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  CHARLESDARWINTOW。D。FOX。

  [Cambridge,November5,1830。]

  MydearFox,Ihavesolittletimeatpresent,andamsodisgustedbyreadingthatI

  havenotthehearttowritetoanybody。IhaveonlywrittenoncehomesinceIcameup。Thismustexcusemefornothavingansweredyourthreeletters,forwhichIamreallyverymuchobliged……

  Ihavenotstuckaninsectthisterm,andscarcelyopenedacase。IfIhadtimeIwouldhavesentyoutheinsectswhichIhavesolongpromised;butreallyIhavenotspiritsortimetodoanything。Readingmakesmequitedesperate;theplagueofgettingupallmysubjectsisnextthingtointolerable。Henslowismytutor,andamostADMIRABLEonehemakes;thehourwithhimisthepleasantestinthewholeday。IthinkheisquitethemostperfectmanIevermetwith。Ihavebeentosomeverypleasantpartiestherethisterm。Hisgood—natureisunbounded。

  IamsureyouwillbesorrytohearpooroldWhitley’sfatherisdead。Inaworldlypointofviewitisofgreatconsequencetohim,asitwillpreventhimgoingtotheBarforsometime。——(Besureanswerthis:)WhatdidyoupayfortheironhoopyouhadmadeinShrewsbury?BecauseIdonotmeantopaythewholeoftheCambridgeman’sbill。YouneednottroubleyourselfaboutthePhallus,asIhaveboughtupbothspecies。IhaveheardmensaythatHenslowhassomecuriousreligiousopinions。Ineverperceivedanythingofit,haveyou?Iamverygladtohear,afterallyourdelays,youhaveheardofacuracywhereyoumayreadallthecommandmentswithoutendangeringyourthroat。Iamalsostillmoregladtohearthatyourmothercontinuessteadilytoimprove。Idotrustthatyouwillhavenofurthercauseforuneasiness。Witheverywishforyourhappiness,mydearoldFox,Believemeyoursmostsincerely,CHARLESDARWIN。

  CHARLESDARWINTOW。D。FOX。

  Cambridge,Sunday,January23,1831。

  MydearFox,IdohopeyouwillexcusemynotwritingbeforeItookmydegree。Ifeltaquiteinexplicableaversiontowritetoanybody。ButnowIdomostheartilycongratulateyouuponpassingyourexamination,andhopeyoufindyourcuracycomfortable。Ifitismylastshilling(Ihavenotmany),I

  willcomeandpayyouavisit。

  Idonotknowwhythedegreeshouldmakeonesomiserable,bothbeforeandafterwards。Irecollectyouweresufficientlywretchedbefore,andIcanassure[you]Iamnow,andwhatmakesitthemoreridiculousis,Iknownotwhatabout。IbelieveitisabeautifulprovisionofnaturetomakeoneregretthelessleavingsopleasantaplaceasCambridge;andamongstallitspleasures——Isayitforonceandforall——nonesogreatasmyfriendshipwithyou。Isentyouanewspaperyesterday,inwhichyouwillseewhatagoodplace[10th]IhavegotinthePoll。AsforChrist’s,didyoueverseesuchacollegeforproducingCaptainsandApostles?(The\"Captain\"isattheheadofthe\"Poll\":the\"Apostles\"arethelasttwelveintheMathematicalTripos。)TherearenomeneitheratEmmanuelorChrist’splucked。Cameronisgulfed,togetherwithotherthreeTrinityscholars!Myplansarenotatallsettled。IthinkIshallkeepthisterm,andthengoandeconomiseatShrewsbury,returnandtakemydegree。

  Amanmaybeexcusedforwritingsomuchabouthimselfwhenhehasjustpassedtheexamination;soyoumustexcuse[me]。Andonthesameprincipledoyouwritealetterbrimfulofyourselfandplans。Iwanttoknowsomethingaboutyourexamination。Tellmeaboutthestateofyournerves;

  whatbooksyougotup,andhowperfect。Itakeaninterestaboutthatsortofthing,asthetimewillcomewhenImustsuffer。Yourtutor,Thompson,beggedtoberememberedtoyou,andsodoesWhitley。Ifyouwillanswerthis,Iwillsendasmanystupidanswersasyoucandesire。

  Believeme,dearFox,CHAS。DARWIN。

  CHAPTER1。V。

  THEAPPOINTMENTTOTHE’BEAGLE。’

  [InaletteraddressedtoCaptainFitz—Roy,beforethe\"Beagle\"sailed,myfatherwrote,\"Whatagloriousdaythe4thofNovember(The\"Beagle\"didnothowevermakeherfinalandsuccessfulstartuntilDecember27。)willbetome——mysecondlifewillthencommence,anditshallbeasabirthdayfortherestofmylife。\"

  Thecircumstanceswhichledtothissecondbirth——somuchmoreimportantthanmyfatherthenimagined——areconnectedwithhisCambridgelife,butmaybemoreappropriatelytoldinthepresentchapter。Foremostinthechainofcircumstanceswhichleadtohisappointmenttothe\"Beagle\",wasmyfather’sfriendshipwithProfessorHenslow。Hewroteinapocket—bookordiary,whichcontainabriefrecordofdates,etc。,throughouthislife:——

  \"1831。CHRISTMAS。——PassedmyexaminationforB。A。degreeandkeptthetwofollowingterms。

  \"DuringthesemonthslivedmuchwithProfessorHenslow,oftendiningwithhimandwalkingwithhim;becameslightlyacquaintedwithseveralofthelearnedmeninCambridge,whichmuchquickenedthezealwhichdinnerpartiesandhuntinghadnotdestroyed。

  \"InthespringpaidMr。DawesavisitwithRamsayandKirby,andtalkedoveranexcursiontoTeneriffe。InthespringHenslowpersuadedmetothinkofGeology,andintroducedmetoSedgwick。DuringMidsummergeologisedalittleinShropshire。

  \"AUGUST。——WentonGeologicaltour(MentionedbySedgwickinhisprefacetoSalter’s’CatalogueofCambrianandSilurianFossils,’1873。)byLlangollen,Ruthin,Conway,Bangor,andCapelCurig,whereIleftProfessorSedgwick,andcrossedthemountaintoBarmouth。\"

  InalettertoFox(May,1831),myfatherwrites:——\"Iamverybusy……andseeagreatdealofHenslow,whomIdonotknowwhetherIloveorrespectmost。\"HisfeelingforthisadmirablemanisfinelyexpressedinaletterwhichhewrotetoRev。L。Blomefield(thenRev。L。Jenyns),whenthelatterwasengagedinhis’MemoirofProfessorHenslow’(published1862)。Thepassage(’MemoiroftheRev。JohnStevensHenslow,M。A。,’bytheRev。

  LeonardJenyns。8vo。London,1862,page51。)hasbeenmadeuseofinthefirstofthememorialnoticeswrittenfor’Nature,’andMr。Romanespointsoutthatmyfather,\"whiledescribingthecharacterofanother,isunconsciouslygivingamostaccuratedescriptionofhisown\":——

  \"IwenttoCambridgeearlyintheyear1828,andsoonbecameacquainted,throughsomeofmybrotherentomologists,withProfessorHenslow,forallwhocaredforanybranchofnaturalhistorywereequallyencouragedbyhim。

  Nothingcouldbemoresimple,cordial,andunpretendingthantheencouragementwhichheaffordedtoallyoungnaturalists。Isoonbecameintimatewithhim,forhehadaremarkablepowerofmakingtheyoungfeelcompletelyateasewithhim;thoughwewereallawe—struckwiththeamountofhisknowledge。BeforeIsawhim,Iheardoneyoungmansumuphisattainmentsbysimplysayingthathekneweverything。WhenIreflecthowimmediatelywefeltatperfecteasewithamanolder,andineverywaysoimmenselyoursuperior,Ithinkitwasasmuchowingtothetransparentsincerityofhischaracterastohiskindnessofheart;and,perhaps,evenstillmore,toahighlyremarkableabsenceinhimofallself—

  consciousness。Oneperceivedatoncethatheneverthoughtofhisownvariedknowledgeorclearintellect,butsolelyonthesubjectinhand。

  Anothercharm,whichmusthavestruckeveryone,wasthathismannertooldanddistinguishedpersonsandtotheyoungeststudentwasexactlythesame:

  andtoallheshowedthesamewinningcourtesy。Hewouldreceivewithinterestthemosttriflingobservationinanybranchofnaturalhistory;

  andhoweverabsurdablunderonemightmake,hepointeditoutsoclearlyandkindly,thatonelefthimnowaydisheartened,butonlydeterminedtobemoreaccuratethenexttime。Inshort,nomancouldbebetterformedtowintheentireconfidenceoftheyoung,andtoencouragethemintheirpursuits。

  \"HislecturesonBotanywereuniversallypopular,andasclearasdaylight。

  Sopopularwerethey,thatseveraloftheoldermembersoftheUniversityattendedsuccessivecourses。Onceeveryweekhekeptopenhouseintheevening,andallwhocaredfornaturalhistoryattendedtheseparties,which,bythusfavouringinter—communication,didthesamegoodinCambridge,inaverypleasantmanner,astheScientificSocietiesdoinLondon。AtthesepartiesmanyofthemostdistinguishedmembersoftheUniversityoccasionallyattended;andwhenonlyafewwerepresent,Ihavelistenedtothegreatmenofthosedays,conversingonallsortsofsubjects,withthemostvariedandbrilliantpowers。Thiswasnosmalladvantagetosomeoftheyoungermen,asitstimulatedtheirmentalactivityandambition。Twoorthreetimesineachsessionhetookexcursionswithhisbotanicalclass;eitheralongwalktothehabitatofsomerareplant,orinabargedowntherivertothefens,orincoachestosomemoredistantplace,astoGamlingay,toseethewildlilyofthevalley,andtocatchontheheaththerarenatter—jack。Theseexcursionshaveleftadelightfulimpressiononmymind。Hewas,onsuchoccasions,inasgoodspiritsasaboy,andlaughedasheartilyasaboyatthemisadventuresofthosewhochasedthesplendidswallow—tailbutterfliesacrossthebrokenandtreacherousfens。Heusedtopauseeverynowandthentolectureonsomeplantorotherobject;andsomethinghecouldtellusoneveryinsect,shell,orfossilcollected,forhehadattendedtoeverybranchofnaturalhistory。Afterourday’sworkweusedtodineatsomeinnorhouse,andmostjovialwethenwere。Ibelieveallwhojoinedtheseexcursionswillagreewithmethattheyhaveleftanenduringimpressionofdelightonourminds。

  \"AstimepassedonatCambridgeIbecameveryintimatewithProfessorHenslow,andhiskindnesswasunbounded;hecontinuallyaskedmetohishouse,andallowedmetoaccompanyhiminhiswalks。Hetalkedonallsubjects,includinghisdeepsenseofreligion,andwasentirelyopen。I

  ownmorethanIcanexpresstothisexcellentman……

  \"DuringtheyearswhenIassociatedsomuchwithProfessorHenslow,Ineveroncesawhistemperevenruffled。Henevertookanill—naturedviewofanyone’scharacter,thoughveryfarfromblindtothefoiblesofothers。Italwaysstruckmethathismindcouldnotbeeventouchedbyanypaltryfeelingofvanity,envy,orjealousy。Withallthisequabilityoftemperandremarkablebenevolence,therewasnoinsipidityofcharacter。Amanmusthavebeenblindnottohaveperceivedthatbeneaththisplacidexteriortherewasavigorousanddeterminedwill。Whenprinciplecameintoplay,nopoweronearthcouldhaveturnedhimonehair’s—breadth……

  \"Reflectingoverhischaracterwithgratitudeandreverence,hismoralattributesrise,astheyshoulddointhehighestcharacter,inpre—

  eminenceoverhisintellect。\"

  InalettertoRev。L。Blomefield(Jenyns),May24,1862,myfatherwrotewiththesamefeelingsthathehadexpressedinhislettersthirtyyearsbefore:——

  \"IthankyoumostsincerelyforyourkindpresentofyourMemoirofHenslow。Ihavereadabouthalf,andithasinterestedmemuch。IdonotthinkthatIcouldhaveveneratedhimmorethanIdid;butyourbookhasevenexaltedhischaracterinmyeyes。Fromturningoverthepagesofthelatterhalf,IshouldthinkyouraccountwouldbeinvaluabletoanyclergymanwhowishedtofollowpoordearHenslow’snobleexample。Whatanadmirablemanhewas。\"

  Thegeologicalworkmentionedinthequotationfrommyfather’spocket—bookwasdoubtlessofimportanceasgivinghimsomepracticalexperience,andperhapsofmoreimportanceinhelpingtogivehimsomeconfidenceinhimself。InJulyofthesameyear,1831,hewas\"workinglikeatiger\"atGeology,andtryingtomakeamapofShropshire,butnotfindingit\"aseasyasIexpected。\"

  InwritingtoHenslowaboutthesametime,hegivessomeaccountofhiswork:——

  \"Ishouldhavewrittentoyousometimeago,onlyIwasdeterminedtowaitfortheclinometer,andIamverygladtosayIthinkitwillansweradmirably。Iputallthetablesinmybedroomateveryconceivableangleanddirection。IwillventuretosayIhavemeasuredthemasaccuratelyasanygeologistgoingcoulddo……IhavebeenworkingatsomanythingsthatI

  havenotgotonmuchwithgeology。IsuspectthefirstexpeditionItake,clinometerandhammerinhand,willsendmebackverylittlewiserandagooddealmorepuzzledthanwhenIstarted。AsyetIhaveonlyindulgedinhypotheses,buttheyaresuchpowerfulonesthatIsuppose,iftheywereputintoactionforbutoneday,theworldwouldcometoanend。\"

  HewasevidentlymostkeentogettoworkwithSedgwick,forhewrotetoHenslow:\"IhavenotheardfromProfessorSedgwick,soIamafraidhewillnotpaytheSevernformationsavisit。Ihopeandtrustyoudidyourbesttourgehim。\"

  MyfatherhasgiveninhisRecollectionssomeaccountofthisTour。

  TheretoowereadoftheprojectedexcursiontotheCanaries,ofwhichslightmentionoccursinletterstoFoxandHenslow。

  InApril1831hewritestoFox:\"AtpresentItalk,think,anddreamofaschemeIhavealmosthatchedofgoingtotheCanaryIslands。Ihavelonghadawishofseeingtropicalsceneryandvegetation,and,accordingtoHumboldt,Teneriffeisaveryprettyspecimen。\"AndagaininMay:\"AsformyCanaryscheme,itisrashofyoutoaskquestions;myotherfriendsmostsincerelywishmethere,Iplaguethemsowithtalkingabouttropicalscenery,etc。Eytonwillgonextsummer,andIamlearningSpanish。\"

  Lateroninthesummertheschemetookmoredefiniteform,andthedateseemstohavebeenfixedforJune,1832。HegotinformationinLondonaboutpassage—money,andinJulywasworkingatSpanishandcallingFox\"ungrandisimolebron,\"inproofofhisknowledgeofthelanguage;which,however,hefound\"intenselystupid。\"Buteventhenheseemstohavehadsomedoubtsabouthiscompanions’zeal,forhewritestoHenslow(July27,1831):\"IhopeyoucontinuetofanyourCanaryardour。Ireadandre—readHumboldt;doyoudothesame?IamsurenothingwillpreventusseeingtheGreatDragonTree。\"

  GeologicalworkandTeneriffedreamscarriedhimthroughthesummer,tillonreturningfromBarmouthforthesacred1stofSeptember,hereceivedtheofferofappointmentasNaturalisttothe\"Beagle\"。

  Thefollowingextractfromthepocket—bookwillbeahelpinreadingtheletters:——

  \"ReturnedtoShrewsburyatendofAugust。Refusedofferofvoyage。

  \"September。——WenttoMaer,returnedwithUncleJos。toShrewsbury,thencetoCambridge。London。

  \"11th。——WentwithCaptainFitz—RoyinsteamertoPlymouthtoseethe\"Beagle\"。

  \"22nd。——ReturnedtoShrewsbury,passingthroughCambridge。

  \"October2nd。——Tookleaveofmyhome。StayedinLondon。

  \"24th——ReachedPlymouth。

  \"OctoberandNovember。——Thesemonthsverymiserable。

  \"December10th。——Sailed,butwereobligedtoputback。

  \"21st。——Puttoseaagain,andweredrivenback。

  \"27th。——SailedfromEnglandonourCircumnavigation。\"

  GEORGEPEACOCK(FormerlyDeanofEly,andLowndeanProfessorofAstronomyatCambridge。)TOJ。S。HENSLOW。

  7SuffolkStreet,PallMallEast。

  [1831。]

  MydearHenslow,CaptainFitz—RoyisgoingouttosurveythesoutherncoastofTierradelFuego,andafterwardstovisitmanyoftheSouthSeaIslands,andtoreturnbytheIndianArchipelago。Thevesselisfittedoutexpresslyforscientificpurposes,combinedwiththesurvey;itwillfurnish,therefore,arareopportunityforanaturalist,anditwouldbeagreatmisfortunethatitshouldbelost。

  Anofferhasbeenmadetometorecommendaproperpersontogooutasanaturalistwiththisexpedition;hewillbetreatedwitheveryconsideration。TheCaptainisayoungmanofverypleasingmanners(anephewoftheDukeofGrafton),ofgreatzealinhisprofession,andwhoisveryhighlyspokenof;ifLeonardJenynscouldgo,whattreasureshemightbringhomewithhim,astheshipwouldbeplacedathisdisposalwheneverhisinquiriesmadeitnecessaryordesirable。Intheabsenceofsoaccomplishedanaturalist,isthereanypersonwhomyoucouldstronglyrecommend?hemustbesuchapersonaswoulddocredittoourrecommendation。Dothinkofthissubject,itwouldbeaseriouslosstothecauseofnaturalscienceifthisfineopportunitywaslost……

  TheshipsailsabouttheendofSeptember。

  Writeimmediately,andtellmewhatcanbedone。

  Believeme,MydearHenslow,Mosttrulyyours,GEORGEPEACOCK。

  J。S。HENSLOWTOC。DARWIN。

  Cambridge,August24,1831。

  MydearDarwin,BeforeIenterupontheimmediatebusinessofthisletter,letuscondoletogetheruponthelossofourinestimablefriendpoorRamsay,ofwhosedeathyouhaveundoubtedlyheardlongbeforethis。

  Iwillnotnowdwelluponthispainfulsubject,asIshallhopetoseeyoushortly,fullyexpectingthatyouwilleagerlycatchattheofferwhichislikelytobemadeyouofatriptoTierradelFuego,andhomebytheEastIndies。IhavebeenaskedbyPeacock,whowillreadandforwardthistoyoufromLondon,torecommendhimaNaturalistascompaniontoCaptainFitz—Roy,employedbyGovernmenttosurveythesouthernextremityofAmerica。IhavestatedthatIconsideryoutobethebestqualifiedpersonIknowofwhoislikelytoundertakesuchasituation。IstatethisnotinthesuppositionofyourbeingaFINISHEDnaturalist,butasamplyqualifiedforcollecting,observing,andnoting,anythingworthytobenotedinNaturalHistory。Peacockhastheappointmentathisdisposal,andifhecannotfindamanwillingtotaketheoffice,theopportunitywillprobablybelost。CaptainFitz—Roywantsaman(Iunderstand)moreasacompanionthanamerecollector,andwouldnottakeanyone,howevergoodanaturalist,whowasnotrecommendedtohimlikewiseasaGENTLEMAN。

  Particularsofsalary,etc。,Iknownothing。Thevoyageistolasttwoyears,andifyoutakeplentyofbookswithyou,anythingyoupleasemaybedone。Youwillhaveampleopportunitiesatcommand。Inshort,Isupposethereneverwasafinerchanceforamanofzealandspirit;CaptainFitz—

  Royisayoungman。WhatIwishyoutodoisinstantlytocomeandconsultwithPeacock(atNo。7SuffolkStreet,PallMallEast,orelseattheUniversityClub),andlearnfurtherparticulars。Don’tputonanymodestdoubtsorfearsaboutyourdisqualifications,forIassureyouIthinkyouaretheverymantheyareinsearchof;soconceiveyourselftobetappedontheshoulderbyyourbum—bailiffandaffectionatefriend,J。S。HENSLOW。

  Theexpeditionistosailon25thSeptember(atearliest),sothereisnotimetobelost。

  G。PEACOCKTOC。DARWIN。

  [1831。]

  MydearSir,IreceivedHenslow’sletterlastnighttoolatetoforwardittoyoubythepost;acircumstancewhichIdonotregret,asithasgivenmeanopportunityofseeingCaptainBeaufortattheAdmiralty(theHydrographer),andofstatingtohimtheofferwhichIhavetomaketoyou。Heentirelyapprovesofit,andyoumayconsiderthesituationasatyourabsolutedisposal。Itrustthatyouwillacceptit,asitisanopportunitywhichshouldnotbelost,andIlookforwardwithgreatinteresttothebenefitwhichourcollectionsofNaturalHistorymayreceivefromyourlabours。

  Thecircumstancesarethese;——

  CaptainFitz—Roy(anephewoftheDukeofGrafton)sailsattheendofSeptember,inashiptosurvey,inthefirstinstance,theSouthCoastofTierradelFuego,afterwardstovisittheSouthSeaIslands,andtoreturnbytheIndianArchipelagotoEngland。Theexpeditionisentirelyforscientificpurposes,andtheshipwillgenerallywaityourleisureforresearchesinNaturalHistory,etc。CaptainFitz—Royisapublic—spiritedandzealousofficer,ofdelightfulmanners,andgreatlybelovedbyallhisbrotherofficers。HewentwithCaptainBeechey(For’Beechey’read’King。’

  IdonotfindthenameFitz—RoyinthelistofBeechey’sofficers。TheFuegianswerebroughtbackfromCaptainKing’svoyage。),andspent1500

  poundsinbringingoverandeducatingathisownchargethreenativesofPatagonia。Heengagesathisownexpenseanartistat200poundsayeartogowithhim。Youmaybesure,therefore,ofhavingaverypleasantcompanion,whowillenterheartilyintoallyourviews。

  TheshipsailsabouttheendofSeptember,andyoumustlosenotimeinmakingknownyouracceptancetoCaptainBeaufort,AdmiraltyHydrographer。

  Ihavehadagooddealofcorrespondenceaboutthismatter[withHenslow?],whofeels,incommonwithmyself,thegreatestanxietythatyoushouldgo。

  Ihopethatnootherarrangementsarelikelytointerferewithit……

  TheAdmiraltyarenotdisposedtogiveasalary,thoughtheywillfurnishyouwithanofficialappointment,andeveryaccommodation。Ifasalaryshouldberequired,however,Iaminclinedtothinkthatitwouldbegranted。

  Believeme,mydearSir,Verytrulyyours,GEORGEPEACOCK。

  CHARLESDARWINTOJ。S。HENSLOW。

  Shrewsbury,Tuesday[August30?,1831]。

  MydearSir,Mr。Peacock’sletterarrivedonSaturday,andIreceiveditlateyesterdayevening。Asfarasmyownmindisconcerned,Ishould,IthinkCERTAINLY,mostgladlyhaveacceptedtheopportunitywhichyousokindlyhaveofferedme。Butmyfather,althoughhedoesnotdecidedlyrefuseme,givessuchstrongadviceagainstgoing,thatIshouldnotbecomfortableifIdidnotfollowit。

  Myfather’sobjectionsarethese:theunfittingmetosettledownasaClergyman,mylittlehabitofseafaring,THESHORTNESSOFTHETIME,andthechanceofmynotsuitingCaptainFitz—Roy。Itiscertainlyaveryseriousobjection,theveryshorttimeforallmypreparations,asnotonlybodybutmindwantsmakingupforsuchanundertaking。ButifithadnotbeenformyfatherIwouldhavetakenallrisks。WhatwasthereasonthataNaturalistwasnotlongagofixedupon?Iamverymuchobligedforthetroubleyouhavehadaboutit;therecertainlycouldnothavebeenabetteropportunity……

  MytripwithSedgwickansweredmostperfectly。IdidnothearofpoorMr。

  Ramsay’slosstillafewdaysbeforeyourletter。IhavebeenluckyhithertoinneverlosinganypersonforwhomIhadanyesteemoraffection。

  Myacquaintance,althoughveryshort,wassufficienttogivemethosefeelingsinagreatdegree。Icanhardlymakemyselfbelieveheisnomore。HewasthefinestcharacterIeverknew。

  Yoursmostsincerely,MydearSir,CH。DARWIN。

  IhavewrittentoMr。Peacock,andImentionedthatIhaveaskedyoutosendonelineinthechanceofhisnotgettingmyletter。IhavealsoaskedhimtocommunicatewithCaptainFitz—Roy。EvenifIwastogo,myfatherdislikingwouldtakeawayallenergy,andIshouldwantagoodstockofthat。AgainImustthankyou,itaddsalittletotheheavybutpleasantloadofgratitudewhichIowetoyou。

  CHARLESDARWINTOR。W。DARWIN。

  [Maer]August31,[1831]。

  MydearFather,IamafraidIamgoingtomakeyouagainveryuncomfortable。But,uponconsideration,Ithinkyouwillexcusemeonceagain,statingmyopinionsontheofferofthevoyage。MyexcuseandreasonisthedifferentwayalltheWedgwoodsviewthesubjectfromwhatyouandmysistersdo。

  IhavegivenUncleJos(JosiahWedgwood。)whatIferventlytrustisanaccurateandfulllistofyourobjections,andheiskindenoughtogivehisopinionsonall。Thelistandhisanswerswillbeenclosed。ButmayI

  begofyouonefavour,itwillbedoingmethegreatestkindness,ifyouwillsendmeadecidedanswer,yesorno?Ifthelatter,IshouldbemostungratefulifIdidnotimplicitlyyieldtoyourbetterjudgment,andtothekindestindulgenceyouhaveshownmeallthroughmylife;andyoumayrelyuponitIwillnevermentionthesubjectagain。Ifyouranswershouldbeyes;IwillgodirectlytoHenslowandconsultdeliberatelywithhim,andthencometoShrewsbury。

  ThedangerappearstomeandalltheWedgwoodsnotgreat。Theexpensecannotbeserious,andthetimeIdonotthink,anyhow,wouldbemorethrownawaythenifIstayedathome。ButpraydonotconsiderthatIamsobentongoingthatIwouldforoneSINGLEMOMENThesitate,ifyouthoughtthatafterashortperiodyoushouldcontinueuncomfortable。

  ImustagainstateIcannotthinkitwouldunfitmehereafterforasteadylife。Idohopethisletterwillnotgiveyoumuchuneasiness。Isenditbythecarto—morrowmorning;ifyoumakeupyourminddirectlywillyousendmeanansweronthefollowingdaybythesamemeans?Ifthislettershouldnotfindyouathome,Ihopeyouwillanswerassoonasyouconvenientlycan。

  IdonotknowwhattosayaboutUncleJos’kindness;Inevercanforgethowheinterestshimselfaboutme。

  Believeme,mydearfather,Youraffectionateson,CHARLESDARWIN。

  [Herefollowsthelistofobjectionswhicharereferredtointhefollowingletter:——

  1。DisreputabletomycharacterasaClergymanhereafter。

  2。Awildscheme。

  3。ThattheymusthaveofferedtomanyothersbeforemetheplaceofNaturalist。

  4。Andfromitsnotbeingacceptedtheremustbesomeseriousobjectiontothevesselorexpedition。

  5。ThatIshouldneversettledowntoasteadylifehereafter。

  6。Thatmyaccommodationswouldbemostuncomfortable。

  7。Thatyou[i。e。Dr。Darwin]shouldconsideritasagainchangingmyprofession。

  8。Thatitwouldbeauselessundertaking。]

  JOSIAHWEDGWOODTOR。W。DARWIN。

  Maer,August31,1831。

  [Readthislast。](InC。Darwin’swriting。)

  MydearDoctor,IfeeltheresponsibilityofyourapplicationtomeontheofferthathasbeenmadetoCharlesasbeingweighty,butasyouhavedesiredCharlestoconsultme,IcannotrefusetogivetheresultofsuchconsiderationasI

  havebeenableto[give?]it。

  Charleshasputdownwhatheconceivestobeyourprincipalobjections,andIthinkthebestcourseIcantakewillbetostatewhatoccurstomeuponeachofthem。

  1。IshouldnotthinkthatitwouldbeinanydegreedisreputabletohischaracterasaClergyman。Ishouldonthecontrarythinktheofferhonourabletohim;andthepursuitofNaturalHistory,thoughcertainlynotprofessional,isverysuitabletoaclergyman。

  2。Ihardlyknowhowtomeetthisobjection,buthewouldhavedefiniteobjectsuponwhichtoemployhimself,andmightacquireandstrengthenhabitsofapplication,andIshouldthinkwouldbeaslikelytodosoasinanywayinwhichheislikelytopassthenexttwoyearsathome。

  3。Thenotiondidnotoccurtomeinreadingtheletters;andonreadingthemagainwiththatobjectinmymindIseenogroundforit。

  4。IcannotconceivethattheAdmiraltywouldsendoutabadvesselonsuchaservice。Astoobjectionstotheexpedition,theywilldifferineachman’scase,andnothingwould,Ithink,beinferredinCharles’scase,ifitwereknownthatothershadobjected。

  5。YouareamuchbetterjudgeofCharles’scharacterthanIcanbe。Ifoncomparingthismodeofspendingthenexttwoyearswiththewayinwhichhewillprobablyspendthem,ifhedoesnotacceptthisoffer,youthinkhimmorelikelytoberenderedunsteadyandunabletosettle,itisundoubtedlyaweightyobjection。Isitnotthecasethatsailorsarepronetosettleindomesticandquiethabits?

  6。IcanformnoopiniononthisfurtherthanthatifappointedbytheAdmiraltyhewillhaveaclaimtobeaswellaccommodatedasthevesselwillallow。

  7。IfIsawCharlesnowabsorbedinprofessionalstudiesIshouldprobablythinkitwouldnotbeadvisabletointerruptthem;butthisisnot,and,I

  think,willnotbethecasewithhim。Hispresentpursuitofknowledgeisinthesametrackashewouldhavetofollowintheexpedition。

  8。Theundertakingwouldbeuselessasregardshisprofession,butlookinguponhimasamanofenlargedcuriosity,itaffordshimsuchanopportunityofseeingmenandthingsashappenstofew。

  YouwillbearinmindthatIhavehadverylittletimeforconsideration,andthatyouandCharlesarethepersonswhomustdecide。

  Iam,MydearDoctor,Affectionatelyyours,JOSIAHWEDGWOOD。

  CHARLESDARWINTOJ。S。HENSLOW。

  Cambridge,RedLion[September2],1831。

  MydearSir,Iamjustarrived;youwillguessthereason。Myfatherhaschangedhismind。Itrusttheplaceisnotgivenaway。

  Iamverymuchfatigued,andamgoingtobed。

  Idaresayyouhavenotyetgotmysecondletter。

  HowsoonshallIcometoyouinthemorning?Sendaverbalanswer。

  Good—night,Yours,C。DARWIN。

  CHARLESDARWINTOMISSSUSANDARWIN。

  Cambridge,SundayMorning[September4]。

  MydearSusan,Asaletterwouldnothavegoneyesterday,Iputoffwritingtillto—day。

  Ihadratherawearisomejourney,butgotintoCambridgeveryfresh。ThewholeofyesterdayIspentwithHenslow,thinkingofwhatistobedone,andthatIfindisagreatdeal。BygreatgoodluckIknowamanofthenameofWood,nephewofLordLondonderry。HeisagreatfriendofCaptainFitz—Roy,andhaswrittentohimaboutme。IheardapartofCaptainFitz—

  Roy’sletter,datedsometimeago,inwhichhesays:\"Ihavearightgoodsetofofficers,andmostofmymenhavebeentherebefore。\"Itseemshehasbeenthereforthelastfewyears;hewasthensecondincommandwiththesamevesselthathehasnowchosen。Heisonlytwenty—threeyearsold,but[has]seenadealofservice,andwonthegoldmedalatPortsmouth。

  TheAdmiraltysayhismapsaremostperfect。Hehadchoiceoftwovessels,andhechosethesmallest。Henslowwillgivemeletterstoalltravellersintownwhomhethinksmayassistme。

  PeacockhassoleappointmentofNaturalist。ThefirstpersonofferedwasLeonardJenyns,whowassonearacceptingitthathepackeduphisclothes。

  Buthaving[a]living,hedidnotthinkitrighttoleaveit——tothegreatregretofallhisfamily。Henslowhimselfwasnotveryfarfromacceptingit,forMrs。Henslowmostgenerously,andwithoutbeingasked,gaveherconsent;butshelookedsomiserablethatHenslowatoncesettledthepoint……

  Iamafraidtherewillbeagooddealofexpenseatfirst。Henslowismuchagainsttakingmanythings;itis[the]mistakeallyoungtravellersfallinto。Iwriteasifitwassettled,butHenslowtellsmeBYNOMEANStomakeupmymindtillIhavehadlongconversationswithCaptainsBeaufortandFitz—Roy。Good—bye。Youwillhearfrommeconstantly。Direct17

  SpringGardens。TELLNOBODYinShropshireyet。Besurenot。

  C。DARWIN。

  IwassotiredthateveningIwasinShrewsburythatIthankednoneofyouforyourkindnesshalfsomuchasIfelt。

  Lovetomyfather。

  ThereasonIdon’twantpeopletoldinShropshire:incaseIshouldnotgo,itwillmakeitmoreflat。

  CHARLESDARWINTOMISSS。DARWIN。

  17SpringGardens,Monday[September5,1831]。

  IhavesolittletimetosparethatIhavenonetowasteinre—writingletters,sothatyoumustexcusemybringinguptheotherwithmeandalteringit。Thelastletterwaswritteninthemorning。In[the]middleof[the]day,WoodreceivedaletterfromCaptainFitz—Roy,whichImustsaywasMOSTstraightforwardandGENTLEMANLIKE,butsomuchagainstmygoing,thatIimmediatelygaveupthescheme;andHenslowdidthesame,sayingthathethoughtPeacockhadactedVERYWRONGinmisrepresentingthingssomuch。

  Iscarcelythoughtofgoingtotown,buthereIam;andnowformoredetails,andmuchmorepromisingones。CaptainFitz—Royis[in]town,andIhaveseenhim;itisnouseattemptingtopraisehimasmuchasIfeelinclinedtodo,foryouwouldnotbelieveme。OnethingIamcertain,nothingcouldbemoreopenandkindthanhewastome。Itseemshehadpromisedtotakeafriendwithhim,whoisinofficeandcannotgo,andheonlyreceivedtheletterfiveminutesbeforeIcamein;andthismakesthingsmuchbetterforme,aswantofroomwasoneofFitz—Roy’sgreatestobjections。HeoffersmetogoshareineverythinginhiscabinifIliketocome,andeverysortofaccommodationthatIcanhave,buttheywillnotbenumerous。HesaysnothingwouldbesomiserableforhimashavingmewithhimifIwasuncomfortable,asinasmallvesselwemustbethrowntogether,andthoughtithisdutytostateeverythingintheworstpointofview。IthinkIshallgoonSundaytoPlymouthtoseethevessel。

  Thereissomethingmostextremelyattractiveinhismannersandwayofcomingstraighttothepoint。IfIlivewithhim,hesaysImustlivepoorly——nowine,andtheplainestdinners。TheschemeisnotcertainlysogoodasPeacockdescribes。CaptainFitz—Royadvisesmenot[to]makeupmymindquiteyet,butthat,seriously,hethinksitwillhavemuchmorepleasurethanpainforme。Thevesseldoesnotsailtillthe10thofOctober。Itcontainssixtymen,fiveorsixofficers,etc。,butisasmallvessel。Itwillprobablybeoutnearlythreeyears。Ishallpaytothemessthesameas[the]Captaindoeshimself,30poundsperannum;andFitz—

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