessofFianohadaskedtojoinus;thecardinalcame,ofcourse,dressedasasimplepriest,withnoindicationofhisexaltedrank。HeknewArmellinedirectlyfrommydescription,andcongratulatedheronhavingmademyacquaintance。
Thepoorgirlblushedtotherootsofherhair;andIthoughtshewouldhavefaintedwhentheprincess,aftertellinghershewastheprettiestgirlinthehouse,gavehertwoaffectionatekisses,amarkoffriendshipstrictlyforbiddenbytherules。
Afterthesecaresses,theprincessproceededtocomplimentthesuperioress。ShesaidthatIhaddonewelltopraiseherparts,asshecouldjudgeofthembytheorderandneatnesswhichreignedeverywhere。
\"IshallmentionyournametoCardinalOrsini,\"sheadded,\"andyoumaybesureIshalldoyouallthejusticeyoudeserve。\"
Whenwehadseenalltherooms,whichcontainednothingworthseeing,I
presentedEmilietotheprincess,whoreceivedherwithgreatcordiality。
\"Ihaveheardofyoursadness,\"shesaid,\"butIknowthereasonofit。
Youareagoodgirl,andprettytoo,andIshallgetyouahusbandwhowillcureyouofyourmelancholy。\"
Thesuperioressgaveasmileofapprobation,butIsawadozenageddevoteespullingwryfaces。
Emiliedarednotreply,butshetooktheprincess’shandandkissedit,asiftosummonhertokeepherpromise。
Asforme,Iwasdelightedtoseethatthoughallthegirlswerereallypretty,myArmellineeclipsedthemall,asthelightofthesunobscuresthestars。
Whenwecamedowntotheparlour,theprincesstoldArmellinethatshemeanttoaskleaveofthecardinaltotakehertwoorthreetimestothetheatrebeforeLentbegan。Thisobservationseemedtopetrifyeveryoneexceptthesuperioress,whosaidthathiseminencehadnowaperfectrighttorelaxanyoralloftherulesoftheestablishment。
PoorArmellinewassooverwhelmedbetweenjoyandconfusionthatshecouldnotspeak。Sheseemedunabletofindwordswhereintothanktheprincess,whocommendedherandherfriendEmilietothesuperioressbeforesheleftthehouse,andgaveherasmallpresenttobuynecessariesforthem。
Nottobeoutdone,theDuchessofFianotoldthesuperioressthatshewouldmakemethealmonerofherbountytowardsArmellineandEmilie。
Myexpressionsofgratitudetotheprincesswhenwewerebackinthecarriagemaybeimagined。
IhadnoneedtoexcuseArmelline,fortheprincessandthecardinalhadgaugedhercapacities。Herconfusionhadpreventedhershewinghercleverness,butherfaceshewedhertopossessit。Besides,theinfluenceoftheeducationshehadreceivedhadtobetakenintoaccount。
Theprincesswasimpatienttotakehertothetheatre,andafterwardstosupperataninn,accordingtotheRomancustom。
ShewrotethenamesofArmellineandEmilieuponhertablets,soastorememberthemoneveryoccasion。
IdidnotforgetthemistressofmypoorfriendMenicuccio,butthetimewasnotopportuneformentioninghername。Thenextday,however,Igotthecardinal’sear,andtoldhimthatIwasanxioustodosomethingfortheyoungman。Thecardinalsawhim,andMenicucciopleasedhimsowellthatthemarriagetookplacebeforetheendofthecarnival,thebridehavingadowryoffivehundredcrowns。WiththissumandthehundredcrownsIgavehim,hewasinapositiontoopenashopforhimself。
Thedayaftertheprincess’svisitwasatriumphantoneforme。AssoonasIappearedatthegratingthesuperioresswassentfor,andwehadaninterview。
Theprincesshadgivenherfiftycrowns,whichshewasgoingtolayoutonlinenforArmellineandEmilie。
TherecluseswerestupefiedwhenItoldthemthatthefatpriestwasCardinalBernis,astheyhadanideathatacardinalcanneverdoffthepurple。
TheDuchessofFianohadsentacaskofwine,whichwasanunknownbeveragethere,andthesepresentsmadethemhopeforothers。Iwaslookeduponasthebringerofallthisgoodluck,andgratitudesheweditselfsoplainlyineverywordandglancethatIfeltImighthopeforeverything。
Afewdayslater,theprincesstoldCardinalOrsinithatshehadtakenapeculiarinterestintwooftheyoungrecluses,anddesiringtoprovidethemwithsuitableestablishmentsshewishedtotakethemnowandagaintothetheatresoastogivethemsomeknowledgeoftheworld。Sheundertooktotakethemandbringthembackherselforonlytoconfidethemtosurehands。Thecardinalrepliedthatthesuperioressshouldreceiveinstructionstoobligeherineveryparaticular。
AssoonasIheardofthisfromtheprincess,IsaidthatIwouldascertainwhatordershadbeenactuallyreceivedattheconvent。
Thenextdaythesuperioresstoldmethathiseminencehadinstructedhertodowhatshethoughtbestforthewelfareoftheyoungpeoplecommittedtohercharge。
\"Ihavealsoreceivedorders,\"sheadded,\"tosendinthenamesofthosewhohaveattainedtheageofthirty,andwishtoleavetheconvent,thattheymayreceiveawarrantfortheirtwohundredcrowns。Ihavenotyetpublishedthiscommand,butIhaven’ttheslightestdoubtthatweshallgetridofascoreatleast。\"
Itoldtheprincessofthecardinal’sorders,andsheagreedwithmethathisbehaviourwasmostgenerous。
CardinalBernis,whowasby,advisedherthatthefirsttimeshetookthegirlstothetheatreshehadbettergoinperson,andtellthesuperioressthatshewouldalwayssendhercarriageandliveriedservantstofetchthem。
Theprincessapprovedofthisadvice,andafewdayslatershecalledforEmilieandArmelline,andbroughtthemtoherpalace,whereIawaitedthemwiththecardinal,theprince,andtheDuchessofFiano。
Theywerewelcomedwarmly,encouragedtoreply,tolaugh,andtosaywhatwasintheirminds,butallinvain;findingthemselvesforthefirsttimeinasplendidapartmentsurroundedbybrilliantcompany,theyweresoconfoundedthattheycouldnotsayaword。Emiliepersistedinrisingfromherseatwhenevershewasaddressed,andArmellineshoneonlybyherbeautyandthevividblushwhichsuffusedherfacewhenevershewasaddressed。Theprincessmightkissherasmuchasshepleased,butthenovicehadnotthecouragetoreturnherkisses。
AtlastArmellinemusteredupcouragetotaketheprincess’shandandkissit,butwhentheladykissedheronthelipsthegirlremainedinactive,seemingtobeabsolutelyignorantofsuchanaturalandeasymatterasthereturningofakiss。
Thecardinalandtheprincelaughed;theduchesssaidthatsomuchrestraintwasunnatural。AsformeIwasonthorns,suchawkwardnessseemedtomenearakintostupidity,forArmellinehadonlytodototheprincess’slipswhatshehadalreadydonetoherhand。Nodoubtshefanciedthattodototheprincesswhattheprincesshaddonetoherwouldshewtoomuchfamiliarity。
ThecardinaltookmeononesideandsaidhecouldnotbelievethatIhadnotinitiatedherinthecourseoftwomonths’intimacy,butIpointedouttohimtheimmenseforceoflongengrainedprejudice。
FarthisfirsttinetheprincesshadmadeuphermindtotakethemtotheTorrediNonnaTheatre,ascomicpieceswereplayedthere,andtheycouldnothelpbutlaugh。
Aftertheplaywewenttosupataninn,andattablethegoodcheerandmyexhortationsbegantotakesomeeffectonher。Wepersuadedthemtodrinkalittlewine,andtheirspiritsimprovedvisibly。Emilieceasedtobesad,andArmellinegavetheprincesssomerealkisses。Weapplaudedtheireffortstobegayandourapplauseconvincedthemthattheyhaddonenothingwrong。
Ofcoursetheprincesschargedmewiththepleasanttrustoftakingthetwoguestsbacktotheconvent。Now,Ithought,mytimehascome;butwhenwewereinthecarriageIsawthatIhadreckonedwithoutmyhost。
WhenIwouldhavekissed,headswereturnedaside;whenIwouldhavestretchedforthanindiscreethand,dresseswerewrappedmoretightly;
whenIwouldhaveforcedmyway,Iwasresistedbyforce;whenI
complained,IwastoldthatIwasinthewrong;whenIgotinarage,I
wasallowedtosayon;andwhenIthreatenedtoseethemnomore,theydidnotbelieveme。
Whenwegottotheconventaservantopenedthesidedoor,andnoticingthatshedidnotshutitafterthegirls,Iwentintoo,andwentwiththemtoseethesuperioress,whowasinbed,anddidnotseematallastonishedtoseeme。ItoldherthatIconsidereditmydutytobringbackheryoungchargesinperson。Shethankedme,askedthemiftheyhadhadapleasantevening,andbademegoodnight,beggingmetomakeaslittlenoiseaspossibleonmywaydownstairs。
Iwishedthemallhappyslumbers,andaftergivingasequintotheservantwhoopenedthedoor,andanothertothecoachman,Ihadmyselfsetdownatthedoorofmylodging。Margaritawasasleeponasofaandwelcomedmewithabuse,butshesoonfoundoutbytheardourofmycaressesthatIhadnotbeenguiltyofinfidelity。
Ididnotgetuptillnoon,andatthreeo’clockIcalledontheprincessandfoundthecardinalalreadythere。
Theyexpectedtohearthestoryofmytriumph,butthetaleItoldandmyapparentindifferenceinthemattercameasasurprise。
Imayaswellconfessthatmyfacewasbynomeanstheindexofmymind。
However,Ididmybesttogivethethingacomicturn,sayingthatIdidnotcareforPamelas,andthatIhadmadeupmymindtogiveuptheadventure。
\"Mydearfellow,\"saidthecardinal,\"IshalltaketwoorthreedaysbeforeIcongratulateyouonyourself—restraint。\"
Hisknowledgeofthehumanheartwasveryextensive。
ArmellinethoughtImusthaveslepttilllateasshedidnotseemeinthemorningasusual;butwhentheseconddaywentbywithoutmycomingshesentherbrothertoaskifIwereill,forIhadneverlettwodayspasswithoutpayingheravisit。
Menicucciocameaccordingly,andwasdelightedtofindmeinperfecthealth。
\"Goandtellyoursister,\"Isaid,\"thatIshallcontinuetointeresttheprincessonherbehalf,butthatIshallseehernomore。\"
\"Whynot?\"
\"BecauseIwishtocuremyselfofanunhappypassion。Yoursisterdoesnotloveme:Iamsureofit。Iamnolongerayoungman,andIdon’tfeelinclinedtobecomeamartyrtohervirtue。Virtuegoesrathertoofarwhenitpreventsagirlgivingthemanwhoadoresherasinglekiss。\"
\"Indeed,Iwouldnothavebelievedthatofher。\"
\"Neverthelessitisthefact,andImustmakeanendofit。Yoursistercannotunderstandthedangersherunsintreatingaloverinthisfashion。Tellherallthat,mydearMenicuccio,butdon’tgiveheranyadviceofyourown。\"
\"Youcan’tthinkhowgrievedIamtohearallthis;perhapsit’sEmilie’spresencethatmakeshersocold。\"
\"No;Ihaveoftenpressedherwhenwehavebeenalonetogether,butallinvain。Iwanttocuremyself,forifshedoesnotlovemeIdonotwishtoobtainhereitherbyseductionorbyanyfeelingofgratitudeonherpart。Tellmehowyourfuturebridetreatsyou。\"
\"Verywell,eversinceshehasbeensureofmymarryingher。\"
IfeltsorrythenthatIhadgivenmyselfoutasamarriedman,forinmystateofirritationIcouldevenhavegivenherapromiseofmarriagewithoutdeliberatelyintendingtodeceiveher。
Menicucciowentonhiswaydistressed,andIwenttothemeetingofthe\"Arcadians,\"attheCapitol,toheartheMarchionessd’Aoutreciteherreceptionpiece。ThismarchionesswasayoungFrenchwomanwhohadbeenatRomeforthelastsixmonthswithherhusband,amanofmanytalents,butinferiortoher,forshewasagenius。FromthisdayIbecameherintimatefriend,butwithouttheslightestideaofanintrigue,leavingallthattoaFrenchpriestwhowashopelesslyinlovewithher,andhadthrownuphischancesofprefermentforhersake。
EverydaythePrincessSantaCrocetoldmethatIcouldhavethekeytoherboxatthetheatrewheneverIlikedtotakeArmellineandEmilie,butwhenaweekpassedbywithoutmygivinganysignshebegantobelievethatIhadreallybrokenofftheconnection。
Thecardinal,ontheotherhand,believedmetobestillinlove,andpraisedmyconduct。HetoldmethatIshouldhavealetterfromthesuperioress,andhewasright;forattheendoftheweekshewrotemeapolitenotebeggingmetocallonher,whichIwasobligedtoobey。
Icalledonher,andshebeganbyaskingmeplainlywhymyvisitshadceased。
\"BecauseIaminlovewithArmelline。\"
\"Ifthatreasonbroughtyouhereeveryday,Idonotseehowitcanhavesuddenlyoperatedinanotherdirection。\"
\"Andyetitisallquitenatural;forwhenonelovesonedesires,andwhenonedesiresinvainonesuffers,andcontinualsufferingisgreatunhappiness。AndsoyouseethatIamboundtoactthusformyownsake。\"
\"Ipityyou,andseethewisdomofyourcourse;butallowmetotellyouthat,esteemingArmelline,youhavenorighttolayheropentoajudgmentbeingpasseduponherwhichisveryfarfromthetruth。\"
\"Andwhatjudgmentisthat?\"
\"Thatyourlovewasonlyawhim,andthatassoonasitwassatisfiedyouabandonedher。\"
\"Iamsorryindeedtohearofthis,butwhatcanIdo?Imustcuremyselfofthisunhappypassion。Doyouknowanyotherremedythanabsence?Kindlyadviseme。\"
\"Idon’tknowmuchabouttheaffectioncalledlove,butitseemstomethatbyslowdegreeslovebecomesfriendship,andpeaceisrestored。\"
\"True,butifitistobecomefriendship,lovemustbegentlytreated。
Ifthebelovedobjectisnotverytender,lovegrowsdesperateandturnstoindifferenceorcontempt。IneitherwishtogrowdesperatenortodespiseArmelline,whoisamiracleofbeautyandgoodness。Ishalldomyutmostforher,justasifshehadmademehappy,butIwillseehernomore。\"
\"Iamincompletedarknessonthematter。Theyassuremethattheyhaveneverfailedintheirdutytowardsyou,andthattheycannotimaginewhyyouhaveceasedcominghere。\"
\"Whetherbyprudence,ortimidity,oradelicatewishnottosayanythingagainstme,theyhavetoldyoualie;butyoudeservetoknowall,andmyhonourrequiresthatIshouldtellyouthewholestory。\"
\"Pleasedoso;youmaycountonmydiscretion。\"
Ithentoldmytale,andIsawshewasmoved。
\"Ihavealwaystried,\"shesaid,\"nevertobelieveevilexceptoncompulsion,nevertheless,knowingasIdotheweaknessofthehumanheart,Icouldneverhavebelievedthatthroughoutsolongandintimateanacquaintanceyoucouldhavekeptyourselfsoseverelywithinbounds。
Inmyopiniontherewouldbemuchlessharminakissthaninallthisscandal。\"
\"IamsurethatArmellinedoesnotcareaboutit。\"
\"Shedoesnothingbutweep。\"
\"Hertearsprobablyspringfromvanity,orfromthecausehercompanionsassignformyabsence。\"
\"No,Ihavetoldthemallthatyouareill。\"
\"WhatdoesEmiliesay?\"
\"Shedoesnotweep,butshelookssad,andsaysoverandoveragainthatitisnotherfaultifyoudonotcome,therebyhintingthatitisArmelline’sfault。Cometomorrowtoobligeme。TheyaredyingtoseetheoperaattheAliberti,andthecomicoperaattheCapronica。\"
\"Verygood,thenIwillbreakfastwiththemto—morrowmorning,andto—
morroweveningtheyshallseetheopera。\"
\"Youareverygood;Ithankyou。ShallItellthemthenews?\"
\"PleasetellArmellinethatIamonlycomingafterhearingallthatyouhavesaidtome。\"
Theprincessskippedforjoywhensheheardofmyinterviewwiththesuperioress,andthecardinalsaidhehadguessedasmuch。Theprincessgavemethekeyofherbox,andorderedthathercarriageandservantsshouldbeatmyorders。
ThenextdaywhenIwenttotheconventEmiliecamedownbyherselftoreproachmeonmycruelconduct。Shetoldmethatamanwhoreallylovedwouldnothaveactedinsuchamanner,andthatIhadbeenwrongtotellthesuperioresseverything。
\"IwouldnothavesaidanythingifIhadhadanythingimportanttosay。\"
\"Armellinehasbecomeunhappythroughknowingyou。\"
\"Becauseshedoesnotwanttofailinherduty,andsheseesthatyouonlylovehertoturnherfromit。\"
\"ButherunhappinesswillceasewhenIceasetroublingher。\"
\"Doyoumeanyouarenotgoingtoseeheranymore?\"
\"Exactly。Doyouthinkthatitcostsmenopain?ButImustmaketheeffortforthesakeofmypeaceofmind。\"
\"Thenshewillbesurethatyoudonotloveher。\"
\"Shemustthinkwhatshepleases。InthemeanwhileIfeelsurethatifshelovedmeasIlovedher,weshouldbeofonemind。\"
\"Wehavedutieswhichseemtopresslightlyonyou。\"
\"Thenbefaithfultoyourduties,andpermitamanofhonourtorespectthembyvisitingyounomore。\"
Armellinethenappeared。Ithoughtherchanged。
\"Whydoyoulooksograveandpale?\"
\"Becauseyouhavegrievedme。\"
\"Comethen,begayoncemore,andallowmetocuremyselfofapassion,theessenceofwhichistoinduceyoutofailinyourduty。Ishallbestillyourfriend,andIshallcometoseeyouonceaweekwhileIremaininRome。\"
\"Onceaweek!Youneedn’thavebegunbycomingonceaday。\"
\"Youareright;itwasyourkindexpressionwhichdeceivedme,butIhopeyouwillallowmetobecomerationalagain。Forthistohappen,ImusttrynottoseeyoumorethanIcanhelp。Thinkoverit,andyouwillseethatIamdoingallforthebest。\"
\"It’sveryhardthatyoucan’tlovemeasIloveyou。\"
\"Youmeancalmly,andwithoutdesires。\"
\"Idon’tsaythat;butholdingyourdesiresincheck,iftheyarecontrarytothevoiceofduty。\"
\"I’mtoooldtolearnthismethod,anditdoesnotseemtomeanattractiveone。Kindlytellmewhethertherestraintofyourdesiresgivesyoumuchpain?\"
\"Idon’trepressmydesireswhenIthinkofyou,Icherishthem;IwishyouwerethePope,Iwishyouweremyfather,thatImightcaressyouinallinnocence;inmydreamsIwishyoucouldbecomeagirl,sothatwemightalwayslivehappilytogether。\"
Atthistruetouchofnativesimplicity,Icouldnothelpsmiling。
ItoldthemthatIshouldcomeintheeveningtotakethemtotheAliberti,andfeltinabetterhumouraftermyvisit,forIcouldseethattherewasnoartorcoquetryinwhatArmellinesaid。Isawthatshelovedme,butwouldnotcometoaparleywithherlove,henceherrepugnancetograntingmeherfavours;ifsheoncedidso,hereyeswouldbeopened。Allthiswaspurenature,forexperiencehadnotyettaughtherthatsheoughteithertoavoidmeortosuccumbtomyaffection。
IntheeveningIcalledforthetwofriendstotakethemtotheopera,andIhadnotlongtowait。Iwasbymyselfinthecarriage,buttheyevincednosurprise。Emilieconveyedtomethecomplimentsofthesuperioress,whowouldbeobligedbymycallingonherthefollowingday。
AttheoperaIletthemgazeatthespectaclewhichtheysawforthefirsttime,andansweredwhateverquestionstheyputtome。AstheywereRomans,theyoughttohaveknownwhatacastratowas,nevertheless,Armellinetookthewretchedindividualwhosangtheprimadonna’spartforawoman,andpointedtohisbreast,whichwasreallyafineone。
\"Wouldyoudaretosleepinthesamebedwithhim?\"Iasked。
\"No;anhonestgirloughtalwaystosleepbyherself。\"
Suchwastheseverityoftheeducationtheyhadreceived。Everythingconnectedwithlovewasmadeamysteryof,andtreatedwithakindofsuperstitiousawe。ThusArmellinehadonlyletmekissherhandsafteralongcontest,andneithershenorEmiliewouldallowmetoseewhetherthestockingsIhadgiventhemfittedwellornot。Thesevereprohibitionthatwaslaidonsleepingwithanothergirlmusthavemadethemthinkthattoshewtheirnakednesstoacompanionwouldbeagreatsin,andletamanseetheirbeautiesahideouscrime。Theveryideaofsuchathingmusthavegiventhemashudder。
WheneverIhadattemptedtoindulgeinconversationwhichwasalittlefree,Ihadfoundthemdeafanddumb。
AlthoughEmiliewasahandsomegirlinspiteofherpallor,Ididnottakesufficientinterestinhertotrytodissipatehermelancholy;butlovingArmellinetodesperationIwascuttothequicktoseeherlookgravewhenIaskedherifshehadanyideaofthedifferencebetweenthephysicalconformationofmenandwomen。
AswewereleavingArmellinesaidshewashungry,asshehadscarcelyeatenanythingforthelastweekonaccountofthegriefIhadgivenher。
\"IfIhadforeseenthat,\"Ianswered,\"Iwouldhaveorderedagoodsupper,whereasIhavenowonlypotlucktoofferyou。\"
\"Nevermind。Howmanyshallwebe?\"
\"Wethree。\"
\"Somuchthebetter;weshallbemoreatliberty。\"
\"Thenyoudon’tliketheprincess?\"
\"Ibegyourpardon,butshewantsmetokissherinawayIdon’tlike。\"
\"Nevertheless,youkissedherardentlyenough。\"
\"IwasafraidshewouldtakemeforasimpletonifIdidnotdoso。\"
\"Thendoyouthinkyoucommittedasininkissingherlikethat?\"
\"Certainlynot,foritwasveryunpleasantforme。\"
\"Thenwhywon’tyoumakethesameeffortonmybehalf?\"
Shesaidnothing,andwhenwegottotheinnIorderedthemtolightafireandtogetagoodsupperready。
ThewaiteraskedmeifIwouldlikesomeoysters,andnoticingthecuriosityofmyguestsonthesubjectIaskedhimhowmuchtheywere。\"
\"TheyarefromthearsenalatVenice,\"hereplied,\"andwecan’tsellthemunderfiftypainsahundred。\"
\"Verygood,Iwilltakeahundred,butyoumustopenthemhere。\"
ArmellinewashorrifiedtothinkthatIwasgoingtopayfivecrownsforherwhim,andbeggedmetorevoketheorder;butshesaidnothingwhenI
toldherthatnopleasureofherscouldbeboughttoodearlybyme。
Atthisshetookmyhandandwouldhavecarriedittoherlips,butI
tookitawayratherroughly,greatlytohermortification。
Iwassittinginfrontofthefirebetweenthem,andIwassorryathavinggrievedher。
\"Ibegpardon,Armelline,\"Isaid,\"Ionlytookmyhandawaybecauseitwasnotworthyofbeingcarriedtoyourfairlips。\"
Inspiteofthisexcuseshecouldnothelptwobigtearscoursingdownherblushingcheeks。Iwasgreatlypained。
Armellinewasatenderdove,notmadetoberoughlytreated。IfIdidnotwanthertohatemeIfeltthatImusteithernotseeheratallortreathermoregentlyforthefuture。
HertearsconvincedmethatIhadwoundedherfeelingsterribly,andI
gotupandwentouttoordersomechampagne。
WhenIcamebackIfoundthatshehadbeenweepingbitterly。Ididnotknowwhattodo;Ibeggedheragainandagaintoforgiveme,andtobegayoncemore,unlessshewishedtosubjectmetotheseverestofallpunishments。
Emiliebackedmeup,andontakingherhandandcoveringitwithkisses,Ihadthepleasureofseeinghersmileoncemore。
Theoysterswereopenedinourpresence,andtheastonishmentdepictedonthegirls’countenanceswouldhaveamusedmeifmyhearthadbeenmoreatease。ButIwasdesperatewithlove,andArmellinebeggedmevainlytobeasIwaswhenwefirstmet。
Wesatdown,andItaughtmyguestshowtosuckuptheoysters,whichswamintheirownliquid,andwereverygood。
Armellineswallowedhalfadozen,andthenobservedtoherfriendthatsodelicateamorselmustbeasin。
\"Notonaccountofitsdelicacy,\"saidEmilie,\"butbecauseateverymouthfulweswallowhalfaPaul。\"
\"HalfaPaul!\"saidArmelline,\"andtheHolyFatherdoesnotforbidsuchaluxury?Ifthisisnotthesinofgluttony,Idon’tknowwhatis。
Theseoystersaredelightful;butIshallspeakaboutthemattertomydirector。\"
Thesesimplicitiesofhersaffordedmegreatmentalpleasure,butI
wantedbodilypleasureaswell。
Weatefiftyoysters,anddranktwobottlesofsparklingchampagne,whichmademytwoguestseructandblushandlaughatthesametime。
IwouldfainhavelaughedtooanddevouredArmellinewithmykisses,butIcouldonlydevourherwithbyeyes。
Ikepttheremainderoftheoystersfordessert,andorderedthesuppertobeserved。Itwasanexcellentmeal,andthetwoheroinesenjoyedit;
evenEmiliebecamequitelively。
Iordereduplemonsandabottleofrum,andafterhavingthefiftyremainingoystersopenedIsentthewaiteraway。Ithenmadeabowlofpunch,pouringinabottleofchampagneasafinishingtouch。
Aftertheyhadswallowedafewoystersanddrankoneortwoglassesofpunch,whichtheylikedamazingly,IbeggedEmilietogivemeanoysterwithherlips。
\"Iamsureyouaretoosensibletofindanythingwronginthat,\"Iadded。
Emiliewasastonishedattheproposition,andthoughtitover。Armellinegazedatheranxiously,asifcuriousastohowshewouldanswerme。
\"Whydon’tyouaskArmelline?\"shesaidatlength。
\"Doyougivehimonefirst,\"saidArmelline,\"andifyouhavethecourageIwilltrytodothesame。\"
\"Whatcouragedoyouwant?It’sachild’sgame;there’snoharminit。\"
Afterthisreply,Iwassureofvictory。Iplacedtheshellontheedgeofherlips,andafteragooddealoflaughingshesuckedintheoyster,whichsheheldbetweenherlips。Iinstantlyrecovereditbyplacingmylipsonhers。
Armellineclappedherhands,tellingEmiliethatshewouldneverhavethoughthersobrave;shethenimitatedherexample,andwasdelightedwithmydelicacyinsuckingawaytheoyster,scarcelytouchingherlipswithmine。MyagreeablesurprisemaybeimaginedwhenIheardhersaythatitwasmyturntoholdtheoysters。ItisneedlesstosaythatI
acquittedmyselfofthedutywithmuchdelight。
Afterthesepleasantinterludeswewenttodrinkingpunchandswallowingoysters。
Weallsatinarowwithourbackstothefire,andourbrainsbegantowhirl,butneverwastheresuchasweetintoxication。However,thepunchwasnotfinishedandweweregettingveryhot。Itookoffmycoat,andtheywereobligedtounlacetheirdresses,thebodicesofwhichwerelinedwithfur。Guessingatnecessitieswhichtheydidnotdaretomention,Ipointedoutaclosetwheretheycouldmakethemselvescomfortable,andtheywentinhand—in—hand。Whentheycameouttheywerenolongertimidrecluses,theywereshriekingwithlaughter,andreelingfromsidetoside。
Iwastheirscreenaswesatinfrontofthefire,andIgazedfreelyoncharmswhichtheycouldnolongerconceal。Itoldthemthatwemustnotthinkofgoingtillthepunchwasfinished,andtheyagreed,saying,inhighglee,thatitwouldbeagreatsintoleavesogoodathingbehind。
Ithenpresumedsofarastotellthemthattheyhadbeautifullegs,andthatIshouldbepuzzledtoassigntheprizebetweenthem。Thismadethemgayerthanever,fortheyhadnotnoticedthattheirunlacedbodicesandshortpetticoatsletmeseealmosteverything。
Afterdrinkingourpunchtothedregs,weremainedtalkingforhalfanhour,whileIcongratulatedmyselfonmyself—restraint。JustasweweregoingIaskedthemiftheyhadanygroundsofcomplaintagainstme。
ArmellinerepliedthatifIwouldadoptherasmydaughtershewasreadytofollowmetotheendoftheworld。\"Thenyouarenotafraidofmyturningyoufromthepathofduty?\"
\"No,Ifeelquitesafewithyou。\"
\"Andwhatdoyousay,dearEmilie?\"
\"Ishallloveyoutoo,whenyoudoformewhatthesuperioresswilltellyouto—morrow。\"
\"Iwilldoanything,butIshan’tcometospeaktohertilltheevening,foritisthreeo’clocknow。\"
Theylaughedallthelouder,exclaiming,——
\"Whatwillthemothersay?\"
Ipaidthebill,gavesomethingtothewaiter,andtookthembacktotheconvent,wheretheporteressseemedwellenoughpleasedwiththenewruleswhenshesawtwosequinsinherpalm。
Itwastoolatetoseethesuperioress,soIdrovehomeafterrewardingthecoachmanandthelackey。
MargaritawasreadytoscratchmyeyesoutifIcouldnotprovemyfidelity,butIsatisfiedherbyquenchingonherthefiresArmellineandthepunchhadkindled。ItoldherIhadbeenkeptbyagamingparty,andsheaskednomorequestions。
ThenextdayIamusedtheprincessandthecardinalbyacircumstantialaccountofwhathadhappened。
\"Youmissedyouropportunity,\"saidtheprincess。
\"Idon’tthinkso,\"saidthecardinal,\"Ibelieve,onthecontrary,thathehasmadehisvictorymoresureforanothertime。\"
Intheevening,Iwenttotheconventwherethesuperioressgavemeherwarmestwelcome。Shecomplimentedmeonhavingamusedmyselfwiththetwogirlstillthreeo’clockinthemorningwithoutdoinganythingwrong。
Theyhadtoldherhowwehadeatentheoysters,andshesaiditwasanamusingidea。Iadmiredhercandour,simplicity,orphilosophy,whicheveryouliketocallit。
Afterthesepreliminaries,shetoldmethatIcouldmakeEmiliehappybyobtaining,throughtheinfluenceoftheprincess,adispensationtomarrywithoutthepublicationofbannsamerchantofCivitaVecchia,whowouldhavemarriedherlongagoonlythattherewasawomanwhopretendedtohaveclaimsuponhim。Ifbannswerepublishedthiswomanwouldinstituteasuitwhichmightgoonforever。
\"Ifyoudothis,\"sheconcluded,\"youwillhavethemeritofmakingEmiliehappy。\"
Itookdowntheman’sname,andpromisedtodomybestwiththeprincess。
\"AreyoustilldeterminedtocureyourselfofyourloveforArmelline?\"
\"Yes,butIshallnotbeginthecuretillLent。\"
\"Icongratulateyou;thecarnivalisunusuallylongthisyear。\"
ThenextdayIspokeofthemattertotheprincess。ThefirstrequisitewasacertificatefromtheBishopofCivitaVecchia,statingthatthemanwasfreetomarry。ThecardinalsaidthatthemanmustcometoRome,andthattheaffaircouldbemanagedifhecouldbringforwardtwogoodwitnesseswhowouldswearthathewasunmarried。
Itoldthesuperioresswhatthecardinalsaid,andshewrotetothemerchant,andafewdaysafterIsawhimtalkingtothesuperioressandEmiliethroughthegrating。
Hecommendedhimselftomyprotection,andsaidthatbeforehemarriedhewantedtobesureofhavingsixhundredcrowns。
Theconventwouldgivehimfourhundredcrowns,soweshouldhavetoobtainagrantoftwohundredmore。
Isucceededingettingthegrant,butIfirstcontrivedtohaveanothersupperwithArmelline,whoaskedmeeverymorningwhenIwasgoingtotakehertothecomicopera。IsaidIwasafraidofturningherastrayfromthepathofduty,butsherepliedthatexperiencehadtaughthertodreadmenolonger。
CHAPTERXVII
TheFlorentine——MarriageofEmilie——Scholastica——ArmellineattheBallBeforethesupperIhadlovedArmellinetosuchanextentthatIhaddeterminedtoseehernomore,butafteritIfeltthatImustobtainherordie。Isawthatshehadonlyconsentedtomysmalllibertiesbecausesheregardedthemasmerejokes,ofnoaccount,andIresolvedtotakeadvantageofthiswayoflookingatittogoasfarasIcould。Ibegintoplaythepartofindifferenttothebestofmyability,onlyvisitinghereveryotherday,andlookingatherwithanexpressionofpoliteinterest。Ioftenpretendedtoforgettokissherhand,whileIkissedEmilie’sandtoldherthatifIfeltcertainofreceivingpositivemarksofheraffectionIshouldstayatCivitaVecchiaforsomeweeksaftershewasmarried。IwouldnotseeArmelline’shorror,whocouldnotbearmetotakeafancytoEmilie。
Emiliesaidthatshewouldbemoreatlibertywhenshewasmarried,whileArmelline,vexedathergivingmeanyhopes,toldhersharplythatamarriedwomanhadstricterdutiestoperformthanagirl。
Iagreedwithherinmyheart,butasitwouldnothavesuitedmypurposetosaysoopenlyIinsinuatedthefalsedoctrinethatamarriedwoman’schiefdutyistokeepherhusband’sdescentintact,andthateverythingelseisoftriflingimportance。
WiththeideaofdrivingEmilietoanextremityItoldEmiliethatifshewantedmetoexertmyselftomyutmostforhershemustgivemegoodhopesofobtainingherfavoursnotonlyafterbutbeforemarriage。
\"Iwillgiveyounootherfavours。\"shereplied,\"thanthosewhichArmellinemaygiveyou。Yououghttotrytogethermarriedalso。\"
Inspiteofhergriefattheseproposals,gentleArmellinereplied,————
\"YouaretheonlymanIhaveeverseen;andasIhavenohopesofgettingmarriedIwillgiveyounopledgesatall,thoughIdonotknowwhatyoumeanbytheword。\"
ThoughIsawhowpureandangelicshewas,Ihadthecrueltytogoaway,leavinghertoherdistress。
Itwashardformetotormentherthus,butIthoughtitwastheonlywaytoovercomeherprejudices。
CallingontheVenetianambassador’sstewardIsawsomepeculiarlyfineoysters,andIgothimtoletmehaveahundred。IthentookaboxattheCapronicaTheatre,andorderedagoodsupperattheinnwherewehadsuppedbefore。
\"Iwantaroomwithabed,\"Isaidtothewaiter。
\"That’snotallowedinRome,signor,\"hereplied,\"butonthethirdfloorwehavetworoomswithlargesofaswhichmightdoinstead,withouttheHolyOfficebeingabletosayanything。\"
Ilookedattheroomsandtookthem,andorderedthemantogetthebestsupperthatRomecouldoffer。
AsIwasenteringtheboawiththetwogirlsIsawtheMarchionessd’Aoutwasmynearneighbour。Sheaccostedme,andcongratulatedherselfonhervicinitytome。ShewasaccompaniedbyherFrenchabbe,herhusband,andafine—lookingyoungman,whomIhadneverseenbefore。Sheaskedwhomycompanionswere,andItoldhertheywereintheVenetianambassador’shousehold。ShepraisedtheirbeautyandbegantotalktoArmelline,whoansweredwellenoughtillthecurtainwentup。Theyoungmanalsocomplimentedher,andafterhavingaskedmypermissionhegaveheralargepacketofbonbons,tellinghertosharethemwithherneighbour。
IhadguessedhimtobeaFlorentinefromhisaccent,andaskedhimifthesweetscamefromthebanksoftheArno;hetoldmetheywerefromNaples,whencehehadjustarrived。
AttheendofthefirstactIwassurprisedtohearhimsaythathehadaletterofintroductionformefromtheMarchionessofC————。
\"Ihavejustheardyourname,\"hesaid,\"andtomorrowIshallhavethehonourofdeliveringtheletterinperson,ifyouwillkindlygivemeyouraddress。\"
AfterthesepolitepreliminariesIfeltthatImustcomplywithhisrequest。
Iaskedafterthemarquis,hismother—in—law,andAnastasia,sayingthatIwasdelightedtohearfromthemarchionessfromwhomIhadbeenexpectingananswerforthelastmonth。
\"Thecharmingmarchionesshasdeignedtoentrustmewiththeansweryouspeakof。\"
\"Ilongtoreadit。\"
\"ThenImaygiveyoutheletternow,thoughIshallstillclaimtheprivilegeofcallingonyouto—morrow。Iwillbringittoyouinyourbox,ifyouwillallowme。\"
\"Praydoso。\"
Hemighteasilyhavegivenittomefromtheboxwherehewas,butthiswouldnothavesuitedhisplans。Hecamein,andpolitenessobligedmetogivehimmyplacenexttoArmelline。Hetookoutanelaboratepocket—
book,andgavemetheletter。Iopenedit,butfindingthatitcoveredfourpages,IsaidIwouldreaditwhenIgothome,astheboxwasdark。
\"IshallstayinRometillEaster,\"hesaid,\"asIwanttoseeallthesights;thoughindeedIcannothopetoseeanythingmorebeautifulthanthevisionnowbeforeme。\"
Armelline,whowasgazingfixedlyathim,blusheddeeply。Ifeltthathiscompliment,thoughpolite,wasentirelyoutofplace,andinsomesortaninsulttomyself。However,Isaidnothing,butdecidedmentallythattheFlorentineAdonismustbeafopofthefirstwater。
Findinghiscomplimentcreatedasilence,hesawhehadmadehimselfoffensive,andafterafewdisconnectedremarkswithdrewfromthebox。
Inspiteofmyselfthemanannoyedme,andIcongratulatedArmellineontherapidityofherconquest,askingherwhatshethoughtofhim。
\"Heisafineman,buthiscomplimentsshewshehasnotaste。Tellme,isitthecustomforpeopleoffashiontomakeayounggirlblushthefirsttimetheyseeher?\"
\"No,dearArmelline,itisneithercustomarynorpolite;andanyonewhowishestomixingoodsocietywouldneverdosuchathing。\"
Ilapsedintosilence,asthoughIwantedtolistentothemusic;butasamatteroffactmyheartwasapreytocrueljealousy。Ithoughtthematterover,andcametotheconclusionthattheFlorentinehadtreatedmerudely。HemighthaveguessedthatIwasinlovewithArmelline,andtomakesuchanopendeclarationoflovetomyveryfacewasnothingmorenorlessthananinsulttome。
AfterIhadkeptthisunusualsilenceforaquarterofanhourthesimpleArmellinemademeworsebysayingthatImustcalmmyself,asImightbesurethattheyoungman’scomplimenthadnotgivenhertheslightestpleasure。Shedidnotseethatbysayingthisshemademefeelthatthecomplimenthadhadthedirectlyoppositeeffect。
IsaidthatIhadhopedhehadpleasedher。
Tofinishthematterup,shesaidbywayofsoothingmethattheyoungmandidnotmeantovexme,ashedoubtlesstookmeforherfather。
WhatcouldIreplytothisobservation,ascruelasitwasreasonable?
Nothing;Icouldonlytakerefugeinsilenceandafitofchildishill—
humour。
AtlastIcouldbearitnolonger,andbeggedthetwogirlstocomeawaywithme。
Thesecondactwasjustover,andifIhadbeeninmyrightsensesI
shouldneverhavemadethemsuchanunreasonablerequest;butthecrassnessofmyproceedingsdidnotstrikemetillthefollowingday。
Inspiteofthestrangenessofmyrequesttheymerelyexchangedglancesandgotreadytogo。NotknowingwhatbetterexcusetogiveItoldthemIdidnotwanttheprincess’scarriagetobenoticedaseveryoneleftthetheatre,andthatIwouldbringthemagaintothetheatrethefollowingday。
IwouldnotletArmellineputherheadinsidetheMarchionessd’Aout’sbox,andsowewentout。Ifoundthemanwhoaccompaniedthecarriagetalkingtooneofhismatesatthedoorofthetheatre,andthismademethinkthattheprincesshadcometotheopera。
Wegotdownattheinn,andIwhisperedtothemantotakehishorseshomeandtocallforusatthreeo’clock;forthecoldwasintense,andbothhorsesandmenhadtobeconsidered。
Webeganbysittingdowninfrontofaroaringfire,andforhalfanhourwedidnothingbuteatoysters,whichwereopenedinourpresencebyacleverwaiter,whotookcarenottoloseadropofthefluid。Asquickasheopenedweate,andthelaughterofthegirls,whotalkedofhowwehadeatenthembefore,causedmyangertograduallydisappear。
InArmelline’sgentlenessIsawthegoodnessofherheart,andIwasangrywithmyselfformyabsurdjealousyofamanwhowasmuchmorecalculatedtopleaseayounggirlthanI。
Armellinedrankchampagne,andstoleoccasionalglancesinmydirectionasiftoentreatmetojointhemintheirmirth。
Emiliespokeofhermarriage,andwithoutsayinganythingaboutmyprojectedvisittoCivitaVecchiaIpromisedthatherfuturehusbandshouldhavehisplenarydispensationbeforeverylong。WhileIspokeI
kissedArmelline’sfairhands,andshelookedatmeasifthankfulforthereturnofmyaffection。
Theoystersandchampagnehadtheirnaturaleffect,andwehadadelightfulsupper。Wehadsturgeonandsomedelicioustruffles,whichI
enjoyednotsomuchformyownsakeasforthepleasurewithwhichmycompanionsdevouredthem。
Amaninloveisprovidedwithakindofinstinctwhichtellshimthatthesurestwaytosuccessistoprovidethebelovedobjectwithpleasuresthatarenewtoher。
WhenArmellinesawmebecomegayandardentoncemoresherecognizedherhandiwork,andwasdoubtlessproudofthepowersheexercisedoverme。
Shetookmyhandofherownaccord,andcontinuedgazingintomyeyes。
Emiliewasoccupiedintheenjoymentofthemeal,anddidnottroubleherselfaboutourbehaviour。ArmellinewassotenderandlovingthatI
madesureofvictoryafterwehadhadsomemoreoystersandabowlofpunch。
Whenthedessert,thefiftyoysters,andallthematerialsformakingthepunchwereonthetable,thewaiterlefttheroom,sayingthattheladieswouldfindeveryrequisiteintheneighbouringapartment。
Theroomwassmall,andthefireveryhot,andIbadethetwofriendsarrangetheirdressmorecomfortably。
Theirdressesfittedtheirfigures,andweretrimmedwithfurandstiffenedwithwhalebones,sotheywentintothenextroom,andcamebackinwhitebodicesandshortdimitypetticoats,laughingattheslightnessoftheirattire。
Ihadsufficientstrengthofmindtoconcealmyemotion,andevennottolookattheirbreastswhentheycomplainedofhavingnoneckerchiefsorbreast—bandstotheirchemises。Iknewhowinexperiencedtheywere,andfeltcertainthatwhentheysawtheindifferencewithwhichItooktheirslightattiretheythemselveswouldthinkitwasofnoconsequence。