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  \'Ay,ay;butmanyathinghappensinfour—and—twentyhours。Hermotherisdying,maybedeadbythistime;andherhusbandshouldbetherewithher。Can\'tyousendforhim?\'

  \'Idon\'tknowwhereheis,\'saidHester。\'Hewentofffromhereallonasudden,whentherewasallthemarket—folksint\'shop;Ithoughthe\'dmaybegonetoJohnFoster\'saboutth\'money,fortheywaspayingadealin。I\'llsendthereandinquire。\'

  No!themessengerbroughtbackwordthathehadnotbeenseenattheirbankallmorning。FurtherinquiriesweremadebytheanxiousHester,bythedoctor,byCoulson;alltheycouldlearnwasthatPhoebehadseenhimpassthekitchenwindowabouteleveno\'clock,whenshewaspeelingthepotatoesfordinner;andtwoladsplayingonthequay—sidethoughttheyhadseenhimamongagroupofsailors;buttheselatter,asfarastheycouldbeidentified,hadnoknowledgeofhisappearanceamongthem。

  Beforenightthewholetownwasexcitedabouthisdisappearance。BeforenightBellRobsonhadgonetoherlonghome。AndSylviastilllayquietandtearless,apparentlymoreunmovedthananyothercreaturebytheeventsoftheday,andthestrangevanishingofherhusband。

  Theonlythingsheseemedtocareforwasherbaby;sheheldittightinherarms,andDrMorganbadethemleaveitthere,itstouchmightdrawthedesiredtearsintoherweary,sleeplesseyes,andcharmtheachingpainoutofthem。

  Theywereafraidlestsheshouldinquireforherhusband,whosenon—appearanceatsuchatimeofsorrowtohiswifemust(theythought)seemstrangetoher。Andnightdrewonwhiletheywereallinthisstate。Shehadgonebacktoherownroomwithoutawordwhentheyhaddesiredhertodoso;

  caressingherchildinherarms,andsittingdownonthefirstchairshecameto,withaheavysigh,asifeventhisslightbodilyexertionhadbeentoomuchforher。Theysawhereyesturntowardsthedooreverytimeitwasopened,andtheythoughtitwaswithanxiousexpectationofonewhocouldnotbefound,thoughmanywereseekingforhiminallprobableplaces。

  Whennightcamesomeonehadtotellherofherhusband\'sdisappearance;

  andDrMorganwasthepersonwhoundertookthis。

  Hecameintoherroomaboutnineo\'clock;herbabywassleepinginherarms;sheherselfpaleasdeath,stillsilentandtearless,thoughstrangelywatchfulofgesturesandsounds,andprobablycognizantofmorethantheyimagined。

  \'Well,MrsHepburn,\'saidhe,ascheerfullyashecould,\'Ishouldadviseyourgoingtobedearly;forIfancyyourhusbandwon\'tcomehometo—night。

  Somejourneyorother,thatperhapsCoulsoncanexplainbetterthanIcan,willmostlikelykeephimawaytillto—morrow。It\'sveryunfortunatethatheshouldbeawayatsuchasadtimeasthis,asI\'msurehe\'llfeelwhenhereturns;butwemustmakethebestofit。\'

  Hewatchedhertoseetheeffectofhiswords。

  Shesighed,thatwasall。Hestillremainedalittlewhile。Sheliftedherheadupalittleandasked,\'Howlongdoyo\'thinkshewasunconscious,doctor?Couldshehearthings,thinkyo\',aforeshefellintothatstrangekindo\'slumber?\'

  \'Icannottell,\'saidhe,shakinghishead。\'Wasshebreathinginthathardsnoringkindofwaywhenyouleftherthismorning?\'

  \'Yes,Ithinkso;Icannottell,somuchhashappened。\'

  \'Whenyoucamebacktoher,afteryourbreakfast,Ithinkyousaidshewasinmuchthesameposition?\'

  \'Yes,andyetImaybetellingyo\'lies;ifIcouldbutthink:butit\'smyheadasisachingso;doctor,Iwishyo\'dgo,forIneedbeingalone,I\'msomazed。\'

  \'Good—night,then,foryou\'reawisewoman,Isee,andmeantogotobed,andhaveagoodnightwithbabythere。\'

  ButhewentdowntoPhoebe,andtoldhertogoinfromtimetotime,andseehowhermistresswas。

  HefoundHesterRoseandtheoldservanttogether;bothhadbeencrying,bothwereevidentlyingreattroubleaboutthedeathandthemysteryoftheday。

  HesteraskedifshemightgoupandseeSylvia,andthedoctorgavehisleave,talkingmeanwhilewithPhoebeoverthekitchenfire。HestercamedownagainwithoutseeingSylvia。Thedooroftheroomwasbolted,andeverythingquietinside。

  \'Doessheknowwhereherhusbandis,thinkyou?\'askedthedoctoratthisaccountofHester\'s。\'She\'snotanxiousabouthimatanyrate:orelsetheshockofhermother\'sdeathhasbeentoomuchforher。Wemusthopeforsomechangeinthemorning;agoodfitofcrying,orafidgetaboutherhusband,wouldbemorenatural。Good—nighttoyouboth,\'andoffhewent。

  PhoebeandHesteravoidedlookingateachotheratthesewords。Bothwereconsciousoftheprobabilityofsomethinghavinggoneseriouslywrongbetweenthehusbandandwife。Hesterhadtherecollectionofthepreviousnight,Phoebetheuntastedbreakfastofto—daytogoupon。

  Shespokefirst。

  \'Ajustwishhe\'dcomehometostillfolks\'tongues。Itneedniverha\'

  beenknownift\'oldladyhadn\'tdiedthisdayofallothers。It\'ssuchathingfort\'shopt\'haveoneo\'t\'partnersmissin\',an\'noonefort\'knowwhat\'scomedonhim。Itniverhappenedi\'Fosters\'days,that\'sa\'Iknow。\'

  \'He\'llmaybecomebackyet,\'saidHester。\'It\'snotsoverylate。\'

  \'Itweremarket—day,anda\',\'continuedPhoebe,\'justasifiverythingmungowrongtogether;an\'a\'t\'countrycustomers\'llgobackwi\'finetalei\'theirmouths,asMeasterHepburnwasstrayedan\'missin\'justlikeabeasto\'somekind。\'

  \'Hark!isn\'tthatastep?\'saidHestersuddenly,asafootfallsoundedinthenowquietstreet;butitpassedthedoor,andthehopethathadarisenonitsapproachfellasthesounddiedaway。

  \'He\'llnoanecometo—night,\'saidPhoebe,whohadbeenaseageralistenerasHester,however。\'Thou\'dbestgothywayshome;ashallstayup,forit\'snotseemlyforusa\'t\'gotoourbeds,an\'acorpseint\'house;

  an\'Nancy,asmightha\'watched,isgonetoherbedthishourpast,likealazybootsassheis。Acanhear,too,ift\'measterdoescomehome;

  tho\'a\'llbeboundhewunnot;choosewheereheis,he\'llbei\'bedbynow,forit\'swellontoeleven。I\'lllettheeoutbyt\'shop—door,andstandbyittillthou\'scloseathome,forit\'sillforayoungwomantobei\'

  t\'streetsolate。\'

  Sosheheldthedooropen,andshadedthecandlefromtheflickeringouterair,whileHesterwenttoherhomewithaheavyheart。

  Heavilyandhopelesslydidtheyallmeetinthemorning。NonewsofPhilip,nochangeinSylvia;anunceasingflowofanglingandconjectureandgossipradiatingfromtheshopintothetown。

  HestercouldhaveentreatedCoulsononherkneestoceasefromrepeatingthedetailsofastoryofwhicheverywordtouchedonarawplaceinhersensitiveheart;moreover,whentheytalkedtogethersoeagerly,shecouldnothearthecomingfootstepsonthepavementwithout。

  Oncesomeonehitverynearthetruthinachanceremark。

  \'Itseemsstrange,\'shesaid,\'howasonemanturnsup,anotherjustdisappears。Why,itwerebutupo\'TuesdayasKinraidcomeback,asallhisownfolkhadthoughttobedead;andnextdayhere\'sMeasterHepburnasisgonenooneknowswheere!\'

  \'That\'st\'wayi\'thisworld,\'repliedCoulson,alittlesententiously。

  \'Thislifeisfullo\'changeso\'onekindoranother;themthat\'sdeadisalive;andasforpoorPhilip,thoughhewasalive,helookedfittertobedeadwhenhecameintot\'shopo\'Wednesdaymorning。\'

  \'Andhowdoesshetakeit?\'noddingtowhereSylviawassupposedtobe。

  \'Oh!she\'snotherself,sotosay。Shewerejuststunnedbyfindinghermotherwasdyinginherveryarmswhenshethoughtasshewereonlysleeping;yetshe\'sneverbeenabletocryadrop;sothatt\'sorrow\'sgoneinwardsonherbrain,andfromallIcanhear,shedoesn\'trightlyunderstandasherhusbandismissing。T\'doctorsaysifshecouldbutcry,she\'dcometoajustercomprehensionofthings。\'

  \'AndwhatdoJohnandJeremiahFostersaytoitall?\'

  \'They\'redownheremanyatimeint\'daytoaskifhe\'scomeback,orhowsheis;fortheymadeadealon\'emboth。They\'regoingt\'attendt\'

  funeralto—morrow,andhavegivenordersast\'shopistobeshutupint\'morning。\'

  Tothesurpriseofeveryone,Sylvia,whohadneverleftherroomsincethenightofhermother\'sdeath,andwassupposedtobealmostunconsciousofallthatwasgoingoninthehouse,declaredherintentionoffollowinghermothertothegrave。Noonecoulddomorethanremonstratenoonehadsufficientauthoritytointerferewithher。DrMorganeventhoughtthatshemightpossiblyberousedtotearsbytheoccasion,onlyhebeggedHestertogowithher,thatshemighthavethesolaceofsomewoman\'scompany。

  Shewentthroughthegreaterpartoftheceremonyinthesamehard,unmovedmannerinwhichshehadreceivedeverythingfordayspast。

  Butonlookinguponce,astheyformedroundtheopengrave,shesawKester,inhisSundayclothes,withabitofnewcraperoundhishat,cryingasifhisheartwouldbreakoverthecoffinofhisgood,kindmistress。

  Hisevidentdistress,theunexpectedsight,suddenlyloosedthefountainofSylvia\'stears,andhersobsgrewsoterriblethatHesterfearedshewouldnotbeabletoremainuntiltheendofthefuneral。Butshestruggledhardtostaytillthelast,andthenshemadeanefforttogoroundbytheplacewhereKesterstood。

  \'Comeandseeme,\'wasallshecouldsayforcryingandKesteronlynoddedhishead——hecouldnotspeakaword。

  chapter36CHAPTERXXXVIMYSTERIOUSTIDINGSThatveryeveningKestercame,humblyknockingatthekitchen—door。Phoebeopenedit。HeaskedtoseeSylvia。

  \'Aknownotifshe\'llseethee,\'saidPhoebe。\'There\'snomakin\'herout;sometimesshe\'sforonething,sometimesshe\'sforanother。\'

  \'Shebidmecomeandseeher,\'saidKester。\'Onlythismornin\',atmissus\'

  buryin\',shetelledmetocome。\'

  SoPhoebewentofftoinformSylviathatKesterwasthere;andreturnedwiththedesirethathewouldwalkintotheparlour。Aninstantafterhewasgone,Phoebeheardhimreturn,andcarefullyshutthetwodoorsofcommunicationbetweenthekitchenandsitting—room。

  SylviawasinthelatterwhenKestercamein,holdingherbabyclosetoher;indeed,sheseldomletitgonow—a—daystoanyoneelse,makingNancy\'splacequiteasinecure,muchtoPhoebe\'sindignation。

  Sylvia\'sfacewasshrunk,andwhite,andthin;herlovelyeyesaloneretainedtheyouthful,almostchildlike,expression。ShewentuptoKester,andshookhishornyhand,sheherselftremblingallover。

  \'Don\'ttalktomeofher,\'shesaidhastily。\'Icannotstandit。It\'sablessingforhertobegone,but,oh————\'

  Shebegantocry,andthencheeredherselfup,andswalloweddownhersobs。

  \'Kester,\'shewenton,hastily,\'CharleyKinraidisn\'tdead;dosttaknow?He\'salive,andhewerehereo\'Tuesday——no,Monday,wasit?Icannottell——buthewerehere!\'

  \'Aknowedasheweren\'tdead。Everyoneisa—speakingonit。Butadidn\'tknowasthee\'dha\'seenhim。Atookcomforti\'thinkin\'asthou\'dha\'beenwi\'thymothera\'t\'timeashewerei\'t\'place。\'

  \'Thenhe\'sgone?\'saidSylvia。

  \'Gone;ay,dayspast。Asfarasaknow,hebutstoppeda\'neet。Athoughttomysel\'(butyo\'maybesureasaidnoughttonobody),he\'sheerdasourSylviaweremarried,andhasputitinhispipe,andta\'enhissel\'

  offtosmokeit。\'

  \'Kester!\'saidSylvia,leaningforwards,andwhispering。\'Isawhim。

  Hewashere。Philipsawhim。Philiphadknownashewasn\'tdeada\'thistime!\'

  Kesterstoodupsuddenly。

  \'Bygoom,thatchaphasadealt\'answerfor。\'

  AbrightredspotwasoneachofSylvia\'swhitecheeks;andforaminuteorsoneitherofthemspoke。

  Thenshewenton,stillwhisperingoutherwords。

  \'Kester,I\'mmoreafearedthanIdaretellanyone:cantheyha\'met,thinkyo\'?T\'verythoughtturnsmesick。ItoldPhilipmymind,andtookavowagain\'him——butitwouldbeawfultothinkonharmhappeningtohimthroughKinraid。Yethewentoutthatmorning,andhasniverbeenseenorheardonsin\';andKinraidwerejustfellagain\'him,andasforthatmatter,sowasI;but————\'

  Theredspotvanishedasshefacedherownimagination。

  Kesterspoke。

  \'It\'sathingascanbeeasylookedinto。Whatdayan\'timewereitwhenPhilipleftthishouse?\'

  \'Tuesday——thedayshedied。Isawhiminherroomthatmorningbetweenbreakfastanddinner;Icoulda\'mostsweartoit\'sbeingcloseaftereleven。

  Imindcountingt\'clock。ItwasthatverymornasKinraidwerehere。\'

  \'A\'llgoan\'haveapinto\'beeratt\'King\'sArms,downont\'quay—side;

  itweretheereheputupat。An\'a\'mprettysureasheonlystoppedonenight,andlefti\'t\'morningbetimes。Buta\'llgosee。\'

  \'Do,\'saidSylvia,\'andgooutthrought\'shop;they\'reallwatchingandwatchingmetoseehowItakethings;anddaren\'tletonaboutt\'fireasisburningupmyheart。Coulsonisi\'t\'shop,buthe\'llnotnoticetheelikePhoebe。\'

  By—and—byKestercameback。ItseemedasthoughSylviahadneverstirred;

  shelookedeagerlyathim,butdidnotspeak。

  \'Hewentawayi\'RobMason\'smail—cart,himastak\'st\'letterstoHartlepool。

  T\'lieutenant(astheyca\'himdownatt\'King\'sArms;they\'reasproudonhisuniformasifithadbeenanew—paintedsigntoswingo\'ertheirdoors),t\'lieutenanthadreckonedupo\'stayin\'longerwi\'\'em;buthewentoutbetimeso\'Tuesdaymorn\',an\'camebacka\'ruffledup,anpaidhisbill——paidforhisbreakfast,thoughhetouchednoaneonit——an\'wentoffi\'Robpostman\'smail—cart,asstartsreg\'laratteno\'clock。Corneyshasbeentheereaskin\'forhim,an\'makin\'apieceo\'work,asheniverwentnearem;andtheybeescousins。Niveraoneamong\'emknowsashewerehereasfarasacouldmak\'out。\'

  \'Thankyo\',Kester,\'saidSylvia,fallingbackinherchair,ifalltheenergythathadkeptherstiffanduprightwasgonenowthatheranxietywasrelieved。

  Shewassilentforalongtime;hereyesshut,hercheeklaidonherchild\'shead。Kesterspokenext。

  \'Athinkit\'sprettyclearasthey\'nnivermet。Butitsa\'t\'morewonderwherethyhusband\'sgoneto。Theeandhimhadwordsaboutit,andthoutelledhimthymind,thousaid?\'

  \'Yes,\'saidSylvia,notmoving。\'I\'mafearedlestmotherknowswhatIsaidtohim,there,whereshe\'sgoneto——Iam—\'thetearsfilledhershuteyes,andcamesoftlyoverflowingdownhercheeks;\'andyetitweretrue,whatIsaid,Icannotforgivehim;he\'sjustspoiltmylife,andI\'mnotone—and—twentyyet,andheknowedhowwretched,howverywretched,Iwere。Awordfra\'himwouldha\'mendedita\';andCharleyhadbidhimspeaktheword,andgivemehisfaithfullove,andPhilipsawmyheartachedayafterday,andniverletonashimIwasmourningforwasalive,andhadsentmewordashe\'dkeeptruetome,asIweretodotohim。\'

  \'Awisha\'dbeentheere;a\'dha\'felledhimtot\'ground,\'saidKester,clenchinghisstiff,hardhandwithindignation。

  Sylviawassilentagain:paleandwearyshesate,hereyesstillshut。

  Thenshesaid,\'Yetheweresogoodtomother;andmotherlovedhimso。Oh,Kester!\'

  liftingherselfup,openinghergreatwistfuleyes,\'it\'swellforfolksascandie;they\'resparedadealo\'misery。\'

  \'Ay!\'saidhe。\'Butthere\'sfolkasone\'udliketokeepfra\'shirkin\'

  theirmisery。Thinkyo\'nowasPhilipislivin\'?\'

  Sylviashiveredallover,andhesitatedbeforeshereplied。

  \'Idunnotknow。Isaidsuchthings;hedeserved\'emall————\'

  \'Well,well,lass!\'saidKester,sorrythathehadaskedthequestionwhichwasproducingsomuchemotionofonekindoranother。\'Neithertheenormecantell;wecanneitherhelpnorhinder,seem\'ashe\'sta\'enhissel\'

  offoutonoursight,we\'dbestnotthinkonhim。A\'lltryan\'telltheesomenews,ifacanthinkonitwi\'mymindsofull。ThouknowsHaytersbankfolkha\'flitted,andt\'oudplaceisempty?\'

  \'Yes!\'saidSylvia,withtheindifferenceofoneweariedoutwithfeeling。

  \'Aonlytelledyo\'t\'accountlikeformebein\'atalooseendi\'Monkshaven。

  Mysister,heraslivedatDaleEndan\'isawidow,hascomedint\'towntolive;an\'a\'mlodgingwi\'her,an\'jobbin\'about。A\'mgettin\'prettywelltodo,an\'a\'mnoanefart\'seek,an\'a\'mgoingnow:onlyfirstajustwantedfort\'sayasa\'mthyoldestfriend,areckon,andifacandoaturnforthee,orgoanerrand,likeasa\'vedoneto—day,orifit\'sanycomforttotalkabittoonewho\'sknownthylifefromababby,whyyo\'veonlyt\'sendforme,an\'a\'dcomeifitweretwentymile。A\'mlodgin\'

  atPeggyDawson\'s,t\'lathandplastercottageatt\'righthando\'t\'bridge,a\'amongt\'newhouses,asthey\'rethinkin\'o\'buildin\'neart\'sea:noonecanmissit。\'

  Hestoodupandshookhandswithher。Ashedidso,helookedathersleepingbaby。

  \'She\'slikeryo\'thanhim。Athinka\'llsay,Godblessher。\'

  Withtheheavysoundofhisout—goingfootsteps,babyawoke。Sheoughtbeforethistimetohavebeenasleepinherbed,andthedisturbancemadehercryfretfully。

  \'Hushthee,darling,hushthee!\'murmuredhermother;\'there\'snoonelefttolovemebutthee,andIcannotstandthyweeping,myprettyone。

  Hushthee,mybabe,hushthee!\'

  Shewhisperedsoftinthelittleone\'searasshetookherupstairstobed。

  AboutthreeweeksafterthemiserabledateofBellRobson\'sdeathandPhilip\'sdisappearance,HesterRosereceivedaletterfromhim。Sheknewthewritingontheaddresswell;anditmadehertremblesomuchthatitwasmanyminutesbeforeshedaredtoopenit,andmakeherselfacquaintedwiththefactsitmightdisclose。

  Butsheneednothavefeared;therewerenofactstold,unlessthevaguedateof\'London\'mightbesomethingtolearn。Eventhatmuchmighthavebeenfoundoutbythepost—mark,onlyshehadbeentoomuchtakenbysurprisetoexamineit。

  Itranasfollows:——

  \'DEARHESTER,——

  \'Tellthosewhomitmayconcern,thatIhaveleftMonkshavenforever。

  Nooneneedtroublethemselvesaboutme;Iamprovidedfor。Pleasetomakemyhumbleapologiestomykindfriends,theMessrsFoster,andtomypartner,WilliamCoulson。Pleasetoacceptofmylove,andtojointhesametoyourmother。PleasetogivemyparticularandrespectfuldutyandkindlovetomyauntIsabellaRobson。HerdaughterSylviaknowswhatIhavealwaysfelt,andshallalwaysfeel,forherbetterthanIcaneverputintolanguage,soIsendhernomessage;Godblessandkeepmychild。Youmustalllookonmeasonedead;asIamtoyou,andmaybeshallsoonbeinreality。

  \'Youraffectionateandobedientfriendtocommand,\'PHILIPHEPBURN。

  \'P。S。——Oh,Hester!forGod\'ssakeandmine,lookafter\'(\'mywife,\'

  scratchedout)\'Sylviaandmychild。IthinkJeremiahFosterwillhelpyoutobeafriendtothem。ThisisthelastsolemnrequestofP。H。Sheisbutveryyoung。

  Hesterreadthisletteragainandagain,tillherheartcaughttheechoofitshopelessness,andsankwithinher。Sheputitinherpocket,andreflecteduponitallthedaylongassheservedintheshop。

  Thecustomersfoundherasgentle,butfarmoreinattentivethanusual。

  Shethoughtthatintheeveningshewouldgoacrossthebridge,andconsultwiththetwogoodoldbrothersFoster。Butsomethingoccurredtoputoffthefulfilmentofthisplan。

  ThatsamemorningSylviahadprecededher,withnoonetoconsult,becauseconsultationwouldhaverequiredpreviousconfidence,andconfidencewouldhavenecessitatedsuchaconfessionaboutKinraidasitwasmostdifficultforSylviatomake。Thepooryoungwifeyetfeltthatsomestepmustbetakenbyher;andwhatitwastobeshecouldnotimagine。

  Shehadnohometogoto;forasPhilipwasgoneaway,sheremainedwhereshewasonlyonsufferance;shedidnotknowwhatmeansoflivelihoodshehad;shewaswillingtowork,nay,wouldbethankfultotakeupheroldlifeofcountrylabour;butwithherbaby,whatcouldshedo?

  Inthisdilemma,therecollectionoftheoldman\'skindlyspeechandofferofassistance,made,itistrue,halfinjoke,attheendofherweddingvisit,cameintohermind;andsheresolvedtogoandaskforsomeofthefriendlycounselandassistancethenoffered。

  Itwouldbethefirsttimeofhergoingoutsincehermother\'sfuneral,andshedreadedtheeffortonthataccount。Moreeventhanonthataccountdidsheshrinkfromgoingintothestreetsagain。ShecouldnotgetovertheimpressionthatKinraidmustbelingeringnear;andshedistrustedherselfsomuchthatitwasapositiveterrortothinkofmeetinghimagain。

  Shefeltasthough,ifshebutcaughtasightofhim,theglitterofhisuniform,orheardhiswell—knownvoiceinonlyadistantsyllableoftalk,herheartwouldstop,andsheshoulddiefromveryfrightofwhatwouldcomenext。Orrathersoshefelt,andsoshethoughtbeforeshetookherbabyinherarms,asNancygaveittoherafterputtingonitsout—of—doorattire。

  Withitinherarmsshewasprotected,andthewholecurrentofherthoughtswaschanged。Theinfantwaswailingandsufferingwithitsteething,andthemother\'sheartwassooccupiedinsoothingandconsolinghermoaningchild,thatthedangerousquay—sideandthebridgewerepassedalmostbeforeshewasaware;nordidshenoticetheeagercuriosityandrespectfulattentionofthoseshemetwhorecognizedhereventhroughtheheavyveilwhichformedpartofthedrapingmourningprovidedforherbyHesterandCoulson,inthefirstunconsciousdaysafterhermother\'sdeath。

  ThoughpublicopinionasyetreserveditsverdictuponPhilip\'sdisappearance——warnedpossiblybyKinraid\'sstoryagainsthastydecisionsandjudgmentsinsuchtimesasthoseofwarandgeneraldisturbance——yeteveryoneagreedthatnomorepitifulfatecouldhavebefallenPhilip\'swife。

  Markedoutbyherstrikingbeautyasanobjectofadmiringinteresteveninthosedayswhenshesateingirlhood\'ssmilingpeacebyhermotherattheMarketCross——herfatherhadlosthislifeinapopularcause,andignominiousasthemannerofhisdeathmightbe,hewaslookeduponasamartyrtohiszealinavengingthewrongsofhistownsmen;Sylviahadmarriedamongstthemtoo,andherquietdailylifewaswellknowntothem;

  andnowherhusbandhadbeencarriedofffromhersidejustontheverydaywhensheneededhiscomfortmost。

  ForthegeneralopinionwasthatPhiliphadbeen\'carriedoff\'——inseaporttownssuchoccurrenceswerenotuncommoninthosedays——eitherbyland—crimpsorwater—crimps。

  SoSylviawastreatedwithsilentreverence,asonesorelyafflicted,byalltheunheededpeopleshemetinherfalteringwalktoJeremiahFoster\'s。

  Shehadcalculatedhertimesoastofallinwithhimathisdinnerhour,eventhoughitobligedhertogotohisownhouseratherthantothebankwhereheandhisbrotherspentallthebusinesshoursoftheday。

  Sylviawassonearlyexhaustedbythelengthofherwalkandtheweightofherbaby,thatallshecoulddowhenthedoorwasopenedwastototterintothenearestseat,sitdown,andbegintocry。

  Inaninstantkindhandswereabouther,looseningherheavycloak,offeringtorelieveherofherchild,whoclungtoherallthemorefirmly,andsomeonewaspressingaglassofwineagainstherlips。

  \'No,sir,Icannottakeit!wineallaysgivesmeth\'headache;ifI

  mighthavejustadrinko\'water。Thankyou,ma—am\'(totherespectable—lookingoldservant),\'I\'mwellenoughnow;andperhaps,sir,Imightspeakawordwithyo\',forit\'sthatI\'vecomefor。\'

  \'It\'sapity,SylviaHepburn,astheedidstnotcometomeatthebank,forit\'sbeenalongtoilfortheeallthiswayintheheat,withthychild。

  Butifthere\'saughtIcandoorsayforthee,thouhastbuttonameit,Iamsure。Martha!wiltthourelieveherofherchildwhileshecomeswithmeintotheparlour?\'

  ButthewilfullittleBellastoutlyrefusedtogotoanyone,andSylviawasnotwillingtopartwithher,tiredthoughshewas。

  Sothebabywascarriedintotheparlour,andmuchofherafter—lifedependedonthistrivialfact。

  Onceinstalledintheeasy—chair,andfacetofacewithJeremiah,Sylviadidnotknowhowtobegin。

  Jeremiahsawthis,andkindlygavehertimetorecoverherself,bypullingouthisgreatgoldwatch,andlettingthesealdanglebeforethechild\'seyes,almostwithinreachofthechild\'seagerlittlefingers。

  \'Shefavoursyouadeal,\'saidhe,atlast。\'Morethanherfather,\'

  hewenton,purposelyintroducingPhilip\'sname,soastobreaktheice;

  for\'herightlyconjecturedshehadcometospeaktohimaboutsomethingconnectedwithherhusband。

  StillSylviasaidnothing;shewaschokingdowntearsandshyness,andunwillingnesstotakeasconfidantamanofwhomsheknewsolittle,onsuchslightground(asshenowfeltittobe)asthelittlekindlyspeechwithwhichshehadbeendismissedfromthathousethelasttimethatsheenteredit。

  \'It\'snousekeepingyo\',sir,\'shebrokeoutatlast。\'It\'saboutPhilipasIcomedtospeak。Doyo\'knowanythingwhatsoeverabouthim?Heniverhadachanceo\'sayinganything,Iknow;butmaybehe\'swritten?\'

  \'Notaline,mypooryoungwoman!\'saidJeremiah,hastilyputtinganendtothatvainidea。

  \'Thenhe\'seitherdeadorgone。awayforiver,\'shewhispered。\'Imunbebothfeytherandmothertomychild。\'

  \'Oh!theemustnotgiveitup,\'repliedhe。\'Manyaoneiscarriedofftothewars,ortothetenderso\'men—o\'—war;andthentheyturnouttobeunfitforservice,andaresenthome。Philip\'llcomebackbeforetheyear\'sout;thee\'llseethat。\'

  \'No;he\'llnivercomeback。AndI\'mnotsureasIshouldiverwishhimt\'comeback,ifIcouldbutknowwhatwasgonewi\'him。Yo\'see,sir,thoughIweresoresetagain\'him,Ishouldn\'tlikeharmtohappenhim。\'

  \'ThereissomethingbehindallthisthatIdonotunderstand。Cantheetellmewhatitis?\'

  \'Imust,sir,ifyo\'retohelpmewi\'yourcounsel;andIcameupheretoaskforit。\'

  Anotherlongpause,duringwhichJeremiahmadeafeintofplayingwiththechild,whodancedandshoutedwithtantalizedimpatienceatnotbeingabletoobtainpossessionoftheseal,andatlengthstretchedouthersoftroundlittlearmstogototheownerofthecovetedpossession。SurpriseatthisactionrousedSylvia,andshemadesomecommentuponit。

  \'Iniverknewhert\'gotoanyoneafore。Ihopeshe\'llnotbetroublesometoyo\',sir?\'

  Theoldman,whohadoftenlongedforachildofhisownindaysgoneby,washighlypleasedbythismarkofbaby\'sconfidence,andalmostforgot,intryingtostrengthenherregardbyallthewinningwilesinhispower,howherpoormotherwasstilllingeringoversomepainfulstorywhichshecouldnotbringherselftotell。

  \'I\'mafearedofspeakingwrongagain\'anyone,sir。Andmotherweresofondo\'Philip;buthekeptsomethingfrommeaswouldha\'mademeadifferentwoman,andsomeoneelse,happen,adifferentman。Iweretroth—plightedwi\'Kinraidthespecksioneer,himaswascousintoth\'Corneyso\'MossBrow,andcomedbacklieutenanti\'t\'navylastTuesdaythreeweeks,afteriveryonehadthoughthimdeadandgonethesethreeyears。\'

  Shepaused。

  \'Well?\'saidJeremiah,withinterest;althoughhisattentionappearedtobedividedbetweenthemother\'sstoryandtheeagerplayfulnessofthebabyonhisknee。

  \'Philipknewhewerealive;he\'dseenhimtakenbyt\'press—gang,andCharleyhadsentamessagetomebyPhilip。\'

  Herwhitefacewasreddening,hereyesflashingatthispointofherstory。

  \'Andhenivertoldmeawordonit,notwhenhesawmeliketobreakmyheartinthinkingasKinraidweredead;hekeptita\'tohissel\';andwatchedmecry,andniversaidawordtocomfortmewi\'t\'truth。Itwouldha\'beenagreatcomfort,sir,onlyt\'havehadhismessageifI\'dniverha\'beentoseehimagain。ButPhilipniverletontoanyone,asIiverhearedon,thathe\'dseenCharleythatmorningast\'press—gangtookhim。

  Yo\'knowaboutfeyther\'sdeath,andhowfriendlessmotherandmewasleft?

  andsoImarriedhim;forhewereagoodfriendtousthen,andIweredazedlikewi\'sorrow,andcouldseenaughtelsetodoformother。Hewereallaysverytenderandgoodtoher,forsure。\'

  Againalongpauseofsilentrecollection,brokenbyone,ortwodeepsighs。

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