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  Thesystemthusenteredon,Ipursuedduringthewholeseasonofprobation;andwiththebestsuccess。Hewaskept,tobesure,rathercrossandcrusty;butonthewholeIcouldseehewasexcellentlyentertained,andthatalamb—likesubmissionandturtle—dovesensibility,whilefosteringhisdespotismmore,wouldhavepleasedhisjudgment,satisfiedhiscommonsense,andevensuitedhistasteless。

  Inotherpeople\'spresenceIwas,asformerly,deferentialandquiet;anyotherlineofconductbeinguncalledfor:itwasonlyintheeveningconferencesIthusthwartedandafflictedhim。Hecontinuedtosendformepunctuallythemomenttheclockstruckseven;

  thoughwhenIappearedbeforehimnow,hehadnosuchhoneyedtermsas\'love\'and\'darling\'onhislips:thebestwordsatmyservicewere\'provokingpuppet,\'\'maliciouself,\'\'sprite,\'\'changeling,\'etc。

  Forcaresses,too,Inowgotgrimaces;forapressureofthehand,apinchonthearm;forakissonthecheek,aseveretweakoftheear。Itwasallright:atpresentIdecidedlypreferredthesefiercefavourstoanythingmoretender。Mrs。Fairfax,Isaw,approvedme:heranxietyonmyaccountvanished;thereforeIwascertainIdidwell。

  Meantime,Mr。RochesteraffirmedIwaswearinghimtoskinandbone,andthreatenedawfulvengeanceformypresentconductatsomeperiodfastcoming。Ilaughedinmysleeveathismenaces。\'Icankeepyouinreasonablechecknow,\'Ireflected;\'andIdon\'tdoubttobeabletodoithereafter:ifoneexpedientlosesitsvirtue,anothermustbedevised。\'

  Yetafterallmytaskwasnotaneasyone;oftenIwouldratherhavepleasedthanteasedhim。Myfuturehusbandwasbecomingtomemywholeworld;andmorethantheworld:almostmyhopeofheaven。

  Hestoodbetweenmeandeverythoughtofreligion,asaneclipseintervenesbetweenmanandthebroadsun。Icouldnot,inthosedays,seeGodforHiscreature:ofwhomIhadmadeanidol。

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  THEmonthofcourtshiphadwasted:itsverylasthourswerebeingnumbered。Therewasnoputtingoffthedaythatadvanced—thebridalday;andallpreparationsforitsarrivalwerecomplete。I,atleast,hadnothingmoretodo:thereweremytrunks,packed,locked,corded,rangedinarowalongthewallofmylittlechamber;

  to—morrow,atthistime,theywouldbefarontheirroadtoLondon:

  andsoshouldI(D。V。),—orrather,notI,butoneJaneRochester,apersonwhomasyetIknewnot。Thecardsofaddressaloneremainedtonailon:theylay,fourlittlesquares,inthedrawer。Mr。

  Rochesterhadhimselfwrittenthedirection,\'Mrs。Rochester,—

  Hotel,London,\'oneach:Icouldnotpersuademyselftoaffixthem,ortohavethemaffixed。Mrs。Rochester!Shedidnotexist:shewouldnotbeborntillto—morrow,sometimeaftereighto\'clockA。M。;andI

  wouldwaittobeassuredshehadcomeintotheworldalivebeforeI

  assignedtoherallthatproperty。Itwasenoughthatinyondercloset,oppositemydressing—table,garmentssaidtobehershadalreadydisplacedmyblackstuffLowoodfrockandstrawbonnet:fornottomeappertainedthatsuitofweddingraiment;thepearl—colouredrobe,thevapouryveilpendentfromtheusurpedportmanteau。Ishuttheclosettoconcealthestrange,wraith—likeapparelitcontained;

  which,atthiseveninghour—nineo\'clock—gaveoutcertainlyamostghostlyshimmerthroughtheshadowofmyapartment。\'Iwillleaveyoubyyourself,whitedream,\'Isaid。\'Iamfeverish:Ihearthewindblowing:Iwillgooutofdoorsandfeelit。\'

  Itwasnotonlythehurryofpreparationthatmademefeverish;

  notonlytheanticipationofthegreatchange—thenewlifewhichwastocommenceto—morrow:boththesecircumstanceshadtheirshare,doubtless,inproducingthatrestless,excitedmoodwhichhurriedmeforthatthislatehourintothedarkeninggrounds:butathirdcauseinfluencedmymindmorethanthey。

  Ihadatheartastrangeandanxiousthought。SomethinghadhappenedwhichIcouldnotcomprehend;nooneknewoforhadseentheeventbutmyself:ithadtakenplacetheprecedingnight。Mr。

  Rochesterthatnightwasabsentfromhome;norwasheyetreturned:

  businesshadcalledhimtoasmallestateoftwoorthreefarmshepossessedthirtymilesoff—businessitwasrequisiteheshouldsettleinperson,previoustohismeditateddeparturefromEngland。I

  waitednowhisreturn;eagertodisburthenmymind,andtoseekofhimthesolutionoftheenigmathatperplexedme。Staytillhecomes,reader:and,whenIdisclosemysecrettohim,youshallsharetheconfidence。

  Isoughttheorchard,driventoitsshelterbythewind,whichalldayhadblownstrongandfullfromthesouth,without,however,bringingaspeckofrain。Insteadofsubsidingasnightdrewon,itseemedtoaugmentitsrushanddeepenitsroar:thetreesblewsteadfastlyoneway,neverwrithinground,andscarcelytossingbacktheirboughsonceinanhour;socontinuouswasthestrainbendingtheirbranchyheadsnorthward—thecloudsdriftedfrompoletopole,fastfollowing,massonmass:noglimpseofblueskyhadbeenvisiblethatJulyday。

  ItwasnotwithoutacertainwildpleasureIranbeforethewind,deliveringmytroubleofmindtothemeasurelessair—torrentthunderingthroughspace。Descendingthelaurelwalk,Ifacedthewreckofthechestnut—tree;itstoodupblackandriven:thetrunk,splitdownthecentre,gapedghastly。Theclovenhalveswerenotbrokenfromeachother,forthefirmbaseandstrongrootskeptthemunsunderedbelow;thoughcommunityofvitalitywasdestroyed—thesapcouldflownomore:theirgreatboughsoneachsideweredead,andnextwinter\'stempestswouldbesuretofelloneorbothtoearth:

  asyet,however,theymightbesaidtoformonetree—aruin,butanentireruin。

  \'Youdidrighttoholdfasttoeachother,\'Isaid:asifthemonster—splinterswerelivingthings,andcouldhearme。\'Ithink,scathedasyoulook,andcharredandscorched,theremustbealittlesenseoflifeinyouyet,risingoutofthatadhesionatthefaithful,honestroots:youwillneverhavegreenleavesmore—nevermoreseebirdsmakingnestsandsingingidylsinyourboughs;thetimeofpleasureandloveisoverwithyou:butyouarenotdesolate:

  eachofyouhasacomradetosympathisewithhiminhisdecay。\'AsI

  lookedupatthem,themoonappearedmomentarilyinthatpartoftheskywhichfilledtheirfissure;herdiskwasblood—redandhalfovercast;sheseemedtothrowonmeonebewildered,drearyglance,andburiedherselfagaininstantlyinthedeepdriftofcloud。Thewindfell,forasecond,roundThornfield;butfarawayoverwoodandwater,pouredawild,melancholywail:itwassadtolistento,andIranoffagain。

  HereandthereIstrayedthroughtheorchard,gathereduptheappleswithwhichthegrassroundthetreerootswasthicklystrewn;

  thenIemployedmyselfindividingtheripefromtheunripe;Icarriedthemintothehouseandputthemawayinthestoreroom。ThenI

  repairedtothelibrarytoascertainwhetherthefirewaslit,for,thoughsummer,IknewonsuchagloomyeveningMr。Rochesterwouldliketoseeacheerfulhearthwhenhecamein:yes,thefirehadbeenkindledsometime,andburntwell。Iplacedhisarm—chairbythechimney—corner:Iwheeledthetablenearit:Iletdownthecurtain,andhadthecandlesbroughtinreadyforlighting。Morerestlessthanever,whenIhadcompletedthesearrangementsIcouldnotsitstill,norevenremaininthehouse:alittletimepieceintheroomandtheoldclockinthehallsimultaneouslystruckten。

  \'Howlateitgrows!\'Isaid。\'Iwillrundowntothegates:

  itismoonlightatintervals;Icanseeagoodwayontheroad。Hemaybecomingnow,andtomeethimwillsavesomeminutesofsuspense。\'

  Thewindroaredhighinthegreattreeswhichemboweredthegates;buttheroadasfarasIcouldsee,totherighthandandtheleft,wasallstillandsolitary:savefortheshadowsofcloudscrossingitatintervalsasthemoonlookedout,itwasalongpaleline,unvariedbyonemovingspeck。

  ApuerileteardimmedmyeyewhileIlooked—atearofdisappointmentandimpatience;ashamedofit,Iwipeditaway。I

  lingered;themoonshutherselfwhollywithinherchamber,anddrewclosehercurtainofdensecloud:thenightgrewdark;raincamedrivingfastonthegale。

  \'Iwishhewouldcome!Iwishhewouldcome!\'Iexclaimed,seizedwithhypochondriacforeboding。Ihadexpectedhisarrivalbeforetea;nowitwasdark:whatcouldkeephim?Hadanaccidenthappened?

  Theeventoflastnightagainrecurredtome。Iinterpreteditasawarningofdisaster。Ifearedmyhopesweretoobrighttoberealised;

  andIhadenjoyedsomuchblisslatelythatIimaginedmyfortunehadpasseditsmeridian,andmustnowdecline。

  \'Well,Icannotreturntothehouse,\'Ithought;\'Icannotsitbythefireside,whileheisabroadininclementweather:bettertiremylimbsthanstrainmyheart;Iwillgoforwardandmeethim。\'

  Isetout;Iwalkedfast,butnotfar:ereIhadmeasuredaquarterofamile,Iheardthetrampofhoofs;ahorsemancameon,fullgallop;adogranbyhisside。Awaywithevilpresentiment!Itwashe:

  herehewas,mountedonMesrour,followedbyPilot。Hesawme;forthemoonhadopenedabluefieldinthesky,androdeinitwaterybright:

  hetookhishatoff,andwaveditroundhishead。Inowrantomeethim。

  \'There!\'heexclaimed,ashestretchedouthishandandbentfromthesaddle:\'youcan\'tdowithoutme,thatisevident。Steponmyboot—toe;givemebothhands:mount!\'

  Iobeyed:joymademeagile:Isprangupbeforehim。A

  heartykissingIgotforawelcome,andsomeboastfultriumph,whichI

  swallowedaswellasIcould。Hecheckedhimselfinhisexultationtodemand,\'Butisthereanythingthematter,Janet,thatyoucometomeetmeatsuchanhour?Isthereanythingwrong?\'

  \'No,butIthoughtyouwouldnevercome。Icouldnotbeartowaitinthehouseforyou,especiallywiththisrainandwind。\'

  \'Rainandwind,indeed!Yes,youaredrippinglikeamermaid;

  pullmycloakroundyou:butIthinkyouarefeverish,Jane:bothyourcheekandhandareburninghot。Iaskagain,isthereanythingthematter?\'

  \'Nothingnow;Iamneitherafraidnorunhappy。\'

  \'Thenyouhavebeenboth?\'

  \'Rather:butI\'lltellyouallaboutitbyandby,sir;

  andI

  daresayyouwillonlylaughatmeformypains。\'

  \'I\'lllaughatyouheartilywhento—morrowispast;tillthenI

  darenot:myprizeisnotcertain。Thisisyou,whohavebeenasslipperyasaneelthislastmonth,andasthornyasabriar—rose?I

  couldnotlayafingeranywherebutIwaspricked;andnowIseemtohavegatheredupastraylambinmyarms。Youwanderedoutofthefoldtoseekyourshepherd,didyou,Jane?\'

  \'Iwantedyou:butdon\'tboast。HereweareatThornfield:

  nowletmegetdown。\'

  Helandedmeonthepavement。AsJohntookhishorse,andhefollowedmeintothehall,hetoldmetomakehasteandputsomethingdryon,andthenreturntohiminthelibrary;andhestoppedme,asImadeforthestaircase,toextortapromisethatI

  wouldnotbelong:norwasIlong;infiveminutesIrejoinedhim。I

  foundhimatsupper。

  \'Takeaseatandbearmecompany,Jane:pleaseGod,itisthelastmealbutoneyouwilleatatThornfieldHallforalongtime。\'

  Isatdownnearhim,buttoldhimIcouldnoteat。

  \'Isitbecauseyouhavetheprospectofajourneybeforeyou,Jane?

  IsitthethoughtsofgoingtoLondonthattakesawayyourappetite?\'

  \'Icannotseemyprospectsclearlyto—night,sir;andI

  hardlyknowwhatthoughtsIhaveinmyhead。Everythinginlifeseemsunreal。\'

  \'Exceptme:Iamsubstantialenough—touchme。\'

  \'You,sir,arethemostphantom—likeofall:youareameredream。\'

  Heheldouthishand,laughing。\'Isthatadream?\'saidhe,placingitclosetomyeyes。Hehadarounded,muscular,andvigoroushand,aswellasalong,strongarm。

  \'Yes;thoughItouchit,itisadream,\'saidI,asIputitdownfrombeforemyface。\'Sir,haveyoufinishedsupper?\'

  \'Yes,Jane。\'

  Irangthebellandorderedawaythetray。Whenwewereagainalone,Istirredthefire,andthentookalowseatatmymaster\'sknee。

  \'Itisnearmidnight,\'Isaid。

  \'Yes:butremember,Jane,youpromisedtowakewithmethenightbeforemywedding。\'

  \'Idid;andIwillkeepmypromise,foranhourortwoatleast:

  Ihavenowishtogotobed。\'

  \'Areallyourarrangementscomplete?\'

  \'All,sir。\'

  \'Andonmypartlikewise,\'hereturned,\'Ihavesettledeverything;

  andweshallleaveThornfieldto—morrow,withinhalfanhourafterourreturnfromchurch。\'

  \'Verywell,sir。\'

  \'Withwhatanextraordinarysmileyouutteredthatword—

  \"verywell,\"Jane!Whatabrightspotofcolouryouhaveoneachcheek!

  andhowstrangelyyoureyesglitter!Areyouwell?\'

  \'IbelieveIam。\'

  \'Believe!Whatisthematter?Tellmewhatyoufeel。\'

  \'Icouldnot,sir:nowordscouldtellyouwhatIfeel。

  Iwishthispresenthourwouldneverend:whoknowswithwhatfatethenextdaymaycomecharged?\'

  \'Thisishypochondria,Jane。Youhavebeenover—excited,orover—fatigued。\'

  \'Doyou,sir,feelcalmandhappy?\'

  \'Calm?—no:buthappy—totheheart\'score。\'

  Ilookedupathimtoreadthesignsofblissinhisface:

  itwasardentandflushed。

  \'Givemeyourconfidence,Jane,\'hesaid:\'relieveyourmindofanyweightthatoppressesit,byimpartingittome。Whatdoyoufear?—

  thatIshallnotproveagoodhusband?\'

  \'Itistheideafarthestfrommythoughts。\'

  \'Areyouapprehensiveofthenewsphereyouareabouttoenter?—ofthenewlifeintowhichyouarepassing?\'

  \'No。\'

  \'Youpuzzleme,Jane:yourlookandtoneofsorrowfulaudacityperplexandpainme。Iwantanexplanation。\'

  \'Then,sir,listen。Youwerefromhomelastnight?\'

  \'Iwas:Iknowthat;andyouhintedawhileagoatsomethingwhichhadhappenedinmyabsence:—nothing,probably,ofconsequence;but,inshort,ithasdisturbedyou。Letmehearit。Mrs。

  Fairfaxhassaidsomething,perhaps?oryouhaveoverheardtheservantstalk?—yoursensitiveself—respecthasbeenwounded?\'

  \'No,sir。\'Itstrucktwelve—Iwaitedtillthetimepiecehadconcludeditssilverchime,andtheclockitshoarse,vibratingstroke,andthenIproceeded。

  \'AlldayyesterdayIwasverybusy,andveryhappyinmyceaselessbustle;forIamnot,asyouseemtothink,troubledbyanyhauntingfearsaboutthenewsphere,etcetera:Ithinkitagloriousthingtohavethehopeoflivingwithyou,becauseIloveyou。No,sir,don\'tcaressmenow—letmetalkundisturbed。

  YesterdayItrustedwellinProvidence,andbelievedthateventswereworkingtogetherforyourgoodandmine:itwasafineday,ifyourecollect—thecalmnessoftheairandskyforbadeapprehensionsrespectingyoursafetyorcomfortonyourjourney。Iwalkedalittlewhileonthepavementaftertea,thinkingofyou;andIbeheldyouinimaginationsonearme,Iscarcelymissedyouractualpresence。I

  thoughtofthelifethatlaybeforeme—yourlife,sir—anexistencemoreexpansiveandstirringthanmyown:asmuchmoresoasthedepthsoftheseatowhichthebrookrunsarethantheshallowsofitsownstraitchannel。Iwonderedwhymoralistscallthisworldadrearywilderness:formeitblossomedlikearose。Justatsunset,theairturnedcoldandtheskycloudy:Iwentin,Sophiecalledmeupstairstolookatmywedding—dress,whichtheyhadjustbrought;andunderitintheboxIfoundyourpresent—theveilwhich,inyourprincelyextravagance,yousentforfromLondon:resolved,Isuppose,sinceI

  wouldnothavejewels,tocheatmeintoacceptingsomethingascostly。

  IsmiledasIunfoldedit,anddevisedhowIwouldteaseyouaboutyouraristocratictastes,andyoureffortstomasqueyourplebeianbrideintheattributesofapeeress。IthoughthowIwouldcarrydowntoyouthesquareofunembroideredblondIhadmyselfpreparedasacoveringformylow—bornhead,andaskifthatwasnotgoodenoughforawomanwhocouldbringherhusbandneitherfortune,beauty,norconnections。Isawplainlyhowyouwouldlook;andheardyourimpetuousrepublicananswers,andyourhaughtydisavowalofanynecessityonyourparttoaugmentyourwealth,orelevateyourstanding,bymarryingeitherapurseoracoronet。\'

  \'Howwellyoureadme,youwitch!\'interposedMr。Rochester:

  \'butwhatdidyoufindintheveilbesidesitsembroidery?Didyoufindpoison,oradagger,thatyoulooksomournfulnow?\'

  \'No,no,sir;besidesthedelicacyandrichnessofthefabric,I

  foundnothingsaveFairfaxRochester\'spride;andthatdidnotscareme,becauseIamusedtothesightofthedemon。But,sir,asitgrewdark,thewindrose:itblewyesterdayevening,notasitblowsnow—wildandhigh—but\"withasullen,moaningsound\"farmoreeerie。

  Iwishedyouwereathome。Icameintothisroom,andthesightoftheemptychairandfirelesshearthchilledme。ForsometimeafterIwenttobed,Icouldnotsleep—asenseofanxiousexcitementdistressedme。Thegalestillrising,seemedtomyeartomuffleamournfulunder—sound;whetherinthehouseorabroadIcouldnotatfirsttell,butitrecurred,doubtfulyetdolefulateverylull;atlastImadeoutitmustbesomedoghowlingatadistance。Iwasgladwhenitceased。Onsleeping,Icontinuedindreamstheideaofadarkandgustynight。Icontinuedalsothewishtobewithyou,andexperiencedastrange,regretfulconsciousnessofsomebarrierdividingus。Duringallmyfirstsleep,Iwasfollowingthewindingsofanunknownroad;

  totalobscurityenvironedme;rainpeltedme;Iwasburdenedwiththechargeofalittlechild:averysmallcreature,tooyoungandfeebletowalk,andwhichshiveredinmycoldarms,andwailedpiteouslyinmyear。Ithought,sir,thatyouwereontheroadalongwaybeforeme;andIstrainedeverynervetoovertakeyou,andmadeeffortonefforttoutteryournameandentreatyoutostop—

  butmymovementswerefettered,andmyvoicestilldiedawayinarticulate;whileyou,Ifelt,withdrewfartherandfarthereverymoment。\'

  \'Andthesedreamsweighonyourspiritsnow,Jane,whenIamclosetoyou?Littlenervoussubject!Forgetvisionarywoe,andthinkonlyofrealhappiness!Yousayyouloveme,Janet:yes—I

  willnotforgetthat;andyoucannotdenyit。Thosewordsdidnotdieinarticulateonyourlips。Iheardthemclearandsoft:athoughttoosolemnperhaps,butsweetasmusic—\"Ithinkitisagloriousthingtohavethehopeoflivingwithyou,Edward,becauseIloveyou。\"Doyouloveme,Jane?—repeatit。\'

  \'Ido,sir—Ido,withmywholeheart。\'

  \'Well,\'hesaid,aftersomeminutes\'silence,\'itisstrange;

  butthatsentencehaspenetratedmybreastpainfully。Why?Ithinkbecauseyousaiditwithsuchanearnest,religiousenergy,andbecauseyourupwardgazeatmenowistheverysublimeoffaith,truth,anddevotion:itistoomuchasifsomespiritwerenearme。Lookwicked,Jane:asyouknowwellhowtolook:coinoneofyourwild,shy,provokingsmiles,tellmeyouhateme—teaseme,vexme;doanythingbutmoveme:Iwouldratherbeincensedthansaddened。\'

  \'Iwillteaseyouandvexyoutoyourheart\'scontent,whenI

  havefinishedmytale:buthearmetotheend。\'

  \'Ithought,Jane,youhadtoldmeall。IthoughtIhadfoundthesourceofyourmelancholyinadream。\'

  Ishookmyhead。\'What!istheremore?ButIwillnotbelieveittobeanythingimportant。Iwarnyouofincredulitybeforehand。Goon。\'

  Thedisquietudeofhisair,thesomewhatapprehensiveimpatienceofhismanner,surprisedme:butIproceeded。

  \'Idreamtanotherdream,sir:thatThornfieldHallwasadrearyruin,theretreatofbatsandowls。Ithoughtthatofallthestatelyfrontnothingremainedbutashell—likewall,veryhighandveryfragile—looking。Iwandered,onamoonlightnight,throughthegrass—grownenclosurewithin:hereIstumbledoveramarblehearth,andthereoverafallenfragmentofcornice。Wrappedupinashawl,Istillcarriedtheunknownlittlechild:Imightnotlayitdownanywhere,howevertiredweremyarms—howevermuchitsweightimpededmyprogress,Imustretainit。Iheardthegallopofahorseatadistanceontheroad;Iwassureitwasyou;andyouweredepartingformanyyearsandforadistantcountry。Iclimbedthethinwallwithfranticperiloushaste,eagertocatchoneglimpseofyoufromthetop:thestonesrolledfromundermyfeet,theivybranchesI

  graspedgaveway,thechildclungroundmyneckinterror,andalmoststrangledme;atlastIgainedthesummit。Isawyoulikeaspeckonawhitetrack,lesseningeverymoment。TheblastblewsostrongIcouldnotstand。Isatdownonthenarrowledge;Ihushedthescaredinfantinmylap:youturnedanangleoftheroad:Ibentforwardtotakealastlook;thewallcrumbled;Iwasshaken;thechildrolledfrommyknee,Ilostmybalance,fell,andwoke。\'

  \'Now,Jane,thatisall。\'

  \'Allthepreface,sir;thetaleisyettocome。Onwaking,agleamdazzledmyeyes;Ithought—Oh,itisdaylight!ButIwasmistaken;itwasonlycandlelight。Sophie,Isupposed,hadcomein。

  Therewasalightinthedressing—table,andthedoorofthecloset,where,beforegoingtobed,Ihadhungmywedding—dressandveil,stoodopen;Iheardarustlingthere。Iasked,\"Sophie,whatareyoudoing?\"Nooneanswered;butaformemergedfromthecloset;ittookthelight,helditaloft,andsurveyedthegarmentspendentfromtheportmanteau。\"Sophie!Sophie!\"Iagaincried:andstillitwassilent。

  Ihadrisenupinbed,Ibentforward:firstsurprise,thenbewilderment,cameoverme;andthenmybloodcreptcoldthroughmyveins。Mr。Rochester,thiswasnotSophie,itwasnotLeah,itwasnotMrs。Fairfax:itwasnot—no,Iwassureofit,andamstill—itwasnoteventhatstrangewoman,GracePoole。\'

  \'Itmusthavebeenoneofthem,\'interruptedmymaster。

  \'No,sir,Isolemnlyassureyoutothecontrary。TheshapestandingbeforemehadnevercrossedmyeyeswithintheprecinctsofThornfieldHallbefore;theheight,thecontourwerenewtome。\'

  \'Describeit,Jane。\'

  \'Itseemed,sir,awoman,tallandlarge,withthickanddarkhairhanginglongdownherback。Iknownotwhatdressshehadon:

  itwaswhiteandstraight;butwhethergown,sheet,orshroud,I

  cannottell。\'

  \'Didyouseeherface?\'

  \'Notatfirst。Butpresentlyshetookmyveilfromitsplace;shehelditup,gazedatitlong,andthenshethrewitoverherownhead,andturnedtothemirror。AtthatmomentIsawthereflectionofthevisageandfeaturesquitedistinctlyinthedarkoblongglass。\'

  \'Andhowwerethey?\'

  \'Fearfulandghastlytome—oh,sir,Ineversawafacelikeit!Itwasadiscolouredface—itwasasavageface。IwishIcouldforgettherolloftheredeyesandthefearfulblackenedinflationofthelineaments!\'

  \'Ghostsareusuallypale,Jane。\'

  \'This,sir,waspurple:thelipswereswelledanddark;

  thebrowfurrowed:theblackeyebrowswidelyraisedoverthebloodshoteyes。

  ShallItellyouofwhatitremindedme?\'

  \'Youmay。\'

  \'OfthefoulGermanspectre—theVampyre。\'

  \'Ah!—whatdiditdo?\'

  \'Sir,itremovedmyveilfromitsgaunthead,rentitintwoparts,andflingingbothonthefloor,trampledonthem。\'

  \'Afterwards?\'

  \'Itdrewasidethewindow—curtainandlookedout;perhapsitsawdawnapproaching,for,takingthecandle,itretreatedtothedoor。

  Justatmybedside,thefigurestopped:thefieryeyesglareduponme—

  shethrustuphercandleclosetomyface,andextinguisheditundermyeyes。Iwasawareherluridvisageflamedovermine,andIlostconsciousness:forthesecondtimeinmylife—onlythesecondtime—

  I

  becameinsensiblefromterror。\'

  \'Whowaswithyouwhenyourevived?\'

  \'Noone,sir,butthebroadday。Irose,bathedmyheadandfaceinwater,drankalongdraught;feltthatthoughenfeebledIwasnotill,anddeterminedthattononebutyouwouldIimpartthisvision。Nowsir,tellmewhoandwhatthatwomanwas?\'

  \'Thecreatureofanover—stimulatedbrain;thatiscertain。

  I

  mustbecarefulofyou,mytreasure:nerveslikeyourswerenotmadeforroughhandling。\'

  \'Sir,dependonit,mynerveswerenotinfault;thethingwasreal:thetransactionactuallytookplace。\'

  \'Andyourpreviousdreams,weretheyrealtoo?IsThornfieldHallaruin?AmIseveredfromyoubyinsuperableobstacles?AmIleavingyouwithoutatear—withoutakiss—withoutaword?\'

  \'Notyet。\'

  \'AmIabouttodoit?Why,thedayisalreadycommencedwhichistobindusindissolubly;andwhenweareonceunited,thereshallbenorecurrenceofthesementalterrors:Iguaranteethat。\'

  \'Mentalterrors,sir!IwishIcouldbelievethemtobeonlysuch:Iwishitmorenowthanever;sinceevenyoucannotexplaintomethemysteryofthatawfulvisitant。\'

  \'AndsinceIcannotdoit,Jane,itmusthavebeenunreal。\'

  \'But,sir,whenIsaidsotomyselfonrisingthismorning,andwhenIlookedroundtheroomtogathercourageandcomfortfromthecheerfulaspectofeachfamiliarobjectinfulldaylight,there—onthecarpet—Isawwhatgavethedistinctlietomyhypothesis,—theveil,tornfromtoptobottomintwohalves!\'

  IfeltMr。Rochesterstartandshudder;hehastilyflunghisarmsroundme。\'ThankGod!\'heexclaimed,\'thatifanythingmalignantdidcomenearyoulastnight,itwasonlytheveilthatwasharmed。Oh,tothinkwhatmighthavehappened!\'

  Hedrewhisbreathshort,andstrainedmesoclosetohim,I

  couldscarcelypant。Aftersomeminutes\'silence,hecontinued,cheerily—

  \'Now,Janet,I\'llexplaintoyouallaboutit。Itwashalfdream,halfreality。Awomandid,Idoubtnot,enteryourroom:andthatwomanwas—musthavebeen—GracePoole。Youcallherastrangebeingyourself:fromallyouknow,youhavereasonsotocallher—whatdidshedotome?whattoMason?Inastatebetweensleepingandwaking,younoticedherentranceandheractions;butfeverish,almostdeliriousasyouwere,youascribedtoheragoblinappearancedifferentfromherown:thelongdishevelledhair,theswelledblackface,theexaggeratedstature,werefigmentsofimagination;resultsofnightmare:thespitefultearingoftheveilwasreal:anditislikeher。IseeyouwouldaskwhyIkeepsuchawomaninmyhouse:

  whenwehavebeenmarriedayearandaday,Iwilltellyou;butnotnow。Areyousatisfied,Jane?Doyouacceptmysolutionofthemystery?\'

  Ireflected,andintruthitappearedtometheonlypossibleone:satisfiedIwasnot,buttopleasehimIendeavouredtoappearso—relieved,Icertainlydidfeel;soIansweredhimwithacontentedsmile。Andnow,asitwaslongpastone,Ipreparedtoleavehim。

  \'DoesnotSophiesleepwithAdeleinthenursery?\'heasked,asI

  litmycandle。

  \'Yes,sir。\'

  \'AndthereisroomenoughinAdele\'slittlebedforyou。

  Youmustshareitwithherto—night,Jane:itisnowonderthattheincidentyouhaverelatedshouldmakeyounervous,andIwouldratheryoudidnotsleepalone:promisemetogotothenursery。\'

  \'Ishallbeverygladtodoso,sir。\'

  \'Andfastenthedoorsecurelyontheinside。WakeSophiewhenyougoupstairs,underpretenceofrequestinghertorouseyouingoodtimeto—morrow;foryoumustbedressedandhavefinishedbreakfastbeforeeight。Andnow,nomoresombrethoughts:chasedullcareaway,Janet。Don\'tyouheartowhatsoftwhispersthewindhasfallen?

  andthereisnomorebeatingofrainagainstthewindow—panes:lookhere\'(heliftedupthecurtain)—\'itisalovelynight!\'

  Itwas。Halfheavenwaspureandstainless:theclouds,nowtroopingbeforethewind,whichhadshiftedtothewest,werefilingoffeastwardinlong,silveredcolumns。Themoonshonepeacefully。

  \'Well,\'saidMr。Rochester,gazinginquiringlyintomyeyes,\'howismyJanetnow?\'

  \'Thenightisserene,sir;andsoamI。\'

  \'Andyouwillnotdreamofseparationandsorrowto—night;

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