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  Thisopinionandcommonusagetoobserveothersmorethanourselveshasverymuchrelievedusthatway:’tisaverydispleasingobject:wecanthereseenothingbutmiseryandvanity:nature,thatwemaynotbedejectedwiththesightofourowndeformities,haswiselythrusttheactionofseeingoutward。Wegoforwardwiththecurrent,buttoturnbacktowardsourselvesisapainfulmotion;soistheseamovedandtroubledwhenthewavesrushagainstoneanother。Observe,sayseveryone,themotionsoftheheavens,ofpublicaffairs;observethequarrelofsuchaperson,takenoticeofsuchaone’spulse,ofsuchanother’slastwillandtestament;insum,bealwayslookinghighorlow,ononeside,beforeorbehindyou。ItwasaparadoxicalcommandancientlygivenusbythatgodofDelphos:\"Lookintoyourself;discoveryourself;keepclosetoyourself;callbackyourmindandwill,thatelsewhereconsumethemselvesintoyourself;yourunout,youspillyourself;carryamoresteadyhand:menbetrayyou,menspillyou,menstealyoufromyourself。

  Dostthounotseethatthisworldweliveinkeepsallitssightconfinedwithin,anditseyesopentocontemplateitself?’Tisalwaysvanityforthee,bothwithinandwithout;but’tislessvanitywhenlessextended。

  Exceptingthee,Oman,saidthatgod,everythingstudiesitselffirst,andhasboundstoitslaboursanddesires,accordingtoitsneed。Thereisnothingsoemptyandnecessitousasthou,whoembracesttheuniverse;

  thouarttheinvestigatorwithoutknowledge,themagistratewithoutjurisdiction,and,afterall,thefoolofthefarce。

  EndTheEssaysofMontaigne,V18

  byMicheldeMontaigneTranslatedbyCharlesCottonEditedbyWilliamCarewHazilitt1877

  CONTENTSOFVOLUME18。

  X。OfManagingtheWill。

  XI。OfCripples。

  XII。OfPhysiognomy。

  CHAPTERX

  OFMANAGINGTHEWILL

  Fewthings,incomparisonofwhatcommonlyaffectothermen,move,or,tosaybetter,possessme:for’tisbutreasonthey,shouldconcernaman,providedtheydonotpossesshim。Iamverysolicitous,bothbystudyandargument,toenlargethisprivilegeofinsensibility,whichisinmenaturallyraisedtoaprettydegree,sothatconsequentlyIespouseandamverymuchmovedwithveryfewthings。Ihaveaclearsightenough,butIfixituponveryfewobjects;Ihaveasensedelicateandtenderenough;butanapprehensionandapplicationhardandnegligent。Iamveryunwillingtoengagemyself;asmuchasinmelies,Iemploymyselfwhollyonmyself,andeveninthatsubjectshouldratherchoosetocurbandrestrainmyaffectionfromplungingitselfoverheadandearsintoit,itbeingasubjectthatIpossessatthemercyofothers,andoverwhichfortunehasmorerightthanI;sothatevenastohealth,whichI

  somuchvalue,’tisallthemorenecessaryformenotsopassionatelytocovetandheedit,thantofinddiseasessoinsupportable。Amanoughttomoderatehimselfbetwixtthehatredofpainandtheloveofpleasure:

  andPlatosetsdownamiddlepathoflifebetwixtthetwo。Butagainstsuchaffectionsaswhollycarrymeawayfrommyselfandfixmeelsewhere,againstthose,Isay,Iopposemyselfwithmyutmostpower。’Tismyopinionthatamanshouldlendhimselftoothers,andonlygivehimselftohimself。Weremywilleasytolenditselfoutandtobeswayed,I

  shouldnotstickthere;Iamtootenderbothbynatureanduse:

  \"Fugaxrerum,securaqueinotianatus。\"

  [\"Avoidingaffairsandborntosecureease。\"

  ——Ovid,DeTrist。,iii。2,9。]

  Hotandobstinatedisputes,whereinmyadversarywouldatlasthavethebetter,theissuethatwouldrendermyheatandobstinacydisgracefulwouldperadventurevexmetothelastdegree。ShouldIsetmyselftoitattheratethatothersdo,mysoulwouldneverhavetheforcetobeartheemotionandalarmsofthosewhograspatsomuch;itwouldimmediatelybedisorderedbythisinwardagitation。If,sometimes,I

  havebeenputuponthemanagementofothermen’saffairs,Ihavepromisedtotaketheminhand,butnotintomylungsandliver;totakethemuponme,nottoincorporatethem;totakepains,yes:tobeimpassionedaboutit,bynomeans;Ihaveacareofthem,butIwillnotsituponthem。

  IhaveenoughtodotoorderandgovernthedomesticthrongofthosethatIhaveinmyownveinsandbowels,withoutintroducingacrowdofothermen’saffairs;andamsufficientlyconcernedaboutmyownproperandnaturalbusiness,withoutmeddlingwiththeconcernsofothers。Suchasknowhowmuchtheyowetothemselves,andhowmanyofficestheyareboundtooftheirown,,findthatnaturehascutthemoutworkenoughoftheirowntokeepthemfrombeingidle。\"Thouhastbusinessenoughathome:

  looktothat。\"

  Menletthemselvesouttohire;theirfacultiesarenotforthemselves,butforthosetowhomtheyhaveenslavedthemselves;’tistheirtenantsoccupythem,notthemselves。Thiscommonhumourpleasesnotme。Wemustbethriftyofthelibertyofoursouls,andneverletitoutbutuponjustoccasions,whichareveryfew,ifwejudgearight。Dobutobservesuchashaveaccustomedthemselvestobeateveryone’scall:theydoitindifferentlyuponall,aswelllittleasgreat,occasions;inthatwhichnothingconcernsthem;asmuchasinwhatimportsthemmost。Theythrustthemselvesinindifferentlywhereverthereisworktodoandobligation,andarewithoutlifewhennotintumultuousbustle:

  \"Innegotiissunt,negotiicause,\"

  [\"Theyareinbusinessforbusiness’sake。\"——Seneca,Ep。,22。]

  Itisnotsomuchthattheywillgo,asitisthattheycannotstandstill:likearollingstonethatcannotstoptillitcangonofurther。

  Occupation,withacertainsortofmen,isamarkofunderstandinganddignity:theirsoulsseekreposeinagitation,aschildrendobybeingrockedinacradle;theymaypronouncethemselvesasserviceabletotheirfriends,astheyaretroublesometothemselves。Noonedistributeshismoneytoothers,buteveryonedistributeshistimeandhislife:thereisnothingofwhichwearesoprodigalasofthesetwothings,ofwhichtobethriftywouldbebothcommendableanduseful。Iamofaquitecontraryhumour;Ilooktomyself,andcommonlycovetwithnogreatardourwhatIdodesire,anddesirelittle;andIemployandbusymyselfatthesamerate,rarelyandtemperately。Whatevertheytakeinhand,theydoitwiththeirutmostwillandvehemence。Therearesomanydangeroussteps,that,forthemoresafety,wemustalittlelightlyandsuperficiallyglideovertheworld,andnotrushthroughit。Pleasureitselfispainfulinprofundity:

  \"Incedisperignes,Suppositoscineridoloso。\"

  [\"Youtreadonfire,hiddenunderdeceitfulashes。\"

  ——Horace,Od。,ii。i,7。]

  TheParliamentofBordeauxchosememayoroftheircityatatimewhenI

  wasatadistancefromFrance,——[AtBagnoDellaVilla,nearLucca,September1581]——andstillmoreremotefromanysuchthought。

  Ientreatedtobeexcused,butIwastoldbymyfriendsthatIhadcommittedanerrorinsodoing,andthegreaterbecausethekinghad,moreover,interposedhiscommandinthataffair。’Tisanofficethatoughttobelookeduponsomuchmorehonourable,asithasnoothersalarynoradvantagethanthebarehonourofitsexecution。Itcontinuestwoyears,butmaybeextendedbyasecondelection,whichveryrarelyhappens;itwastome,andhadneverbeensobuttwicebefore:someyearsagotoMonsieurdeLansac,andlatelytoMonsieurdeBiron,MarshalofFrance,inwhoseplaceIsucceeded;and,IleftminetoMonsieurdeMatignon,MarshalofFrancealso:proudofsonobleafraternity——

  \"Uterquebonuspacisbelliqueminister。\"

  [\"Eitheroneagoodministerinpeaceandwar。\"

  ——AEneid,xi。658。]

  Fortunewouldhaveahandinmypromotion,bythisparticularcircumstancewhichsheputinofherown,notaltogethervain;forAlexanderdisdainedtheambassadorsofCorinth,whocametoofferhimaburgess—shipoftheircity;butwhentheyproceededtolaybeforehimthatBacchusandHerculeswerealsointheregister,hegraciouslythankedthem。

  Atmyarrival,IfaithfullyandconscientiouslyrepresentedmyselftothemforsuchasIfindmyselftobe——amanwithoutmemory,withoutvigilance,withoutexperience,andwithoutvigour;butwithal,withouthatred,withoutambition,withoutavarice,andwithoutviolence;thattheymightbeinformedofmyqualities,andknowwhattheyweretoexpectfrommyservice。Andwhereastheknowledgetheyhadhadofmylatefather,andthehonourtheyhadforhismemory,hadaloneincitedthemtoconferthisfavouruponme,IplainlytoldthemthatIshouldbeverysorryanythingshouldmakesogreatanimpressionuponmeastheiraffairsandtheconcernsoftheircityhadmadeuponhim,whilstheheldthegovernmenttowhichtheyhadpreferredme。Iremembered,whenaboy,tohaveseenhiminhisoldagecruellytormentedwiththesepublicaffairs,neglectingthesoftreposeofhisownhouse,towhichthedeclensionofhisagehadreducedhimforseveralyearsbefore,themanagementofhisownaffairs,andhishealth;andcertainlydespisinghisownlife,whichwasingreatdangerofbeinglost,bybeingengagedinlongandpainfuljourneysontheirbehalf。Suchwashe;andthishumourofhisproceededfromamarvellousgoodnature;neverwasthereamorecharitableandpopularsoul。YetthisproceedingwhichIcommendinothers,Idonotlovetofollowmyself,andamnotwithoutexcuse。

  Hehadlearnedthatamanmustforgethimselfforhisneighbour,andthattheparticularwasofnomannerofconsiderationincomparisonwiththegeneral。Mostoftherulesandpreceptsoftheworldrunthisway;todriveusoutofourselvesintothestreetforthebenefitofpublicsociety;theythoughttodoagreatfeattodivertandremoveusfromourselves,assumingwewerebuttoomuchfixedthere,andbyatoonaturalinclination;andhavesaidalltheycouldtothatpurpose:for’tisnonewthingforthesagestopreachthingsastheyserve,notastheyare。Truthhasitsobstructions,inconveniences,andincompatibilitieswithus;wemustoftendeceivethatwemaynotdeceiveourselves;andshutoureyesandourunderstandingstoredressandamendthem:

  \"Imperitienimjudicant,etquifrequenterinhocipsumfallendisunt,neerrent。\"

  [\"Fortheignorantjudge,andthereforeareofttobedeceived,lesstheyshoulderr。\"——Quintil。,Inst。Orat。,xi。17。]

  Whentheyorderustolovethree,four,orfiftydegreesofthingsaboveourselves,theydolikearchers,who,tohitthewhite,taketheiraimagreatdealhigherthanthebutt;tomakeacrookedstickstraight,webenditthecontraryway。

  IbelievethatintheTempleofPallas,asweseeinallotherreligions,therewereapparentmysteriestobeexposedtothepeople;andothers,moresecretandhigh,thatwereonlytobeshowntosuchaswereprofessed;’tislikelythatinthesethetruepointoffriendshipthateveryoneowestohimselfistobefound;notafalsefriendship,thatmakesusembraceglory,knowledge,riches,andthelike,withaprincipalandimmoderateaffection,asmembersofourbeing;noranindiscreetandeffeminatefriendship,whereinithappens,aswithivy,thatitdecaysandruinsthewallsitembraces;butasoundandregularfriendship,equallyusefulandpleasant。HewhoknowsthedutiesofthisfriendshipandpractisesthemistrulyofthecabinetoftheMuses,andhasattainedtotheheightofhumanwisdomandofourhappiness,suchanone,exactlyknowingwhatheowestohimself,willonhispartfindthatheoughttoapplytohimselftheuseoftheworldandofothermen;andtodothis,tocontributetopublicsocietythedutiesandofficesappertainingtohim。Hewhodoesnotinsomesortliveforothers,doesnotlivemuchforhimself:

  \"Quisibiamicusest,scitohuncamicumomnibusesse。\"

  [\"Hewhoishisownfriend,isafriendtoeverybodyelse。\"

  ——Seneca,Ep。,6。]

  Theprincipalchargewehaveis,toeveryonehisownconduct;and’tisforthisonlythatwehereare。Ashewhoshouldforgettoliveavirtuousandholylife,andshouldthinkheacquittedhimselfofhisdutyininstructingandtrainingothersuptoit,wouldbeafool;evensohewhoabandonshisownparticularhealthfulandpleasantlivingtoserveotherstherewith,takes,inmyopinion,awrongandunnaturalcourse。

  Iwouldnotthatmenshouldrefuse,intheemploymentstheytakeuponthem,theirattention,pains,eloquence,sweat,andbloodifneedbe:

  \"NonipseprocarisamicisAutpatria,timidusperire:\"

  [\"Himselfnotafraidtodieforbelovedfriends,orforhiscountry。\"——Horace,Od。,iv。9,51。]

  but’tisonlyborrowed,andaccidentally;hismindbeingalwaysinreposeandinhealth;notwithoutaction,butwithoutvexation,withoutpassion。

  Tobesimplyactingcostshimsolittle,thatheactsevensleeping;

  butitmustbesetongoingwithdiscretion;forthebodyreceivestheofficesimposeduponitjustaccordingtowhattheyare;themindoftenextendsandmakesthemheavieratitsownexpense,givingthemwhatmeasureitpleases。Menperformlikethingswithseveralsortsofendeavour,anddifferentcontentionofwill;theonedoeswellenoughwithouttheother;forhowmanypeoplehazardthemselveseverydayinwarwithoutanyconcernwhichwayitgoes;andthrustthemselvesintothedangersofbattles,thelossofwhichwillnotbreaktheirnextnight’ssleep?andsuchamanmaybeathome,outofthedangerwhichhedurstnothavelookedupon,whoismorepassionatelyconcernedfortheissueofthiswar,andwhosesoulismoreanxiousabouteventsthanthesoldierwhothereinstakeshisbloodandhislife。Icouldhaveengagedmyselfinpublicemploymentswithoutquittingmyownmattersanail’sbreadth,andhavegivenmyselftootherswithoutabandoningmyself。Thissharpnessandviolenceofdesiresmorehinderthantheyadvancetheexecutionofwhatweundertake;filluswithimpatienceagainstsloworcontraryevents,andwithheatandsuspicionagainstthosewithwhomwehavetodo。Wenevercarryonthatthingwellbywhichweareprepossessedandled:

  \"MalecunctaministratImpetus。\"

  [\"Impulsemanagesallthingsill。\"——Statius,Thebaid,x。704。]

  Hewhothereinemploysonlyhisjudgmentandaddressproceedsmorecheerfully:hecounterfeits,hegivesway,hedefersquiteathisease,accordingtothenecessitiesofoccasions;hefailsinhisattemptwithouttroubleandaffliction,readyandentireforanewenterprise;

  healwaysmarcheswiththebridleinhishand。Inhimwhoisintoxicatedwiththisviolentandtyrannicalintention,wediscover,ofnecessity,muchimprudenceandinjustice;theimpetuosityofhisdesirecarrieshimaway;thesearerashmotions,and,iffortunedonotverymuchassist,ofverylittlefruit。Philosophydirectsthat,intherevengeofinjuriesreceived,weshouldstripourselvesofcholer;notthatthechastisementshouldbeless,but,onthecontrary,thattherevengemaybethebetterandmoreheavilylaidon,which,itconceives,willbebythisimpetuosityhindered。Forangernotonlydisturbs,but,ofitself,alsoweariesthearmsofthosewhochastise;thisfirebenumbsandwastestheirforce;asinprecipitation,\"festinatiotardaest,\"——hastetripsupitsownheels,fetters,andstopsitself:

  \"Ipsasevelocitasimplicat。\"——Seneca,Ep。44

  Forexample,accordingtowhatIcommonlysee,avaricehasnogreaterimpedimentthanitself;themorebentandvigorousitis,thelessitrakestogether,andcommonlysoonergrowsrichwhendisguisedinavisorofliberality。

  Averyexcellentgentleman,andafriendofmine,ranariskofimpairinghisfacultiesbyatoopassionateattentionandaffectiontotheaffairsofacertainprincehismaster;——[ProbablytheKingofNavarre,afterwardHenryIV。]——whichmasterhasthusportrayedhimselftome;\"thatheforeseestheweightofaccidentsaswellasanother,butthatinthoseforwhichthereisnoremedy,hepresentlyresolvesuponsuffering;inothers,havingtakenallthenecessaryprecautionswhichbythevivacityofhisunderstandinghecanpresentlydo,hequietlyawaitswhatmayfollow。\"And,intruth,Ihaveaccordinglyseenhimmaintainagreatindifferencyandlibertyofactionsandserenityofcountenanceinverygreatanddifficultaffairs:Ifindhimmuchgreater,andofgreatercapacityinadversethaninprosperousfortune;hisdefeatsaretohimmoregloriousthanhisvictories,andhismourningthanhistriumph。

  Consider,thateveninvainandfrivolousactions,asatchess,tennis,andthelike,thiseagerandardentengagingwithanimpetuousdesire,immediatelythrowsthemindandmembersintoindiscretionanddisorder:amanastoundsandhindershimself;hewhocarrieshimselfmoremoderately,bothtowardsgainandloss,hasalwayshiswitsabouthim;thelesspeevishandpassionateheisatplay,heplaysmuchmoreadvantageouslyandsurely。

  Astotherest,wehinderthemind’sgraspandhold,ingivingitsomanythingstoseizeupon;somethingsweshouldonlyoffertoit;tieittoothers,andwithothersincorporateit。Itcanfeelanddiscernallthings,butoughttofeeduponnothingbutitself;andshouldbeinstructedinwhatproperlyconcernsitself,andthatisproperlyofitsownhavingandsubstance。Thelawsofnatureteachuswhatjustlyweneed。Afterthesageshavetoldusthatnooneisindigentaccordingtonature,andthateveryoneissoaccordingtoopinion,theyverysubtlydistinguishbetwixtthedesiresthatproceedfromher,andthosethatproceedfromthedisorderofourownfancy:thoseofwhichwecanseetheendarehers;thosethatflybeforeus,andofwhichwecanseenoend,areourown:thepovertyofgoodsiseasilycured;thepovertyofthesoulisirreparable:

  \"Namsi,quodsatisesthomini,idsatisessepotessetHocsaterat:nunc,quumhocnonest,quicredimusporroDivitiasullasanimummiexplerepotesse?\"

  [\"Forifwhatisformanenough,couldbeenough,itwereenough;

  butsinceitisnotso,howcanIbelievethatanywealthcangivemymindcontent。\"——LuciliusapedNoniumMarcellinum,V。sec。98。]

  Socrates,seeingagreatquantityofriches,jewels,andfurniturecarriedinpompthroughhiscity:\"Howmanythings,\"saidhe,\"Idonotdesire!\"——[Cicero,Tusc。Quaes。,V。32。]——Metrodoruslivedontwelveouncesaday,Epicurusuponless;Metroclessleptinwinterabroadamongstsheep,insummerinthecloistersofchurches:

  \"Sufficitadidnatura,quodposcit。\"

  [\"Naturesufficesforwhatherequires。\"——Seneca,Ep。,90。]

  Cleantheslivedbythelabourofhisownhands,andboastedthatCleanthes,ifhewould,couldyetmaintainanotherCleanthes。

  Ifthatwhichnatureexactlyandoriginallyrequiresofusfortheconservationofourbeingbetoolittle(asintruthwhatitis,andhowgoodcheaplifemaybemaintained,cannotbebetterexpressedthanbythisconsideration,thatitissolittlethatbyitslittlenessitescapesthegripeandshockoffortune),letusallowourselvesalittlemore;letuscalleveryoneofourhabitsandconditionsnature;letusrateandtreatourselvesbythismeasure;letusstretchourappurtenancesandaccountssofar;forsofar,Ifancy,wehavesomeexcuse。Customisasecondnature,andnolesspowerful。Whatiswantingtomycustom,Ireckoniswantingtome;andIshouldbealmostaswellcontentthattheytookawaymylifeascutmeshortinthewaywhereinIhavesolonglived。Iamnolongerinconditionforanygreatchange,nortoputmyselfintoanewandunwontedcourse,noteventoaugmentation。’TispastthetimeformetobecomeotherthanwhatIam;

  andasIshouldcomplainofanygreatgoodhapthatshouldnowbefallme,thatitcamenotintimetobeenjoyed:

  \"Quomihifortunas,sinonconcedituruti?\"

  [\"Whatisthegoodfortunetome,ifitisnotgrantedtometouseit。\"——Horace,Ep。,i。5,12。]

  soshouldIcomplainofanyinwardacquisition。Itwerealmostbetternever,thansolate,tobecomeanhonestman,andwellfittolive,whenonehasnolongertolive。I,whoamabouttomakemyexitoutoftheworld,wouldeasilyresigntoanynewcomer,whoshoulddesireit,alltheprudenceIamnowacquiringintheworld’scommerce;aftermeat,mustard。

  IhavenoneedofgoodsofwhichIcanmakenouse;ofwhatuseisknowledgetohimwhohaslosthishead?’Tisaninjuryandunkindnessinfortunetotenderuspresentsthatwillonlyinspireuswithajustdespitethatwehadthemnotintheirdueseason。Guidemenomore;I

  cannolongergo。Ofsomanypartsasmakeupasufficiency,patienceisthemostsufficient。Givethecapacityofanexcellenttrebletothechoristerwhohasrottenlungs,andeloquencetoahermitexiledintothedesertsofArabia。Thereneedsnoarttohelpafall;theendfindsitselfofitselfattheconclusionofeveryaffair。Myworldisatanend,myformexpired;Iamtotallyofthepast,andamboundtoauthoriseit,andtoconformmyoutgoingtoit。Iwillheredeclare,bywayofexample,thatthePope’slatetendays’diminution[GregoryXIII。,in1582,reformedtheCalendar,and,inconsequence,inFrancetheyallatoncepassedfromthe9thtothe20thDecember。]

  hastakenmesoabackthatIcannotwellreconcilemyselftoit;Ibelongtotheyearswhereinwekeptanotherkindofaccount。Soancientandsolongacustomchallengesmyadherencetoit,sothatIamconstrainedtobesomewhathereticalonthatpointincapableofany,thoughcorrective,innovation。Myimagination,inspiteofmyteeth,alwayspushesmetendaysforwardorbackward,andisevermurmuringinmyears:\"Thisruleconcernsthosewhoaretobegintobe。\"Ifhealthitself,sweetasitis,returnstomebyfits,’tisrathertogivemecauseofregretthanpossessionofit;Ihavenoplacelefttokeepitin。Timeleavesme;

  withoutwhichnothingcanbepossessed。Oh,whatlittleaccountshouldI

  makeofthosegreatelectivedignitiesthatIseeinsuchesteemintheworld,thatareneverconferredbutuponmenwhoaretakingleaveofit;

  whereintheydonotsomuchregardhowwellthemanwilldischargehistrust,ashowshorthisadministrationwillbe:fromtheveryentrytheylookattheexit。Inshort,Iamaboutfinishingthisman,andnotrebuildinganother。Bylonguse,thisformisinmeturnedintosubstance,andfortuneintonature。

  Isay,therefore,thateveryoneofusfeeblecreaturesisexcusableinthinkingthattobehisownwhichiscomprisedunderthismeasure;butwithal,beyondtheselimits,’tisnothingbutconfusion;’tisthelargestextentwecangranttoourownclaims。Themoreweamplifyourneedandourpossession,somuchthemoredoweexposeourselvestotheblowsofFortuneandadversities。Thecareerofourdesiresoughttobecircumscribedandrestrainedtoashortlimitofthenearestandmostcontiguouscommodities;andtheircourseought,moreover,tobeperformednotinarightline,thatendselsewhere,butinacircle,ofwhichthetwopoints,byashortwheel,meetandterminateinourselves。Actionsthatarecarriedonwithoutthisreflection——anearandessentialreflection,Imean——suchasthoseofambitiousandavariciousmen,andsomanymoreasrunpoint—blank,andtowhosecareeralwayscarriesthembeforethemselves,suchactions,Isay;areerroneousandsickly。

  Mostofourbusinessisfarce:

  \"Mundusuniversusexercethistrioniam。\"

  ——[PetroniusArbiter,iii。8。]

  Wemustplayourpartproperly,butwithalasapartofaborrowedpersonage;wemustnotmakerealessenceofamaskandoutwardappearance;norofastrangeperson,ourown;wecannotdistinguishtheskinfromtheshirt:’tisenoughtomealtheface,withoutmealingthebreast。Iseesomewhotransformandtransubstantiatethemselvesintoasmanynewshapesandnewbeingsastheyundertakenewemployments;andwhostrutandfumeeventotheheartandliver,andcarrytheirstatealongwiththemeventotheclose—stool:Icannotmakethemdistinguishthesalutationsmadetothemselvesfromthosemadetotheircommission,theirtrain,ortheirmule:

  \"Tantumsefortunxpermittunt,etiamutnaturamdediscant。\"

  [\"Theysomuchgivethemselvesuptofortune,aseventounlearnnature。\"——QuintusCurtius,iii。2。]

  Theyswellandpuffuptheirsouls,andtheirnaturalwayofspeaking,accordingtotheheightoftheirmagisterialplace。TheMayorofBordeauxandMontaignehaveeverbeentwobyverymanifestseparation。

  Becauseoneisanadvocateorafinancier,hemustnotignoretheknaverythereisinsuchcallings;anhonestmanisnotaccountablefortheviceorabsurdityofhisemployment,andoughtnotonthataccountrefusetotakethecallinguponhim:’tistheusageofhiscountry,andthereismoneytobegotbyit;amanmustlivebytheworld;andmakehisbestofit,suchasitis。Butthejudgmentofanemperoroughttobeabovehisempire,andseeandconsideritasaforeignaccident;andheoughttoknowhowtoenjoyhimselfapartfromit,andtocommunicatehimselfasJamesandPeter,tohimself,atallevents。

  Icannotengagemyselfsodeepandsoentire;whenmywillgivesmetoanything,’tisnotwithsoviolentanobligationthatmyjudgmentisinfectedwithit。Inthepresentbroilsofthiskingdom,myowninteresthasnotmademeblindtothelaudablequalitiesofouradversaries,nortothosethatarereproachableinthosemenofourparty。Othersadorealloftheirownside;formypart,Idonotsomuchasexcusemostthingsinthoseofmine:agoodworkhasnevertheworstgracewithmeforbeingmadeagainstme。Theknotofthecontroversyexcepted,Ihavealwayskeptmyselfinequanimityandpureindifference:

  \"Nequeextranecessitatesbellipraecipuumodiumgero;\"

  [\"Norbearparticularhatredbeyondthenecessitiesofwar。\"]

  forwhichIampleasedwithmyself;andthemorebecauseIseeotherscommonlyfailinthecontrarydirection。Suchasextendtheirangerandhatredbeyondthedisputeinquestion,asmostmendo,showthattheyspringfromsomeotheroccasionandprivatecause;likeonewho,beingcuredofanulcer,hasyetafeverremaining,bywhichitappearsthattheulcerhadanothermoreconcealedbeginning。Thereasonisthattheyarenotconcernedinthecommoncause,becauseitiswoundingtothestateandgeneralinterest;butareonlynettledbyreasonoftheirparticularconcern。Thisiswhytheyaresoespeciallyanimated,andtoadegreesofarbeyondjusticeandpublicreason:

  \"Nontamomniauniversi,quamea,quaeadquemquepertinent,singulicarpebant。\"

  [\"Everyonewasnotsomuchangryagainstthingsingeneral,asagainstthosethatparticularlyconcernhimself。\"

  ——Livy,xxxiv。36。]

  Iwouldhavetheadvantageonourside;butifitbenot,Ishallnotrunmad。Iamheartilyfortherightparty;butIdonotwanttobetakennoticeofasanespecialenemytoothers,andbeyondthegeneralquarrel。

  Imarvellouslychallengethisviciousformofopinion:\"HeisoftheLeaguebecauseheadmiresthegraciousnessofMonsieurdeGuise;heisastonishedattheKingofNavarre’senergy,thereforeheisaHuguenot;

  hefindsthistosayofthemannersoftheking,heisthereforeseditiousinhisheart。\"AndIdidnotgranttothemagistratehimselfthathedidwellincondemningabookbecauseithadplacedaheretic——

  [TheodoredeBeza。]——amongstthebestpoetsofthetime。Shallwenotdaretosayofathiefthathehasahandsomeleg?Ifawomanbeastrumpet,mustitneedsfollowthatshehasafoulsmell?DidtheyinthewisestagesrevoketheproudtitleofCapitolinustheyhadbeforeconferredonMarcusManliusasconservatorofreligionandthepublicliberty,andstiflethememoryofhisliberality,hisfeatsofarms,andmilitaryrecompensesgrantedtohisvalour,becausehe,afterwardsaspiredtothesovereignty,totheprejudiceofthelawsofhiscountry?

  Ifwetakeahatredagainstanadvocate,hewillnotbeallowedthenextdaytobeeloquent。Ihaveelsewherespokenofthezealthatpushedonworthymentothelikefaults。Formypart,Icansay,\"Suchanonedoesthisthingill,andanotherthingvirtuouslyandwell。\"Sointheprognosticationorsinistereventsofaffairstheywouldhaveeveryoneinhispartyblindorablockhead,andthatourpersuasionandjudgmentshouldsubservenottruth,buttotheprojectofourdesires。Ishouldratherinclinetowardstheotherextreme;somuchIfearbeingsubornedbymydesire;towhichmaybeaddedthatIamalittletenderlydistrustfulofthingsthatIwish。

  Ihaveinmytimeseenwondersintheindiscreetandprodigiousfacilityofpeopleinsufferingtheirhopesandbelieftobeledandgoverned,whichwaybestpleasedandservedtheirleaders,despiteahundredmistakesoneuponanother,despitemeredreamsandphantasms。InomorewonderatthosewhohavebeenblindedandseducedbythefooleriesofApolloniusandMahomet。Theirsenseandunderstandingareabsolutelytakenawaybytheirpassion;theirdiscretionhasnomoreanyotherchoicethanthatwhichsmilesuponthemandencouragestheircause。

  Ihadprincipallyobservedthisinthebeginningofourintestinedistempers;thatother,whichhassprungupsince,inimitating,hassurpassedit;bywhichIamsatisfiedthatitisaqualityinseparablefrompopularerrors;afterthefirst,thatrolls,opinionsdriveononeanotherlikewaveswiththewind:amanisnotamemberofthebody,ifitbeinhispowertoforsakeit,andifhedonotrollthecommonway。

  But,doubtless,theywrongthejustsidewhentheygoabouttoassistitwithfraud;Ihaveeverbeenagainstthatpractice:’tisonlyfittoworkuponweakheads;forthesound,therearesurerandmorehonestwaystokeepuptheircourageandtoexcuseadverseaccidents。

  HeavenneversawagreateranimositythanthatbetwixtCaesarandPompey,norevershall;andyetIobserve,methinks,inthosebravesouls,agreatmoderationtowardsoneanother:itwasajealousyofhonourandcommand,whichdidnottransportthemtoafuriousandindiscreethatred,andwaswithoutmalignityanddetraction:intheirhottestexploitsupononeanother,Idiscoversomeremainsofrespectandgood—will:andamthereforeofopinionthat,had,itbeenpossible,eachofthemwouldratherhavedonehisbusinesswithouttheruinoftheotherthanwithit。

  TakenoticehowmuchotherwisematterswentwithMariusandSylla。

  Wemustnotprecipitateourselvessoheadlongafterouraffectionsandinterests。As,whenIwasyoung,IopposedmyselftotheprogressoflovewhichIperceivedtoadvancetoofastuponme,andhadacarelestitshouldatlastbecomesopleasingastoforce,captivate,andwhollyreducemetoitsmercy:soIdothesameuponallotheroccasionswheremywillisrunningonwithtoowarmanappetite。Ileanoppositetothesideitinclinesto;asIfinditgoingtoplungeandmakeitselfdrunkwithitsownwine;Ievadenourishingitspleasuresofar,thatIcannotrecoveritwithoutinfiniteloss。Soulsthat,throughtheirownstupidity,onlydiscernthingsbyhalves,havethishappiness,thattheysmartlesswithhurtfulthings:’tisaspiritualleprosythathassomeshowofhealth,andsuchahealthasphilosophydoesnotaltogethercontemn;butyetwehavenoreasontocallitwisdom,asweoftendo。

  AndafterthismannersomeoneancientlymockedDiogeries,who,inthedepthofwinterandquitenaked,wentembracinganimageofsnowforatrialofhisendurance:theotherseeinghiminthisposition,\"Artthounowverycold?\"saidhe。\"Notatall,\"repliedDiogenes。\"Why,then,\"

  pursuedtheother,\"whatdifficultandexemplarythingdostthouthinkthoudoestinembracingthatsnow?\"Totakeatruemeasureofconstancy,onemustnecessarilyknowwhatthesufferingis。

  Butsoulsthataretomeetwithadverseeventsandtheinjuriesoffortune,intheirdepthandsharpness,thataretoweighandtastethemaccordingtotheirnaturalweightandbitterness,letsuchshowtheirskillinavoidingthecausesanddivertingtheblow。WhatdidKingCotysdo?Hepaidliberallyfortherichandbeautifulvesselthathadbeenpresentedtohim,but,seeingitwasexceedinglybrittle,heimmediatelybrokeitbetimes,topreventsoeasyamatterofdispleasureagainsthisservants。Inlikemanner,Ihavewillinglyavoidedallconfusioninmyaffairs,andnevercovetedtohavemyestatecontiguoustothoseofmyrelations,andsuchwithwhomIcovetedastrictfriendship;forthencematterofunkindnessandfallingoutoftenproceeds。Iformerlylovedhazardousgamesofcardsanddice;buthavelongsinceleftthemoff,onlyforthisreasonthat,withwhatevergoodairIcarriedmylosses,Icouldnothelpfeelingvexedwithin。Amanofhonour,whooughttobetouchilysensibleofthelieorofaninsult,andwhoisnottotakeascurvyexcuseforsatisfaction,shouldavoidoccasionsofdispute。

  Ishunmelancholy,crabbedmen,asIwouldtheplague;andinmattersI

  cannottalkofwithoutemotionandconcernInevermeddle,ifnotcompelledbymyduty:

  \"Meliusnonincipient,quamdesinent。\"

  [\"Theyhadbetternevertobeginthantohavetodesist。\"

  ——Seneca,Ep。,72。]

  Thesurestway,therefore,istoprepareone’sselfbeforehandforoccasions。

  Iknowverywellthatsomewisemenhavetakenanotherway,andhavenotfearedtograppleandengagetotheutmostuponseveralsubjectstheseareconfidentoftheirownstrength,underwhichtheyprotectthemselvesinallillsuccesses,makingtheirpatiencewrestleandcontendwithdisaster:

  \"Velutrupes,vastumquaeproditinaequor,Obviaventorumfuriis,expostaqueponto,Vimcunctamatqueminasperfertcoeliquemarisque;

  Ipsaimmotamanens。\"

  [\"Asarock,whichprojectsintothevastocean,exposedtothefuriouswindsandtheragingsea,defiestheforceandmenacesofskyandsea,itselfunshaken。\"——Virgil,AEneid,x。693。]

  Letusnotattempttheseexamples;weshallnevercomeuptothem。Theysetthemselvesresolutely,andwithoutagitation,tobeholdtheruinoftheircountry,whichpossessedandcommandedalltheirwill:thisistoomuch,andtoohardataskforourcommonersouls。Catogaveupthenoblestlifethateverwasuponthisaccount;wemeanerspiritsmustflyfromthestormasfaraswecan;wemustprovideforsentiment,andnotforpatience,andevadetheblowswecannotmeet。Zeno,seeingChremonides,ayoungmanwhomheloved,drawneartositdownbyhim,suddenlystartedup;andCleanthesdemandingofhimthereasonwhyhedidso,\"Ihear,\"saidhe,\"thatphysiciansespeciallyorderrepose,andforbidemotioninalltumours。\"Socratesdoesnotsay:\"Donotsurrendertothecharmsofbeauty;standyourground,anddoyourutmosttoopposeit。\"\"Flyit,\"sayshe;\"shunthefightandencounterofit,asofapowerfulpoisonthatdartsandwoundsatadistance。\"Andhisgooddisciple,feigningorreciting,but,inmyopinion,ratherrecitingthanfeigning,therareperfectionsofthegreatCyrus,makeshimdistrustfulofhisownstrengthtoresistthecharmsofthedivinebeautyofthatillustrousPanthea,hiscaptive,andcommittingthevisitingandkeepinghertoanother,whocouldnothavesomuchlibertyashimself。AndtheHolyGhostinlikemanner:

  \"Nenosinducasintentationem。\"

  [\"Leadusnotintotemptation。\"——St。Matthew,vi。13。]

  Wedonotpraythatourreasonmaynotbecombatedandovercomebyconcupiscence,butthatitshouldnotbesomuchastriedbyit;thatweshouldnotbebroughtintoastatewhereinwearesomuchastosuffertheapproaches,solicitations,andtemptationsofsin:andwebegofAlmightyGodtokeepourconsciencesquiet,fullyandperfectlydeliveredfromallcommerceofevil。

  Suchassaythattheyhavereasonfortheirrevengingpassion,oranyothersortoftroublesomeagitationofmind,oftensaytrue,asthingsnoware,butnotastheywere:theyspeaktouswhenthecausesoftheirerrorarebythemselvesnourishedandadvanced;butlookbackward——recallthesecausestotheirbeginning——andthereyouwillputthemtoanonplus。Willtheyhavetheirfaultsless,forbeingoflongercontinuance;andthatofanunjustbeginning,thesequelcanbejust?

  Whoevershalldesirethegoodofhiscountry,asIdo,withoutfrettingorpininghimself,willbetroubled,butwillnotswoontoseeitthreateningeitheritsownruin,oranolessruinouscontinuance;poorvessel,thatthewaves,thewinds,andthepilottossandsteertosocontrarydesigns!

  \"IntamdiversamagisterVentusetundatrahunt。\"

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