\'Canyouunderstandherwhensherunsonsofast?\'askedMrs。
Fairfax。
Iunderstoodherverywell,forIhadbeenaccustomedtothefluenttongueofMadamePierrot。
\'Iwish,\'continuedthegoodlady,\'youwouldaskheraquestionortwoaboutherparents:Iwonderifsheremembersthem?\'
\'Adele,\'Iinquired,\'withwhomdidyoulivewhenyouwereinthatprettycleantownyouspokeof?\'
\'Ilivedlongagowithmama;butsheisgonetotheHolyVirgin。
Mamausedtoteachmetodanceandsing,andtosayverses。Agreatmanygentlemenandladiescametoseemama,andIusedtodancebeforethem,ortositontheirkneesandsingtothem:Ilikedit。ShallI
letyouhearmesingnow?\'
Shehadfinishedherbreakfast,soIpermittedhertogiveaspecimenofheraccomplishments。Descendingfromherchair,shecameandplacedherselfonmyknee;then,foldingherlittlehandsdemurelybeforeher,shakingbackhercurlsandliftinghereyestotheceiling,shecommencedsingingasongfromsomeopera。Itwasthestrainofaforsakenlady,who,afterbewailingtheperfidyofherlover,callspridetoheraid;desiresherattendanttodeckherinherbrightestjewelsandrichestrobes,andresolvestomeetthefalseonethatnightataball,andprovetohim,bythegaietyofherdemeanour,howlittlehisdesertionhasaffectedher。
Thesubjectseemedstrangelychosenforaninfantsinger;
butI
supposethepointoftheexhibitionlayinhearingthenotesofloveandjealousywarbledwiththelispofchildhood;andinverybadtastethatpointwas:atleastIthoughtso。
Adelesangthecanzonettetunefullyenough,andwiththenaiveteofherage。Thisachieved,shejumpedfrommykneeandsaid,\'Now,Mademoiselle,Iwillrepeatyousomepoetry。\'
Assuminganattitude,shebegan\'LaLiguedesRats:fabledeLaFontaine。\'Shethendeclaimedthelittlepiecewithanattentiontopunctuationandemphasis,aflexibilityofvoiceandanappropriatenessofgesture,veryunusualindeedatherage,andwhichprovedshehadbeencarefullytrained。
\'Wasityourmamawhotaughtyouthatpiece?\'Iasked。
\'Yes,andshejustusedtosayitinthisway:\"Qu\'avezvousdonc?luiditundecesrats;parlez!\"Shemademeliftmyhand—so—
toremindmetoraisemyvoiceatthequestion。NowshallIdanceforyou?\'
\'No,thatwilldo:butafteryourmamawenttotheHolyVirgin,asyousay,withwhomdidyoulivethen?\'
\'WithMadameFredericandherhusband:shetookcareofme,butsheisnothingrelatedtome。Ithinksheispoor,forshehadnotsofineahouseasmama。Iwasnotlongthere。Mr。RochesteraskedmeifI
wouldliketogoandlivewithhiminEngland,andIsaidyes;forI
knewMr。RochesterbeforeIknewMadameFrederic,andhewasalwayskindtomeandgavemeprettydressesandtoys:butyouseehehasnotkepthisword,forhehasbroughtmetoEngland,andnowheisgonebackagainhimself,andIneverseehim。\'
Afterbreakfast,AdeleandIwithdrewtothelibrary,whichroom,itappears,Mr。Rochesterhaddirectedshouldbeusedastheschoolroom。Mostofthebookswerelockedupbehindglassdoors;buttherewasonebookcaseleftopencontainingeverythingthatcouldbeneededinthewayofelementaryworks,andseveralvolumesoflightliterature,poetry,biography,travels,afewromances,etc。Isupposehehadconsideredthatthesewereallthegovernesswouldrequireforherprivateperusal;and,indeed,theycontentedmeamplyforthepresent;comparedwiththescantypickingsIhadnowandthenbeenabletogleanatLowood,theyseemedtoofferanabundantharvestofentertainmentandinformation。Inthisroom,too,therewasacabinetpiano,quitenewandofsuperiortone;alsoaneaselforpaintingandapairofglobes。
Ifoundmypupilsufficientlydocile,thoughdisinclinedtoapply:shehadnotbeenusedtoregularoccupationofanykind。Ifeltitwouldbeinjudicioustoconfinehertoomuchatfirst;so,whenI
hadtalkedtoheragreatdeal,andgothertolearnalittle,andwhenthemorninghadadvancedtonoon,Iallowedhertoreturntohernurse。Ithenproposedtooccupymyselftilldinner—timeindrawingsomelittlesketchesforheruse。
AsIwasgoingupstairstofetchmyportfolioandpencils,Mrs。
Fairfaxcalledtome:\'Yourmorningschool—hoursareovernow,I
suppose,\'saidshe。Shewasinaroomthefoldingdoorsofwhichstoodopen:Iwentinwhensheaddressedme。Itwasalarge,statelyapartment,withpurplechairsandcurtains,aTurkeycarpet,walnut—panelledwalls,onevastwindowrichinstainedglass,andaloftyceiling,noblymoulded。Mrs。Fairfaxwasdustingsomevasesoffinepurplespar,whichstoodonasideboard。
\'Whatabeautifulroom!\'Iexclaimed,asIlookedround;
forI
hadneverbeforeseenanyhalfsoimposing。
\'Yes;thisisthedining—room。Ihavejustopenedthewindow,toletinalittleairandsunshine;foreverythinggetssodampinapartmentsthatareseldominhabited;thedrawing—roomyonderfeelslikeavault。\'
Shepointedtoawidearchcorrespondingtothewindow,andhunglikeitwithaTyrian—dyedcurtain,nowloopedup。Mountingtoitbytwobroadsteps,andlookingthrough,IthoughtIcaughtaglimpseofafairyplace,sobrighttomynovice—eyesappearedtheviewbeyond。Yetitwasmerelyaveryprettydrawing—room,andwithinitaboudoir,bothspreadwithwhitecarpets,onwhichseemedlaidbrilliantgarlandsofflowers;bothceiledwithsnowymouldingsofwhitegrapesandvine—leaves,beneathwhichglowedinrichcontrastcrimsoncouchesandottomans;whiletheornamentsonthepaleParianmantelpiecewereofsparklingBohemianglass,rubyred;andbetweenthewindowslargemirrorsrepeatedthegeneralblendingofsnowandfire。
\'Inwhatorderyoukeeptheserooms,Mrs。Fairfax!\'saidI。\'Nodust,nocanvascoverings:exceptthattheairfeelschilly,onewouldthinktheywereinhabiteddaily。\'
\'Why,MissEyre,thoughMr。Rochester\'svisitsherearerare,theyarealwayssuddenandunexpected;andasIobservedthatitputhimouttofindeverythingswathedup,andtohaveabustleofarrangementonhisarrival,Ithoughtitbesttokeeptheroomsinreadiness。\'
\'IsMr。Rochesteranexacting,fastidioussortofman?\'
\'Notparticularlyso;buthehasagentleman\'stastesandhabits,andheexpectstohavethingsmanagedinconformitytothem。\'
\'Doyoulikehim?Ishegenerallyliked?\'
\'Oh,yes;thefamilyhavealwaysbeenrespectedhere。Almostallthelandinthisneighbourhood,asfarasyoucansee,hasbelongedtotheRochesterstimeoutofmind。\'
\'Well,but,leavinghislandoutofthequestion,doyoulikehim?Ishelikedforhimself?\'
\'Ihavenocausetodootherwisethanlikehim;andIbelieveheisconsideredajustandliberallandlordbyhistenants:buthehasneverlivedmuchamongstthem。\'
\'Buthashenopeculiarities?What,inshort,ishischaracter?\'
\'Oh!hischaracterisunimpeachable,Isuppose。Heisratherpeculiar,perhaps:hehastravelledagreatdeal,andseenagreatdealoftheworld,Ishouldthink。Idaresayheisclever,butIneverhadmuchconversationwithhim。\'
\'Inwhatwayishepeculiar?\'
\'Idon\'tknow—itisnoteasytodescribe—nothingstriking,butyoufeelitwhenhespeakstoyou;youcannotbealwayssurewhetherheisinjestorearnest,whetherheispleasedorthecontrary;youdon\'tthoroughlyunderstandhim,inshort—atleast,Idon\'t:butitisofnoconsequence,heisaverygoodmaster。\'
ThiswasalltheaccountIgotfromMrs。Fairfaxofheremployerandmine。Therearepeoplewhoseemtohavenonotionofsketchingacharacter,orobservinganddescribingsalientpoints,eitherinpersonsorthings:thegoodladyevidentlybelongedtothisclass;
myqueriespuzzled,butdidnotdrawherout。Mr。RochesterwasMr。
Rochesterinhereyes;agentleman,alandedproprietor—nothingmore:
sheinquiredandsearchednofurther,andevidentlywonderedatmywishtogainamoredefinitenotionofhisidentity。
Whenweleftthedining—roomsheproposedtoshowmeovertherestofthehouse;andIfollowedherupstairsanddownstairs,admiringasIwent;forallwaswellarrangedandhandsome。ThelargefrontchambersIthoughtespeciallygrand:andsomeofthethird—storeyrooms,thoughdarkandlow,wereinterestingfromtheirairofantiquity。Thefurnitureonceappropriatedtothelowerapartmentshadfromtimetotimebeenremovedhere,asfashionschanged:andtheimperfectlightenteringbytheirnarrowcasementshowedbed—steadsofahundredyearsold;chestsinoakorwalnut,looking,withtheirstrangecarvingsofpalmbranchesandcherubs\'
heads,liketypesoftheHebrewark;rowsofvenerablechairs,high—backedandnarrow;stoolsstillmoreantiquated,onwhosecushionedtopswereyetapparenttracesofhalf—effacedembroideries,wroughtbyfingersthatfortwogenerationshadbeencoffin—dust。AlltheserelicsgavetothethirdstoreyofThornfieldHalltheaspectofahomeofthepast:ashrineofmemory。Ilikedthehush,thegloom,thequaintnessoftheseretreatsintheday;butI
bynomeanscovetedanight\'sreposeononeofthosewideandheavybeds:
shutin,someofthem,withdoorsofoak;shaded,others,withwroughtoldEnglishhangingscrustedwiththickwork,portrayingeffigiesofstrangeflowers,andstrangerbirds,andstrangesthumanbeings,—
allwhichwouldhavelookedstrange,indeed,bythepallidgleamofmoonlight。
\'Dotheservantssleepintheserooms?\'Iasked。
\'No;theyoccupyarangeofsmallerapartmentstotheback;
nooneeversleepshere:onewouldalmostsaythat,iftherewereaghostatThornfieldHall,thiswouldbeitshaunt。\'
\'SoIthink:youhavenoghost,then?\'
\'NonethatIeverheardof,\'returnedMrs。Fairfax,smiling。
\'Noranytraditionsofone?nolegendsorghoststories?\'
\'Ibelievenot。AndyetitissaidtheRochestershavebeenratheraviolentthanaquietraceintheirtime:perhaps,though,thatisthereasontheyresttranquillyintheirgravesnow。\'
\'Yes—\"afterlife\'sfitfulfevertheysleepwell,\"\'Imuttered。
\'Whereareyougoingnow,Mrs。Fairfax?\'forshewasmovingaway。
\'Ontotheleads;willyoucomeandseetheviewfromthence?\'
I
followedstill,upaverynarrowstaircasetotheattics,andthencebyaladderandthroughatrap—doortotheroofofthehall。Iwasnowonalevelwiththecrowcolony,andcouldseeintotheirnests。
Leaningoverthebattlementsandlookingfardown,Isurveyedthegroundslaidoutlikeamap:thebrightandvelvetlawncloselygirdlingthegreybaseofthemansion;thefield,wideasapark,dottedwithitsancienttimber;thewood,dunandsere,dividedbyapathvisiblyovergrown,greenerwithmossthanthetreeswerewithfoliage;thechurchatthegates,theroad,thetranquilhills,allreposingintheautumnday\'ssun;thehorizonboundedbyapropitioussky,azure,marbledwithpearlywhite。Nofeatureinthescenewasextraordinary,butallwaspleasing。WhenIturnedfromitandrepassedthetrap—door,Icouldscarcelyseemywaydowntheladder;theatticseemedblackasavaultcomparedwiththatarchofblueairtowhichIhadbeenlookingup,andtothatsunlitsceneofgrove,pasture,andgreenhill,ofwhichthehallwasthecentre,andoverwhichIhadbeengazingwithdelight。
Mrs。Fairfaxstayedbehindamomenttofastenthetrap—door;
I,bydintofgroping,foundtheoutletfromtheattic,andproceededtodescendthenarrowgarretstaircase。Ilingeredinthelongpassagetowhichthisled,separatingthefrontandbackroomsofthethirdstorey:narrow,low,anddim,withonlyonelittlewindowatthefarend,andlooking,withitstworowsofsmallblackdoorsallshut,likeacorridorinsomeBluebeard\'scastle。
WhileIpacedsoftlyon,thelastsoundIexpectedtohearinsostillaregion,alaugh,struckmyear。Itwasacuriouslaugh;
distinct,formal,mirthless。Istopped:thesoundceased,onlyforaninstant;itbeganagain,louder:foratfirst,thoughdistinct,itwasverylow。Itpassedoffinaclamorouspealthatseemedtowakeanechoineverylonelychamber;thoughitoriginatedbutinone,andIcouldhavepointedoutthedoorwhencetheaccentsissued。
\'Mrs。Fairfax!\'Icalledout:forInowheardherdescendingthegreatstairs。\'Didyouhearthatloudlaugh?Whoisit?\'
\'Someoftheservants,verylikely,\'sheanswered:\'perhapsGracePoole。\'
\'Didyouhearit?\'Iagaininquired。
\'Yes,plainly:Ioftenhearher:shesewsinoneoftheserooms。
SometimesLeahiswithher;theyarefrequentlynoisytogether。\'
Thelaughwasrepeatedinitslow,syllabictone,andterminatedinanoddmurmur。
\'Grace!\'exclaimedMrs。Fairfax。
IreallydidnotexpectanyGracetoanswer;forthelaughwasastragic,aspreternaturalalaughasanyIeverheard;and,butthatitwashighnoon,andthatnocircumstanceofghostlinessaccompaniedthecuriouscachinnation;butthatneitherscenenorseasonfavouredfear,Ishouldhavebeensuperstitiouslyafraid。However,theeventshowedmeIwasafoolforentertainingasenseevenofsurprise。
Thedoornearestmeopened,andaservantcameout,—awomanofbetweenthirtyandforty;aset,square—madefigure,red—haired,andwithahard,plainface:anyapparitionlessromanticorlessghostlycouldscarcelybeconceived。
\'Toomuchnoise,Grace,\'saidMrs。Fairfax。\'Rememberdirections!\'Gracecurtseyedsilentlyandwentin。
\'SheisapersonwehavetosewandassistLeahinherhousemaid\'swork,\'continuedthewidow;\'notaltogetherunobjectionableinsomepoints,butshedoeswellenough。Bythebye,howhaveyougotonwithyournewpupilthismorning?\'
Theconversation,thusturnedonAdele,continuedtillwereachedthelightandcheerfulregionbelow。Adelecamerunningtomeetusinthehall,exclaiming—
\'Mesdames,vousetesservies!\'adding,\'J\'aibienfaim,moi!\'
Wefounddinnerready,andwaitingforusinMrs。Fairfax\'sroom。
chapter12
CHAPTERXII
THEpromiseofasmoothcareer,whichmyfirstcalmintroductiontoThornfieldHallseemedtopledge,wasnotbeliedonalongeracquaintancewiththeplaceanditsinmates。Mrs。Fairfaxturnedouttobewhatsheappeared,aplacid—tempered,kind—naturedwoman,ofcompetenteducationandaverageintelligence。Mypupilwasalivelychild,whohadbeenspoiltandindulged,andthereforewassometimeswayward;butasshewascommittedentirelytomycare,andnoinjudiciousinterferencefromanyquartereverthwartedmyplansforherimprovement,shesoonforgotherlittlefreaks,andbecameobedientandteachable。Shehadnogreattalents,nomarkedtraitsofcharacter,nopeculiardevelopmentoffeelingortastewhichraisedheroneinchabovetheordinarylevelofchildhood;butneitherhadsheanydeficiencyorvicewhichsunkherbelowit。Shemadereasonableprogress,entertainedformeavivacious,thoughperhapsnotveryprofound,affection;andbyhersimplicity,gayprattle,andeffortstoplease,inspiredme,inreturn,withadegreeofattachmentsufficienttomakeusbothcontentineachother\'ssociety。
This,parparenthese,willbethoughtcoollanguagebypersonswhoentertainsolemndoctrinesabouttheangelicnatureofchildren,andthedutyofthosechargedwiththeireducationtoconceiveforthemanidolatrousdevotion:butIamnotwritingtoflatterparentalegotism,toechocant,orpropuphumbug;Iammerelytellingthetruth。IfeltaconscientioussolicitudeforAdele\'swelfareandprogress,andaquietlikingforherlittleself:justasI
cherishedtowardsMrs。Fairfaxathankfulnessforherkindness,andapleasureinhersocietyproportionatetothetranquilregardshehadforme,andthemoderationofhermindandcharacter。
Anybodymayblamemewholikes,whenIaddfurther,that,nowandthen,whenItookawalkbymyselfinthegrounds;whenIwentdowntothegatesandlookedthroughthemalongtheroad;orwhen,whileAdeleplayedwithhernurse,andMrs。Fairfaxmadejelliesinthestoreroom,Iclimbedthethreestaircases,raisedthetrap—dooroftheattic,andhavingreachedtheleads,lookedoutafaroversequesteredfieldandhill,andalongdimsky—line—thatthenIlongedforapowerofvisionwhichmightoverpassthatlimit;whichmightreachthebusyworld,towns,regionsfulloflifeIhadheardofbutneverseen—thatthenI
desiredmoreofpracticalexperiencethanIpossessed;moreofintercoursewithmykind,ofacquaintancewithvarietyofcharacter,thanwasherewithinmyreach。IvaluedwhatwasgoodinMrs。Fairfax,andwhatwasgoodinAdele;butIbelievedintheexistenceofotherandmorevividkindsofgoodness,andwhatIbelievedinIwishedtobehold。
Whoblamesme?Many,nodoubt;andIshallbecalleddiscontented。Icouldnothelpit:therestlessnesswasinmynature;itagitatedmetopainsometimes。Thenmysolereliefwastowalkalongthecorridorofthethirdstorey,backwardsandforwards,safeinthesilenceandsolitudeofthespot,andallowmymind\'seyetodwellonwhateverbrightvisionsrosebeforeit—and,certainly,theyweremanyandglowing;toletmyheartbeheavedbytheexultantmovement,which,whileitswelleditintrouble,expandeditwithlife;and,bestofall,toopenmyinwardeartoatalethatwasneverended—atalemyimaginationcreated,andnarratedcontinuously;quickenedwithallofincident,life,fire,feeling,thatIdesiredandhadnotinmyactualexistence。
Itisinvaintosayhumanbeingsoughttobesatisfiedwithtranquillity:theymusthaveaction;andtheywillmakeitiftheycannotfindit。Millionsarecondemnedtoastillerdoomthanmine,andmillionsareinsilentrevoltagainsttheirlot。Nobodyknowshowmanyrebellionsbesidespoliticalrebellionsfermentinthemassesoflifewhichpeopleearth。Womenaresupposedtobeverycalmgenerally:butwomenfeeljustasmenfeel;theyneedexercisefortheirfaculties,andafieldfortheirefforts,asmuchastheirbrothersdo;theysufferfromtoorigidarestraint,tooabsoluteastagnation,preciselyasmenwouldsuffer;anditisnarrow—mindedintheirmoreprivilegedfellow—creaturestosaythattheyoughttoconfinethemselvestomakingpuddingsandknittingstockings,toplayingonthepianoandembroideringbags。Itisthoughtlesstocondemnthem,orlaughatthem,iftheyseektodomoreorlearnmorethancustomhaspronouncednecessaryfortheirsex。
Whenthusalone,InotunfrequentlyheardGracePoole\'slaugh:
thesamepeal,thesamelow,slowha!ha!which,whenfirstheard,hadthrilledme:Iheard,too,hereccentricmurmurs;strangerthanherlaugh。Thereweredayswhenshewasquitesilent;buttherewereotherswhenIcouldnotaccountforthesoundsshemade。SometimesI
sawher:shewouldcomeoutofherroomwithabasin,oraplate,oratrayinherhand,godowntothekitchenandshortlyreturn,generally(oh,romanticreader,forgivemefortellingtheplaintruth!)bearingapotofporter。Herappearancealwaysactedasadampertothecuriosityraisedbyheroraloddities:hard—featuredandstaid,shehadnopointtowhichinterestcouldattach。Imadesomeattemptstodrawherintoconversation,butsheseemedapersonoffewwords:amonosyllabicreplyusuallycutshorteveryeffortofthatsort。
Theothermembersofthehousehold,viz。,Johnandhiswife,Leahthehousemaid,andSophietheFrenchnurse,weredecentpeople;butinnorespectremarkable;withSophieIusedtotalkFrench,andsometimesIaskedherquestionsabouthernativecountry;butshewasnotofadescriptiveornarrativeturn,andgenerallygavesuchvapidandconfusedanswersaswerecalculatedrathertocheckthanencourageinquiry。
October,November,Decemberpassedaway。OneafternooninJanuary,Mrs。FairfaxhadbeggedaholidayforAdele,becauseshehadacold;and,asAdelesecondedtherequestwithanardourthatremindedmehowpreciousoccasionalholidayshadbeentomeinmyownchildhood,Iaccordedit,deemingthatIdidwellinshowingpliabilityonthepoint。Itwasafine,calmday,thoughverycold;
Iwastiredofsittingstillinthelibrarythroughawholelongmorning:Mrs。Fairfaxhadjustwrittenaletterwhichwaswaitingtobeposted,soIputonmybonnetandcloakandvolunteeredtocarryittoHay;thedistance,twomiles,wouldbeapleasantwinterafternoonwalk。HavingseenAdelecomfortablyseatedinherlittlechairbyMrs。Fairfax\'sparlourfireside,andgivenherherbestwaxdoll(whichIusuallykeptenvelopedinsilverpaperinadrawer)toplaywith,andastory—bookforachangeofamusement;andhavingrepliedtoher\'Revenezbientot,mabonneamie,machereMdlle。
Jeannette,\'withakissIsetout。
Thegroundwashard,theairwasstill,myroadwaslonely;
I
walkedfasttillIgotwarm,andthenIwalkedslowlytoenjoyandanalysethespeciesofpleasurebroodingformeinthehourandsituation。Itwasthreeo\'clock;thechurchbelltolledasIpassedunderthebelfry:thecharmofthehourlayinitsapproachingdimness,inthelow—glidingandpale—beamingsun。IwasamilefromThornfield,inalanenotedforwildrosesinsummer,fornutsandblackberriesinautumn,andevennowpossessingafewcoraltreasuresinhipsandhaws,butwhosebestwinterdelightlayinitsuttersolitudeandleaflessrepose。Ifabreathofairstirred,itmadenosoundhere;fortherewasnotaholly,notanevergreentorustle,andthestrippedhawthornandhazelbusheswereasstillasthewhite,wornstoneswhichcausewayedthemiddleofthepath。Farandwide,oneachside,therewereonlyfields,wherenocattlenowbrowsed;andthelittlebrownbirds,whichstirredoccasionallyinthehedge,lookedlikesinglerussetleavesthathadforgottentodrop。
Thislaneinclinedup—hillallthewaytoHay;havingreachedthemiddle,Isatdownonastilewhichledthenceintoafield。Gatheringmymantleaboutme,andshelteringmyhandsinmymuff,Ididnotfeelthecold,thoughitfrozekeenly;aswasattestedbyasheetoficecoveringthecauseway,wherealittlebrooklet,nowcongealed,hadoverflowedafterarapidthawsomedayssince。FrommyseatIcouldlookdownonThornfield:thegreyandbattlementedhallwastheprincipalobjectinthevalebelowme;itswoodsanddarkrookeryroseagainstthe,west。Ilingeredtillthesunwentdownamongstthetrees,andsankcrimsonandclearbehindthem。Ithenturnedeastward。
Onthehill—topabovemesattherisingmoon;paleyetasacloud,butbrighteningmomentarily,shelookedoverHay,which,halflostintrees,sentupabluesmokefromitsfewchimneys:itwasyetamiledistant,butintheabsolutehushIcouldhearplainlyitsthinmurmursoflife。Myear,too,felttheflowofcurrents;inwhatdalesanddepthsIcouldnottell:butthereweremanyhillsbeyondHay,anddoubtlessmanybecksthreadingtheirpasses。Thateveningcalmbetrayedalikethetinkleoftheneareststreams,thesoughofthemostremote。
Arudenoisebrokeonthesefineripplingsandwhisperings,atoncesofarawayandsoclear:apositivetramp,tramp,ametallicclatter,whicheffacedthesoftwave—wanderings;as,inapicture,thesolidmassofacrag,ortheroughbolesofagreatoak,drawnindarkandstrongontheforeground,effacetheaerialdistanceofazurehill,sunnyhorizon,andblendedcloudswheretintmeltsintotint。
Thedinwasonthecauseway:ahorsewascoming;thewindingsofthelaneyethidit,butitapproached。Iwasjustleavingthestile;yet,asthepathwasnarrow,Isatstilltoletitgoby。InthosedaysIwasyoung,andallsortsoffanciesbrightanddarktenantedmymind:thememoriesofnurserystorieswerethereamongstotherrubbish;andwhentheyrecurred,maturingyouthaddedtothemavigourandvividnessbeyondwhatchildhoodcouldgive。Asthishorseapproached,andasIwatchedforittoappearthroughthedusk,I
rememberedcertainofBessie\'stales,whereinfiguredaNorth—of—Englandspiritcalleda\'Gytrash,\'which,intheformofhorse,mule,orlargedog,hauntedsolitaryways,andsometimescameuponbelatedtravellers,asthishorsewasnowcominguponme。
Itwasverynear,butnotyetinsight;when,inadditiontothetramp,tramp,Iheardarushunderthehedge,andclosedownbythehazelstemsglidedagreatdog,whoseblackandwhitecolourmadehimadistinctobjectagainstthetrees。ItwasexactlyoneformofBessie\'sGytrash—alion—likecreaturewithlonghairandahugehead:
itpassedme,however,quietlyenough;notstayingtolookup,withstrangepretercanineeyes,inmyface,asIhalfexpecteditwould。
Thehorsefollowed,—atallsteed,andonitsbackarider。Theman,thehumanbeing,brokethespellatonce。NothingeverrodetheGytrash:itwasalwaysalone;andgoblins,tomynotions,thoughtheymighttenantthedumbcarcassesofbeasts,couldscarcecovetshelterinthecommonplacehumanform。NoGytrashwasthis,—onlyatravellertakingtheshortcuttoMillcote。Hepassed,andIwenton;afewsteps,andIturned:aslidingsoundandanexclamationof\'Whatthedeuceistodonow?\'andaclatteringtumble,arrestedmyattention。Manandhorseweredown;theyhadslippedonthesheetoficewhichglazedthecauseway。Thedogcameboundingback,andseeinghismasterinapredicament,andhearingthehorsegroan,barkedtilltheeveninghillsechoedthesound,whichwasdeepinproportiontohismagnitude。Hesnuffedroundtheprostrategroup,andthenheranuptome;itwasallhecoulddo,—therewasnootherhelpathandtosummon。Iobeyedhim,andwalkeddowntothetraveller,bythistimestrugglinghimselffreeofhissteed。Hiseffortsweresovigorous,Ithoughthecouldnotbemuchhurt;butIaskedhimthequestion—
\'Areyouinjured,sir?\'
Ithinkhewasswearing,butamnotcertain;however,hewaspronouncingsomeformulawhichpreventedhimfromreplyingtomedirectly。
\'CanIdoanything?\'Iaskedagain。
\'Youmustjuststandononeside,\'heansweredasherose,firsttohisknees,andthentohisfeet。Idid;whereuponbeganaheaving,stamping,clatteringprocess,accompaniedbyabarkingandbayingwhichremovedmeeffectuallysomeyards\'distance;butIwouldnotbedrivenquiteawaytillIsawtheevent。Thiswasfinallyfortunate;
thehorsewasre—established,andthedogwassilencedwitha\'Down,Pilot!\'Thetravellernow,stooping,felthisfootandleg,asiftryingwhethertheyweresound;apparentlysomethingailedthem,forhehaltedtothestilewhenceIhadjustrisen,andsatdown。
Iwasinthemoodforbeinguseful,oratleastofficious,Ithink,forInowdrewnearhimagain。
\'Ifyouarehurt,andwanthelp,sir,IcanfetchsomeoneeitherfromThornfieldHallorfromHay。\'
\'Thankyou:Ishalldo:Ihavenobrokenbones,—onlyasprain;\'
andagainhestoodupandtriedhisfoot,buttheresultextortedaninvoluntary\'Ugh!\'
Somethingofdaylightstilllingered,andthemoonwaswaxingbright:Icouldseehimplainly。Hisfigurewasenvelopedinaridingcloak,furcollaredandsteelclasped;itsdetailswerenotapparent,butItracedthegeneralpointsofmiddleheightandconsiderablebreadthofchest。Hehadadarkface,withsternfeaturesandaheavybrow;hiseyesandgatheredeyebrowslookedirefulandthwartedjustnow;hewaspastyouth,buthadnotreachedmiddle—age;perhapshemightbethirty—five。Ifeltnofearofhim,andbutlittleshyness。Hadhebeenahandsome,heroic—lookingyounggentleman,Ishouldnothavedaredtostandthusquestioninghimagainsthiswill,andofferingmyservicesunasked。Ihadhardlyeverseenahandsomeyouth;neverinmylifespokentoone。Ihadatheoreticalreverenceandhomageforbeauty,elegance,gallantry,fascination;buthadImetthosequalitiesincarnateinmasculineshape,Ishouldhaveknowninstinctivelythattheyneitherhadnorcouldhavesympathywithanythinginme,andshouldhaveshunnedthemasonewouldfire,lightning,oranythingelsethatisbrightbutantipathetic。
Ifeventhisstrangerhadsmiledandbeengood—humouredtomewhenIaddressedhim;ifhehadputoffmyofferofassistancegailyandwiththanks,Ishouldhavegoneonmywayandnotfeltanyvocationtorenewinquiries:butthefrown,theroughnessofthetraveller,setmeatmyease:Iretainedmystationwhenhewavedtometogo,andannounced—
\'Icannotthinkofleavingyou,sir,atsolateanhour,inthissolitarylane,tillIseeyouarefittomountyourhorse。\'
HelookedatmewhenIsaidthis;hehadhardlyturnedhiseyesinmydirectionbefore。
\'Ishouldthinkyououghttobeathomeyourself,\'saidhe,\'ifyouhaveahomeinthisneighbourhood:wheredoyoucomefrom?\'
\'Fromjustbelow;andIamnotatallafraidofbeingoutlatewhenitismoonlight:IwillrunovertoHayforyouwithpleasure,ifyouwishit:indeed,Iamgoingtheretopostaletter。\'
\'Youlivejustbelow—doyoumeanatthathousewiththebattlements?\'pointingtoThornfieldHall,onwhichthemooncastahoarygleam,bringingitoutdistinctandpalefromthewoods,that,bycontrastwiththewesternsky,nowseemedonemassofshadow。