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  WistfullyshelongedforonewordofthanksorrecognitionfromPhilip,inwhoseserviceshehadperformedthishardtask;buthewasotherwiseoccupied,andoncastingafurtherglancebackassheturnedthecornerofthestreet,shesawPhilipliftingSylviacarefullydowninhisarmsfromherfootingonthetopofthewheel,andthentheyallwentintothelightandthewarmth,thedoorwasshut,thelightenedcartdrovebrisklyaway,andHester,inrain,andcold,anddarkness,wenthomewardswithhertiredsadheart。

  Philiphaddoneallhecould,sincehisreturnfromlawyerDawson\'s,tomakehishousebrightandwarmforthereceptionofhisbeloved。HehadastrongapprehensionoftheprobablefateofpoorDanielRobson;hehadawarmsympathywiththemiserabledistressofthewifeanddaughter;

  butstillatthebackofhismindhisspiritsdancedasifthiswastothemafestaloccasion。HehadeventakenunconsciouspleasureinPhoebe\'ssuspiciouslooksandtones,ashehadhurriedandsuperintendedherinheroperations。Afireblazedcheerilyintheparlour,almostdazzlingtothetravellersbroughtinfromthedarknessandtherain;candlesburned——twocandles,muchtoPhoebe\'sdiscontent。PoorBellRobsonhadtositdownalmostassoonassheenteredtheroom,sowornoutwasshewithfatigueandexcitement;yetshegrudgedeverymomentwhichseparatedher,asshethought,fromherhusband。

  \'I\'mreadynow,\'saidshe,standingup,andratherrepulsingSylvia\'scares;\'I\'mreadynow,\'saidshe,lookingeagerlyatPhilip,asifforhimtoleadtheway。

  \'It\'snotto—night,\'repliedhe,almostapologetically。\'Youcan\'tseehimto—night;it\'sto—morrowmorningbeforehegoestoYork;itwasbetterforyo\'tobedownhereintownready;andbesideIdidn\'tknowwhenI

  sentforyethathewaslockedupforthenight。\'

  \'Well—a—day,well—a—day,\'saidBell,rockingherselfbackwardsandforwards,andtryingtosootheherselfwiththesewords。Suddenlyshesaid,——

  \'ButI\'vebroughthiscomforterwi\'me——hisredwoollencomforterashe\'sallayssleptinthistwelvemonthpast;he\'llgethisrheumatizagain;

  oh,Philip,cannotIgetittohim?\'

  \'I\'llsenditbyPhoebe,\'saidPhilip,whowasbusymakingtea,hospitableandawkward。

  \'CannotItakeitmysel\'?\'repeatedBell。\'Icouldmakesurernoranybodyelse;they\'dmaybenotmindyonwoman——Phoebed\'yecallher?\'

  \'Nay,mother,\'saidSylvia,\'thou\'snotfittogo。\'

  \'ShallIgo?\'askedPhilip,hopingshewouldsay\'no,\'andbecontentwithPhoebe,andleavehimwherehewas。

  \'Oh,Philip,wouldyo\'?\'saidSylvia,turninground。

  \'Ay,\'saidBell,\'ifthouwouldtakeitthey\'dbemindingyo\'。\'

  Sotherewasnothingforitbutforhimtogo,inthefirstflushofhisdelightfulritesofhospitality。

  \'It\'snotfar,\'saidhe,consolinghimselfratherthanthem。\'I\'llbebackintenminutes,theteaismaskit,andPhoebewilltakeyo\'rwetthingsanddry\'embyt\'kitchenfire;andhere\'sthestairs,\'openingadoorinthecorneroftheroomfromwhichthestairsimmediatelyascended。\'There\'stworoomsatthetop;thattot\'leftisallmadeready,t\'otherismine,\'

  saidhe,reddeningalittleashespoke。Bellwasbusyundoingherbundlewithtremblingfingers。

  \'Here,\'saidshe;\'andoh,lad,here\'sabito\'peppermintcake;he\'smainandfondonit,andIcatchedsightonitbygoodluckjustt\'lastminute。\'

  Philipwasgone,andtheexcitementofBellandSylviaflaggedoncemore,andsankintowonderingdespondency。Sylvia,however,rousedherselfenoughtotakeoffhermother\'swetclothes,andshetookthemtimidlyintothekitchenandarrangedthembeforePhoebe\'sfire。

  Phoebeopenedherlipsonceortwicetospeakinremonstrance,andthen,withaneffort,gulpedherwordsdownforhersympathy,likethatofalltherestoftheMonkshavenworld,wasinfavourofDanielRobson;andhisdaughtermightplaceherdrippingcloakthisnightwherevershewouldforPhoebe。

  Sylviafoundhermotherstillsittingonthechairnextthedoor,whereshehadfirstplacedherselfonenteringtheroom。

  \'I\'llgi\'eyousometea,mother,\'saidshe,struckwiththeshrunkenlookofBell\'sface。

  \'No,no\'saidhermother。\'It\'snotmannersfort\'helpoursel\'s。\'

  \'I\'msurePhilipwouldha\'wishedyo\'fortotakeit,\'saidSylvia,pouringoutacup。

  Justthenhereturned,andsomethinginhislook,somedumbexpressionofdelightatheroccupation,madeherblushandhesitateforaninstant;

  butthenshewenton,andmadeacupofteaready,sayingsomethingalittleincoherentallthetimeabouthermother\'sneedofit。AfterteaBellRobson\'swearinessbecamesoextreme,thatPhilipandSylviaurgedhertogotobed。Sheresistedalittle,partlyoutof\'manners,\'andpartlybecauseshekeptfancying,poorwoman,thatsomehoworotherherhusbandmightsendforher。Butaboutseveno\'clockSylviapersuadedhertocomeupstairs。

  Sylvia,too,badePhilipgood—night,andhislookfollowedthelastwaveofherdressasshedisappearedupthestairs;thenleaninghischinonhishand,hegazedatvacancyandthoughtdeeply——forhowlongheknewnot,sointentwashismindonthechancesoffuturity。

  HewasarousedbySylvia\'scomingdownstairsintothesitting—roomagain。

  Hestartedup。

  \'Motherissoshivery,\'saidshe。\'MayIgointhere,\'indicatingthekitchen,\'andmakeheradropofgruel?\'

  \'Phoebeshallmakeit,notyou,\'saidPhilip,eagerlypreventingher,bygoingtothekitchendoorandgivinghisorders。Whenheturnedroundagain,Sylviawasstandingoverthefire,leaningherheadagainstthestonemantel—pieceforthecomparativecoolness。Shedidnotspeakatfirst,ortakeanynoticeofhim。Hewatchedherfurtively,andsawthatshewascrying,thetearsrunningdownhercheeks,andshetoomuchabsorbedinherthoughtstowipethemawaywithherapron。

  Whilehewasturningoverinhismindwhathecouldbestsaytocomforther(hisheart,likehers,beingalmosttoofullforwords),shesuddenlylookedhimfullintheface,saying,——

  \'Philip!won\'ttheysoonlethimgo?whatcantheydotohim?\'Heropenlipstrembledwhileawaitinghisanswer,thetearscameupandfilledhereyes。Itwasjustthequestionhehadmostdreaded;itledtotheterrorthatpossessedhisownmind,butwhichhehadhopedtokeepoutofhers。

  Hehesitated。\'Speak,lad!\'saidshe,impatiently,withalittlepassionategesture。\'Icanseethouknows!\'

  Hehadonlymadeitworsebyconsideration;herushedblindfoldatareply。

  \'He\'sta\'enupforfelony。\'

  \'Felony,\'saidshe。\'Therethou\'reout;he\'sinforlettingyonmenout;thoumaycallitriotingifthou\'samindtosetfolksagain\'him,butit\'stoobadtocastsuchhardwordsathimasyon——felony,\'sherepeated,inahalf—offendedtone。

  \'It\'swhatthelawyerscallit,\'saidPhilip,sadly;\'it\'snowordo\'

  mine。\'

  \'Lawyersisallaysformakingtheworsto\'things,\'saidshe,alittlepacified,\'butfolksshouldn\'tallaysbelievethem。\'

  \'It\'slawyersashastojudgei\'t\'longrun。\'

  \'Cannotthejustices,MrHarterandthemasisnolawyers,givehimasentenceto—morrow,wi\'outsendinghimtoYork?\'

  \'No!\'saidPhilip,shakinghishead。Hewenttothekitchendoorandaskedifthegruelwasnotready,soanxiouswashetostoptheconversationatthispoint;butPhoebe,whoheldheryoungmasterinbutlittlerespect,scoldedhimforastupidman,whothought,likeallhissex,thatgruelwastobemadeinaminute,whateverthefirewas,andbadehimcomeandmakeitforhimselfifhewasinsuchahurry。

  HehadtoreturndiscomfitedtoSylvia,whomeanwhilehadarrangedherthoughtsreadytoreturntothecharge。

  \'Andsayhe\'ssenttoYork,andsayhe\'striedtheere,what\'st\'worsttheycandoagain\'him?\'askedshe,keepingdownheragitationtolookatPhilipthemoresharply。Hereyesneverslackenedtheirpenetratinggazeathiscountenance,untilhereplied,withtheutmostunwillingness,andmostapparentconfusion,——

  \'TheymaysendhimtoBotanyBay。\'

  Heknewthatheheldbackaworsecontingency,andhewasmortallyafraidthatshewouldperceivethisreserve。Butwhathedidsaywassomuchbeyondherutmostapprehension,whichhadonlyreachedtovarioustermsofimprisonment,thatshedidnotimaginethedarkshadowlurkingbehind。Whathehadsaidwastoomuchforher。Hereyesdilated,herlipsblanched,herpalecheeksgrewyetpaler。Afteraminute\'slookintohisface,asiffascinatedbysomehorror,shestumbledbackwardsintothechairinthechimneycomer,andcoveredherfacewithherhands,moaningoutsomeinarticulatewords。

  Philipwasonhiskneesbyher,dumbfromexcessofsympathy,kissingherdress,allunfeltbyher;hemurmuredhalf—words,hebeganpassionatesentencesthatdiedawayuponhislips;andshe——shethoughtofnothingbutherfather,andwaspossessedandraptoutofherselfbythedreadoflosinghimtothatfearfulcountrywhichwasalmostlikethegravetoher,soallbutimpassablewasthegulf。ButPhilipknewthatitwaspossiblethattheseparationimpendingmightbethatofthedark,mysteriousgrave——thatthegulfbetweenthefatherandchildmightindeedbethatwhichnoliving,breathing,warmhumancreaturecanevercross。

  \'Sylvie,Sylvie!\'saidhe,——andalltheirconversationhadtobecarriedoninlowtonesandwhispers,forfearofthelisteningearsabove,——\'don\'t——don\'t,thou\'rtrendingmyheart。Oh,Sylvie,hearken。There\'snotathingI\'llnotdo;there\'snotapennyI\'vegot,——th\'lastdropofbloodthat\'sinme,——I\'llgiveupmylifeforhis。\'

  \'Life,\'saidshe,puttingdownherhands,andlookingathimasifherlookscouldpiercehissoul;\'whotalkso\'touchinghislife?Thou\'regoingcrazy,Philip,Ithink;\'butshedidnotthinkso,althoughshewouldfainhavebelievedit。Inherkeenagonyshereadhisthoughtsasthoughtheywereanopenpage;shesatethere,uprightandstony,theconvictioncreepingoverherfacelikethegreyshadowofdeath。Nomoretears,nomoretrembling,almostnomorebreathing。Hecouldnotbeartoseeher,andyetsheheldhiseyes,andhefearedtomaketheeffortnecessarytomoveortoturnaway,lesttheshunningmotionshouldcarryconvictiontoherheart。Alas!

  convictionoftheprobabledangertoherfather\'slifewasalreadythere:

  itwasthatthatwascalmingherdown,tighteninghermuscles,bracinghernerves。Inthathourshelostallherearlyyouth。

  \'Thenhemaybehung,\'saidshe,lowandsolemnly,afteralongpause。

  Philipturnedawayhisface,anddidnotutteraword。Againdeepsilence,brokenonlybysomehomelysoundinthekitchen。\'Mothermustnotknowonit,\'saidSylvia,inthesametoneinwhichshehadspokenbefore。

  \'It\'st\'worstascanhappentohim,\'saidPhilip。\'Morelikelyhe\'llbetransported:maybehe\'llbebroughtininnocentafterall。\'

  \'No,\'saidSylvia,heavily,asonewithouthope——asifshewerereadingsomedreadfuldoominthetabletsoftheawfulfuture。\'They\'llhanghim。

  Oh,feyther!feyther!\'shechokedout,almoststuffingherapronintohermouthtodeadenthesound,andcatchingatPhilip\'shand,andwringingitwithconvulsiveforce,tillthepainthathelovedwasnearlymorethanhecouldbear。Nowordsofhiscouldtouchsuchagony;butirrepressibly,andashewouldhavedoneittoawoundedchild,hebentoverher,andkissedherwithatender,tremblingkiss。Shedidnotrepulseit,probablyshedidnotevenperceiveit。

  AtthatmomentPhoebecameinwiththegruel。Philipsawher,andknew,inaninstant,whattheoldwoman\'sconclusionmustneedsbe;butSylviahadtobeshakenbythenowstandingPhilip,beforeshecouldbebroughtbacktotheleastconsciousnessofthepresenttime。Sheliftedupherwhitefacetounderstandhiswords,thensheroseuplikeonewhoslowlycomestotheuseofherlimbs。

  \'IsupposeImungo,\'shesaid:\'butI\'dsoonerfacethedead。Ifsheasksme,Philip,whatmunIsay?\'

  \'She\'llnotaskyo\',\'saidhe,\'ifyo\'goaboutascommon。She\'sneveraskedyo\'allthistime,an\'ifshedoes,putherontome。I\'llkeepitfromheraslongasIcan;I\'llmanagebetternorI\'vedonewi\'thee,Sylvie,\'

  saidhe,withasad,faintsmile,lookingwithfondpenitenceatheralteredcountenance。

  \'Thoumustn\'tblamethysel\',\'saidSylvia,seeinghisregret。\'Ibroughtitonmemysel\';IthoughtIwouldha\'t\'truth,whativercameonit,andnowI\'mnotstrongenoughtostandit,Godhelpme!\'shecontinued,piteously。

  \'Oh,Sylvie,letmehelpyo\'!IcannotdowhatGodcan,——I\'mnotmeaningthat,butIcandonexttoHimofanyman。Ihavelovedyo\'foryearsan\'

  years,inawayit\'sterribletothinkon,ifmylovecandonoughtnowtocomfortyo\'inyoursoredistress。\'

  \'CousinPhilip,\'shereplied,inthesamemeasuredtoneinwhichshehadalwaysspokensinceshehadlearnttheextentofherfather\'sdanger,andtheslowstillnessofherwordswasinharmonywiththestonylookofherface,\'thou\'sacomforttome,Icouldn\'tbidemylifewithoutthee;

  butIcannottakeinthethoughto\'love,itseemsbesidemequite;Icanthinkonnoughtbutthemthatisquickandthemthatisdead。\'

  chapter27CHAPTERXXVIIGLOOMYDAYSPhiliphadmoneyintheFosters\'bank,notsomuchasitmighthavebeenifhehadnothadtopayforthefurnitureinhishouse。Muchofthisfurniturewasold,andhadbelongedtothebrothersFoster,andtheyhadletPhiliphaveitataveryreasonablerate;butstillthepurchaseofithaddiminishedtheamountofhissavings。Butonthesumwhichhepossessedhedrewlargely——hedrewall——nay,heoverdrewhisaccountsomewhat,tohisformermaster\'sdismay,althoughthekindnessoftheirheartsoverruledtheharderargumentsoftheirheads。

  AllwaswantedtodefendDanielRobsonattheapproachingYorkassizes。

  HiswifehadhandedovertoPhilipallthemoneyormoney\'sworthshecouldlayherhandsupon。Danielhimselfwasnotonetobemuchbeforehandwiththeworld;buttoBell\'sthriftyimaginationtheroundgoldenguineas,tiedupintheoldstocking—footagainstrent—day,seemedamintofmoneyonwhichPhilipmightdrawinfinitely。Asyetshedidnotcomprehendtheextentofherhusband\'sdanger。Sylviawentaboutlikeoneinadream,keepingbackthehottearsthatmightinterferewiththecourseoflifeshehadprescribedforherselfinthatterriblehourwhenshefirstlearntall。EverypennyofmoneyeithersheorhermothercouldsavewenttoPhilip。

  Kester\'shoard,too,wasplacedinHepburn\'shandsatSylvia\'searnestentreaty;forKesterhadnogreatopinionofPhilip\'sjudgment,andwouldratherhavetakenhismoneystraighthimselftoMrDawson,andbeggedhimtouseitforhismaster\'sbehoof。

  Indeed,ifanything,thenoiselessbreachbetweenKesterandPhiliphadwidenedoflate。Itwasseed—time,andPhilip,inhisgreatanxietyforeverypossibleinterestthatmightaffectSylvia,andalsoassomedistractionfromhisextremeanxietyaboutherfather,hadtakentostudyagricultureofaneveninginsomeoldbookswhichhehadborrowed——TheFarmer\'sCompleteGuide,andsuchlike;andfromtimetotimehecamedownuponthepracticaldoggedKesterwithdirectionsgatheredfromthetheoriesinhisbooks。Ofcoursethetwofellout,butwithoutmanywords。

  Kesterperseveredinhisoldways,makinglightofPhilipandhisbooksinmannerandaction,tillatlengthPhilipwithdrewfromthecontest。

  \'Manyamanmayleadahorsetowater,butthere\'sfewcanmakehimdrink,\'

  andPhilipcertainlywasnotoneofthosefew。Kester,indeed,lookeduponhimwithjealouseyesonmanyaccounts。HehadfavouredCharleyKinraidasaloverofSylvia\'s;andthoughhehadnoideaofthetruth——thoughhebelievedinthedrowningofthespecksioneerasmuchasanyone——yettheyearwhichhadelapsedsinceKinraid\'ssupposeddeathwasbutaveryshortwhiletothemiddle—agedman,whoforgothowslowlytimepasseswiththeyoung;andhecouldoftenhavescoldedSylvia,ifthepoorgirlhadbeenawhitlessheavyatheartthanshewas,forlettingPhilipcomesomuchabouther——come,thoughitwasonherfather\'sbusiness。Forthedarknessoftheircommondreaddrewthemtogether,occasionallytothecomparativeexclusionofBellandKester,whichthelatterperceivedandresented。

  KesterevenallowedhimselftogosofarastowonderwhatPhilipcouldwantwithallthemoney,whichtohimseemedunaccountable;andonceortwicetheuglythoughtcrossedhismind,thatshopsconductedbyyoungmenwereoftennotsoprofitableaswhenguidedbyolderheads,andthatsomeofthecoinpouredintoPhilip\'skeepingmighthaveanotherdestinationthanthedefenceofhismaster。PoorPhilip!andhewasspendingallhisown,andmorethanallhisownmoney,andnooneeverknewit,ashehadbounddownhisfriendlybankerstosecrecy。

  OnceonlyKesterventuredtospeaktoSylviaonthesubjectofPhilip。

  Shehadfollowedhercousintothefieldjustinfrontoftheirhouse,justoutsidetheporch,toaskhimsomequestionshedarednotputinhermother\'spresence——(Bell,indeed,inheranxiety,usuallyabsorbedallthequestionswhenPhilipcame)——andstood,afterPhiliphadbidhergood—by,hardlythinkingabouthimatall,butlookingunconsciouslyafterhimasheascendedthebrow;andatthetophehadturnedtotakealastglanceattheplacehisloveinhabited,and,seeingher,hehadwavedhishatingratifiedfarewell。She,meanwhile,wasrousedfromfarotherthoughtsthanofhim,andofhisnowacknowledgedlove,bythemotionagainstthesky,andwasturningbackintothehousewhensheheardKester\'slowhoarsecall,andsawhimstandingattheshippendoor。

  \'Comehither,wench,\'saidhe,indignantly;\'isthisatimeforcourtin\'?\'

  \'Courting?\'saidshe,drawingupherhead,andlookingbackathimwithprouddefiance。

  \'Ay,courtin\'!whatothermak\'o\'thingis\'twhenthou\'sgazin\'afteryonmeddlesomechap,asifthou\'dsendthyeyesafterhim,andhemakingmarlocksbackatthee?It\'swhatweca\'edcourtin\'i\'myyoungdaysanyhow。

  Andit\'snoaneatimeforawenchtogocourtin\'whenherfeyther\'si\'

  prison,\'saidhe,withaconsciousnessasheutteredtheselastwordsthathewascruelandunjustandgoingtoofar,yetcarriedontosaythembyhishotjealousyagainstPhilip。

  Sylviacontinuedlookingathimwithoutspeaking:shewastoomuchoffendedforexpression。

  \'Thoumaygloweran\'thoumaylook,lass,\'saidhe,\'buta\'dthoughtbetteronthee。It\'slikelastweekthylastsweetheartweredrowned;butthou\'snotonetowastetimei\'rememberin\'themasisgone——if,indeed,thouivercaredabuttonforyonKinraid——ifitwasn\'tamake—believe。\'

  Herlipswerecontractedanddrawnup,showinghersmallglitteringteeth,whichwerescarcelyapartasshebreathedout——

  \'Thouthinksso,doesthou,thatI\'veforgettenhim?Thou\'dbetterhaveacareo\'thytongue。\'

  Then,asiffearfulthatherself—commandmightgiveway,sheturnedintothehouse;andgoingthroughthekitchenlikeablindperson,shewentuptohernowunusedchamber,andthrewherself,facedownwards,flatonherbed,almostsmotheringherself。

  EversinceDaniel\'scommittal,thedecaythathadimperceptiblybeguninhiswife\'sbodilyandmentalstrengthduringherillnessofthepreviouswinter,hadbeenmakingquickerprogress。Shelostherreticenceofspeech,andoftentalkedtoherself。Shehadnotsomuchforethoughtasofold;

  slightdifferences,itistrue,butwhich,withsomeothersofthesamedescription,gavefoundationforthehomelyexpressionwhichsomenowappliedtoBell,\'She\'llneverbet\'samewomanagain。

  ThisafternoonshehadcriedherselftosleepinherchairafterPhilip\'sdeparture。ShehadnotheardSylvia\'ssweepingpassagethroughthekitchen;

  buthalfanhourafterwardsshewasstartledupbyKester\'sabruptentry。

  \'Where\'sSylvie?\'askedhe。

  \'Idon\'tknow,\'saidBell,lookingscared,andasifshewasreadytocry。\'It\'snonewsabouthim?\'saidshe,standingup,andsupportingherselfonthestickshewasnowaccustomedtouse。

  \'Blessyo\',no,dunnotbeafeared,missus;it\'sonlyasaspokehastytot\'wench,an\'awantt\'tellherasa\'msorry,saidKester,advancingintothekitchen,andlookingroundforSylvia。

  \'Sylvie,Sylvie!\'shoutedhe;\'shemunbei\'t\'house。

  Sylviacameslowlydownthestairs,andstoodbeforehim。Herfacewaspale,hermouthsetanddetermined;thelightofhereyesveiledingloom。

  Kestershrankfromherlook,andevenmorefromhersilence。

  \'A\'mcometoaxpardon,\'saidhe,afteralittlepause。

  Shewasstillsilent。

  \'A\'mnoaneaboveaxingpardon,thougha\'mfiftyandmore,andthee\'sbutasillywench,asa\'venursedi\'myarms。A\'llsaybeforethymotherasaoughtnivertoha\'usedthemwords,andashowa\'msorryfor\'t。\'

  \'Idon\'tunderstanditall,\'saidBell,inahurriedandperplexedtone。

  \'WhathasKesterbeensaying,mylass?\'sheadded,turningtoSylvia。

  Sylviawentasteportwonearertohermother,andtookholdofherhandasiftoquietenher;thenfacingoncemoreround,shesaiddeliberatelytoKester,——

  \'Ifthouwasn\'tKester,I\'dniverforgivethee。Niver,\'sheadded,withbitterness,asthewordshehadusedrecurredtohermind。\'It\'sinmetohatetheenow,forsayingwhatthoudid;butthou\'redearoldKesterafterall,andIcan\'thelpmysel\',Imunneedsforgivethee,\'andshewenttowardshim。Hetookherlittleheadbetweenhishornyhandsandkissedit。Shelookedupwithtearsinhereyes,sayingsoftly,——

  \'Niversaythingslikethemagain。Niverspeakon————\'

  \'A\'llbitemytongueofffirst,\'heinterrupted。

  Hekepthisword。

  InallPhilip\'scomingsandgoingstoandfromHaytersbankFarmatthistime,heneverspokeagainofhislove。Inlook,words,manner,hewaslikeathoughtful,tenderbrother;nothingmore。Hecouldbenothingmoreinthepresenceofthegreatdreadwhichloomedlargeruponhimaftereveryconversationwiththelawyer。

  ForMrDonkinhadbeenrightinhisprognostication。GovernmenttookuptheattackontheRendezvouswithahighandheavyhand。Itwasnecessarytoassertauthoritywhichhadbeenoflatetoooftenbraved。Anexamplemustbemade,tostrikedismayintothosewhoopposedanddefiedthepress—gang;

  andalltheminorauthoritieswhoheldtheirpowersfromGovernmentwereinasimilarmannersevereandrelentlessintheexecutionoftheirduty。

  Sotheattorney,whowentovertoseetheprisonerinYorkCastle,toldPhilip。HeaddedthatDanielstillretainedhisprideinhisachievement,andcouldnotbebroughttounderstandthedangerouspositioninwhichhewasplaced;thatwhenpressedandquestionedastocircumstancesthatmightpossiblybeusedinhisdefence,healwayswanderedofftoaccountsofpreviousoutragescommittedbythepress—gang,ortopassionateabuseofthetrickbywhichmenhadbeenluredfromtheirhomesonthenightinquestiontoassistinputtingoutanimaginaryfire,andthenseizedandcarriedoff。Someofthisverynaturalindignationmightpossiblyhavesomeeffectonthejury;andthisseemedtheonlygroundofhope,andwasindeedaslightone,asthejudgewaslikelytowarnthejuryagainstallowingtheirnaturalsympathyinsuchacasetodiverttheirmindsfromtherealquestion。

  SuchwasthesubstanceofwhatPhilipheard,andheardrepeatedly,duringhismanyvisitstoMrDawson。Andnowthetimeoftrialdrewnear;fortheYorkassizesopenedonMarchthetwelfth;notmuchabovethreeweekssincetheoffencewascommittedwhichtookDanielfromhishomeandplacedhiminperilofdeath。

  Philipwasgladthat,theextremityofhisdangerneverhavingbeenhintedtoBell,andtravellingsomefortymilesbeingamostunusualexertionatthattimetopersonsofherclass,theideaofgoingtoseeherhusbandatYorkhadneversuggesteditselftoBell\'smind。Herincreasingfeeblenessmadethisseemasteponlytobetakenincaseofthefatalextremenecessity;

  suchwastheconclusionthatbothSylviaandhehadcometo;anditwastheknowledgeofthisthatmadeSylviastrangleherowndailylongingtoseeherfather。Notbutthatherhopeswerestrongerthanherfears。Philipnevertoldherthecausesfordespondency;shewasyoung,andshe,likeherfather,couldnotunderstandhowfearfulsometimesisthenecessityforpromptandseverepunishmentofrebellionagainstauthority。

  PhilipwastobeinYorkduringthetimeoftheassizes;anditwasunderstood,almostwithoutwords,thatiftheterribleworstoccurred,thewifeanddaughterweretocometoYorkassoonasmightbe。ForthisendPhilipsilentlymadeallthenecessaryarrangementsbeforeleavingMonkshaven。Thesympathyofallmenwaswithhim;itwastoolargeanoccasionforCoulsontobeanythingbutmagnanimous。HeurgedPhiliptotakeallthetimerequisite;toleaveallbusinesscarestohim。AndasPhilipwentaboutpaleandsad,therewasanothercheekthatgrewpalerstill,anothereyethatfilledwithquiettearsashisheavinessofheartbecamemoreandmoreapparent。Thedayforopeningtheassizescameon。PhilipwasinYorkMinster,watchingthesolemnantiqueprocessioninwhichthehighestauthorityinthecountyaccompaniesthejudgestotheHouseoftheLord,tobethereadmonishedastothenatureoftheirduties。AsPhiliplistenedtothesermonwithastrainedandbeatingheart,hishopesrosehigherthanhisfearsforthefirsttime,andthateveninghewrotehisfirstlettertoSylvia。

  \'DEARSYLVIA,\'ItwillbelongerfirstthanIthoughtfor。MrDawsonsaysTuesdayinnextweek。Butkeepupyourheart。Ihavebeenhearingthesermonto—daywhichispreachedtothejudges;andtheclergymansaidsomuchinitaboutmercyandforgiveness,Ithinktheycannotfailtobelenientthisassize。

  Ihaveseenuncle,wholooksbutthin,butisingoodheart:onlyhewillkeepsayinghewoulddoitoveragainifhehadthechance,whichneitherMrDawsonnorIthinkiswiseinhim,inespecialasthegaolerisbyandhearseverywordasissaid。Hewasveryfainofhearingallabouthome;

  andwantsyoutorearDaisy\'scalf,ashethinksshewillproveagoodone。Hebademegivehisbestlovetoyouandmyaunt,andhiskinddutytoKester。

  \'Sylvia,willyoutryandforgethowIusedtoscoldyouaboutyourwritingandspelling,andjustwritemetwoorthreelines。IthinkIwouldratherhavethembadlyspeltthannot,becausethenIshallbesuretheyareyours。Andnevermindaboutcapitals;Iwasafooltosaysuchadealaboutthem,foramandoesjustaswellwithoutthem。AletterfromyouwoulddoavasttokeepmepatientallthesedaystillTuesday。Direct——

  \'MrPhilipHepburn,\'CareofMrFraser,Draper,\'Micklegate,York。\'Myaffectionatedutytomyaunt。\'Yourrespectfulcousinandservant,\'PHILIPHEPBURN。\'P。S。Thesermonwasgrand。ThetextwasZechariabvii。9,\"Executetruejudgmentandshowmercy。\"Godgrantitmayhaveputmercyintothejudge\'sheartasistotrymyuncle。\'Heavilythedayspassedover。OnSundayBellandSylviawenttochurch,withastrange,half—superstitiousfeeling,asiftheycouldpropitiatetheMostHightoordertheeventsintheirfavourbypayingHimthecomplimentofattendingtodutiesintheirtimeofsorrowwhichtheyhadtoooftenneglectedintheirprosperousdays。ButHe\'whoknowethourframe,andremembereththatwearedust,\'tookpityuponHischildren,andsentsomeofHisblessedpeaceintotheirhearts,elsetheycouldscarcehaveenduredtheagonyofsuspenseofthosenexthours。Forastheycameslowlyandwearilyhomefromchurch,Sylviacouldnolongerbearhersecret,buttoldhermotheroftheperilinwhichDanielstood。ColdastheMarchwindblew,theyhadnotfeltit,andhadsatedownonahedgebankforBelltorest。AndthenSylviaspoke,tremblingandsickforfear,yetutterlyunabletokeepsilenceanylonger。Bellheavedupherhands,andletthemfalldownonherkneesbeforeshereplied。\'TheLordisaboveus,\'saidshe,solemnly。\'Hehassentafearo\'thisintomyheartaforenow。Iniverbreathedittothee,mylass————\'\'AndIniverspokeonittothee,mother,because————\'Sylviachokedwithcrying,andlaidherheadonhermother\'slap,feelingthatshewasnolongerthestrongone,andtheprotector,buttheprotected。

  Bellwenton,strokingherhead,\'TheLordislikeatendernurseasweansachildtolookonandtolikewhatitlothedonce。Hehassentmedreamsashaspreparedmeforthis,ifsobeitcomestopass。\'Philipishopeful,\'saidSylvia,raisingherheadandlookingthroughhertearsathermother。\'Ay,heis。AndIcannottell,butIthinkit\'snotfornoughtastheLordhasta\'enawayallfearo\'deathouto\'myheart。IthinkHemeansasDanielandmeistogohand—in—handthroughthevalley——likeaswewalkeduptoourweddinginCrosthwaiteChurch。Icouldneverguideth\'housewithoutDaniel,andIshouldbefearedhe\'dtakeadealmorenorisgoodforhimwithoutme。\'\'Butme,mother,thou\'sforgettingme,\'moanedoutSylvia。\'Oh,mother,mother,thinkonme!\'\'Nay,mylass,I\'mnoaneforgettingyo\'。I\'dasorehearta\'lastwintera—thinkingonthee,whenthatchapKinraidwerehangingaboutthee。

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