\"Weshallbepleasedtoheartheendofthestorywithoutanyonebeinginformedofourinnocentcuriosity。\"
Withthesewords,alongbenedictiondeliveredwithmuchunctioninformedmethatmyaudiencewasatanend。
AsIwasleavingHisHoliness’spalace,Iwasaccostedbyanoldabbe,whoaskedmerespectfullyifIwerenottheM。CasanovawhohadescapedfromTheLeads。
\"Yes,\"saidI,\"Iamtheman。\"
\"Heavenbepraised,worthysir,thatIseeyouagaininsuchgoodestate!\"
\"ButwhomhaveIthehonourofaddressing?\"
\"Don’tyourecollectme?IamMomolo,formerlygondolieratVenice。\"
\"Haveyouenteredholyorders,then?\"
\"Notatall,buthereeveryonewearsthecassock。Iamthefirstscopatore(sweeper)ofHisHolinessthePope。\"
\"Icongratulateyouonyourappointment,butyoumustn’tmindmelaughing。\"
\"Laughasmuchasyoulike。MywifeanddaughterslaughwhenI
putonthecassockandbands,andIlaughmyself,butherethedressgainsonerespect。Comeandseeus。\"
\"Wheredoyoulive?\"
\"BehindtheTrinityofMonti;here’smyaddress。\"
\"Iwillcometo—night。\"
Iwenthomedelightedwiththismeeting,anddeterminedtoenjoytheeveningwithmyVenetianboatman。Igotmybrothertocomewithme,andItoldhimhowthePopehadreceivedme。
TheAbbeWinckelmanncameintheafternoonandinformedmethatI
wasfortunateenoughtobehighinfavourwithhiscardinal,andthatthebookIhadsenthimwasveryvaluable;itwasararework,andinmuchbetterconditionthantheVaticancopy。
\"Iamcommissionedtopayyouforit。\"
\"Ihavetoldhiseminencethatitwasapresent。\"
\"Heneveracceptsbooksaspresents,andhewantsyoursforhisownlibrary;andasheislibrarianoftheVaticanLibraryheisafraidlestpeoplemightsayunpleasantthings。\"
\"That’sverywell,butIamnotabookseller;andasthisbookonlycostmethetroubleofacceptingit,Iamdeterminedonlytosellitatthesameprice。Prayaskthecardinaltohonourmebyacceptingit。\"
\"Heissuretosenditbacktoyou。\"
\"Hecanifhelikes,butIwillsendbackhisfuneraloration,asIamnotgoingtobeunderanobligationtoanyonewhorefusestotakeapresentfromme。\"
NextmorningtheeccentriccardinalreturnedmemyPandects,andI
immediatelyreturnedhisfuneraloration,withaletterinwhichI
pronounceditamasterpieceofcomposition,thoughIlaidbarelyglancedoveritinreality。MybrothertoldmeIwaswrong,butI
didnottroublewhathesaid,notcaringtoguidemyselfbyhisrulings。
IntheeveningmybrotherandIwenttothe’scopatoresantissimo’,whowasexpectingme,andhadannouncedmetohisfamilyasaprodigyofaman。Iintroducedmybrother,andproceededtoaclosescrutinyofthefamily。Isawanelderlywoman,fourgirls,ofwhomtheeldestwastwenty—four,twosmallboys,andabovealluniversalugliness。Itwasnotinvitingforamanofvoluptuoustastes,butIwasthere,andthebestthingwastoputagoodfaceonit;soIstayedandenjoyedmyself。Besidesthegeneralugliness,thehouseholdpresentedthepictureofmisery,forthe’scopatoresantissimo’andhisnumerousfamilywereobligedtoliveontwohundredRomancrownsayear,andastherearenoperquisitesattachedtotheofficeofapostolicsweeper,hewascompelledtofurnishallneedsoutofthisslendersum。InspiteofthatMomolowasamostgenerousman。Assoonashesawmeseatedhetoldmeheshouldhavelikedtogivemeagoodsupper,buttherewasonlyporkchopsandapolenta。
\"Theyareverynice,\"saidI;\"butwillyouallowmetosendforhalfadozenflasksofOrvietofrommylodging?\"
\"Youaremasterhere。\"
IwroteanotetoCosta,tellinghimtobringthesixflasksdirectly,withacookedham。Hecameinhalfanhour,andthefourgirlscriedwhentheysawhim,\"Whatafinefellow!\"IsawCostawasdelightedwiththisreception,andsaidtoMomolo,\"IfyoulikehimaswellasyourgirlsIwilllethimstay。\"
Costawascharmedwithsuchhonourbeingshewnhim,andafterthankingmewentintothekitchentohelpthemotherwiththepolenta。
Thelargetablewascoveredwithacleancloth,andsoonaftertheybroughtintwohugedishesofpolentaandanenormouspanfullofchops。Wewerejustgoingtobeginwhenaknockingonthestreetdoorwasheard。
\"’TisSignoraMariaandhermother,\"saidoneoftheboys。
AtthisannouncementIsawthefourgirlspullingawryface。
\"Whoaskedthem?\"saidone。\"Whatdotheywant?\"saidanother。
\"Whattroublesomepeopletheyare!\"saidathird。\"Theymighthavestayedathome,\"saidthefourth。Butthegood,kindlyfathersaid,\"Mychildren,theyarehungry,andtheyshallsharewhatProvidencehasgivenus。\"
Iwasdeeplytouchedwiththeworthyman’skindness。IsawthattrueChristiancharityismoreoftentobefoundinthebreastsofthepoorthantherich,whoaresowellprovidedforthattheycannotfeelforthewantsofothers。
WhileIwasmakingthesewholesomereflectionsthetwohungryonescamein。Onewasayoungwomanofamodestandpleasantaspect,andtheotherhermother,whoseemedveryhumbleandasifashamedoftheirpoverty。Thedaughtersalutedthecompanywiththatnaturalgracewhichisagiftofnature,apologizinginsomeconfusionforherpresence,andsayingthatshewouldnothavetakenthelibertytocomeifshehadknowntherewascompany。TheworthyMomolowastheonlyonewhoansweredher,andhesaid,kindly,thatshehaddonequiterighttocome,andputherachairbetweenmybrotherandmyself。Ilookedatherandthoughtheraperfectbeauty。
Thentheeatingbeganandtherewasnomoretalking。Thepolentawasexcellent,thechopsdelicious,andthehamperfect,andinlessthananhourtheboardwasasbareasiftherehadbeennothingonit;buttheOrvietokeptthecompanyingoodspirts。
Theybegantotalkofthelotterywhichwastobedrawnthedayafternext,andallthegirlsmentionedthenumbersonwhichtheyhadriskedafewbajocchi。
\"IfIcouldbesureofonenumber,\"saidI,\"Iwouldstakesomethingonit。\"
MariucciatoldmethatifIwantedanumbershecouldgivemeone。
Ilaughedatthisoffer,butinthegravestwayshenamedmethenumber27。
\"Isthelotterystillopen?\"IaskedtheAbbeMomolo。
\"Tillmidnight,\"hereplied,\"andifyoulikeIwillgoandgetthenumberforyou。\"
\"Herearefiftycrowns,\"saidI,\"puttwenty—fivecrownson27—
thisforthesefiveyoungladies;andtheothertwenty—fiveon27
comingoutthefifthnumber,andthisIwillkeepformyself。\"
Hewentoutdirectlyandreturnedwiththetwotickets。
Myprettyneighbourthankedmeandsaidshewassureofwinning,butthatshedidnotthinkIshouldsucceedasitwasnotprobablethat27wouldcomeoutfifth。
\"Iamsureofit,\"Ianswered,\"foryouarethefifthyoungladyI
sawinthishouse。\"Thismadeeverybodylaugh。Momolo’swifetoldmeIwouldhavedonemuchbetterifIhadgiventhemoneytothepoor,butherhusbandtoldhertobequiet,asshedidnotknowmyintent。Mybrotherlaughed,andtoldmeIhaddoneafoolishthing。\"Ido,sometimes,\"saidI,\"butweshallseehowitturnsout,andwhenoneplaysoneisobligedeithertowinorlose。\"
Imanagedtosqueezemyfairneighbour’shand,andshereturnedthepressurewithallherstrength。FromthattimeIknewthatmyfatewithMariucciawassealed。Ileftthematmidnight,beggingtheworthyMomolotoaskmeagainintwodays’time,thatwemightrejoicetogetheroverourgains。OnourwayhomemybrothersaidIhadeitherbecomeasrichasCroesusorhadgonemad。Itoldhimthatbothsuppositionswereincorrect,butthatMariucciawasashandsomeasanangel,andheagreed。
NextdayMengsreturnedtoRome,andIsuppedwithhimandhisfamily。Hehadanexceedinglyuglysister,whoforallthat,wasagoodandtalentedwoman。Shehadfallendeeplyinlovewithmybrother,anditwaseasytoseethattheflamewasnotyetextinguished,butwhenevershespoketohim,whichshedidwhenevershecouldgetanopportunity,helookedanotherway。
Shewasanexquisitepainterofminiatures,andacapitalhandatcatchingalikeness。TothebestofmybeliefsheisstilllivingatRomewithMaroniherhusband。Sheoftenusedtospeakofmybrothertome,andonedayshesaidthathemustbethemostthanklessofmenorhewouldnotdespiseherso。Iwasnotcuriousenoughtoenquirewhatclaimshehadtohisgratitude。
Mengs’swifewasagoodandprettywoman,attentivetoherhouseholddutiesandverysubmissivetoherhusband,thoughshecouldnothavelovedhim,forhewasanythingbutamiable。Hewasobstinateandfierceinhismanner,andwhenhedinedathomehemadeapointofnotleavingthetablebeforehewasdrunk;outofhisownhousehewastemperatetotheextentofnotdrinkinganythingbutwater。Hiswifecarriedherobediencesofarastoserveashismodelforallthenudefigureshepainted。Ispoketoheronedayaboutthisunpleasantobligation,andshesaidthatherconfessorhadchargedhertofulfilit,\"for,\"saidhe,\"ifyourhusbandhasanotherwomanforamodelhewillbesuretoenjoyherbeforepaintingher,andthatsinwouldbelaidtoyourcharge。\"
Aftersupper,Winckelmann,whowasasfargoneasalltheothermaleguests,playedwithMengs’schildren。Therewasnothingofthepedantaboutthisphilosopher;helovedchildrenandyoungpeople,andhischeerfuldispositionmadehimdelightinallkindsofenjoyment。
Nextday,asIwasgoingtopaymycourttothePope,IsawMomolointhefirstante—chamber,andItookcaretoremindhimofthepolentafortheevening。
AssoonasthePopesawme,hesaid,——
\"TheVenetianambassadorhasinformedusthatifyouwishtoreturntoyournativeland,youmustgoandpresentyourselfbeforethesecretaryoftheTribunal。\"
\"MostHolyFather,Iamquitereadytotakethisstep,ifYourHolinesswillgrantmealetterofcommendationwrittenwithyourownhand。WithoutthispowerfulprotectionIshouldneverdreamofexposingmyselftotheriskofbeingagainshutupinaplacefromwhichIescapedbyamiracleandthehelpoftheAlmighty。\"
\"Youaregailydressed;youdonotlookasifyouweregoingtochurch。\"
\"True,mostHolyFather,butneitheramIgoingtoaball。\"
\"Wehaveheardallaboutthepresentsbeingsentback。Confessthatyoudidsotogratifyyourpride。\"
\"Yes,butalsotolowerapridegreaterthanmine。\"
ThpPopesmiledatthisreply,andIkneltdownandbeggedhimtopermitmetopresentthevolumeofPandectstotheVaticanLibrary。Bywayofreplyhegavemehisblessing,whichsignifies,inpapallanguage,\"Rise;yourrequestisgranted。\"
\"Wewillsendyou,\"saidhe,\"amarkofoursingularaffectionforyouwithoutyourhavingtopayanyfees。\"
Asecondblessingbidmebegone。Ihaveoftenfeltwhatagoodthingitwouldbeifthiskindofdismissalcouldbeemployedingeneralsocietytosendawayimportunatepetitioners,towhomonedoesnotdaresay,\"Begone。\"
IwasextremelycurioustoknowwhatthePopehadmeantby\"amarkofoursingularaffection。\"Iwasafraidthatitwouldbeablessedrosary,withwhichIshouldnothaveknownwhattodo。
WhenIgothomeIsentthebookbyCostatotheVatican,andthenIwenttodinewithMengs。Whilewewereeatingthesoupthewinningnumbersfromthelotterywerebroughtin。Mybrotherglancedatthemandlookedatmewithastonishment。Iwasnotthinkingofthesubjectatthatmoment,andhisgazesurprisedme。
\"Twenty—seven,\"hecried,\"cameoutfifth。\"
\"Allthebetter,\"saidI,\"weshallhavesomeamusementoutofit。\"
ItoldthestorytoMengs,whosaid,——
\"It’saluckyfollyforyouthistime;butitalwaysisafolly。\"
Hewasquiteright,andItoldhimthatIagreedwithhim;butI
addedthattomakeaworthyuseofthefifteenhundredromancrownswhichfortunehadgivenme,IshouldgoandspendfifteendaysatNaples。
\"Iwillcometoo,\"saidtheAbbeAlfani。\"Iwillpassforyoursecretary。\"
\"Withallmyheart,\"Ianswered,\"Ishallkeepyoutoyourword。\"
IaskedWinckelmanntocomeandeatpolentawiththescopatoresantissimo,andtoldmybrothertoshewhimtheway;andIthencalledontheMarquisBelloni,mybanker,tolookintomyaccounts,andtogetaletterofcreditonthefirmatNaples,whowerehisagents。Istillhadtwohundredthousandfrancs:Ihadjewelleryworththirtythousandfrancs,andfiftythousandflorinsatAmsterdam。
IgottoMomolo’sintheduskoftheevening,andIfoundWinckelmannandmybrotheralreadythere;butinsteadofmirthreigningroundtheboardIsawsadfacesonallsides。
\"What’sthematterwiththegirls?\"IaskedMomolo。
\"Theyarevexedthatyoudidnotstakefortheminthesamewayasyoudidforyourself。\"
\"Peopleareneversatisfied。IfIhadstakedforthemasIdidformyself,andthenumberhadcomeoutfirstinsteadoffifth,,theywouldhavegotnothing,andtheywouldhavebeenvexedthen。
Twodaysagotheyhadnothing,andnowthattheyhavetwenty—sevenpoundsapiecetheyoughttobecontented。\"
\"That’sjustwhatItelltheir,butallwomenarethesame。\"
\"Andmentoo,dearcountryman,unlesstheyarephilosophers。Golddoesnotspellhappiness,andmirthcanonlybefoundinheartsdevoidofcare。Letussaynomoreaboutit,butbehappy。\"
Costaplacedabasketcontainingtenpacketsofsweets,uponthetable。
\"Iwilldistributethem,\"saidI,\"wheneverybodyishere。\"
Onthis,Momolo’sseconddaughtertoldmethatMariucciaandhermotherwerenotcoming,butthattheywouldsendthemthesweets。
\"Whyaretheynotcoming?\"
\"Theyhadaquarrelyesterday,\"saidthefather,\"andMariuccia,whowasintheright,wentawaysayingthatshewouldnevercomehereagain。\"
\"Youungratefulgirls!\"saidI,tomyhost’sdaughters,\"don’tyouknowthatitistoherthatyouoweyourwinnings,forshegavemethenumbertwenty—seven,whichIshouldneverhavethoughtof。
Quick!thinkofsomewaytomakehercome,orIwillgoawayandtakeallthesweetswithme。\"
\"Youarequiteright,\"saidMomolo。
Themortifiedgirlslookedatoneanotherandbeggedtheirfathertofetchher。
\"Ira,\"saidhe,\"thatwon’tdo;youmadehersaythatshewouldnevercomehereagain,andyoumustmakeupthequarrel。\"
Theyheldashortconsultation,andthen,askingCostatogowiththem,theywenttofetchher。
Inhalfanhourtheyreturnedintriumph,andCostawasquiteproudoftheparthehadtakeninthereconciliation。Ithendistributedthesweets,takingcaretogivethetwobestpacketstothefairMary。
Anoblepolentawasplacedupontheboard,flankedbytwolargedishesofporkchops。ButMomolo,whoknewmytastes,andwhomI
hadmaderichinthepersonofhisdaughters,addedtothefeastsomedelicatedishesandsomeexcellentwine。Mariucciawassimplydressed,buthereleganceandbeautyandthemodestyofherdemeanourcompletelyseducedme。
Wecouldonlyexpressourmutualflamesbysqueezingeachother’shands;andshedidthissofeelinglythatIcouldnotdoubtherlove。AsweweregoingoutItookcaretogodownstairsbesideherandaskedifIcouldnotmeetherbyherself,towhichsherepliedbymakinganappointmentwithmefarthenextdayateighto’clockattheTrinityofMonti。
Mariucciawastall:andshapely,aperfectpicture,asfairasawhiterose,andcalculatedtoinspirevoluptuousdesires。Shehadbeautifullightbrownhair,darkblueeyes,andexquisitelyarchedeyelids。Hermouth,thevermilionofherlips,andherivoryteethwereallperfect。Herwell—shapedforeheadgaveheranairapproachingthemajestic。Kindnessandgaietysparkledinhereyes;whileherplumpwhitehands,herroundedfinger—tips,herpinknails,herbreast,whichthecorsetseemedscarcelyabletorestrain,herdaintyfeet,andherprominenthips,madeherworthyofthechiselofPraxiteles。Shewasjustonhereighteenthyear,andsofarhadescapedtheconnoisseurs。ByaluckychanceIcameacrossherinapoorandwretchedstreet,andIwasfortunateenoughtoinsureherhappiness。
ItmayeasilybebelievedthatIdidnotfailtokeeptheappointment,andwhenshewassureIhadseenhershewentoutofthechurch。Ifollowedherataconsiderabledistance:sheenteredaruinedbuilding,andIafterher。Sheclimbedaflightofstepswhichseemedtobebuiltinair,andwhenshehadreachedthetopsheturned。
\"Noonewillcomeandlookformehere,\"saidshe,\"sowecantalkfreelytogether。\"
Isatbesideheronastone,andIthendeclaredmypassionateloveforher。
\"Tellme,\"Iadded,\"whatIcandotomakeyouhappy;forIwishtopossessyou,butfirsttoshewmydeserts。\"
\"Makemehappy,andIwillyieldtoyourdesires,forIloveyou。\"
\"TellmewhatIcando。\"
\"Youcandrawmeoutofthepovertyandmiserywhichoverwhelmme。
Ilivewithmymother,whoisagoodwoman,butdevouttothepointofsuperstition;shewilldamnmysoulinhereffortstosaveit。Shefindsfaultwithmykeepingmyselfclean,becauseIhavetotouchmyselfwhenIwash,andthatmightgiverisetoevildesires。
Ifyouhadgivenmethemoneyyoumademewininthelotteryasasimplealmsshewouldhavemademerefuseit,becauseyoumighthavehadintentions。Sheallowsmetogobymyselftomassbecauseourconfessortoldhershemightdoso;butIdarenotstayawayaminutebeyondthetime,exceptonfeastdays,whenI
amallowedtoprayinthechurchfortwoorthreehours。Wecanonlymeethere,butifyouwishtosoftenmylotinlifeyoucandosoasfollows:
\"Afineyoungman,whoisahairdresser,andbearsanexcellentcharacter,sawmeatMomolo’safortnightago,andmetmeatthechurchdoornextdayandgavemealetter。Hedeclaredhimselfmylover,andsaidthatifIcouldbringhimadowryoffourhundredcrowns,hecouldopenashop,furnishit,andmarryme。
\"’Iampoor,’Ianswered,’andIhaveonlyahundredcrownsincharitytickets,whichmyconfessorkeepsforme。’NowIhavetwohundredcrowns,forifImarry,mymotherwillwillinglygivemehershareofthemoneyyoumadeusgain。Youcanthereforemakemehappybygettingmeticketstotheamountoftwohundredcrownsmore。Taketheticketstomyconfessor,whoisaverygoodmanandfondofme;hewillnotsayanythingtomymotheraboutit。\"
\"Ineedn’tgoaboutseekingforcharitytickets,myangel。Iwilltaketwohundredpiastrestoyourconfessorto—morrow,andyoumustmanagetherestyourself。Tellmehisname,andto—morrowI
willtellyouwhatIhavedone,butnothere,asthewindandthecoldwouldbethedeathofme。Youcanleavemetofindoutaroomwhereweshallbeatourease,andwithoutanydangerofpeople。suspectingthatwehavespentanhourtogether。Iwillmeetyouatthechurchto—morrowatthesamehourandwhenyouseemefollowme。\"
Mariucciatoldmeherconfessor’sname,andallowedmeallthe。
caressespossibleinouruncomfortableposition。Thekissesshegavemeinreturnformineleftnodoubtinmymind,astoherloveforme。Asnineo’clockstruckIlefther,perishingwithcold,butburningwithdesire;myonlythoughtbeingwheretofindaroominwhichImightpossessmyselfofthetreasurethenextday。
Onleavingtheruinedpalace,insteadofreturningtothePiazzadiSpagnaIturnedtotheleftandpassedalonganarrowanddirtystreetonlyinhabitedbypeopleofthelowestsort。AsIslowlywalkedalong,awomancameoutofherhouseandaskedmepolitelyifIwerelookingforanybody。
\"Iamlookingforaroomtolet。\"
\"Therearenonehere,sir,but,youwillfindahundredinthesquare。\"
\"Iknowit,butIwanttheroomtobehere,notforthesakeoftheexpense,butthatImaybesureofbeingabletospendanhourorsoofamorningwithapersoninwhomIaminterested。Iamreadytopayanything。\"
\"Iunderstandwhatyoumean,andyoushouldhavearoominmyhouseifIhadonetospare,butaneighbourofminehasoneonthegroundfloor,andifyouwillwaitamomentIwillgoandspeaktoher。\"
\"Youwillobligemeverymuch。\"
\"Kindlystepinhere。\"
Ienteredapoorroom,whereallseemedwretchedness,andIsawtwochildrendoingtheirlessons。Soonafter,thegoodwomancamebackandaskedmetofollowher。Itookseveralpiecesofmoneyfrommypocket,andputthemdownontheonlytablewhichthispoorplacecontained。Imusthaveseemedverygenerous,forthepoormothercameandkissedmyhandwiththeutmostgratitude。Sopleasantisittodogood,thatnowwhenIhavenothinglefttheremembranceofthehappinessIhavegiventoothersatsmallcostisalmosttheonlypleasureIenjoy。
Iwenttoaneighbouringhousewhereawomanreceivedmeinanemptyroom,whichshetoldmeshewouldletcheaplyifIwouldpaythreemonthsinadvance,andbringinmyownfurniture。
\"Whatdoyouaskforthethreemonths’rent?\"
\"ThreeRomancrowns。\"
\"IfyouwillseetothefurnishingoftheroomthisverydayI
willgiveyoutwelvecrowns。\"
\"Twelvecrowns!Whatfurnituredoyouwant?\"
\"Agoodcleanbed,asmalltablecoveredwithacleancloth,fourgoodchairs,andalargebrazierwithplentyoffireinit,forI
amnearlyperishingofcoldhere。Ishallonlycomeoccasionallyinthemorning,andIshallleavebynoonatthelatest。\"
\"Comeatthreeo’clock,then,to—day,andyouwillfindeverythingtoyoursatisfaction。\"
>FromthereIwenttotheconfessor。HewasaFrenchmonk,aboutsixty,afineandbenevolent—lookingman,whowonone’srespectandconfidence。
\"Reverendfather,\"Ibegan,\"IsawatthehouseofAbbeMomolo,’scoptoresantissimo’,ayounggirlnamedMary,whoseconfessoryouare。Ifellinlovewithher,andofferedhermoneytotryandseduceher。SherepliedthatinsteadoftryingtoleadherintosinIwoulddobettertogethersomecharityticketsthatshemightbeabletomarryayoungmanwholovedher,andwouldmakeherhappy。Iwastouchedbywhatshesaid,butmypassionstillremained。Ispoketoheragain,andsaidthatIwouldgivehertwohundredcrownsfornothing,andthathermothershouldkeepthem。
\"’Thatwouldbemyruin,’saidshe;’mymotherwouldthinkthemoneywasthepriceofsin,andwouldnotacceptit。Ifyouarereallygoingtobesogenerous,takethemoneytomyconfessor,andaskhimtodowhathecanformymarriage。’\"
\"Here,then,reverendfather,isthesumofmoneyforthegoodgirl;bekindenoughtotakechargeofit,andIwilltroublehernomore。IamgoingtoNaplesthedayafterto—morrow,andIhopewhenIcomebackshewillbemarried。\"
Thegoodconfessortookthehundredsequinsandgavemeareceipt,tellingmethatininterestingmyselfonbehalfofMariucciaIwasmakinghappyamostpureandinnocentdove,whomhehadconfessedsinceshewasfiveyearsold,andthathehadoftentoldherthatshemightcommunicatewithoutmakingherconfessionbecauseheknewshewasincapableofmortalsin。
\"Hermother,\"headded,\"isasaintedwoman,andassoonasIhaveenquiredintothecharacterofthefuturehusbandIwillsoonbringthemarriageabout。Nooneshalleverknowfromwhomthisgenerousgiftcomes。\"
AfterputtingthismatterinorderIdinedwiththeChevalierMengs,andIwillinglyconsentedtogowiththewholefamilytotheAlibertiTheatrethatevening。Ididnotforget,however,togoandinspecttheroomIhadtaken。Ifoundallmyordersexecuted,andIgavetwelvecrownstothelandladyandtookthekey,tellinghertolightthefireatseveneverymorning。
SoimpatientdidIfeelforthenextdaytocomethatIthoughttheoperadetestable,andthenightformewasasleeplessone。
NextmorningIwenttothechurchbeforethetime,andwhenMariucciacame,feelingsurethatshehadseenme,Iwentout。
Shefollowedmeatadistance,andwhenIgottothedoorofthelodgingIturnedforhertobesurethatitwasI,andthenwentinandfoundtheroomwellwarmed。SoonafterMariucciacamein,lookingtimid,confused,andasifsheweredoubtfulofthepathshewastreading。Iclaspedhertomyarms,andreassuredherbymytenderembraces;andhercouragerosewhenIshewedhertheconfessor’sreceipt,andtoldherthattheworthymanhadpromisedtocareforhermarriage。Shekissedmyhandinatransportofdelight,assuringmethatshewouldneverforgetmykindness。
Then,asIurgedhertomakemeahappyman,shesaid,——
\"Wehavethreehoursbeforeus,asItoldmymotherIwasgoingtogivethankstoGodforhavingmademeawinnerinthelottery。\"
Thisreassuredme,andItookmytime,undressingherbydegrees,andunveilinghercharmsonebyone,tomydelight,withouttheslightestattemptatresistanceonherpart。Allthetimeshekepthereyesfixedonmine,asiftosoothehermodesty;butwhenIbeheldandfeltallhercharmsIwasinanecstasy。Whatabody;whatbeauties!Nowherewastheretheslightestimperfection。ShewaslikeVenusrisingfromthefoamofthesea。
Icarriedhergentlytothebed,andwhileshestrovetohideheralabasterbreastsandthesofthairwhichmarkedtheentrancetothesanctuary,Iundressedinhaste,andconsummatedthesweetestofsacrifices,withouttherebeingtheslightestdoubtinmymindofthepurityofthevictim。Inthefirstsacrificenodoubttheyoungpriestessfeltsomepain,butsheassuredmeoutofdelicacythatshehadnotbeenhurt,andatthesecondassaultsheshewedthatshesharedmyflames。Iwasgoingtoimmolatethevictimforthethirdtimewhentheclockstruckten。Shebegantoberestless,andhurriedlyputonourclothes。IhadtogotoNaples,butIassuredherthatthedesireofembracingheroncemorebeforehermarriagewouldhastenmyreturntoRome。I
promisedtotakeanotherhundredcrownstoherconfessor,advisinghertospendthemoneyshehadwoninthelotteryonhertrousseau。
\"IshallbeatMonolo’sto—night,dearest,andyoumustcome,too;
butwemustappearindifferenttoeachother,thoughourheartsbefullofjoy,lestthosemaliciousgirlssuspectourmutualunderstanding。\"
\"Itisallthemorenecessarytobecautious,\"shereplied,\"asI
havenoticedthattheysuspectthatweloveeachother。\"
BeforewepartedshethankedmeforwhatIhaddoneforher,andbeggedmetobelievethat,herpovertynotwithstanding,shehadgivenherselfforlovealone。
Iwasthelasttoleavethehouse,andItoldmylandladythatI
shouldbeawayfortenortwelvedays。IthenwenttotheconfessortogivehimthehundredcrownsIhadpromisedmymistress。WhenthegoodoldFrenchmanheardthatIhadmadethisfreshsacrificethatMariucciamightbeabletospendherlotterywinningsonherclothes,hetoldmethathewouldcallonthemotherthatverydayandurgehertoconsenttoherdaughter’smarriage,andalsolearnwheretheyoungmanlived。OnmyreturnfromNaplesIheardthathehadfaithfullycarriedouthispromise。
IwassittingattablewithMengswhenachamberlainoftheHolyFathercalled。WhenhecameinheaskedM。MengsifIlivedthere,andonthatgentlemanpointingmeout,hegaveme,fromhisholymaster,theCrossoftheOrderoftheGoldenSpurwiththediploma,andapatentunderthepontificalseal,which,inmyqualityasdoctoroflaws,mademeaprothonotary—apostolic’extraurbem’。
IfeltthatIhadbeenhighlyhonoured,andtoldthebearerthatI
wouldgoandthankmynewsovereignandaskhisblessingthenextday。TheChevalierMengsembracedmeasabrother,butIhadtheadvantageoverhiminnotbeingobligedtopayanything,whereasthegreatartisthadtodisbursetwenty—fiveRomancrownstohavehisdiplomamadeout。ThereisasayingatRome,’Sineefusionesanguinisnonfitremissio’,whichmaybeinterpreted,Nothingwithoutmoney;andasamatteroffact,onecandoanythingwithmoneyintheHolyCity。
FeelinghighlyflatteredatthefavourtheHolyFatherhadshewnme,Iputonthecrosswhichdependedfromabroadredribbon—redbeingthecolourwornbytheKnightsofSt。JohnoftheLateran,thecompanionsofthepalace,’comitespalatini’,orcount—
palatins。AboutthesametimepoorCahusac,authoroftheoperaofZoroaster,wentmadforjoyonthereceiptofthesameorder。
Iwasnotsobadasthat,butIconfess,tomyshame,thatIwassoproudofmydecorationthatIaskedWinckelmannwhetherI
shouldbeallowedtohavethecrosssetwithdiamondsandrubies。
HesaidIcouldifIliked,andifIwantedsuchacrosshecouldgetmeonecheap。Iwasdelighted,andboughtittomakeashowatNaples,butIhadnotthefacetowearitinRome。WhenIwenttothankthePopeIworethecrossinmybutton—holeoutofmodesty。FiveyearsafterwardswhenIwasatWarsaw,Czartoryski,aRussianprince—palatine,mademeleaveitoffbysaying,——
\"Whatareyoudoingwiththatwretchedbauble?It’sadruginthemarket,andnoonebutanimpostorwouldwearitnow。\"
ThePopesknewthisquitewell,buttheycontinuedtogivethecrosstoambassadorswhiletheyalsogaveittotheir’valetsdechambre’。OnehastowinkatagoodmanythingsinRome。
IntheeveningMomologavemeasupperbywayofcelebratingmynewdignity。Irecoupedhimfortheexpensebyholdingabankatfaro,atwhichIwasdexterousenoughtolosefortycrownstothefamily,withouthavingtheslightestpartialitytoMariucciawhowonliketherest。Shefoundtheopportunitytotellmethatherconfessorhadcalledonher,thatshehadtoldhimwhereherfuturehusbandlived,andthattheworthymonkhadobtainedhermother’sconsenttothehundredcrownsbeingspentonhertrousseau。
InoticedthatMomolo’sseconddaughterhadtakenafancytoCosta,andItoldMomolothatIwasgoingtoNaples,butthatI
wouldleavemymaninRome,andthatifIfoundamarriagehadbeenarrangedonmyreturnIwouldgladlypaytheexpensesofthewedding。
Costalikedthegirl,buthedidnotmarryherthenforfearofmyclaimingthefirst—fruits。Hewasafoolofapeculiarkind,thoughfoolsofallsortsarecommonenough。Hemarriedherayearlaterafterrobbingme,butIshallspeakofthatagain。
Nextday,afterIhadbreakfastedanddulyembracedmybrother,I
setoutinanicecarriagewiththeAbbeAlfani,LeDucprecedingmeonhorseback,andIreachedNaplesatatimewheneverybodywasinastateofexcitementbecauseaneruptionofVesuviusseemedimminent。Atthelaststagetheinn—keepermademereadthewillofhisfatherwhohaddiedduringtheeruptionof1754。Hesaidthatintheyear1761GodwouldoverwhelmthesinfultownofNaples,andtheworthyhostconsequentlyadvisedmetoreturntoRome。Alfanitookthethingseriously,andsaidthatweshoulddowelltobewarnedbysoevidentanindicationofthewillofGod。
Theeventwaspredicted,thereforeithadtohappen。Thusagoodmanypeoplereason,butasIwasnotofthenumberIproceededonmyway。
CHAPTERIX
MyShortButHappyStayatNaples——TheDukedeMataloneMyDaughter——DonnaLucrezia——MyDepartureIshallnot,dearreader,attempttheimpossible,howevermuchI
shouldliketodescribethejoy,thehappiness,Imaysaytheecstasy,whichIexperiencedinreturningtoNaples,ofwhichI
hadsuchpleasantmemories,andwhere,eighteenyearsago,IhadmademyfirstfortuneinreturningfromMataro。AsIhadcomethereforthesecondtimetokeepapromiseIhadmadetotheDukedeMatalonetocomeandseehimatNaples,Ioughttohavevisitedthisnoblemanatonce;butforeseeingthatfromthetimeIdidsoIshouldhavelittlelibertyleftme,Ibeganbyenquiringafterallmyoldfriends。
IwalkedoutearlyinthemorningandcalledonBelloni’sagent。
Hecashedmyletterofcreditandgavemeasmanybank—notesasI
liked,promisingthatnobodyshouldknowthatwedidbusinesstogether。FromthebankersIwenttoseeAntonioCasanova,buttheytoldmehelivednearSalerno,onanestatehehadboughtwhichgavehimthetitleofmarquis。Iwasvexed,butIhadnorighttoexpecttofindNaplesinthestatuquoIleftit。Polowasdead,andhissonlivedatSt。Luciawithhiswifeandchildren;hewasaboywhenIsawhimlast,andthoughIshouldhavemuchlikedtoseehimagainIhadnotimetodoso。
ItmaybeimaginedthatIdidnotforgettheadvocate,Castelli,husbandofmydearLucrezia,whomIhadlovedsowellatRomeandTivoli。Ilongedtoseeherfaceoncemore,andIthoughtofthejoywithwhichweshouldrecalloldtimesthatIcouldneverforget。ButCastellihadbeendeadforsomeyears,andhiswidowlivedatadistanceoftwentymilesfromNaples。IresolvednottoreturntoRomewithoutembracingher。AstoLelioCaraffa,hewasstillaliveandresidingattheMatalonePalace。
Ireturned,feelingtiredwithmyresearches,dressedwithcare,anddrovetotheMatalonePalace,wheretheytoldmethatthedukewasattable。Ididnotcareforthatbuthadmynamesentin,andthedukecameoutanddidmethehonourofembracingmeandthouingme,andthenpresentedmetohiswife,adaughteroftheDukedeBovino,andtothenumerouscompanyattable。ItoldhimIhadonlycometoNaplesinfulfillmentofthepromiseIhadmadehimatParis。
\"Then,\"saidhe,\"youmuststaywithme;\"and,withoutwaitingformyanswer,orderedmyluggagetobebroughtfromtheinn,andmycarriagetobeplacedinhiscoach—house。Iacceptedhisinvitation。
Oneoftheguests,afine—lookingman,onhearingmynameannounced,saidgaily,——
\"Ifyoubearmyname,youmustbeoneofmyfather’sbastards。\"
\"No,\"saidI,directly,\"oneofyourmother’s。\"
Thisreparteemadeeverybodylaugh,andthegentlemanwhohadaddressedmecameandembracedme,notintheleastoffended。Thejokewasexplainedtome。HisnamewasCasalnovo,notCasanova,andhewasdukeandlordofthefiefofthatname。
\"Didyouknow,\"saidtheDukedeMatalone,\"thatIhadason?\"
\"Iwastoldso,butdidnotbelieveit,butnowImustdopenanceformyincredulity,forIseebeforemeanangelcapableofworkingthismiracle。\"
Theduchessblushed,butdidnotrewardmycomplimentwithsomuchasaglance;butallthecompanyapplaudedwhatIhadsaid,asitwasnotoriousthatthedukehadbeenimpotentbeforehismarriage。
Thedukesentforhisson,Iadmiredhim,andtoldthefatherthatthelikenesswasperfect。Amerrymonk,whosatattherighthandoftheduchess,said,moretruthfully,thattherewasnolikenessatall。Hehadscarcelyutteredthewordswhentheduchesscoollygavehimaboxontheear,whichthemonkreceivedwiththebestgraceimaginable。
Italkedawaytothebestofmyability,andinhalfanhour’stimeIhadwoneverybody’sgoodgraces,withtheexceptionoftheduchess,whoremainedinflexible。Itriedtomakehertalkfortwodayswithoutsuccess;soasIdidnotcaremuchaboutherI
lefthertoherpride。
AsthedukewastakingmetomyroomhenoticedmySpaniard,andaskedwheremysecretarywas,andwhenhesawthatitwastheAbbeAlfani,whohadtakenthetitlesoastoescapethenoticeoftheNeapolitans,hesaid,——
\"Theabbeisverywise,forhehasdeceivedsomanypeoplewithhisfalseantiquesthathemighthavegotintotrouble。\"
Hetookmetohisstableswherehehadsomesuperbhorses,Arabs,English,andAndalusians;andthentohisgallery,averyfineone;tohislargeandchoicelibrary;andatlasttohisstudy,wherehehadafinecollectionofprohibitedbooks。
Iwasreadingtitlesandturningoverleaves,whenthedukesaid,——
\"PromisetokeepthemostabsolutesecrecyonwhatIamgoingtoshewyou。\"
Ipromised,withoutmakinganydifficulty,butIexpectedasurpriseofsomesort。HethenshewedmeasatirewhichIcouldnotunderstand,butwhichwasmeanttoturnthewholeCourtintoridicule。Neverwasthereasecretsoeasilykept。
\"YoumustcometotheSt。CharlesTheatre,\"saidhe,\"andIwillpresentyoutothehandsomestladiesinNaples,andafterwardsyoucangowhenyoulike,asmyboxisalwaysopentomyfriends。I
willalsointroduceyoutomymistress,andshe,Iamsure,willalwaysbegladtoseeyou。\"
\"What!youhaveamistress,haveyou?\"
\"Yes,butonlyforform’ssake,asIamveryfondofmywife。Allthesame,Iamsupposedtobedeeplyinlovewithher,andevenjealous,asIneverintroduceanyonetoher,anddonotallowhertoreceiveanyvisitors。\"
\"Butdoesnotyouryoungandhandsomeduchessobjecttoyourkeepingamistress?\"
\"Mywifecouldnotpossiblybejealous,assheknowsthatIamimpotent——except,ofcourse,withher。\"
\"Isee,butitsemsstrange;canonebesaidtohaveamistresswhomonedoesnotlove?\"
\"IdidnotsayIlovedhernot;onthecontrary,Iamveryfondofher;shehasakeenandpleasantwit,butsheinterestsmyheadratherthanmyheart。\"
\"Isee;butIsupposesheisugly?\"
\"Ugly?Youshallseeherto—night,andyoucantellmewhatyouthinkofherafterwards。Sheisahandsomeandwell—educatedgirlofseventeen。\"
\"CanshespeakFrench?\"
\"AswellasaFrenchwoman。\"
\"Iamlongingtoseeher。\"
WhenwegottothetheatreIwasintroducedtoseveralladies,butnoneofthempleasedme。Theking,amereboy,satinhisboxinthemiddleofthetheatre,surroundedbyhiscourtiers,richlybuttastefullydressed。Thepitwasfullandtheboxesalso。Thelatterwereornamentedwithmirrors,andonthatoccasionwereallilluminatedforsomereasonorother。Itwasamagnificentscene,butallthisglitterandlightputthestageintothebackground。
Afterwehadgazedforsometimeatthescene,whichisalmostpeculiartoNaples,theduketookmetohisprivateboxandintroducedmetohisfriends,whoconsistedofallthewitsinthetown。
Ihaveoftenlaughedonhearingphilosophersdeclarethattheintelligenceofanationisnotsomuchtheresultoftheclimateasofeducation。SuchsagesshouldbesenttoNaplesandthentoSt。Petersburg,andbetoldtoreflect,orsimplytolookbeforethem。IfthegreatBoerhaavehadlivedatNapleshewouldhavelearntmoreaboutthenatureofsulphurbyobservingitseffectsonvegetables,andstillmoreonanimals。InNaples,andNaplesalone,water,andnothingbutwater,willcurediseaseswhicharefatalelsewhere,despitethedoctors’efforts。
Theduke,whohadleftmetothewitsforashorttime,returnedandtookmetotheboxofhismistress,whowasaccompaniedbyanoldladyofrespectableappearance。Ashewentinhesaid,\"’Leonildamia,tipresentoilcavalierDonGiacomoCasanova,Veneziano,amicomio’。\"
Shereceivedmekindlyandmodestly,andstoppedlisteningtothemusictotalktome。
Whenawomanispretty,onerecognizeshercharmsinstantaneously;
ifonehastoexamineherclosely,herbeautyisdoubtful。
Leonildawasstrikinglybeautiful。Ismiledandlookedattheduke,whohadtoldmethathelovedherlikeadaughter,andthatheonlykeptherforform’ssake。Heunderstoodtheglance,andsaid,——
\"Youmaybelieveme。\"
\"It’scredible,\"Ireplied。
Leonildanodoubtunderstoodwhatwemeant,andsaid,withashysmile,——
\"Whateverispossibleiscredible。\"
\"Quiteso,\"saidI,\"butonemaybelieve,ornotbelieve,accordingtothevariousdegreesofpossibility。\"
\"Ithinkit’seasiertobelievethantodisbelieve。YoucametoNaplesyesterday;that’strueandyetincredible。\"
\"Whyincredible?\"
\"WouldanymansupposethatastrangerwouldcometoNaplesatatimewhentheinhabitantsarewishingthemselvesaway?\"
\"Indeed,Ihavefeltafraidtillthismoment,butnowIfeelquiteatmyease,since,youbeinghere,St。JanuariuswillsurelyprotectNaples。\"
\"Why?\"
\"BecauseIamsurehelovesyou;butyouarelaughingatme。\"
\"Itissuchafunnyidea。IamafraidthatifIhadaloverlikeSt。JanuariusIshouldnotgranthimmanyfavours。\"
\"Isheveryugly,then?\"
\"Ifhisportraitisagoodlikeness,youcanseeforyourselfbyexamininghisstatue。\"
Gaietyleadstofreedom,andfreedomtofriendship。Mentalgracesaresuperiortobodilycharms。
Leonilda’sfranknessinspiredmyconfidence,andIledtheconversationtolove,onwhichshetalkedlikeapastmistress。
\"Love,\"saidshe,\"unlessitleadstothepossessionofthebelovedobject,isameretorment;ifboundsareplacedtopassion,lovemustdie。\"
\"Youareright;andtheenjoymentofabeautifulobjectisnotatruepleasureunlessitbeprecededbylove。\"
\"Nodoubtifloveprecedesitaccompanies,butIdonotthinkitnecessarilyfollows,enjoyment。\"
\"True,itoftenmakeslovetocease。\"
\"Sheisaselfishdaughter,then,tokillherfather;andifafterenjoymentlovestillcontinueintheheartofone,itisworsethanmurder,forthepartyinwhichlovestillsurvivesmustneedsbewretched。\"
\"Youareright;andfromyourstrictlylogicalargumentsI
conjecturethatyouwouldhavethesenseskeptinsubjection:thatistoohard!\"
\"IwouldhavenothingtodowiththatPlatonicaffectiondevoidoflove,butIleaveyoutoguesswhatmymaximwouldbe。\"
\"Toloveandenjoy;toenjoyandlove。Turnandturnabout。\"
\"Youhavehitthemark。\"
WiththisLeonildaburstoutlaughing,andthedukekissedherhand。Hergoverness,notunderstandingFrench,wasattendingtotheopera,butIwasinflames。
Leonildawasonlyseventeen,andwasasprettyagirlastheheartcoulddesire。
ThedukerepeatedalivelyepigramofLafontaine’son\"Enjoyment,\"
whichisonlyfoundinthefirsteditionofhisworks。Itbeginsasfollows:——
\"LajouissanceetlesdesirsSontcequel’hommeadeplusrare;
MaiscenesonspasvraisplaisirsDeslemomentqu’onlessepare。\"
IhavetranslatedthisepigramintoItalianandLatin;inthelatterlanguageIwasalmostabletorenderLafontainelineforline;butIhadtousetwentylinesofItaliantotranslatethefirsttenlinesoftheFrench。Ofcoursethisarguesnothingastothesuperiorityoftheonelanguageovertheother。
InthebestsocietyatNaplesoneaddressesanewcomerinthesecondpersonsingularasapeculiarmarkofdistinction。Thisputsbothpartiesattheireasewithoutdiminishingtheirmutualrespectforoneanother。
Leonildahadalreadyturnedmyfirstfeelingofadmirationintosomethingmuchwarmer,andtheopera,whichlastedforfivehours,seemedoverinamoment。
Afterthetwoladieshadgonethedukesaid,\"Nowwemustpart,unlessyouarefondofgamesofchance。\"
\"Idon’tobjecttothemwhenIamtoplaywithgoodhands。\"
\"Thenfollowme;tenortwelveofmyfriendswillplayfaro,andthensitdowntoacoldcollation,butIwarnyouitisasecret,asgamingisforbidden。Iwillanswerforyoukeepingyourowncounsel,however。\"
\"Youmaydoso。\"
HetookmetotheDukedeMonteLeone’s。Wewentuptothethirdfloor,passedthroughadozenrooms,andatlastreachedthegamester’schamber。Apolite—lookingbanker,withabankofaboutfourhundredsequins,hadthecardsinhishands。Thedukeintroducedmeashisfriend,andmademesitbesidehim。Iwasgoingtodrawoutmypurse,butIwastoldthatdebtswerenotpaidfortwenty—fourhoursaftertheyweredue。Thebankergavemeapackofcards,withalittlebasketcontainingathousandcounters。ItoldthecompanythatIshouldconsidereachcounterasaNaplesducat。Inlessthantwohoursmybasketwasempty。I
stoppedplayingandproceededtoenjoymysupper。ItwasarrangedintheNeapolitanstyle,andconsistedofanenormousdishofmacaroniandtenortwelvedifferentkindsofshellfishwhichareplentifulontheNeapolitancoasts。WhenweleftItookcarenottogivetheduke。timetocondolewithmeonmyloss,butbegantotalktohimabouthisdeliciousLeonilda。
EarlynextdayhesentapagetomyroomtotellmethatifI
wantedtocomewithhimandkisstheking’shandImustputonmygaladress。Iputonasuitofrose—colouredvelvet,withgoldspangles,andIhadthegreathonourofkissingasmallhand,coveredwithchilblains,belongingtoaboyofnine。ThePrincedeSt。Nicanderbroughtuptheyoungkingtothebestofhisability,buthewasnaturallyakindly,just,andgenerousmonarch;ifhehadhadmoredignityhewouldhavebeenanidealking;buthewastoounceremonious,andthat,Ithink,isadefectinonedestinedtoruleothers。
Ihadthehonourofsittingnexttheduchessatdinner,andshedeignedtosaythatshehadneverseenafinerdress。\"That’smyway,\"Isaid,\"ofdistractingattentionfrommyfaceandfigure。\"
Shesmiled,andherpolitenesstomeduringmystaywerealmostlimitedtothesefewwords。
Whenweleftthetabletheduketookmetotheapartmentoccupiedbyhisuncle,DonLelio,whorecognizedmedirectly。Ikissedthevenerableoldman’shand,andbeggedhimtopardonmeforthefreaksofmyyouth。\"It’seighteenyearsago,\"saidhe,\"sinceI
choseM。Casanovaasthecompanionofyourstudies\"IdelightedhimbygivinghimabriefaccountofmyadventuresinRomewithCardinalAcquaviva。Aswewentout,hebeggedmetocomeandseehimoften。
Towardstheeveningthedukesaid,——
\"IfyougototheOperaBuffayouwillpleaseLeonilda。\"
Hegavemethenumberofherbox,andadded,——
\"Iwillcomeforyoutowardstheclose,andwewillsuptogetherasbefore。\"
Ihadnoneedtoordermyhorsestobeputin,astherewasalwaysacarriagereadyformeinthecourtyard。
WhenIgottothetheatretheoperahadbegun。IpresentedmyselftoLeonilda,whoreceivedmewiththepleasantwords,\"CaroDonGiacomo,Iamsopleasedtoseeyouagain。\"
Nodoubtshedidnotliketothoume,buttheexpressionofhereyesandthetoneofhervoiceweremuchbetterthanthetowhichisoftenusedlavishlyatNaples。
Theseductivefeaturesofthischarminggirlwerenotaltogetherunknowntome,butIcouldnotrecollectofwhatwomansheremindedme。Leonildawascertainlyabeauty,andsomethingsuperiortoabeauty,ifpossible。Shehadsplendidlightchestnuthair,andherblackandbrillianteyes,shadedbythicklashes,seemedtohearandspeakatthesametime。Butwhatravishedmestillmorewasherexpression,andtheexquisiteappropriatenessofthegestureswithwhichsheaccompaniedwhatshewassaying。Itseemedasifhertonguecouldnotgivespeechtothethoughtswhichcrowdedherbrain。Shewasnaturallyquick—
witted,andherintellecthadbeendevelopedbyanexcellenteducation。
TheconversationturneduponLafontaine’sepigram,ofwhichIhadonlyrecitedthefirsttenverses,astherestistoolicentious;
andshesaid,——
\"ButIsupposeitisonlyapoet’sfancy,atwhichonecouldbutsmile。\"
\"Possibly,butIdidnotcaretowoundyourears。\"
\"Youareverygood,\"saidshe,usingthepleasanttu,\"butallthesame,Iamnotsothin—skinned,asIhaveaclosetwhichthedukehashadpaintedoverwithcouplesinvariousamorousattitudes。
Wegotheresometimes,andIassureyouthatIdonotexperiencetheslightestsensation。\"
\"Thatmaybethroughadefectoftemperament,forwheneverIseewell—paintedvoluptuouspicturesIfeelmyselfonfire。Iwonderthatwhileyouandthedukelookatthem,youdonottrytoputsomeofthemintopractice。\"
\"Wehaveonlyfriendshipforoneanother。\"
\"Lethimbelieveitwhowill。\"
\"Iamsureheisaman,butIamunabletosaywhetherheisabletogiveawomananyrealproofsofhislove。\"
\"Yethehasason。\"
\"Yes,hehasachildwhocallshimfather;buthehimselfconfessesthatheisonlyabletoshewhismanlypowerswithhiswife。\"
\"That’sallnonsense,foryouaremadetogivebirthtoamorousdesires,andamanwhocouldlivewithyouwithoutbeingabletopossessyououghttoceasetolive。\"
\"Doyoureallythinkso?\"
\"DearLeonilda,ifIwereintheduke’splaceIwouldshewyouwhatamanwhoreallylovescando。\"
\"CaroDonGiacomo,Iamdelightedtohearyouloveme,butyouwillsoonforgetme,asyouareleavingNaples。\"
\"Cursedbethegaming—table,forwithoutitwemightspendsomedelightfulhourtogether。\"
\"Theduketoldmethatyoulostathousandducatsyesterdayeveninglikeaperfectgentleman。Youmustbeveryunlucky。\"
\"Notalways,butwhenIplayonadayinwhichIhavefalleninloveIamsuretolose。\"
\"Youwillwinbackyourmoneythisevening。\"
\"Thisisthedeclarationday;Ishallloseagain。\"
\"Thendon’tplay。\"
\"PeoplewouldsayIwasafraid,orthatallmymoneywasgone。\"
\"Ihopeatalleventsthatyouwillwinsometimes,andthatyouwilltellmeofyourgoodluck。Comeandseemeto—morrowwiththeduke。\"
Thedukecameinatthatmoment,andaskedmeifIhadlikedtheopera。Leonildaansweredforme,\"Wehavebeentalkingaboutloveallthetime,sowedon’tknowwhathasbeengoingonthestage。\"
\"Youhavedonewell。\"
\"ItrustyouwillbringM。Casanovatoseemetomorrowmorning,asIhopehewillbringmenewsthathehaswon。\"
\"It’smyturntodealthisevening,dearest,butwhetherhewinsorlosesyoushallseehimto—morrow。Youmustgiveussomebreakfast。\"
\"Ishallbedelighted。\"
Wekissedherhand,andwenttothesameplaceasthenightbefore。Thecompanywaswaitingfortheduke。Thereweretwelvemembersoftheclub,andtheyallheldthebankinturn。Theysaidthatthismadethechancesmoreequal;butIlaughedatthisopinion,asthereisnothingmoredifficulttoestablishthanequalitybetweenplayers。
TheDukedeMatalonesatdown,drewouthispurseandhispocket—
book,andputtwothousandducatsinthebank,beggingpardonoftheothersfordoublingtheusualsuminfavourofthestranger。
Thebankneverexceededathousandducats。
\"Then,\"saidI,\"Iwillhazardtwothousandducatsalsoandnotmore,fortheysayatVenicethataprudentplayerneverrisksmorethanhecanwin。Eachofmycounterswillbeequivalenttotwoducats。\"Sosaying,Itooktennotesofahundredducatseachfrommypocket,andgavethemtothelastevening’sbankerwhohadwonthemfromme。
Playbegan;andthoughIwasprudent,andonlyriskedmymoneyonasinglecard,inlessthanthreehoursmycounterswereallgone。
Istoppedplaying,thoughIhadstilltwenty—fivethousandducats;
butIhadsaidthatIwouldnotriskmorethantwothousand,andI
wasashamedtogobackfrommyword。
ThoughIhavealwaysfeltlosingmymoney,noonehaseverseenmeputout,mynaturalgaietywasheightenedbyartonsuchoccasions,andseemedtobemorebrilliantthanever。Ihavealwaysfounditagreatadvantagetobeabletolosepleasantly。
Imadeanexcellentsupper,andmyhighspiritsfurnishedmewithsuchafundofamusingconversationthatallthetablewasinaroar。IevensucceededindissipatingthemelancholyoftheDukedeMatalone,whowasindespairathavingwonsuchasumfromhisfriendandguest。Hewasafraidhehadhalfruinedme,andalsothatpeoplemightsayhehadonlywelcomedmeforthesakeofmymoney。
Aswereturnedtothepalacetheconversationwasaffectionateonhissideandjovialonmine,butIcouldseehewasinsometrouble,andguessedwhatwasthematter。HewantedtosaythatI
couldpaythemoneyIowedhimwheneverIliked,butwasafraidofwoundingmyfeelings;butassoonashegotinhewrotemeafriendlynotetotheeffectthatifIwantedmoneyhisbankerwouldletmehaveasmuchasIrequired。IreplieddirectlythatIfeltthegenerosityofhisoffer,andifIwasinneedoffundsIwouldavailmyselfofit。
EarlynextmorningIwenttohisroom,andafteranaffectionateembraceItoldhimnottoforgetthatweweregoingtobreakfastwithhisfairmistress。WebothputongreatcoatsandwenttoLeonilda’sprettyhouse。
Wefoundhersittingupinbed,negligentlybutdecentlydressed,withadimitycorsettiedwithredribbons。Shelookedbeautiful,andhergracefulpostureaddedtohercharms。ShewasreadingCrebillon’sSopha。Thedukesatdownatthebottomofthebed,andIstoodstaringatherinspeechlessadmiration,endeavouringtorecalltomymemorywhereIhadseensuchanotherfaceashers。
ItseemedtomethatIhadlovedawomanlikeher。ThiswasthefirsttimeIhadseenherwithoutthedeceitfulglitterofcandles。Shelaughedatmyabsent—mindedness,andtoldmetositdownonachairbyherbedside。
TheduketoldherthatIwasquitepleasedathavinglosttwothousandducatstohisbank,asthelossmademesureshelovedme。
\"CaromioDonGiacomo,Iamsorrytohearthat!Youwouldhavedonebetternottoplay,forIshouldhavelovedyouallthesame,andyouwouldhavebeentwothousandducatsbetteroff。\"
\"AndItwothousandducatsworseoff,\"saidtheduke,laughing。
\"Nevermind,dearLeonilda,Ishallwinthiseveningifyougrantmesomefavourto—day。Ifyoudonotdoso,Ishallloseheart,andyouwillmournatmygravebeforelong。\"
\"Think,Leonilda,whatyoucandoformyfriend。\"
\"Idon’tseethatIcandoanything。\"
Theduketoldhertodress,thatwemightgoandbreakfastinthepaintedcloset。Shebeganatonce,andpreservedajustmeaninwhatsheletusseeandwhatsheconcealed,andthussetmeinflames,thoughIwasalreadycaptivatedbyherface,herwit,andhercharmingmanners。Icastanindiscreetglancetowardsherbeautifulbreast,andthusaddedfueltothefire。IconfessthatIonlyobtainedthissatisfactionbyaspeciesoflarceny,butI
couldnothavesucceededifshehadnotbeenwelldisposedtowardsme。Ipretendedtohaveseennothing。
Whiledressingshemaintainedwithmuchingenuitythatawisegirlwillbemuchmorecharyofherfavourstowardsamanshelovesthantowardsamanshedoesnotlove,becauseshewouldbeafraidtolosethefirst,whereasshedoesnotcareaboutthesecond。
\"Itwillnotbesowithme,charmingLeonilda,\"saidI。
\"Youmakeamistake,Iamsure。\"
Thepictureswithwhichtheclosetwherewebreakfastedwasadornedwereadmirablemorefromthecolouringandthedesignthanfromtheamorouscombatstheyrepresented。
\"Theydon’tmakeanyimpressiononme,\"saidtheduke,andheshewedusthatitwasso。