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  Formyself,Ihadnoneedtomakeanychange;Ishouldnotbecalledupontoquitmysanctumoftheschoolroom;forasanctumitwasnowbecometome,—\'averypleasantrefugeintimeoftrouble。\'

  Ithadbeenamild,serenespringday—oneofthosedayswhich,towardstheendofMarchorthebeginningofApril,riseshiningovertheearthasheraldsofsummer。Itwasdrawingtoanendnow;buttheeveningwasevenwarm,andIsatatworkintheschoolroomwiththewindowopen。

  \'Itgetslate,\'saidMrs。Fairfax,enteringinrustlingstate。\'I

  amgladIordereddinneranhourafterthetimeMr。Rochestermentioned;foritispastsixnow。IhavesentJohndowntothegatestoseeifthereisanythingontheroad:onecanseealongwayfromthenceinthedirectionofMillcote。\'Shewenttothewindow。

  \'Hereheis!\'saidshe。\'Well,John\'(leaningout),\'anynews?\'

  \'They\'recoming,ma\'am,\'wastheanswer。\'They\'llbehereintenminutes。\'

  Adeleflewtothewindow。Ifollowed,takingcaretostandononeside,sothat,screenedbythecurtain,Icouldseewithoutbeingseen。

  ThetenminutesJohnhadgivenseemedverylong,butatlastwheelswereheard;fourequestriansgallopedupthedrive,andafterthemcametwoopencarriages。Flutteringveilsandwavingplumesfilledthevehicles;twoofthecavalierswereyoung,dashing—lookinggentlemen;thethirdwasMr。Rochester,onhisblackhorse,Mesrour,Pilotboundingbeforehim;athissiderodealady,andheandshewerethefirstoftheparty。Herpurpleriding—habitalmostsweptthe,ground,herveilstreamedlongonthebreeze;minglingwithitstransparentfolds,andgleamingthroughthem,shonerichravenringlets。

  \'MissIngram!\'exclaimedMrs。Fairfax,andawayshehurriedtoherpostbelow。

  Thecavalcade,followingthesweepofthedrive,quicklyturnedtheangleofthehouse,andIlostsightofit。Adelenowpetitionedtogodown;butItookheronmyknee,andgavehertounderstandthatshemustnotonanyaccountthinkofventuringinsightoftheladies,eithernoworatanyothertime,unlessexpresslysentfor:thatMr。

  Rochesterwouldbeveryangry,etc。\'Somenaturaltearssheshed\'onbeingtoldthis;butasIbegantolookverygrave,sheconsentedatlasttowipethem。

  Ajoyousstirwasnowaudibleinthehall:gentlemen\'sdeeptonesandladies\'silveryaccentsblentharmoniouslytogether,anddistinguishableaboveall,thoughnotloud,wasthesonorousvoiceofthemasterofThornfieldHall,welcominghisfairandgallantguestsunderitsroof。Thenlightstepsascendedthestairs;andtherewasatrippingthroughthegallery,andsoftcheerfullaughs,andopeningandclosingdoors,and,foratime,ahush。

  \'Elleschangentdetoilettes,\'saidAdele;who,listeningattentively,hadfollowedeverymovement;andshesighed。

  \'Chezmaman,\'saidshe,\'quandilyavaitdumonde,jelesuivaispartout,ausalonetaleurschambres;souventjeregardaislesfemmesdechambrecoifferethabillerlesdames,etc\'etaitsiamusant:commecelaonapprend。\'

  \'Don\'tyoufeelhungry,Adele?\'

  \'Maisoui,mademoiselle:voilacinqousixheuresquenousn\'avonspasmange。\'

  \'Wellnow,whiletheladiesareintheirrooms,Iwillventuredownandgetyousomethingtoeat。\'

  Andissuingfrommyasylumwithprecaution,Isoughtabackstairswhichconducteddirectlytothekitchen。Allinthatregionwasfireandcommotion;thesoupandfishwereinthelaststageofprojection,andthecookhungoverhercruciblesinaframeofmindandbodythreateningspontaneouscombustion。Intheservants\'halltwocoachmenandthreegentlemen\'sgentlemenstoodorsatroundthefire;theabigails,Isuppose,wereupstairswiththeirmistresses;thenewservants,thathadbeenhiredfromMillcote,werebustlingabouteverywhere。Threadingthischaos,Iatlastreachedthelarder;

  thereItookpossessionofacoldchicken,arollofbread,sometarts,aplateortwoandaknifeandfork:withthisbootyImadeahastyretreat。Ihadregainedthegallery,andwasjustshuttingtheback—doorbehindme,whenanacceleratedhumwarnedmethattheladieswereabouttoissuefromtheirchambers。Icouldnotproceedtotheschoolroomwithoutpassingsomeoftheirdoors,andrunningtheriskofbeingsurprisedwithmycargoofvictualage;soIstoodstillatthisend,which,beingwindowless,wasdark:quitedarknow,forthesunwassetandtwilightgathering。

  Presentlythechambersgaveuptheirfairtenantsoneafteranother:eachcameoutgailyandairily,withdressthatgleamedlustrousthroughthedusk。Foramomenttheystoodgroupedtogetherattheotherextremityofthegallery,conversinginakeyofsweetsubduedvivacity:theythendescendedthestaircasealmostasnoiselesslyasabrightmistrollsdownahill。Theircollectiveappearancehadleftonmeanimpressionofhigh—bornelegance,suchasIhadneverbeforereceived。

  IfoundAdelepeepingthroughtheschoolroomdoor,whichsheheldajar。\'Whatbeautifulladies!\'criedsheinEnglish。\'Oh,IwishI

  mightgotothem!DoyouthinkMr。Rochesterwillsendforusbyandby,afterdinner?\'

  \'No,indeed,Idon\'t;Mr。Rochesterhassomethingelsetothinkabout。Nevermindtheladiesto—night;perhapsyouwillseethemto—morrow:hereisyourdinner。\'

  Shewasreallyhungry,sothechickenandtartsservedtodivertherattentionforatime。ItwaswellIsecuredthisforage,orbothshe,I,andSophie,towhomIconveyedashareofourrepast,wouldhaverunachanceofgettingnodinneratall:everyonedownstairswastoomuchengagedtothinkofus。Thedessertwasnotcarriedouttillafternine,andattenfootmenwerestillrunningtoandfrowithtraysandcoffee—cups。IallowedAdeletositupmuchlaterthanusual;forshedeclaredshecouldnotpossiblygotosleepwhilethedoorskeptopeningandshuttingbelow,andpeoplebustlingabout。

  Besides,sheadded,amessagemightpossiblycomefromMr。Rochesterwhenshewasundressed;\'etalorsqueldommage!\'

  Itoldherstoriesaslongasshewouldlistentothem;

  andthenforachangeItookheroutintothegallery。Thehalllampwasnowlit,anditamusedhertolookoverthebalustradeandwatchtheservantspassingbackwardsandforwards。Whentheeveningwasfaradvanced,asoundofmusicissuedfromthedrawing—room,whitherthepianohadbeenremoved;AdeleandIsatdownonthetopstepofthestairstolisten。Presentlyavoiceblentwiththerichtonesoftheinstrument;itwasaladywhosang,andverysweethernoteswere。Thesoloover,aduetfollowed,andthenaglee:ajoyousconversationalmurmurfilleduptheintervals。Ilistenedlong:suddenlyIdiscoveredthatmyearwaswhollyintentonanalysingthemingledsounds,andtryingtodiscriminateamidsttheconfusionofaccentsthoseofMr。

  Rochester;andwhenitcaughtthem,whichitsoondid,itfoundafurthertaskinframingthetones,renderedbydistanceinarticulate,intowords。

  Theclockstruckeleven。IlookedatAdele,whoseheadleantagainstmyshoulder;hereyeswerewaxingheavy,soItookherupinmyarmsandcarriedherofftobed。Itwasnearonebeforethegentlemenandladiessoughttheirchambers。

  Thenextdaywasasfineasitspredecessor:itwasdevotedbythepartytoanexcursiontosomesiteintheneighbourhood。Theysetoutearlyintheforenoon,someonhorseback,therestincarriages;Iwitnessedboththedepartureandthereturn。MissIngram,asbefore,wastheonlyladyequestrian;and,asbefore,Mr。Rochestergallopedatherside;thetworodealittleapartfromtherest。I

  pointedoutthiscircumstancetoMrs。Fairfax,whowasstandingatthewindowwithme—

  \'Yousaiditwasnotlikelytheyshouldthinkofbeingmarried,\'

  saidI,\'butyouseeMr。Rochesterevidentlyprefershertoanyoftheotherladies。\'

  \'Yes,Idaresay:nodoubtheadmiresher。\'

  \'Andshehim,\'Iadded;\'lookhowsheleansherheadtowardshimasifshewereconversingconfidentially;IwishIcouldseeherface;

  Ihaveneverhadaglimpseofityet。\'

  \'Youwillseeherthisevening,\'answeredMrs。Fairfax。

  \'IhappenedtoremarktoMr。RochesterhowmuchAdelewishedtobeintroducedtotheladies,andhesaid:\"Oh!lethercomeintothedrawing—roomafterdinner;andrequestMissEyretoaccompanyher。\"\'

  \'Yes;hesaidthatfrommerepoliteness:Ineednotgo,Iamsure,\'

  Ianswered。

  \'Well,Iobservedtohimthatasyouwereunusedtocompany,I

  didnotthinkyouwouldlikeappearingbeforesogayaparty—allstrangers;andhereplied,inhisquickway—\"Nonsense!Ifsheobjects,tellheritismyparticularwish;andifsheresists,sayIshallcomeandfetchherincaseofcontumacy。\"\'

  \'Iwillnotgivehimthattrouble,\'Ianswered。\'Iwillgo,ifnobettermaybe;butIdon\'tlikeit。Shallyoubethere,Mrs。Fairfax?\'

  \'No;Ipleadedoff,andheadmittedmyplea。I\'lltellyouhowtomanagesoastoavoidtheembarrassmentofmakingaformalentrance,whichisthemostdisagreeablepartofthebusiness。Youmustgointothedrawing—roomwhileitisempty,beforetheladiesleavethedinner—table;chooseyourseatinanyquietnookyoulike;youneednotstaylongafterthegentlemencomein,unlessyouplease:justletMr。Rochesterseeyouarethereandthenslipaway—nobodywillnoticeyou。\'

  \'Willthesepeopleremainlong,doyouthink?\'

  \'Perhapstwoorthreeweeks,certainlynotmore。AftertheEasterrecess,SirGeorgeLynn,whowaslatelyelectedmemberforMillcote,willhavetogouptotownandtakehisseat;IdaresayMr。

  Rochesterwillaccompanyhim:itsurprisesmethathehasalreadymadesoprotractedastayatThornfield。\'

  ItwaswithsometrepidationthatIperceivedthehourapproachwhenIwastorepairwithmychargetothedrawing—room。Adelehadbeeninastateofecstasyallday,afterhearingshewastobepresentedtotheladiesintheevening;anditwasnottillSophiecommencedtheoperationofdressingherthatshesobereddown。Thentheimportanceoftheprocessquicklysteadiedher,andbythetimeshehadhercurlsarrangedinwell—smoothed,droopingclusters,herpinksatinfrockputon,herlongsashtied,andherlacemittensadjusted,shelookedasgraveasanyjudge。Noneedtowarnhernottodisarrangeherattire:whenshewasdressed,shesatdemurelydowninherlittlechair,takingcarepreviouslytoliftupthesatinskirtforfearsheshouldcreaseit,andassuredmeshewouldnotstirthencetillIwasready。ThisIquicklywas:mybestdress(thesilver—greyone,purchasedforMissTemple\'swedding,andneverwornsince)wassoonputon;myhairwassoonsmoothed;mysoleornament,thepearlbrooch,soonassumed。Wedescended。

  Fortunatelytherewasanotherentrancetothedrawing—roomthanthatthroughthesaloonwheretheywereallseatedatdinner。Wefoundtheapartmentvacant;alargefireburningsilentlyonthemarblehearth,andwaxcandlesshininginbrightsolitude,amidtheexquisiteflowerswithwhichthetableswereadorned。Thecrimsoncurtainhungbeforethearch:slightaswastheseparationthisdraperyformedfromthepartyintheadjoiningsaloon,theyspokeinsolowakeythatnothingoftheirconversationcouldbedistinguishedbeyondasoothingmurmur。

  Adele,whoappearedtobestillundertheinfluenceofamostsolemnisingimpression,satdown,withoutaword,onthefootstoolI

  pointedouttoher。Iretiredtoawindow—seat,andtakingabookfromatablenear,endeavouredtoread。Adelebroughtherstooltomyfeet;

  erelongshetouchedmyknee。

  \'Whatisit,Adele?\'

  \'Est—cequejenepuispasprendreuneseuledecesfleursmagnifiques,mademoiselle?Seulementpourcompletermatoilette。\'

  \'Youthinktoomuchofyour\"toilette,\"Adele:butyoumayhaveaflower。\'AndItookarosefromavaseandfasteneditinhersash。

  Shesighedasighofineffablesatisfaction,asifhercupofhappinesswerenowfull。IturnedmyfaceawaytoconcealasmileI

  couldnotsuppress:therewassomethingludicrousaswellaspainfulinthelittleParisienne\'searnestandinnatedevotiontomattersofdress。

  Asoftsoundofrisingnowbecameaudible;thecurtainwassweptbackfromthearch;throughitappearedthedining—room,withitslitlustrepouringdownlightonthesilverandglassofamagnificentdessert—servicecoveringalongtable;abandofladiesstoodintheopening;theyentered,andthecurtainfellbehindthem。

  Therewerebuteight;yet,somehow,astheyflockedin,theygavetheimpressionofamuchlargernumber。Someofthemwereverytall;

  manyweredressedinwhite;andallhadasweepingamplitudeofarraythatseemedtomagnifytheirpersonsasamistmagnifiesthemoon。Iroseandcurtseyedtothem:oneortwobenttheirheadsinreturn,theothersonlystaredatme。

  Theydispersedabouttheroom,remindingme,bythelightnessandbuoyancyoftheirmovements,ofaflockofwhiteplumybirds。Someofthemthrewthemselvesinhalf—recliningpositionsonthesofasandottomans:somebentoverthetablesandexaminedtheflowersandbooks:therestgatheredinagrouproundthefire:alltalkedinalowbutcleartonewhichseemedhabitualtothem。Iknewtheirnamesafterwards,andmayaswellmentionthemnow。

  First,therewasMrs。Eshtonandtwoofherdaughters。

  Shehadevidentlybeenahandsomewoman,andwaswellpreservedstill。Ofherdaughters,theeldest,Amy,wasratherlittle:naive,andchild—likeinfaceandmanner,andpiquantinform;herwhitemuslindressandbluesashbecameherwell。Thesecond,Louisa,wastallerandmoreelegantinfigure;withaveryprettyface,ofthatordertheFrenchtermminoischiffone:bothsisterswerefairaslilies。

  LadyLynnwasalargeandstoutpersonageofaboutforty,veryerect,veryhaughty—looking,richlydressedinasatinrobeofchangefulsheen:herdarkhairshoneglossilyundertheshadeofanazureplume,andwithinthecircletofabandofgems。

  Mrs。ColonelDentwaslessshowy;but,Ithought,morelady—like。

  Shehadaslightfigure,apale,gentleface,andfairhair。Herblacksatindress,herscarfofrichforeignlace,andherpearlornaments,pleasedmebetterthantherainbowradianceofthetitleddame。

  Butthethreemostdistinguished—partly,perhaps,becausethetallestfiguresoftheband—weretheDowagerLadyIngramandherdaughters,BlancheandMary。Theywereallthreeoftheloftieststatureofwomen。TheDowagermightbebetweenfortyandfifty:hershapewasstillfine;herhair(bycandlelightatleast)stillblack;herteeth,too,werestillapparentlyperfect。Mostpeoplewouldhavetermedherasplendidwomanofherage:andsoshewas,nodoubt,physicallyspeaking;butthentherewasanexpressionofalmostinsupportablehaughtinessinherbearingandcountenance。ShehadRomanfeaturesandadoublechin,disappearingintoathroatlikeapillar:thesefeaturesappearedtomenotonlyinflatedanddarkened,butevenfurrowedwithpride;andthechinwassustainedbythesameprinciple,inapositionofalmostpreternaturalerectness。Shehad,likewise,afierceandahardeye:itremindedmeofMrs。Reed\'s;shemouthedherwordsinspeaking;hervoicewasdeep,itsinflectionsverypompous,verydogmatical,—veryintolerable,inshort。Acrimsonvelvetrobe,andashawlturbanofsomegold—wroughtIndianfabric,investedher(Isupposeshethought)withatrulyimperialdignity。

  BlancheandMarywereofequalstature,—straightandtallaspoplars。Marywastooslimforherheight,butBlanchewasmouldedlikeaDian。Iregardedher,ofcourse,withspecialinterest。

  First,IwishedtoseewhetherherappearanceaccordedwithMrs。

  Fairfax\'sdescription;secondly,whetheritatallresembledthefancyminiatureIhadpaintedofher;andthirdly—itwillout!—whetheritweresuchasIshouldfancylikelytosuitMr。Rochester\'staste。

  Asfaraspersonwent,sheansweredpointforpoint,bothtomypictureandMrs。Fairfax\'sdescription。Thenoblebust,theslopingshoulders,thegracefulneck,thedarkeyesandblackringletswereallthere;—butherface?Herfacewaslikehermother\'s;ayouthfulunfurrowedlikeness:thesamelowbrow,thesamehighfeatures,thesamepride。Itwasnot,however,sosaturnineapride!shelaughedcontinually;herlaughwassatirical,andsowasthehabitualexpressionofherarchedandhaughtylip。

  Geniusissaidtobeself—conscious。IcannottellwhetherMissIngramwasagenius,butshewasself—conscious—remarkablyself—consciousindeed。SheenteredintoadiscourseonbotanywiththegentleMrs。Dent。ItseemedMrs。Denthadnotstudiedthatscience:

  though,asshesaid,shelikedflowers,\'especiallywildones\';MissIngramhad,andsheranoveritsvocabularywithanair。Ipresentlyperceivedshewas(whatisvernacularlytermed)trailingMrs。Dent;

  thatis,playingonherignorance:hertrailmightbeclever,butitwasdecidedlynotgood—natured。Sheplayed:herexecutionwasbrilliant;shesang,hervoicewasfine;shetalkedFrenchaparttohermama;andshetalkeditwell,withfluencyandwithagoodaccent。

  MaryhadamilderandmoreopencountenancethanBlanche;

  softerfeaturestoo,andaskinsomeshadesfairer(MissIngramwasdarkasaSpaniard)—butMarywasdeficientinlife:herfacelackedexpression,hereyelustre;shehadnothingtosay,andhavingoncetakenherseat,remainedfixedlikeastatueinitsniche。Thesisterswerebothattiredinspotlesswhite。

  AnddidInowthinkMissIngramsuchachoiceasMr。Rochesterwouldbelikelytomake?Icouldnottell—Ididnotknowhistasteinfemalebeauty。Ifhelikedthemajestic,shewastheverytypeofmajesty:thenshewasaccomplished,sprightly。Mostgentlemenwouldadmireher,Ithought;andthathedidadmireher,Ialreadyseemedtohaveobtainedproof:toremovethelastshadeofdoubt,itremainedbuttoseethemtogether。

  Youarenottosuppose,reader,thatAdelehasallthistimebeensittingmotionlessonthestoolatmyfeet:no;whentheladiesentered,sherose,advancedtomeetthem,madeastatelyreverence,andsaidwithgravity—

  \'Bonjour,mesdames。\'

  AndMissIngramhadlookeddownatherwithamockingair,andexclaimed,\'Oh,whatalittlepuppet!\'

  LadyLynnhadremarked,\'ItisMr。Rochester\'sward,I

  suppose—thelittleFrenchgirlhewasspeakingof。\'

  Mrs。Denthadkindlytakenherhand,andgivenherakiss。

  AmyandLouisaEshtonhadcriedoutsimultaneously—

  \'Whataloveofachild!\'

  Andthentheyhadcalledhertoasofa,whereshenowsat,ensconcedbetweenthem,chatteringalternatelyinFrenchandbrokenEnglish;absorbingnotonlytheyoungladies\'attention,butthatofMrs。EshtonandLadyLynn,andgettingspoilttoherheart\'scontent。

  Atlastcoffeeisbroughtin,andthegentlemenaresummoned。

  Isitintheshade—ifanyshadetherebeinthisbrilliantly—litapartment;

  thewindow—curtainhalfhidesme。Againthearchyawns;theycome。Thecollectiveappearanceofthegentlemen,likethatoftheladies,isveryimposing:theyareallcostumedinblack;mostofthemaretall,someyoung。HenryandFrederickLynnareverydashingsparksindeed;andColonelDentisafinesoldierlyman。Mr。Eshton,themagistrateofthedistrict,isgentleman—like:hishairisquitewhite,hiseyebrowsandwhiskersstilldark,whichgiveshimsomethingoftheappearanceofa\'perenobledetheatre。\'LordIngram,likehissisters,isverytall;likethem,also,heishandsome;buthesharesMary\'sapatheticandlistlesslook:heseemstohavemorelengthoflimbthanvivacityofbloodorvigourofbrain。

  AndwhereisMr。Rochester?

  Hecomesinlast:Iamnotlookingatthearch,yetIseehimenter。Itrytoconcentratemyattentiononthosenetting—needles,onthemeshesofthepurseIamforming—IwishtothinkonlyoftheworkIhaveinmyhands,toseeonlythesilverbeadsandsilkthreadsthatlieinmylap;whereas,Idistinctlybeholdhisfigure,andI

  inevitablyrecallthemomentwhenIlastsawit;justafterIhadrenderedhim,whathedeemed,anessentialservice,andhe,holdingmyhand,andlookingdownonmyface,surveyedmewitheyesthatrevealedaheartfullandeagertooverflow;inwhoseemotionsIhadapart。

  HownearhadIapproachedhimatthatmoment!Whathadoccurredsince,calculatedtochangehisandmyrelativepositions?Yetnow,howdistant,howfarestrangedwewere!Sofarestranged,thatIdidnotexpecthimtocomeandspeaktome。Ididnotwonder,when,withoutlookingatme,hetookaseatattheothersideoftheroom,andbeganconversingwithsomeoftheladies。

  NosoonerdidIseethathisattentionwasrivetedonthem,andthatImightgazewithoutbeingobserved,thanmyeyesweredrawninvoluntarilytohisface;Icouldnotkeeptheirlidsundercontrol:theywouldrise,andtheiridswouldfixonhim。Ilooked,andhadanacutepleasureinlooking,—apreciousyetpoignantpleasure;puregold,withasteelypointofagony:apleasurelikewhatthethirst—perishingmanmightfeelwhoknowsthewelltowhichhehascreptispoisoned,yetstoopsanddrinksdivinedraughtsnevertheless。

  Mosttrueisitthat\'beautyisintheeyeofthegazer。\'

  Mymaster\'scolourless,oliveface,square,massivebrow,broadandjettyeyebrows,deepeyes,strongfeatures,firm,grimmouth,—allenergy,decision,will,—werenotbeautiful,accordingtorule;buttheyweremorethanbeautifultome;theywerefullofaninterest,aninfluencethatquitemasteredme,—thattookmyfeelingsfrommyownpowerandfetteredtheminhis。Ihadnotintendedtolovehim;thereaderknowsIhadwroughthardtoextirpatefrommysoulthegermsoflovetheredetected;andnow,atthefirstrenewedviewofhim,theyspontaneouslyarrived,greenandstrong!Hemademelovehimwithoutlookingatme。

  Icomparedhimwithhisguests。WhatwasthegallantgraceoftheLynns,thelanguideleganceofLordIngram,—eventhemilitarydistinctionofColonelDent,contrastedwithhislookofnativepithandgenuinepower?Ihadnosympathyintheirappearance,theirexpression:yetIcouldimaginethatmostobserverswouldcallthemattractive,handsome,imposing;whiletheywouldpronounceMr。

  Rochesteratonceharsh—featuredandmelancholy—looking。Isawthemsmile,laugh—itwasnothing;thelightofthecandleshadasmuchsoulinitastheirsmile;thetinkleofthebellasmuchsignificanceastheirlaugh。IsawMr。Rochestersmile:—hissternfeaturessoftened;hiseyegrewbothbrilliantandgentle,itsraybothsearchingandsweet。Hewastalking,atthemoment,toLouisaandAmyEshton。Iwonderedtoseethemreceivewithcalmthatlookwhichseemedtomesopenetrating:Iexpectedtheireyestofall,theircolourtoriseunderit;yetIwasgladwhenIfoundtheywereinnosensemoved。\'Heisnottothemwhatheistome,\'Ithought:\'heisnotoftheirkind。Ibelieveheisofmine;—Iamsureheis—Ifeelakintohim—Iunderstandthelanguageofhiscountenanceandmovements:thoughrankandwealthseveruswidely,Ihavesomethinginmybrainandheart,inmybloodandnerves,thatassimilatesmementallytohim。DidIsay,afewdayssince,thatIhadnothingtodowithhimbuttoreceivemysalaryathishands?DidIforbidmyselftothinkofhiminanyotherlightthanasapaymaster?Blasphemyagainstnature!Everygood,true,vigorousfeelingIhavegathersimpulsivelyroundhim。IknowImustconcealmysentiments:Imustsmotherhope;Imustrememberthathecannotcaremuchforme。ForwhenIsaythatIamofhiskind,IdonotmeanthatIhavehisforcetoinfluence,andhisspelltoattract;ImeanonlythatI

  havecertaintastesandfeelingsincommonwithhim。Imust,then,repeatcontinuallythatweareforeversundered:—andyet,whileI

  breatheandthink,Imustlovehim。\'

  Coffeeishanded。Theladies,sincethegentlemenentered,havebecomelivelyaslarks;conversationwaxesbriskandmerry。ColonelDentandMr。Eshtonargueonpolitics;theirwiveslisten。Thetwoprouddowagers,LadyLynnandLadyIngram,confabulatetogether。SirGeorge—whom,bythebye,Ihaveforgottentodescribe,—averybig,andveryfresh—lookingcountrygentleman,standsbeforetheirsofa,coffee—cupinhand,andoccasionallyputsinaword。Mr。FrederickLynnhastakenaseatbesideMaryIngram,andisshowinghertheengravingsofasplendidvolume:shelooks,smilesnowandthen,butapparentlysayslittle。ThetallandphlegmaticLordIngramleanswithfoldedarmsonthechair—backofthelittleandlivelyAmyEshton;sheglancesupathim,andchatterslikeawren:shelikeshimbetterthanshedoesMr。Rochester。HenryLynnhastakenpossessionofanottomanatthefeetofLouisa:Adelesharesitwithhim:heistryingtotalkFrenchwithher,andLouisalaughsathisblunders。

  WithwhomwillBlancheIngrampair?Sheisstandingaloneatthetable,bendinggracefullyoveranalbum。Sheseemswaitingtobesought;butshewillnotwaittoolong:sheherselfselectsamate。

  Mr。Rochester,havingquittedtheEshtons,standsonthehearthassolitaryasshestandsbythetable:sheconfrontshim,takingherstationontheoppositesideofthemantelpiece。

  \'Mr。Rochester,Ithoughtyouwerenotfondofchildren?\'

  \'NoramI。\'

  \'Then,whatinducedyoutotakechargeofsuchalittledollasthat?\'(pointingtoAdele)。\'Wheredidyoupickherup?\'

  \'Ididnotpickherup;shewasleftonmyhands。\'

  \'Youshouldhavesenthertoschool。\'

  \'Icouldnotaffordit:schoolsaresodear。\'

  \'Why,Isupposeyouhaveagovernessforher:Isawapersonwithherjustnow—isshegone?Oh,no!theresheisstill,behindthewindow—curtain。Youpayher,ofcourse;Ishouldthinkitquiteasexpensive,—moreso;foryouhavethembothtokeepinaddition。\'

  Ifeared—orshouldIsay,hoped?—theallusiontomewouldmakeMr。Rochesterglancemyway;andIinvoluntarilyshrankfartherintotheshade:butheneverturnedhiseyes。

  \'Ihavenotconsideredthesubject,\'saidheindifferently,lookingstraightbeforehim。

  \'No,youmenneverdoconsidereconomyandcommonsense。

  Youshouldhearmamaonthechapterofgovernesses:MaryandIhavehad,Ishouldthink,adozenatleastinourday;halfofthemdetestableandtherestridiculous,andallincubi—weretheynot,mama?\'

  \'Didyouspeak,myown?\'

  Theyoungladythusclaimedasthedowager\'sspecialproperty,reiteratedherquestionwithanexplanation。

  \'Mydearest,don\'tmentiongovernesses;thewordmakesmenervous。Ihavesufferedamartyrdomfromtheirincompetencyandcaprice。IthankHeavenIhavenowdonewiththem!\'

  Mrs。Dentherebentovertothepiouslady,andwhisperedsomethinginhercar;Isuppose,fromtheanswerelicited,itwasareminderthatoneoftheanathematisedracewaspresent。

  \'Tantpis!\'saidherladyship,\'Ihopeitmaydohergood!\'

  Then,inalowertone,butstillloudenoughformetohear,\'Inoticedher;

  Iamajudgeofphysiognomy,andinhersIseeallthefaultsofherclass。\'

  \'Whatarethey,madam?\'inquiredMr。Rochesteraloud。

  \'Iwilltellyouinyourprivateear,\'repliedshe,waggingherturbanthreetimeswithportentoussignificancy。

  \'Butmycuriositywillbepastitsappetite;itcravesfoodnow。\'

  \'AskBlanche;sheisneareryouthanI。\'

  \'Oh,don\'treferhimtome,mama!Ihavejustonewordtosayofthewholetribe;theyareanuisance。NotthatIeversufferedmuchfromthem;Itookcaretoturnthetables。WhattricksTheodoreandIusedtoplayonourMissWilsons,andMrs。Greys,andMadameJouberts!Marywasalwaystoosleepytojoininaplotwithspirit。

  ThebestfunwaswithMadameJoubert:MissWilsonwasapoorsicklything,lachrymoseandlow—spirited,notworththetroubleofvanquishing,inshort;andMrs。Greywascoarseandinsensible;noblowtookeffectonher。ButpoorMadameJoubert!Iseeheryetinherragingpassions,whenwehaddrivenhertoextremities—spiltourtea,crumbledourbreadandbutter,tossedourbooksuptotheceiling,andplayedacharivariwiththeruleranddesk,thefenderandfire—irons。

  Theodore,doyourememberthosemerrydays?\'

  \'Yaas,tobesureIdo,\'drawledLordIngram;\'andthepooroldstickusedtocryout\"Ohyouvillainschilds!\"—andthenwesermonisedheronthepresumptionofattemptingtoteachsuchcleverbladesaswewere,whenshewasherselfsoignorant。\'

  \'Wedid;and,Tedo,youknow,Ihelpedyouinprosecuting(orpersecuting)yourtutor,whey—facedMr。Vining—theparsoninthepip,asweusedtocallhim。HeandMissWilsontookthelibertyoffallinginlovewitheachother—atleastTedoandIthoughtso;wesurprisedsundrytenderglancesandsighswhichweinterpretedastokensof\"labellepassion,\"andIpromiseyouthepublicsoonhadthebenefitofourdiscovery;weemployeditasasortoflevertohoistourdead—weightsfromthehouse。Dearmama,there,assoonasshegotaninklingofthebusiness,foundoutthatitwasofanimmoraltendency。Didyounot,mylady—mother?\'

  \'Certainly,mybest。AndIwasquiteright:dependonthat:

  thereareathousandreasonswhyliaisonsbetweengovernessesandtutorsshouldneverbetoleratedamomentinanywell—regulatedhouse;

  firstly—\'

  \'Oh,gracious,mama!Spareustheenumeration!Aureste,weallknowthem:dangerofbadexampletoinnocenceofchildhood;

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