Ilooked:Isawawomanattiredlikeawell—dressedservant,matronly,yetstillyoung;verygood—looking,withblackhairandeyes,andlivelycomplexion。
\'Well,whoisit?\'sheasked,inavoiceandwithasmileIhalfrecognised;\'you\'venotquiteforgottenme,Ithink,MissJane?\'
InanothersecondIwasembracingandkissingherrapturously:
\'Bessie!Bessie!Bessie!\'thatwasallIsaid;whereatshehalflaughed,halfcried,andwebothwentintotheparlour。Bythefirestoodalittlefellowofthreeyearsold,inplaidfrockandtrousers。
\'Thatismylittleboy,\'saidBessiedirectly。
\'Thenyouaremarried,Bessie?\'
\'Yes;nearlyfiveyearssincetoRobertLeaven,thecoachman;
andI\'vealittlegirlbesidesBobbythere,thatI\'vechristenedJane。\'
\'Andyoudon\'tliveatGateshead?\'
\'Iliveatthelodge:theoldporterhasleft。\'
\'Well,andhowdotheyallgeton?Tellmeeverythingaboutthem,Bessie:butsitdownfirst;and,Bobby,comeandsitonmyknee,willyou?\'butBobbypreferredsidlingovertohismother。
\'You\'renotgrownsoverytall,MissJane,norsoverystout,\'
continuedMrs。Leaven。\'Idaresaythey\'venotkeptyoutoowellatschool:MissReedistheheadandshoulderstallerthanyouare;andMissGeorgianawouldmaketwoofyouinbreadth。\'
\'Georgianaishandsome,Isuppose,Bessie?\'
\'Very。ShewentuptoLondonlastwinterwithhermama,andthereeverybodyadmiredher,andayounglordfellinlovewithher:buthisrelationswereagainstthematch;and—whatdoyouthink?—heandMissGeorgianamadeituptorunaway;buttheywerefoundoutandstopped。
ItwasMissReedthatfoundthemout:Ibelieveshewasenvious;andnowsheandhersisterleadacatanddoglifetogether;theyarealwaysquarrelling。\'
\'Well,andwhatofJohnReed?\'
\'Oh,heisnotdoingsowellashismamacouldwish。Hewenttocollege,andhegot—plucked,Ithinktheycallit:andthenhisuncleswantedhimtobeabarrister,andstudythelaw:butheissuchadissipatedyoungman,theywillnevermakemuchofhim,Ithink。\'
\'Whatdoeshelooklike?\'
\'Heisverytall:somepeoplecallhimafine—lookingyoungman;
buthehassuchthicklips。\'
\'AndMrs。Reed?\'
\'Missislooksstoutandwellenoughintheface,butI
thinkshe\'snotquiteeasyinhermind:Mr。John\'sconductdoesnotpleaseher—hespendsadealofmoney。\'
\'Didshesendyouhere,Bessie?\'
\'No,indeed:butIhavelongwantedtoseeyou,andwhenIheardthattherehadbeenaletterfromyou,andthatyouweregoingtoanotherpartofthecountry,IthoughtI\'djustsetoff,andgetalookatyoubeforeyouwerequiteoutofmyreach。\'
\'Iamafraidyouaredisappointedinme,Bessie。\'Isaidthislaughing:IperceivedthatBessie\'sglance,thoughitexpressedregard,didinnoshapedenoteadmiration。
\'No,MissJane,notexactly:youaregenteelenough;youlooklikealady,anditisasmuchaseverIexpectedofyou:youwerenobeautyasachild。\'
IsmiledatBessie\'sfrankanswer:Ifeltthatitwascorrect,butIconfessIwasnotquiteindifferenttoitsimport:ateighteenmostpeoplewishtoplease,andtheconvictionthattheyhavenotanexteriorlikelytosecondthatdesirebringsanythingbutgratification。
\'Idaresayyouareclever,though,\'continuedBessie,bywayofsolace。\'Whatcanyoudo?Canyouplayonthepiano?\'
\'Alittle。\'
Therewasoneintheroom;Bessiewentandopenedit,andthenaskedmetositdownandgiveheratune:Iplayedawaltzortwo,andshewascharmed。
\'TheMissReedscouldnotplayaswell!\'saidsheexultingly。
\'I
alwayssaidyouwouldsurpasstheminlearning:andcanyoudraw?\'
\'Thatisoneofmypaintingsoverthechimney—piece。\'Itwasalandscapeinwatercolours,ofwhichIhadmadeapresenttothesuperintendent,inacknowledgmentofherobligingmediationwiththecommitteeonmybehalf,andwhichshehadframedandglazed。
\'Well,thatisbeautiful,MissJane!ItisasfineapictureasanyMissReed\'sdrawing—mastercouldpaint,letalonetheyoungladiesthemselves,whocouldnotcomenearit:andhaveyoulearntFrench?\'
\'Yes,Bessie,Icanbothreaditandspeakit。\'
\'Andyoucanworkonmuslinandcanvas?\'
\'Ican。\'
\'Oh,youarequitealady,MissJane!Iknewyouwouldbe:youwillgetonwhetheryourrelationsnoticeyouornot。TherewassomethingI
wantedtoaskyou。Haveyoueverheardanythingfromyourfather\'skinsfolk,theEyres?\'
\'Neverinmylife。\'
\'Well,youknow,Missisalwayssaidtheywerepoorandquitedespicable:andtheymaybepoor;butIbelievetheyareasmuchgentryastheReedsare;foroneday,nearlysevenyearsago,aMr。
EyrecametoGatesheadandwantedtoseeyou;Mississaidyouwereatschoolfiftymilesoff;heseemedsomuchdisappointed,forhecouldnotstay:hewasgoingonavoyagetoaforeigncountry,andtheshipwastosailfromLondoninadayortwo。Helookedquiteagentleman,andIbelievehewasyourfather\'sbrother。\'
\'Whatforeigncountrywashegoingto,Bessie?\'
\'Anislandthousandsofmilesoff,wheretheymakewine—
thebutlerdidtellme—\'
\'Madeira?\'Isuggested。
\'Yes,thatisit—thatistheveryword。\'
\'Sohewent?\'
\'Yes;hedidnotstaymanyminutesinthehouse:Missiswasveryhighwithhim;shecalledhimafterwardsa\"sneakingtradesman。\"MyRobertbelieveshewasawine—merchant。\'
\'Verylikely,\'Ireturned;\'orperhapsclerkoragenttoawine—merchant。\'
BessieandIconversedaboutoldtimesanhourlonger,andthenshewasobligedtoleaveme:IsawheragainforafewminutesthenextmorningatLowton,whileIwaswaitingforthecoach。WepartedfinallyatthedooroftheBrocklehurstArmsthere,eachwentherseparateway;shesetoffforthebrowofLowoodFelltomeettheconveyancewhichwastotakeherbacktoGateshead,ImountedthevehiclewhichwastobearmetonewdutiesandanewlifeintheunknownenvironsofMillcote。
chapter11CHAPTERXI
ANEWchapterinanovelissomethinglikeanewsceneinaplay;
andwhenIdrawupthecurtainthistime,reader,youmustfancyyouseearoomintheGeorgeInnatMillcote,withsuchlargefiguredpaperingonthewallsasinnroomshave;suchacarpet,suchfurniture,suchornamentsonthemantel—piece,suchprints,includingaportraitofGeorgetheThird,andanotherofthePrinceofWales,andarepresentationofthedeathofWolfe。Allthisisvisibletoyoubythelightofanoillamphangingfromtheceiling,andbythatofanexcellentfire,nearwhichIsitinmycloakandbonnet;
mymuffandumbrellalieonthetable,andIamwarmingawaythenumbnessandchillcontractedbysixteenhours\'exposuretotherawnessofanOctoberday:IleftLowtonatfouro\'clockA。M。,andtheMillcotetownclockisnowjuststrikingeight。
Reader,thoughIlookcomfortablyaccommodated,Iamnotverytranquilinmymind。Ithoughtwhenthecoachstoppedheretherewouldbesomeonetomeetme;IlookedanxiouslyroundasIdescendedthewoodenstepsthe\'boots\'placedformyconvenience,expectingtohearmynamepronounced,andtoseesomedescriptionofcarriagewaitingtoconveymetoThornfield。Nothingofthesortwasvisible;
andwhenIaskedawaiterifanyonehadbeentoinquireafteraMissEyre,Iwasansweredinthenegative:soIhadnoresourcebuttorequesttobeshownintoaprivateroom:andhereIamwaiting,whileallsortsofdoubtsandfearsaretroublingmythoughts。
Itisaverystrangesensationtoinexperiencedyouthtofeelitselfquitealoneintheworld,cutadriftfromeveryconnection,uncertainwhethertheporttowhichitisboundcanbereached,andpreventedbymanyimpedimentsfromreturningtothatithasquitted。
Thecharmofadventuresweetensthatsensation,theglowofpridewarmsit;butthenthethroboffeardisturbsit;andfearwithmebecamepredominantwhenhalfanhourelapsedandstillIwasalone。
Ibethoughtmyselftoringthebell。
\'IsthereaplaceinthisneighbourhoodcalledThornfield?\'
Iaskedofthewaiterwhoansweredthesummons。
\'Thornfield?Idon\'tknow,ma\'am;I\'llinquireatthebar。\'
Hevanished,butreappearedinstantly—
\'IsyournameEyre,Miss?\'
\'Yes。\'
\'Personherewaitingforyou。\'
Ijumpedup,tookmymuffandumbrella,andhastenedintotheinn—passage:amanwasstandingbytheopendoor,andinthelamp—litstreetIdimlysawaone—horseconveyance。
\'Thiswillbeyourluggage,Isuppose?\'saidthemanratherabruptlywhenhesawme,pointingtomytrunkinthepassage。
\'Yes。\'Hehoisteditontothevehicle,whichwasasortofcar,andthenIgotin;beforeheshutmeup,IaskedhimhowfaritwastoThornfield。
\'Amatterofsixmiles。\'
\'Howlongshallwebebeforewegetthere?\'
\'Happenanhourandahalf。\'
Hefastenedthecardoor,climbedtohisownseatoutside,andwesetoff。Ourprogresswasleisurely,andgavemeampletimetoreflect;Iwascontenttobeatlengthsoneartheendofmyjourney;andasIleanedbackinthecomfortablethoughnotelegantconveyance,Imeditatedmuchatmyease。
\'Isuppose,\'thoughtI,\'judgingfromtheplainnessoftheservantandcarriage,Mrs。Fairfaxisnotaverydashingperson:somuchthebetter;Ineverlivedamongstfinepeoplebutonce,andIwasverymiserablewiththem。Iwonderifshelivesaloneexceptthislittlegirl;ifso,andifsheisinanydegreeamiable,Ishallsurelybeabletogetonwithher;Iwilldomybest;itisapitythatdoingone\'sbestdoesnotalwaysanswer。AtLowood,indeed,I
tookthatresolution,keptit,andsucceededinpleasing;butwithMrs。Reed,Iremembermybestwasalwaysspurnedwithscorn。IprayGodMrs。FairfaxmaynotturnoutasecondMrs。Reed;butifshedoes,Iamnotboundtostaywithher!lettheworstcometotheworst,I
canadvertiseagain。Howfarareweonourroadnow,Iwonder?\'
Iletdownthewindowandlookedout;Millcotewasbehindus;
judgingbythenumberofitslights,itseemedaplaceofconsiderablemagnitude,muchlargerthanLowton。Wewerenow,asfarasIcouldsee,onasortofcommon;buttherewerehousesscatteredalloverthedistrict;IfeltwewereinadifferentregiontoLowood,morepopulous,lesspicturesque;morestirring,lessromantic。
Theroadswereheavy,thenightmisty;myconductorlethishorsewalkalltheway,andthehourandahalfextended,Iverilybelieve,totwohours;atlastheturnedinhisseatandsaid—
\'You\'renoansofarfro\'Thornfieldnow。\'
AgainIlookedout:wewerepassingachurch;Isawitslowbroadtoweragainstthesky,anditsbellwastollingaquarter;Isawanarrowgalaxyoflightstoo,onahillside,markingavillageorhamlet。Abouttenminutesafter,thedrivergotdownandopenedapairofgates:wepassedthrough,andtheyclashedtobehindus。Wenowslowlyascendedadrive,andcameuponthelongfrontofahouse:
candlelightgleamedfromonecurtainedbow—window;alltherestweredark。Thecarstoppedatthefrontdoor;itwasopenedbyamaid—servant;Ialightedandwentin。
\'Willyouwalkthisway,ma\'am?\'saidthegirl;andIfollowedheracrossasquarehallwithhighdoorsallround:sheusheredmeintoaroomwhosedoubleilluminationoffireandcandleatfirstdazzledme,contrastingasitdidwiththedarknesstowhichmyeyeshadbeenfortwohoursinured;whenIcouldsee,however,acosyandagreeablepicturepresenteditselftomyview。
Asnugsmallroom;aroundtablebyacheerfulfire;anarm—chairhigh—backedandold—fashioned,whereinsattheneatestimaginablelittleelderlylady,inwidow\'scap,blacksilkgown,andsnowymuslinapron;exactlylikewhatIhadfanciedMrs。Fairfax,onlylessstatelyandmilderlooking。Shewasoccupiedinknitting;alargecatsatdemurelyatherfeet;nothinginshortwaswantingtocompletethebeau—idealofdomesticcomfort。Amorereassuringintroductionforanewgovernesscouldscarcelybeconceived;therewasnograndeurtooverwhelm,nostatelinesstoembarrass;andthen,asIentered,theoldladygotupandpromptlyandkindlycameforwardtomeetme。
\'Howdoyoudo,mydear?Iamafraidyouhavehadatediousride;
Johndrivessoslowly;youmustbecold,cometothefire。\'
\'Mrs。Fairfax,Isuppose?\'saidI。
\'Yes,youareright:dositdown。\'
Sheconductedmetoherownchair,andthenbegantoremovemyshawlanduntiemybonnet—strings;Ibeggedshewouldnotgiveherselfsomuchtrouble。
\'Oh,itisnotrouble;Idaresayyourownhandsarealmostnumbedwithcold。Leah,makealittlehotnegusandcutasandwichortwo:
herearethekeysofthestoreroom。\'
Andsheproducedfromherpocketamosthousewifelybunchofkeys,anddeliveredthemtotheservant。
\'Now,then,drawnearertothefire,\'shecontinued。\'You\'vebroughtyourluggagewithyou,haven\'tyou,mydear?\'
\'Yes,ma\'am。\'
\'I\'llseeitcarriedintoyourroom,\'shesaid,andbustledout。
\'Shetreatsmelikeavisitor,\'thoughtI。\'Ilittleexpectedsuchareception;Ianticipatedonlycoldnessandstiffness:thisisnotlikewhatIhaveheardofthetreatmentofgovernesses;butImustnotexulttoosoon。\'
Shereturned;withherownhandsclearedherknittingapparatusandabookortwofromthetable,tomakeroomforthetraywhichLeahnowbrought,andthenherselfhandedmetherefreshments。IfeltratherconfusedatbeingtheobjectofmoreattentionthanIhadeverbeforereceived,and,thattoo,shownbymyemployerandsuperior;butasshedidnotherselfseemtoconsidershewasdoinganythingoutofherplace,Ithoughtitbettertotakehercivilitiesquietly。
\'ShallIhavethepleasureofseeingMissFairfaxto—night?\'
I
asked,whenIhadpartakenofwhatsheofferedme。
\'Whatdidyousay,mydear?Iamalittledeaf,\'returnedthegoodlady,approachinghereartomymouth。
Irepeatedthequestionmoredistinctly。
\'MissFairfax?Oh,youmeanMissVarens!Varensisthenameofyourfuturepupil。\'
\'Indeed!Thensheisnotyourdaughter?\'
\'No,—Ihavenofamily。\'
Ishouldhavefollowedupmyfirstinquiry,byaskinginwhatwayMissVarenswasconnectedwithher;butIrecollecteditwasnotpolitetoasktoomanyquestions:besides,Iwassuretohearintime。
\'Iamsoglad,\'shecontinued,asshesatdownoppositetome,andtookthecatonherknee;\'Iamsogladyouarecome;itwillbequitepleasantlivingherenowwithacompanion。Tobesureitispleasantatanytime;forThornfieldisafineoldhall,ratherneglectedoflateyearsperhaps,butstillitisarespectableplace;yetyouknowinwinter—timeonefeelsdrearyquitealoneinthebestquarters。Isayalone—Leahisanicegirltobesure,andJohnandhiswifeareverydecentpeople;butthenyouseetheyareonlyservants,andonecan\'tconversewiththemontermsofequality:onemustkeepthematduedistance,forfearoflosingone\'sauthority。
I\'msurelastwinter(itwasaverysevereone,ifyourecollect,andwhenitdidnotsnow,itrainedandblew),notacreaturebutthebutcherandpostmancametothehouse,fromNovembertillFebruary;andIreallygotquitemelancholywithsittingnightafternightalone;IhadLeahintoreadtomesometimes;butIdon\'tthinkthepoorgirllikedthetaskmuch:shefeltitconfining。Inspringandsummeronegotonbetter:sunshineandlongdaysmakesuchadifference;andthen,justatthecommencementofthisautumn,littleAdelaVarenscameandhernurse:achildmakesahousealiveallatonce;andnowyouarehereIshallbequitegay。\'
MyheartreallywarmedtotheworthyladyasIheardhertalk;
andIdrewmychairalittlenearertoher,andexpressedmysincerewishthatshemightfindmycompanyasagreeableassheanticipated。
\'ButI\'llnotkeepyousittinguplateto—night,\'saidshe;\'itisonthestrokeoftwelvenow,andyouhavebeentravellingallday:youmustfeeltired。Ifyouhavegotyourfeetwellwarmed,I\'llshowyouyourbedroom。I\'vehadtheroomnexttominepreparedforyou;itisonlyasmallapartment,butIthoughtyouwouldlikeitbetterthanoneofthelargefrontchambers:tobesuretheyhavefinerfurniture,buttheyaresodrearyandsolitary,Ineversleepinthemmyself。\'
Ithankedherforherconsideratechoice,andasIreallyfeltfatiguedwithmylongjourney,expressedmyreadinesstoretire。Shetookhercandle,andIfollowedherfromtheroom。Firstshewenttoseeifthehall—doorwasfastened;havingtakenthekeyfromthelock,sheledthewayupstairs。Thestepsandbanisterswereofoak;thestaircasewindowwashighandlatticed;bothitandthelonggalleryintowhichthebedroomdoorsopenedlookedasiftheybelongedtoachurchratherthanahouse。Averychillandvault—likeairpervadedthestairsandgallery,suggestingcheerlessideasofspaceandsolitude;andIwasglad,whenfinallyusheredintomychamber,tofinditofsmalldimensions,andfurnishedinordinary,modernstyle。
WhenMrs。Fairfaxhadbiddenmeakindgood—night,andIhadfastenedmydoor,gazedleisurelyround,andinsomemeasureeffacedtheeerieimpressionmadebythatwidehall,thatdarkandspaciousstaircase,andthatlong,coldgallery,bythelivelieraspectofmylittleroom,Irememberedthat,afteradayofbodilyfatigueandmentalanxiety,Iwasnowatlastinsafehaven。Theimpulseofgratitudeswelledmyheart,andIkneltdownatthebedside,andofferedupthankswherethanksweredue;notforgetting,ereIrose,toimploreaidonmyfurtherpath,andthepowerofmeritingthekindnesswhichseemedsofranklyofferedmebeforeitwasearned。Mycouchhadnothornsinitthatnight;mysolitaryroomnofears。Atoncewearyandcontent,Isleptsoonandsoundly:whenIawokeitwasbroadday。
Thechamberlookedsuchabrightlittleplacetomeasthesunshoneinbetweenthegaybluechintzwindowcurtains,showingpaperedwallsandacarpetedfloor,sounlikethebareplanksandstainedplasterofLowood,thatmyspiritsroseattheview。Externalshaveagreateffectontheyoung:Ithoughtthatafairereraoflifewasbeginningforme—onethatwastohaveitsflowersandpleasures,aswellasitsthornsandtoils。Myfaculties,rousedbythechangeofscene,thenewfieldofferedtohope,seemedallastir。Icannotpreciselydefinewhattheyexpected,butitwassomethingpleasant:notperhapsthatdayorthatmonth,butatanindefinitefutureperiod。
Irose;Idressedmyselfwithcare:obligedtobeplain—
forI
hadnoarticleofattirethatwasnotmadewithextremesimplicity—
Iwasstillbynaturesolicitoustobeneat。ItwasnotmyhabittobedisregardfulofappearanceorcarelessoftheimpressionImade:onthecontrary,IeverwishedtolookaswellasIcould,andtopleaseasmuchasmywantofbeautywouldpermit。IsometimesregrettedthatIwasnothandsomer;Isometimeswishedtohaverosycheeks,astraightnose,andsmallcherrymouth;Idesiredtobetall,stately,andfinelydevelopedinfigure;IfeltitamisfortunethatI
wassolittle,sopale,andhadfeaturessoirregularandsomarked。
AndwhyhadItheseaspirationsandtheseregrets?Itwouldbedifficulttosay:Icouldnotthendistinctlysayittomyself;yetIhadareason,andalogical,naturalreasontoo。However,whenIhadbrushedmyhairverysmooth,andputonmyblackfrock—which,Quakerlikeasitwas,atleasthadthemeritoffittingtoanicety—
andadjustedmycleanwhitetucker,IthoughtIshoulddorespectablyenoughtoappearbeforeMrs。Fairfax,andthatmynewpupilwouldnotatleastrecoilfrommewithantipathy。Havingopenedmychamberwindow,andseenthatIleftallthingsstraightandneatonthetoilettable,Iventuredforth。
Traversingthelongandmattedgallery,Idescendedtheslipperystepsofoak;thenIgainedthehall:Ihaltedthereaminute;I
lookedatsomepicturesonthewalls(one,Iremember,representedagrimmaninacuirass,andonealadywithpowderedhairandapearlnecklace),atabronzelamppendentfromtheceiling,atagreatclockwhosecasewasofoakcuriouslycarved,andebonblackwithtimeandrubbing。Everythingappearedverystatelyandimposingtome;butthenIwassolittleaccustomedtograndeur。Thehall—door,whichwashalfofglass,stoodopen;Isteppedoverthethreshold。Itwasafineautumnmorning;theearlysunshoneserenelyonembrownedgrovesandstillgreenfields;advancingontothelawn,Ilookedupandsurveyedthefrontofthemansion。Itwasthreestoreyshigh,ofproportionsnotvast,thoughconsiderable:agentleman\'smanor—house,notanobleman\'sseat:battlementsroundthetopgaveitapicturesquelook。
Itsgreyfrontstoodoutwellfromthebackgroundofarookery,whosecawingtenantswerenowonthewing:theyflewoverthelawnandgroundstoalightinagreatmeadow,fromwhichthesewereseparatedbyasunkfence,andwhereanarrayofmightyoldthorntrees,strong,knotty,andbroadasoaks,atonceexplainedtheetymologyofthemansion\'sdesignation。Fartheroffwerehills:notsoloftyasthoseroundLowood,norsocraggy,norsolikebarriersofseparationfromthelivingworld;butyetquietandlonelyhillsenough,andseemingtoembraceThornfieldwithaseclusionIhadnotexpectedtofindexistentsonearthestirringlocalityofMillcote。Alittlehamlet,whoseroofswereblentwithtrees,straggledupthesideofoneofthesehills;thechurchofthedistrictstoodnearerThornfield:itsoldtower—toplookedoveraknollbetweenthehouseandgates。
Iwasyetenjoyingthecalmprospectandpleasantfreshair,yetlisteningwithdelighttothecawingoftherooks,yetsurveyingthewide,hoaryfrontofthehall,andthinkingwhatagreatplaceitwasforonelonelylittledamelikeMrs。Fairfaxtoinhabit,whenthatladyappearedatthedoor。
\'What!outalready?\'saidshe。\'Iseeyouareanearlyriser。\'I
wentuptoher,andwasreceivedwithanaffablekissandshakeofthehand。
\'HowdoyoulikeThornfield?\'sheasked。ItoldherIlikeditverymuch。
\'Yes,\'shesaid,\'itisaprettyplace;butIfearitwillbegettingoutoforder,unlessMr。Rochestershouldtakeitintohisheadtocomeandresideherepermanently;or,atleast,visititratheroftener:greathousesandfinegroundsrequirethepresenceoftheproprietor。\'
\'Mr。Rochester!\'Iexclaimed。\'Whoishe?\'
\'TheownerofThornfield,\'sherespondedquietly。\'DidyounotknowhewascalledRochester?\'
OfcourseIdidnot—Ihadneverheardofhimbefore;buttheoldladyseemedtoregardhisexistenceasauniversallyunderstoodfact,withwhicheverybodymustbeacquaintedbyinstinct。
\'Ithought,\'Icontinued,\'Thornfieldbelongedtoyou。\'
\'Tome?Blessyou,child;whatanidea!Tome!Iamonlythehousekeeper—themanager。TobesureIamdistantlyrelatedtotheRochestersbythemother\'sside,oratleastmyhusbandwas;hewasaclergyman,incumbentofHay—thatlittlevillageyonderonthehill—
andthatchurchnearthegateswashis。ThepresentMr。Rochester\'smotherwasaFairfax,secondcousintomyhusband:butIneverpresumeontheconnection—infact,itisnothingtome;Iconsidermyselfquiteinthelightofanordinaryhousekeeper:myemployerisalwayscivil,andIexpectnothingmore。\'
\'Andthelittlegirl—mypupil!\'
\'SheisMr。Rochester\'sward;hecommissionedmetofindabelieve。Hereshecomes,withher\"bonne,\"asshecallshernurse。\'
Theenigmathenwasexplained:thisaffableandkindlittlewidowwasnogreatdame;butadependantlikemyself。Ididnotlikehertheworseforthat;onthecontrary,Ifeltbetterpleasedthanever。
Theequalitybetweenherandmewasreal;notthemereresultofcondescensiononherpart:somuchthebetter—mypositionwasallthefreer。
AsIwasmeditatingonthisdiscovery,alittlegirl,followedbyherattendant,camerunningupthelawn。Ilookedatmypupil,whodidnotatfirstappeartonoticeme:shewasquiteachild,perhapssevenoreightyearsold,slightlybuilt,withapale,small—featuredface,andaredundancyofhairfallingincurlstoherwaist。
\'Goodmorning,MissAdela,\'saidMrs。Fairfax。\'Comeandspeaktotheladywhoistoteachyou,andtomakeyouacleverwomansomeday。\'Sheapproached。
\'C\'estlamagouvernante!\'saidshe,pointingtome,andaddressinghernurse;whoanswered—
\'Maisoui,certainement。\'
\'Aretheyforeigners?\'Iinquired,amazedathearingtheFrenchlanguage。
\'Thenurseisaforeigner,andAdelawasbornontheContinent;
and,Ibelieve,neverleftittillwithinsixmonthsago。WhenshefirstcamehereshecouldspeaknoEnglish;nowshecanmakeshifttotalkitalittle:Idon\'tunderstandher,shemixesitsowithFrench;butyouwillmakeouthermeaningverywell,Idaresay。\'
FortunatelyIhadhadtheadvantageofbeingtaughtFrenchbyaFrenchlady;andasIhadalwaysmadeapointofconversingwithMadamePierrotasoftenasIcould,andhadbesides,duringthelastsevenyears,learntaportionofFrenchbyheartdaily—applyingmyselftotakepainswithmyaccent,andimitatingascloselyaspossiblethepronunciationofmyteacher,Ihadacquiredacertaindegreeofreadinessandcorrectnessinthelanguage,andwasnotlikelytobemuchatalosswithMademoiselleAdela。ShecameandshookhandswithmewhensheheardthatIwashergoverness;andasIledherintobreakfast,Iaddressedsomephrasestoherinherowntongue:sherepliedbrieflyatfirst,butafterwewereseatedatthetable,andshehadexaminedmesometenminuteswithherlargehazeleyes,shesuddenlycommencedchatteringfluently。
\'Ah!\'criedshe,inFrench,\'youspeakmylanguageaswellasMr。
Rochesterdoes:IcantalktoyouasIcantohim,andsocanSophie。Shewillbeglad:nobodyhereunderstandsher:MadameFairfaxisallEnglish。Sophieismynurse;shecamewithmeovertheseainagreatshipwithachimneythatsmoked—howitdidsmoke!—
andIwassick,andsowasSophie,andsowasMr。Rochester。Mr。
Rochesterlaydownonasofainaprettyroomcalledthesalon,andSophieandIhadlittlebedsinanotherplace。Inearlyfelloutofmine;itwaslikeashelf。AndMademoiselle—whatisyourname?\'
\'Eyre—JaneEyre。\'
\'Aire?Bah!Icannotsayit。Well,ourshipstoppedinthemorning,beforeitwasquitedaylight,atagreatcity—ahugecity,withverydarkhousesandallsmoky;notatallliketheprettycleantownIcamefrom;andMr。Rochestercarriedmeinhisarmsoveraplanktotheland,andSophiecameafter,andweallgotintoacoach,whichtookustoabeautifullargehouse,largerthanthisandfiner,calledanhotel。Westayedtherenearlyaweek:IandSophieusedtowalkeverydayinagreatgreenplacefulloftrees,calledthePark;andthereweremanychildrentherebesidesme,andapondwithbeautifulbirdsinit,thatIfedwithcrumbs。\'