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  WehavementionedafewofthemosteminentofthosewhopaidtheirhomagetotheauthorofEvelina。ThecrowdofinferioradmirerswouldrequireacatalogueaslongasthatinthesecondbookoftheIliad。InthatcataloguewouldbeMrs。Cholmondeley,thesayerofoddthings,andSeward,muchgiventoyawning,andBaretti,whoslewthemanintheHaymarket,andPaoli,talkingbrokenEnglish,andLangton,tallerbytheheadthananyothermemberoftheclub,andLadyMillar,whokeptavasewhereinfoolswerewonttoputbadverses,andJerninghamwhowroteversesfittobeputintothevaseofLadyMillar,andDr。Franklin,not,assomehavedreamed,thegreatPennsylvanianDr。Franklin,whocouldnotthenhavepaidhisrespectstoMissBurneywithoutmuchriskofbeinghanged,drawnandquartered,butDr。Franklintheless,AiasMeionoutitodosgedsosTelamoniosAiasAllapolumeion。

  Itwouldnothavebeensurprisingifsuchsuccesshadturnedevenastronghead,andcorruptedevenagenerousandaffectionatenature。But,intheDiary,wecanfindnotraceofanyfeelinginconsistentwithatrulymodestandamiabledisposition。Thereis,indeed,abundantproofthatFrancesenjoyedwithanintense,thoughatroubledjoy,thehonourswhichhergeniushadwon;butitisequallyclearthatherhappinesssprangfromthehappinessofherfather,hersister,andherdearDaddyCrisp。Whileflatteredbythegreat,theopulent,andthelearned,whilefollowedalongtheSteyneatBrighton,andthePantilesatTunbridgeWells,bythegazeofadmiringcrowds,herheartseemstohavebeenstillwiththelittledomesticcircleinSaintMartin’sStreet。Ifsherecordedwithminutediligenceallthecompliments,delicateandcoarse,whichsheheardwhereversheturned,sherecordedthemfortheeyesoftwoorthreepersonswhohadlovedherfrominfancy,whohadlovedherinobscurity,andtowhomherfamegavethepurestandmostexquisitedelight。

  Nothingcanbemoreunjustthantoconfoundtheseoutpouringsofakindheart,sureofperfectsympathy,withtheegotismofabluestocking,whopratestoallwhocomenearheraboutherownnovelorherownvolumeofsonnets。

  ItwasnaturalthatthetriumphantissueofMissBurney’sfirstventureshouldtempthertotryasecond。Evelina,thoughithadraisedherfame,hadaddednothingtoherfortune。Someofherfriendsurgedhertowriteforthestage。Johnsonpromisedtogiveherhisadviceastothecomposition。Murphy,whowassupposedtounderstandthetemperofthepitaswellasanymanofhistime,undertooktoinstructherastostageeffect。

  Sheridandeclaredthathewouldacceptaplayfromherwithoutevenreadingit。Thusencouraged,shewroteacomedynamedTheWitlings。Fortunatelyitwasneveractedorprinted。Wecan,wethink,easilyperceive,fromthelittlewhichissaidonthesubjectintheDiary,thatTheWitlingswouldhavebeendamned,andthatMurphy,andSheridanthoughtso,thoughtheyweretoopolitetosayso。HappilyFranceshadafriendwhowasnotafraidtogiveherpain。Crisp,wiserforherthanhehadbeenforhimself,readthemanuscriptinhislonelyretreat,andmanfullytoldherthatshehadfailed,thattoremoveblemisheshereandtherewouldbeuseless,thatthepiecehadabundanceofwitbutnointerest,thatitwasbadasawhole,thatitwouldremindeveryreaderoftheFemmesSavantes,which,strangetosay,shehadneverread,andthatshecouldnotsustainsocloseacomparisonwithMoliere。Thisopinion,inwhichDr。Burneyconcurred,wassenttoFrances,inwhatshecalled\"ahissing,groaning,catcallingepistle。\"Butshehadtoomuchsensenottoknowthatitwasbettertobehissedandcat—calledbyherDaddy,thanbyawholeseaofheadsinthepitofDruryLaneTheatre:

  andshehadtoogoodaheartnottobegratefulforsorareanactoffriendship。Shereturnedananswer,whichshowshowwellshedeservedtohaveajudicious,faithful,andaffectionateadviser。\"Iintend,\"shewrote,\"toconsolemyselfforyourcensurebythisgreatestproofIhaveeverreceivedofthesincerity,candour,and,letmeadd,esteem,ofmydeardaddy。

  AndasIhappentolovemyselfmorethanmyplay,thisconsolationisnotaverytriflingone。This,however,seriouslyIdobelieve,thatwhenmytwodaddiesputtheirheadstogethertoconcertthathissing,groaning,cat—callingepistletheysentme,theyfeltassorryforpoorlittleMissBayesasshecouldpossiblydoforherself。YouseeIdonotattempttorepayyourfranknesswithanairofpretendedcarelessness。But,thoughsomewhatdisconcertedjustnow,Iwillpromisenottoletmyvexationliveoutanotherday。Adieu,mydeardaddy,Iwon’tbemortified,andIwon’tbedowned,butIwillbeproudtofindI

  have,outofmyownfamily,aswellasinit,afriendwholovesmewellenoughtospeakplaintruthtome。\"

  Francesnowturnedfromherdramaticschemestoanundertakingfarbettersuitedtohertalents。Shedeterminedtowriteanewtale,onaplanexcellentlycontrivedforthedisplayofthepowersinwhichhersuperioritytootherwriterslay。Itwasintruthagrandandvariouspicture—gallery,whichpresentedtotheeyealongseriesofmenandwomen,eachmarkedbysomestrongpeculiarfeature。Therewereavariceandprodigality,theprideofbloodandtheprideofmoney,morbidrestlessnessandmorbidapathy,frivolousgarrulity,supercilioussilence,aDemocritustolaughateverything,andaHeraclitustolamentovereverything。Theworkproceededfast,andintwelvemonthswascompleted。ItwantedsomethingofthesimplicitywhichhadbeenamongthemostattractivecharmsofEvelina;butitfurnishedampleproofthatthefouryears,whichhadelapsedsinceEvelinaappeared,hadnotbeenunprofitablyspent。ThosewhosawCeciliainmanuscriptpronounceditthebestnoveloftheage。Mrs。

  Thralelaughedandweptoverit。Crispwasevenvehementinapplause,andofferedtoensuretherapidandcompletesuccessofthebookforhalf—a—crown。WhatMissBurneyreceivedforthecopyrightisnotmentionedintheDiary;butwehaveobservedseveralexpressionsfromwhichweinferthatthesumwasconsiderable。Thatthesalewouldbegreatnobodycoulddoubt;

  andFrancesnowhadshrewdandexperiencedadvisers,whowouldnotsufferhertowrongherself。Wehavebeentoldthatthepublishersgavehertwothousandpounds,andwehavenodoubtthattheymighthavegivenastilllargersumwithoutbeinglosers。

  Ceciliawaspublishedinthesummerof1782。Thecuriosityofthetownwasintense。WehavebeeninformedbypersonswhorememberthosedaysthatnoromanceofSirWalterScottwasmoreimpatientlyawaited,ormoreeagerlysnatchedfromthecountersofthebooksellers。Highaspublicexpectationwas,itwasamplysatisfied;andCeciliawasplaced,bygeneralacclamation,amongtheclassicalnovelsofEngland。

  MissBurneywasnowthirty。Heryouthhadbeensingularlyprosperous;butcloudssoonbegantogatheroverthatclearandradiantdawn。EventsdeeplypainfultoaheartsokindasthatofFrancesfollowedeachotherinrapidsuccession。Shewasfirstcalledupontoattendthedeathbedofherbestfriend,SamuelCrisp。WhenshereturnedtoSaintMartin’sStreet,afterperformingthismelancholyduty,shewasappalledbyhearingthatJohnsonhadbeenstruckbyparalysis;and,notmanymonthslater,shepartedfromhimforthelasttimewithsolemntenderness。Hewishedtolookonheroncemore;andonthedaybeforehisdeathshelongremainedintearsonthestairsleadingtohisbedroom,inthehopethatshemightbecalledintoreceivehisblessing。

  Hewasthensinkingfast,andthoughhesentheranaffectionatemessage,wasunabletoseeher。Butthiswasnottheworst。Thereareseparationsfarmorecruelthanthosewhicharemadebydeath。

  ShemightweepwithproudaffectionforCrispandJohnson。ShehadtoblushaswellastoweepforMrs。Thrale。

  Life,however,stillsmileduponFrances。Domestichappiness,friendship,independence,leisure,letters,allthesethingswerehers;andsheflungthemallaway。

  Amongthedistinguishedpersonstowhomshehadbeenintroduced,noneappearstohavestoodhigherinherregardthanMrs。Delany。

  Thisladywasaninterestingandvenerablerelicofapastage。

  ShewasthenieceofGeorgeGranville,LordLansdowne,who,inhisyouth,exchangedversesandcomplimentswithEdmundWaller,andwhowasamongthefirsttoapplaudtheopeninggeniusofPope。ShehadmarriedDr。Delany,amanknowntohiscontemporariesasaprofoundscholarandaneloquentpreacher,butrememberedinourtimechieflyasoneofthatsmallcircleinwhichthefiercespiritofSwift,torturedbydisappointedambition,byremorse,andbytheapproachesofmadness,soughtforamusementandrepose。DoctorDelanyhadlongbeendead。Hiswidow,noblydescended,eminentlyaccomplished,andretaining,inspiteoftheinfirmitiesofadvancedage,thevigourofherfacultiesandtheserenityofhertemper,enjoyedanddeservedthefavouroftheroyalfamily。Shehadapensionofthreehundredayear;andahouseatWindsor,belongingtotheCrown,hadbeenfittedupforheraccommodation。AtthishousetheKingandQueensometimescalled,andfoundaverynaturalpleasureinthuscatchinganoccasionalglimpseoftheprivatelifeofEnglishfamilies。

  InDecember1785,MissBurneywasonavisittoMrs。DelanyatWindsor。Thedinnerwasover。Theoldladywastakinganap。Hergrandniece,alittlegirlofseven,wasplayingatsomeChristmasgamewiththevisitors,whenthedooropened,andastoutgentlemanenteredunannounced,withastaronhisbreast,and\"What?what?what?\"inhismouth。Acryof\"TheKing!\"wassetup。Ageneralscamperingfollowed。MissBurneyownsthatshecouldnothavebeenmoreterrifiedifshehadseenaghost。ButMrs。Delanycameforwardtopayherdutytoherroyalfriend,andthedisturbancewasquieted。Franceswasthenpresented,andunderwentalongexaminationandcross—examinationaboutallthatshehadwrittenandallthatshemeanttowrite。TheQueensoonmadeherappearanceandhisMajestyrepeated,forthebenefitofhisconsort,theinformationwhichhehadextractedfromMissBurney。Thegood—natureoftheroyalpairmighthavesoftenedeventheauthorsoftheProbationaryOdes,andcouldnotbutbedelightfultoayoungladywhohadbeenbroughtupaTory。Inafewdaysthevisitwasrepeated。MissBurneywasmoreateasethanbefore。HisMajesty,insteadofseekingforinformation,condescendedtoimpartit,andpassedsentenceonmanygreatwriters,Englishandforeign。Voltairehepronouncedamonster。

  Rousseauhelikedratherbetter。\"Butwasthereever,\"hecried,\"suchstuffasgreatpartofShakspeare?Onlyonemustnotsayso。Butwhatthinkyou?What?Istherenotsadstuff?What?

  What?\"

  ThenextdayFrancesenjoyedtheprivilegeoflisteningtosomeequallyvaluablecriticismutteredbytheQueentouchingGoetheandKlopstock,andmighthavelearnedanimportantlessonofeconomyfromthemodeinwhichherMajesty’slibraryhadbeenformed。\"Ipickedthebookuponastall,\"saidtheQueen。\"Oh,itisamazingwhatgoodbooksthereareonstalls!\"Mrs。Delany,whoseemstohaveunderstoodfromthesewordsthatherMajestywasinthehabitofexploringtheboothsofMoorfieldsandHolywellStreetinperson,couldnotsuppressanexclamationofsurprise。\"Why,\"saidtheQueen,\"Idon’tpickthemupmyself。

  ButIhaveaservantveryclever;and,iftheyarenottobehadatthebooksellers,theyarenotformemorethanforanother。\"

  MissBurneydescribesthisconversationasdelightful;and,indeed,wecannotwonderthat,withherliterarytastes,sheshouldbedelightedathearinginhowmagnificentamannerthegreatestladyinthelandencouragedliterature。

  Thetruthis,thatFranceswasfascinatedbythecondescendingkindnessofthetwogreatpersonagestowhomshehadbeenpresented。Herfatherwasevenmoreinfatuatedthanherself。Theresultwasastepofwhichwecannotthinkwithpatience,butwhich,recordedasitis,withallitsconsequences,inthesevolumes,deservesatleastthispraise,thatithasfurnishedamostimpressivewarning。

  AGermanladyofthenameofHaggerdorn,oneofthekeepersoftheQueen’srobes,retiredaboutthistime;andherMajestyofferedthevacantposttoMissBurney。WhenweconsiderthatMissBurneywasdecidedlythemostpopularwriteroffictitiousnarrativethenliving,thatcompetence,ifnotopulence,waswithinherreach,andthatshewasmorethanusuallyhappyinherdomesticcircle,andwhenwecomparethesacrificewhichshewasinvitedtomakewiththeremunerationwhichwasheldouttoher,wearedividedbetweenlaughterandindignation。

  WhatwasdemandedofherwasthatsheshouldconsenttobealmostascompletelyseparatedfromherfamilyandfriendsasifshehadgonetoCalcutta,andalmostascloseaprisonerasifshehadbeensenttogaolforalibel;thatwithtalentswhichhadinstructedanddelightedthehighestlivingminds,sheshouldnowbeemployedonlyinmixingsnuffandstickingpins;thatsheshouldbesummonedbyawaiting—woman’sbelltoawaiting—woman’sduties;thatsheshouldpassherwholelifeundertherestraintsofapaltryetiquette,shouldsometimesfasttillshewasreadytoswoonwithhunger,shouldsometimesstandtillherkneesgavewaywithfatigue;thatsheshouldnotdaretospeakormovewithoutconsideringhowhermistressmightlikeherwordsandgestures。Insteadofthosedistinguishedmenandwomen,theflowerofallpoliticalparties,withwhomshehadbeeninthehabitofmixingontermsofequalfriendship,shewastohaveforherperpetualcompanionthechiefkeeperoftherobes,anoldhagfromGermany,ofmeanunderstanding,ofinsolentmanners,andoftemperwhich,naturallysavage,hadnowbeenexasperatedbydisease。Nowandthen,indeed,poorFrancesmightconsoleherselfforthelossofBurke’sandWindham’ssociety,byjoininginthe\"celestialcolloquysublime\"ofhisMajesty’sEquerries。

  Andwhatwastheconsiderationforwhichshewastosellherselftothisslavery?Apeerageinherownright?Apensionoftwothousandayearforlife?Aseventy—fourforherbrotherinthenavy?Adeaneryforherbrotherinthechurch?Notso。Thepriceatwhichshewasvaluedwasherboard,herlodging,theattendanceofaman—servant,andtwohundredpoundsayear。

  Themanwho,evenwhenhardpressedbyhunger,sellshisbirthrightforamessofpottage,isunwise。Butwhatshallwesayofhimwhopartswithhisbirthright,anddoesnotgeteventhepottageinreturn?Itisnotnecessarytoinquirewhetheropulencebeanadequatecompensationforthesacrificeofbodilyandmentalfreedom;forFrancesBurneypaidforleavetobeaprisonerandamenial。Itwasevidentlyunderstoodasoneofthetermsofherengagement,that,whileshewasamemberoftheroyalhousehold,shewasnottoappearbeforethepublicasanauthor;and,evenhadtherebeennosuchunderstanding,heravocationsweresuchaslefthernoleisureforanyconsiderableintellectualeffort。ThatherplacewasincompatiblewithherliterarypursuitswasindeedfranklyacknowledgedbytheKingwhensheresigned。\"Shehasgivenup,\"hesaid,\"fiveyearsofherpen。\"Thatduringthosefiveyearsshemight,withoutpainfulexertion,withoutanyexertionthatwouldnothavebeenapleasure,haveearnedenoughtobuyanannuityforlifemuchlargerthantheprecarioussalarywhichshereceivedatCourt,isquitecertain。Thesameincome,too,whichinSaintMartin’sStreetwouldhaveaffordedhereverycomfort,musthavebeenfoundscantyatSaintJames’s。Wecannotventuretospeakconfidentlyofthepriceofmillineryandjewellery;butwearegreatlydeceivedifalady,whohadtoattendQueenCharlotteonmanypublicoccasions,couldpossiblysaveafarthingoutofasalaryoftwohundredayear。Theprincipleofthearrangementwas,inshort,simplythis,thatFrancesBurneyshouldbecomeaslave,andshouldberewardedbybeingmadeabeggar。

  WithwhatobjecttheirMajestiesbroughthertotheirpalace,wemustownourselvesunabletoconceive。Theirobjectcouldnotbetoencourageherliteraryexertions;fortheytookherfromasituationinwhichitwasalmostcertainthatshewouldwrite,andputherintoasituationinwhichitwasimpossibleforhertowrite。Theirobjectcouldnotbetopromoteherpecuniaryinterest;fortheytookherfromasituationwhereshewaslikelytobecomerich,andputherintoasituationinwhichshecouldnotbutcontinuepoor。Theirobjectcouldnotbetoobtainaneminentlyusefulwaiting—maid;foritisclearthat,thoughMissBurneywastheonlywomanofhertimewhocouldhavedescribedthedeathofHarrel,thousandsmighthavebeenfoundmoreexpertintyingribandsandfillingsnuff—boxes。Tograntherapensiononthecivillistwouldhavebeenanactofjudiciousliberality,honourabletotheCourt。Ifthiswasimpracticable,thenextbestthingwastoletheralone。ThattheKingandQueenmeanthernothingbutkindness,wedonotintheleastdoubt。Buttheirkindnesswasthekindnessofpersonsraisedhighabovethemassofmankind,accustomedtobeaddressedwithprofounddeference,accustomedtoseeallwhoapproachthemmortifiedbytheircoldnessandelatedbytheirsmiles。Theyfanciedthattobenoticedbythem,tobenearthem,toservethem,wasinitselfakindofhappiness;andthatFrancesBurneyoughttobefullofgratitudeforbeingpermittedtopurchase,bythesurrenderofhealth,wealth,freedom,domesticaffection,andliteraryfame,theprivilegeofstandingbehindaroyalchair,andholdingapairofroyalgloves。

  Andwhocanblamethem?Whocanwonderthatprincesshouldbeundersuchadelusion,whentheyareencouragedinitbytheverypersonswhosufferfromitmostcruelly?WasittobeexpectedthatGeorgetheThirdandQueenCharlotteshouldunderstandtheinterestofFrancesBurneybetter,orpromoteitwithmorezealthanherselfandherfather?Nodeceptionwaspractised。Theconditionsofthehouseofbondageweresetforthwithallsimplicity。Thehookwaspresentedwithoutabait;thenetwasspreadinsightofthebird:andthenakedhookwasgreedilyswallowed,andthesillybirdmadehastetoentangleherselfinthenet。

  ItisnotstrangeindeedthataninvitationtoCourtshouldhavecausedaflutteringinthebosomofaninexperiencedyoungwoman。

  Butitwasthedutyoftheparenttowatchoverthechild,andtoshowherthatononesidewereonlyinfantinevanitiesandchimericalhopes,ontheotherliberty,peaceofmind,affluence,socialenjoyments,honourabledistinctions。Strangetosay,theonlyhesitationwasonthepartofFrances。Dr。Burneywastransportedoutofhimselfwithdelight。NotsucharetherapturesofaCircassianfatherwhohassoldhisprettydaughterwelltoaTurkishslave—merchant。YetDr。Burneywasanamiableman,amanofgoodabilities,amanwhohadseenmuchoftheworld。ButheseemstohavethoughtthatgoingtoCourtwaslikegoingtoheaven;thattoseeprincesandprincesseswasakindofbeatificvision;thattheexquisitefelicityenjoyedbyroyalpersonswasnotconfinedtothemselves,butwascommunicatedbysomemysteriouseffluxorreflectiontoallwhoweresufferedtostandattheirtoilettes,ortobeartheirtrains。Heoverruledallhisdaughter’sobjections,andhimselfescortedhertoherprison。Thedoorclosed。Thekeywasturned。She,lookingbackwithtenderregretonallthatshehadleft,andforwardwithanxietyandterrortothenewlifeonwhichshewasentering,wasunabletospeakorstand;andhewentonhiswayhomewardrejoicinginhermarvellousprosperity。

  Andnowbeganaslaveryoffiveyears,offiveyearstakenfromthebestpartoflife,andwastedinmenialdrudgeryorinrecreationsdullerthanevenmenialdrudgery,undergallingrestraintsandamidstunfriendlyoruninterestingcompanions。Thehistoryofanordinarydaywasthis。MissBurneyhadtoriseanddressherselfearly,thatshemightbereadytoanswertheroyalbell,whichrangathalfafterseven。TillabouteightsheattendedintheQueen’sdressing—room,andhadthehonouroflacingheraugustmistress’sstays,andofputtingonthehoop,gown,andneckhandkerchief。Themorningwaschieflyspentinrummagingdrawersandlayingfineclothesintheirproperplaces。

  ThentheQueenwastobepowderedanddressedfortheday。TwiceaweekherMajesty’shairwascurledandcraped;andthisoperationappearstohaveaddedafullhourtothebusinessofthetoilette。ItwasgenerallythreebeforeMissBurneywasatliberty。Thenshehadtwohoursatherowndisposal。TothesehoursweowegreatpartofherDiary。Atfiveshehadtoattendhercolleague,MadameSchwellenberg,ahatefuloldtoadeater,asilliterateasachambermaid,asproudasawholeGermanChapter,rude,peevish,unabletobearsolitude,unabletoconductherselfwithcommondecencyinsociety。Withthisdelightfulassociate,FrancesBurneyhadtodine,andpasstheevening。Thepairgenerallyremainedtogetherfromfivetoeleven,andoftenhadnoothercompanythewholetime,exceptduringthehourfromeighttonine,whentheequerriescametotea。IfpoorFrancesattemptedtoescapetoherownapartment,andtoforgetherwretchednessoverabook,theexecrableoldwomanrailedandstormed,andcomplainedthatshewasneglected。

  Yet,whenFrancesstayed,shewasconstantlyassailedwithinsolentreproaches。Literaryfamewas,intheeyesoftheGermancrone,ablemish,aproofthatthepersonwhoenjoyeditwasmeanlyborn,andoutofthepaleofgoodsociety。AllherscantystockofbrokenEnglishwasemployedtoexpressthecontemptwithwhichsheregardedtheauthorofEvelinaandCecilia。Francesdetestedcards,andindeedknewnothingaboutthem;butshesoonfoundthattheleastmiserablewayofpassinganeveningwithMadameSchwellenbergwasatthecard—table,andconsented,withpatientsadness,togivehours,whichmighthavecalledforththelaughterandthetearsofmanygenerations,tothekingofclubsandtheknaveofspades。Betweenelevenandtwelvethebellrangagain。MissBurneyhadtopasstwentyminutesorhalfanhourinundressingtheQueen,andwasthenatlibertytoretire,andtodreamthatshewaschattingwithherbrotherbythequiethearthinSaintMartin’sStreet,thatshewasthecentreofanadmiringassemblageatMrs。Crewe’s,thatBurkewascallingherthefirstwomanoftheage,orthatDillywasgivingherachequefortwothousandguineas。

  Men,wemustsuppose,arelesspatientthanwomen;forweareutterlyatalosstoconceivehowanyhumanbeingcouldenduresuchalife,whilethereremainedavacantgarretinGrubStreet,acrossinginwantofasweeper,aparishworkhouse,oraparishvault。AnditwasforsuchalifethatFrancesBurneyhadgivenuplibertyandpeace,ahappyfireside,attachedfriends,awideandsplendidcircleofacquaintance,intellectualpursuitsinwhichshewasqualifiedtoexcel,andthesurehopeofwhattoherwouldhavebeenaffluence。

  Thereisnothingnewunderthesun。ThelastgreatmasterofAtticeloquenceandAtticwithasleftusaforcibleandtouchingdescriptionofthemiseryofamanofletters,who,luredbyhopessimilartothoseofFrances,hadenteredtheserviceofoneofthemagnatesofRome。\"UnhappythatIam,\"criesthevictimofhisownchildishambition:\"wouldnothingcontentmebutthatI

  mustleavemineoldpursuitsandmineoldcompanions,andthelifewhichwaswithoutcare,andthesleepwhichhadnolimitsavemineownpleasure,andthewalkswhichIwasfreetotakewhereIlisted,andflingmyselfintothelowestpitofadungeonlikethis?And,OGod!forwhat?WastherenowaybywhichI

  mighthaveenjoyedinfreedomcomfortsevengreaterthanthosewhichInowearnbyservitude?Likealionwhichhasbeenmadesotamethatmenmayleadhimaboutbyathread,Iamdraggedupanddown,withbrokenandhumbledspirit,attheheelsofthosetowhom,inmineowndomain,Ishouldhavebeenanobjectofaweandwonder。And,worstofall,IfeelthathereIgainnocredit,thathereIgivenopleasure。Thetalentsandaccomplishments,whichcharmedafardifferentcircle,arehereoutofplace。Iamrudeintheartsofpalaces,andcanillbearcomparisonwiththosewhosecalling,fromtheiryouthup,hasbeentoflatterandtosue。HaveI,then,twolives,that,afterIhavewastedoneintheserviceofothers,theremayyetremaintomeasecond,whichImayliveuntomyself?\"

  Nowandthen,indeed,eventsoccurredwhichdisturbedthewretchedmonotonyofFrancesBurney’slife。TheCourtmovedfromKewtoWindsor,andfromWindsorbacktoKew。Onedullcolonelwentoutofwaiting,andanotherdullcolonelcameintowaiting。

  Animpertinentservantmadeablunderabouttea,andcausedamisunderstandingbetweenthegentlemenandtheladies。Ahalf—

  wittedFrenchProtestantministertalkedoddlyaboutconjugalfidelity。AnunluckymemberofthehouseholdmentionedapassageintheMorningHerald,reflectingontheQueen;andforthwithMadameSchwellenbergbegantostorminbadEnglish,andtoldhimthathemadeher\"whatyoucallperspire!\"

  AmoreimportantoccurrencewastheKing’svisittoOxford。MissBurneywentintheroyaltraintoNuneham,wasutterlyneglectedthereinthecrowd,andcouldwithdifficultyfindaservanttoshowthewaytoherbedroom,orahairdressertoarrangehercurls。ShehadthehonourofenteringOxfordinthelastofalongstringofcarriageswhichformedtheroyalprocession,ofwalkingaftertheQueenalldaythroughrefectoriesandchapels,andofstanding,halfdeadwithfatigueandhunger,whileheraugustmistresswasseatedatanexcellentcoldcollation。AtMagdalenCollege,Franceswasleftforamomentinaparlour,whereshesankdownonachair。Agood—naturedequerrysawthatshewasexhausted,andsharedwithhersomeapricotsandbread,whichhehadwiselyputintohispockets。Atthatmomentthedooropened;theQueenentered;theweariedattendantssprangup;thebreadandfruitwerehastilyconcealed。\"Ifound,\"sayspoorMissBurney,\"thatourappetitesweretobesupposedannihilated,atthesamemomentthatourstrengthwastobeinvincible。\"

  YetOxford,seenevenundersuchdisadvantages,\"revivedinher,\"

  touseherownwords,\"aconsciousnesstopleasurewhichhadlonglainnearlydormant。\"Sheforgot,duringonemoment,thatshewasawaiting—maid,andfeltasawomanoftruegeniusmightbeexpectedtofeelamidstvenerableremainsofantiquity,beautifulworksofart,vastrepositoriesofknowledge,andmemorialsoftheillustriousdead。Hadshestillbeenwhatshewasbeforeherfatherinducedhertotakethemostfatalstepofherlife,wecaneasilyimaginewhatpleasureshewouldhavederivedfromavisittothenoblestofEnglishcities。Shemight,indeed,havebeenforcedtotravelinahackchaise,andmightnothavewornsofineagownofChamberygauzeasthatinwhichshetotteredaftertheroyalparty;butwithwhatdelightwouldshehavethenpacedthecloistersofMagdalen,comparedtheantiquegloomofMertonwiththesplendourofChristChurch,andlookeddownfromthedomeoftheRatcliffeLibraryonthemagnificentseaofturretsandbattlementsbelow!HowgladlywouldlearnedmenhavelaidasideforafewhoursPindar’sOdesandAristotle’sEthicstoescorttheauthorofCeciliafromcollegetocollege!Whatneatlittlebanquetswouldshehavefoundsetoutintheirmonasticcells!Withwhateagernesswouldpictures,medals,andilluminatedmissalshavebeenbroughtforthfromthemostmysteriouscabinetsforheramusement!HowmuchshewouldhavehadtohearandtotellaboutJohnson,asshewalkedoverPembroke,andaboutReynolds,intheantechapelofNewCollege!

  Buttheseindulgenceswerenotforonewhohadsoldherselfintobondage。

  AbouteighteenmonthsafterthevisittoOxford,anothereventdiversifiedthewearisomelifewhichFrancesledatCourt。WarrenHastingswasbroughttothebaroftheHouseofPeers。TheQueenandPrincesseswerepresentwhenthetrialcommenced,andMissBurneywaspermittedtoattend。Duringthesubsequentproceedingsadayruleforthesamepurposewasoccasionallygrantedtoher;

  fortheQueentookthestrongestinterestinthetrial,andwhenshecouldnotgoherselftoWestminsterHall,likedtoreceiveareportofwhathadpassedfromapersonofsingularpowersofobservation,andwhowas,moreover,acquaintedwithsomeofthemostdistinguishedmanagers。TheportionoftheDiarywhichrelatestothiscelebratedproceedingislivelyandpicturesque。

  Yetwereadit,weown,withpain;foritseemstoustoprovethatthefineunderstandingofFrancesBurneywasbeginningtofeeltheperniciousinfluenceofamodeoflifewhichisasincompatiblewithhealthofmindastheairofthePomptinemarsheswithhealthofbody。FromthefirstdaysheespousesthecauseofHastingswithapresumptuousvehemenceandacrimonyquiteinconsistentwiththemodestyandsuavityofherordinarydeportment。SheshudderswhenBurkeenterstheHallattheheadoftheCommons。Shepronounceshimthecrueloppressorofaninnocentman。Sheisatalosstoconceivehowthemanagerscanlookatthedefendant,andnotblush。Windhamcomestoherfromthemanager’sbox,toofferherrefreshment。\"But,\"saysshe,\"I

  couldnotbreakbreadwithhim。\"Then,again,sheexclaims,\"Ah,Mr。Windham,howcanyoueverengageinsocruel,sounjustacause?\"\"Mr。Burkesawme,\"shesays,\"andhebowedwiththemostmarkedcivilityofmanner。\"This,beitobserved,wasjustafterhisopeningspeech,aspeechwhichhadproducedamightyeffect,andwhich,certainly,nootheroratorthateverlived,couldhavemade。\"Mycurtsy,\"shecontinues,\"wasthemostungrateful,distantandcold;Icouldnotdootherwise;sohurtIfelttoseehimtheheadofsuchacause。\"Now,notonlyhadBurketreatedherwithconstantkindness,buttheverylastactwhichheperformedonthedayonwhichhewasturnedoutofthePayOffice,aboutfouryearsbeforethistrial,wastomakeDr。

  BurneyorganistofChelseaHospital。When,attheWestminsterelection,Dr。BurneywasdividedbetweenhisgratitudeforthisfavourandhisToryopinions,Burkeinthenoblestmannerdisclaimedallrighttoexactasacrificeofprinciple。\"Youhavelittleornoobligationstome,\"hewrote;\"butifyouhadasmanyasIreallywishitwereinmypower,asitiscertainlyinmydesire,tolayonyou,Ihopeyoudonotthinkmecapableofconferringthem,inordertosubjectyourmindoryouraffairstoapainfulandmischievousservitude。\"WasthisamantobeuncivillytreatedbyadaughterofDr。Burney,becauseshechosetodifferfromhimrespectingavastandmostcomplicatedquestion,whichhehadstudieddeeplyduringmanyyears,andwhichshehadneverstudiedatall?Itisclear,fromMissBurney’sownnarrative,thatwhenshebehavedsounkindlytoMr。

  Burke,shedidnotevenknowofwhatHastingswasaccused。Onething,however,shemusthaveknown,thatBurkehadbeenabletoconvinceaHouseofCommons,bitterlyprejudicedagainsthimself,thatthechargeswerewellfounded,andthatPittandDundashadconcurredwithFoxandSheridan,insupportingtheimpeachment。

  SurelyawomanoffarinferiorabilitiestoMissBurneymighthavebeenexpectedtoseethatthisnevercouldhavehappenedunlesstherehadbeenastrongcaseagainstthelateGovernor—

  General。Andtherewas,asallreasonablemennowadmit,astrongcaseagainsthim。Thatthereweregreatpublicservicestobesetoffagainsthisgreatcrimesisperfectlytrue。Buthisservicesandhiscrimeswereequallyunknowntotheladywhosoconfidentlyassertedhisperfectinnocence,andimputedtohisaccusers,thatistosay,toallthegreatestmenofallpartiesintheState,notmerelyerror,butgrossinjusticeandbarbarity。

  Shehad,itistrue,occasionallyseenMr。Hastings,andhadfoundhismannersandconversationagreeable。Butsurelyshecouldnotbesoweakastoinferfromthegentlenessofhisdeportmentinadrawing—room,thathewasincapableofcommittingagreatStatecrime,undertheinfluenceofambitionandrevenge。

  AsillyMiss,freshfromaboardingschool,mightfallintosuchamistake;butthewomanwhohaddrawnthecharacterofMr。

  Moncktonshouldhaveknownbetter。

  ThetruthisthatshehadbeentoolongatCourt。Shewassinkingintoaslaveryworsethanthatofthebody。Theironwasbeginningtoenterintothesoul。Accustomedduringmanymonthstowatchtheeyeofamistress,toreceivewithboundlessgratitudetheslightestmarkofroyalcondescension,tofeelwretchedateverysymptomofroyaldispleasure,toassociateonlywithspiritslongtamedandbrokenin,shewasdegeneratingintosomethingfitforherplace。QueenCharlottewasaviolentpartisanofHastings,hadreceivedpresentsfromhim,andhadsofardepartedfromtheseverityofhervirtueastolendhercountenancetohiswife,whoseconducthadcertainlybeenasreprehensibleasthatofanyofthefrailbeautieswhowerethenrigidlyexcludedfromtheEnglishCourt。TheKing,itwaswellknown,tookthesameside。TotheKingandQueenallthemembersofthehouseholdlookedsubmissivelyforguidance。Theimpeachment,therefore,wasanatrociouspersecution;themanagerswererascals;thedefendantwasthemostdeservingandtheworstusedmaninthekingdom。Thiswasthecantofthewholepalace,fromGoldStickinWaiting,downtotheTable—DeckersandYeomanoftheSilverScullery;andMissBurneycantedliketherest,thoughinliveliertones,andwithlessbitterfeelings。

  TheaccountwhichshehasgivenoftheKing’sillnesscontainsmuchexcellentnarrativeanddescription,andwill,wethink,beasmuchvaluedbythehistoriansofafutureageasanyequalportionofPepys’sorEvelyn’sDiaries。Thataccountshowsalsohowaffectionateandcompassionatehernaturewas。Butitshowsalso,wemustsay,thatherwayoflifewasrapidlyimpairingherpowersofreasoningandhersenseofjustice。Wedonotmeantodiscuss,inthisplace,thequestion,whethertheviewsofMr。

  PittorthoseofMr。Foxrespectingtheregencywerethemorecorrect。Itis,indeed,quiteneedlesstodiscussthatquestion:

  forthecensureofMissBurneyfallsalikeonPittandFox,onmajorityandminority。SheisangrywiththeHouseofCommonsforpresumingtoinquirewhethertheKingwasmadornot,andwhethertherewasachanceofhisrecoveringhissenses。\"Amelancholyday,\"shewrites;\"newsbadbothathomeand,abroad。Athomethedearunhappykingstillworse;abroadnewexaminationsvotedofthephysicians。Goodheavens!whataninsultdoesthisseemfromParliamentarypower,toinvestigateandbringforthtotheworldeverycircumstanceofsuchamaladyasiseverheldsacredtosecrecyinthemostprivatefamilies!Howindignantweallfeelhere,nowordscansay。\"Itispropertoobserve,thatthemotionwhichrousedallthisindignationatKewwasmadebyMr。Pitthimself。Wesee,therefore,thattheloyaltyoftheMinister,whowasthengenerallyregardedasthemostheroicchampionofhisPrince,waslukewarmindeedwhencomparedwiththeboilingzealwhichfilledthepagesofthebackstairsandthewomenofthebedchamber。OftheRegencyBill,Pitt’sownbill,MissBurneyspeakswithhorror。\"Ishuddered,\"shesays,tohearitnamed。\"

  Andagain,\"Oh,howdreadfulwillbethedaywhenthatunhappybilltakesplace!Icannotapprovetheplanofit。\"ThetruthisthatMr。Pitt,whetherawiseanduprightstatesmanornot,wasastatesman;andwhatevermotiveshemighthaveforimposingrestrictionsontheregent,feltthatinsomewayorothertheremustbesomeprovisionmadefortheexecutionofsomepartofthekinglyoffice,orthatnogovernmentwouldbeleftinthecountry。Butthiswasamatterofwhichthehouseholdneverthought。Itneveroccurred,asfaraswecansee,totheExonsandKeepersoftheRobes,thatitwasnecessarythatthereshouldbesomewhereorotherapowerintheStatetopasslaws,topreserveorder,topardoncriminals,tofillupoffices,tonegotiatewithforeigngovernments,tocommandthearmyandnavy。

  Nay,theseenlightenedpoliticians,andMissBurneyamongtherest,seemtohavethoughtthatanypersonwhoconsideredthesubjectwithreferencetothepublicinterest,showedhimselftobeabad—heartedman。Nobodywondersatthisinagentlemanusher;butitismelancholytoseegeniussinkingintosuchdebasement。

  DuringmorethantwoyearsaftertheKing’srecovery,Francesdraggedonamiserableexistenceatthepalace。Theconsolationswhichhadforatimemitigatedthewretchednessofservitudewereonebyonewithdrawn。Mrs。Delany,whosesocietyhadbeenagreatresourcewhentheCourtwasatWindsor,wasnowdead。Oneofthegentlemenoftheroyalestablishment,ColonelDigby,appearstohavebeenamanofsense,oftaste,ofsomereading,andofprepossessingmanners。Agreeableassociateswerescarceintheprisonhouse,andheandMissBurneythereforenaturallybecameattachedtoeachother。Sheownsthatshevaluedhimasafriend;

  anditwouldnothavebeenstrangeifhisattentionshadledhertoentertainforhimasentimentwarmerthanfriendship。HequittedtheCourt,andmarriedinawaywhichastonishedMissBurneygreatly,andwhichevidentlywoundedherfeelings,andloweredhiminheresteem。Thepalacegrewdullerandduller;

  MadameSchwellenbergbecamemoreandmoresavageandinsolent;

  andnowthehealthofpoorFrancesbegantogiveway;andallwhosawherpaleface,heremaciatedfigure,andherfeeblewalk,predictedthathersufferingswouldsoonbeover。

  Francesuniformlyspeaksofherroyalmistress,andoftheprincesses,withrespectandaffection。TheprincessesseemtohavewelldeservedallthepraisewhichisbestowedonthemintheDiary。Theywere,wedoubtnot,mostamiablewomen。But\"thesweetQueen,\"assheisconstantlycalledinthesevolumes,isnotbyanymeansanobjectofadmirationtous。Shehadundoubtedlysenseenoughtoknowwhatkindofdeportmentsuitedherhighstation,andself—commandenoughtomaintainthatdeportmentinvariably。Shewas,inherintercoursewithMissBurney,generallygraciousandaffable,sometimes,whendispleased,coldandreserved,butnever,underanycircumstances,rude,peevish,orviolent。Sheknewhowtodispense,gracefullyandskilfully,thoselittlecivilitieswhich,whenpaidbyasovereign,areprizedatmanytimestheirintrinsicvalue;howtopayacompliment;howtolendabook;howtoaskafterarelation。Butsheseemstohavebeenutterlyregardlessofthecomfort,thehealth,thelifeofherattendants,whenherownconveniencewasconcerned。Weak,feverish,hardlyabletostand,Franceshadstilltorisebeforeseven,inordertodressthesweetQueen,andtosituptillmidnight,inordertoundressthesweetQueen。Theindispositionofthehandmaidcouldnot,anddidnot,escapethenoticeofherroyalmistress。ButtheestablisheddoctrineoftheCourtwas,thatallsicknesswastobeconsideredasapretenceuntilitprovedfatal。Theonlywayinwhichtheinvalidcouldclearherselffromthesuspicionofmalingering,asitiscalledinthearmy,wastogoonlacingandunlacingtillshefelldowndeadattheroyalfeet。\"This,\"MissBurneywrote,whenshewassufferingcruellyfromsickness,watching,andlabour,\"isbynomeansfromhardnessofheart;farotherwise。Thereisnohardnessofheartinanyoneofthem;butitisprejudice,andwantofpersonalexperience。\"

  Manystrangerssympathisedwiththebodilyandmentalsufferingsofthisdistinguishedwoman。Allwhosawhersawthatherframewassinking,thatherheartwasbreaking。Thelast,itshouldseem,toobservethechangewasherfather。Atlength,inspiteofhimself,hiseyeswereopened。InMay1790,hisdaughterhadaninterviewofthreehourswithhim,theonlylonginterviewwhichtheyhadhadsincehetookhertoWindsorin1786。Shetoldhimthatshewasmiserable,thatshewaswornwithattendanceandwantofsleep,thatshehadnocomfortinlife,nothingtolove,nothingtohope,thatherfamilyandherfriendsweretoherasthoughtheywerenot,andwererememberedbyherasmenrememberthedead。Fromdaybreaktomidnightthesamekillinglabour,thesamerecreations,morehatefulthanlabouritself,followedeachotherwithoutvariety,withoutanyintervaloflibertyandrepose。

  TheDoctorwasgreatlydejectedbythisnews;butwastoogood—

  naturedamannottosaythat,ifshewishedtoresign,hishouseandarmswereopentoher。Still,however,hecouldnotbeartoremoveherfromtheCourt。Hisvenerationforroyaltyamountedintruthtoidolatry。ItcanbecomparedonlytothegrovellingsuperstitionofthoseSyriandevoteeswhomadetheirchildrenpassthroughthefiretoMoloch。Whenheinducedhisdaughtertoaccepttheplaceofkeeperoftherobes,heentertained,asshetellsus,ahopethatsomeworldlyadvantageorother,notsetdowninthecontractofservice,wouldbetheresultofherconnectionwiththeCourt。Whatadvantageheexpectedwedonotknow,nordidheprobablyknowhimself。But,whateverheexpected,hecertainlygotnothing。MissBurneyhadbeenhiredforboard,lodging,andtwohundredayear。Board,lodging,andtwohundredayear,shehaddulyreceived。WehavelookedcarefullythroughtheDiary,inthehopeoffindingsometraceofthoseextraordinarybenefactionsonwhichtheDoctorreckoned。

  Butwecandiscoveronlyapromise,neverperformed,ofagown:

  andforthispromiseMissBurneywasexpectedtoreturnthanks,suchasmighthavesuitedthebeggarwithwhomSaintMartin,inthelegend,dividedhiscloak。Theexperienceoffouryearswas,however,insufficienttodispeltheillusionwhichhadtakenpossessionoftheDoctor’smind;andbetweenthedearfatherandthesweetQueen,thereseemedtobelittledoubtthatsomedayorotherFranceswoulddropdownacorpse。Sixmonthshadelapsedsincetheinterviewbetweentheparentandthedaughter。Theresignationwasnotsentin。Thesufferergrewworseandworse。

  Shetookbark;butitsoonceasedtoproduceabeneficialeffect。

  Shewasstimulatedwithwine;shewassoothedwithopium;butinvain。Herbreathbegantofail。ThewhisperthatshewasinadeclinespreadthroughtheCourt。Thepainsinhersidebecamesoseverethatshewasforcedtocrawlfromthecard—tableoftheoldFurytowhomshewastethered,threeorfourtimesinaneveningforthepurposeoftakinghartshorn。Hadshebeenanegroslave,ahumaneplanterwouldhaveexcusedherfromwork。ButherMajestyshowednomercy。Thriceadaytheaccursedbellstillrang;theQueenwasstilltobedressedforthemorningatseven,andtobedressedforthedayatnoon,andtobeundressedatmidnight。Buttherehadarisen,inliteraryandfashionablesociety,ageneralfeelingofcompassionforMissBurney,andofindignationagainstbothherfatherandtheQueen。\"Isitpossible,\"saidagreatFrenchladytotheDoctor,\"thatyourdaughterisinasituationwheresheisneverallowedaholiday?\"

  HoraceWalpolewrotetoFrances,toexpresshissympathy。

  Boswell,boilingoverwithgood—naturedrage,almostforcedanentranceintothepalacetoseeher。\"Mydearma’am,whydoyoustay?Itwon’tdo,ma’am;youmustresign。Wecanputupwithitnolonger。Someveryviolentmeasures,Iassureyou,willbetaken。WeshalladdressDr。Burneyinabody。\"BurkeandReynolds,thoughlessnoisy,werezealousinthesamecause。

  WindhamspoketoDr。Burney;butfoundhimstillirresolute。\"I

  willsettheclubuponhim,\"criedWindham;\"MissBurneyhassomeverytrueadmirersthere,andIamsuretheywilleagerlyassist。\"IndeedtheBurneyfamilyseemtohavebeenapprehensivethatsomepublicaffrontsuchastheDoctor’sunpardonablefolly,tousethemildestterm,hadrichlydeserved,wouldbeputuponhim。Themedicalmenspokeout,andplainlytoldhimthathisdaughtermustresignordie。

  Atlastpaternalaffection,medicalauthority,andthevoiceofallLondoncryingshame,triumphedoverDr。Burney’sloveofcourts。HedeterminedthatFrancesshouldwritealetterofresignation。Itwaswithdifficultythat,thoughherlifewasatstake,shemusteredspirittoputthepaperintotheQueen’shands。\"Icouldnot,\"sorunstheDiary,\"summoncouragetopresentmymemorial;myheartalwaysfailedmefromseeingtheQueen’sentirefreedomfromsuchanexpectation。ForthoughIwasfrequentlysoillinherpresencethatIcouldhardlystand,I

  sawsheconcludedme,whileliferemained,inevitablyhers。\"

  Atlastwithatremblinghandthepaperwasdelivered。Thencamethestorm。Juno,asintheAeneid,delegatedtheworkofvengeancetoAlecto。TheQueenwascalmandgentle;butMadameSchwellenbergravedlikeamaniacintheincurablewardofBedlam!Suchinsolence!Suchingratitude!Suchfolly!WouldMissBurneybringutterdestructiononherselfandherfamily?Wouldshethrowawaytheinestimableadvantageofroyalprotection?

  Wouldshepartwithprivilegeswhich,oncerelinquished,couldneverberegained?Itwasidletotalkofhealthandlife。Ifpeoplecouldnotliveinthepalace,thebestthingthatcouldbefallthemwastodieinit。Theresignationwasnotaccepted。

  Thelanguageofthemedicalmenbecamestrongerandstronger。Dr。

  Burney’sparentalfearswerefullyroused;andheexplicitlydeclared,inalettermeanttobeshowntotheQueen,thathisdaughtermustretire。TheSchwellenbergragedlikeawildcat。\"A

  scenealmosthorribleensued,\"saysMissBurney。\"Shewastoomuchenragedfordisguise,andutteredthemostfuriousexpressionsofindignantcontemptatourproceedings。IamsureshewouldgladlyhaveconfinedusbothintheBastile,hadEnglandsuchamisery,asafitplacetobringustoourselves,fromadaringsooutrageousagainstimperialwishes。\"Thispassagedeservesnotice,asbeingtheonlyoneintheDiary,sofaraswehaveobserved,whichshowsMissBurneytohavebeenawarethatshewasanativeofafreecountry,thatshecouldnotbepressedforawaiting—maidagainstherwill,andthatshehadjustasgoodarighttolive,ifshechose,inSaintMartin’sStreet,asQueenCharlottehadtoliveatSaintJames’s。

  TheQueenpromisedthat,afterthenextbirthday,MissBurneyshouldbesetatliberty。Butthepromisewasillkept;andherMajestyshoweddispleasureatbeingremindedofit。AtlengthFranceswasinformedthatinafortnightherattendanceshouldcease。\"Iheardthis,\"shesays,\"withafearfulpresentimentI

  shouldsurelynevergothroughanotherfortnight,insoweakandlanguishingandpainfulastateofhealth……Asthetimeofseparationapproached,theQueen’scordialityratherdiminished,andtracesofinternaldispleasureappearedsometimes,arisingfromanopinionIoughtrathertohavestruggledon,liveordie,thantoquither。YetIamsureshesawhowpoorwasmyownchance,exceptbyachangeinthemodeoflife,andatleastceasedtowonder,thoughshecouldnotapprove。\"SweetQueen!

  Whatnoblecandour,toadmitthattheundutifulnessofpeople,whodidnotthinkthehonourofadjustinghertuckersworththesacrificeoftheirownlives,was,thoughhighlycriminal,notaltogetherunnatural!

  WeperfectlyunderstandherMajesty’scontemptforthelivesofotherswhereherownpleasurewasconcerned。ButwhatpleasureshecanhavefoundinhavingMissBurneyabouther,itisnotsoeasytocomprehend。ThatMissBurneywasaneminentlyskilfulkeeperoftherobesisnotveryprobable。Fewwomen,indeed,hadpaidlessattentiontodress。Nowandthen,inthecourseoffiveyears,shehadbeenaskedtoreadaloudortowriteacopyofverses。Butbetterreadersmighteasilyhavebeenfound:andherverseswereworsethaneventhePoetLaureate’sBirthdayOdes。

  Perhapsthateconomy,whichwasamongherMajesty’smostconspicuousvirtues,hadsomethingtodowithherconductonthisoccasion。MissBurneyhadneverhintedthatsheexpectedaretiringpension;andindeedwouldgladlyhavegiventhelittlethatshehadforfreedom。ButherMajestyknewwhatthepublicthought,andwhatbecameherowndignity。Shecouldnotforveryshamesufferawomanofdistinguishedgenius,whohadquittedalucrativecareertowaitonher,whohadservedherfaithfullyforapittanceduringfiveyears,andwhoseconstitutionhadbeenimpairedbylabourandwatching,toleavetheCourtswithoutsomemarkofroyalliberality。GeorgetheThird,who,onalloccasionswhereMissBurneywasconcerned,seemstohavebehavedlikeanhonest,good—naturedgentleman,feltthis,andsaidplainlythatshewasentitledtoaprovision。

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