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  \"Thelifehewillgiveyouagain,Jennie,willbeinfinitelyricherthantheoneyouhavelost.\"

  EarlyinthefollowingweekMissBurtonreturnedtohercollegeduties.BeforepartingshesaidtoIda:\"IdonotthinkIshallevergivewayagaintomyold,bitter,heart-breakinggrief.\"

  Almosteveryoneinthehousewantedtoshakehandswithherinfarewell.PoorMr.Burleightriedtodisguisehisfeelingsbyputtingcrepeonhishatandtyingblackshawlofhiswife\'saroundhisarm;butheblewhisnosesooftenthathefinallysaidhewas\"takingcoldonthepiazza,\"andsomadeahastyretreat.

  IdaandVanBergaccompaniedJennietothedepot,butStantonwasnottobefoundtilltheyreachedthestation,whenhequietlysteppedforwardandhandedJennieherchecks.Shewastryingtosaysomethingthatshemeantshouldshowherappreciation,whenthetrainthunderedup,andhehandedherintoapalacecar,inwhichshefoundhehadsecuredheraseat,andbeforeshehadtimetosayawordherticketswereinherhandsandhewasgone.

  When,afterseveralhours\'riding,sheapproachedastationatwhichshemustchangecarsandrecheckhertrunks,afriendlyvoicesaidtoher:

  \"MissBurton,ifyouwillgivemeyourchecksIwillattendtothislittlematterforyou.\"

  \"Mr.Stanton!\"sheexclaimed.\"Whatdoesthismean?\"

  \"ItmeansthatsinceIamonthesametrainwithyou,Icandonolessthanoffersoslightaservice.\"

  Shelookedathimverydoubtfully,asshesaid:\"Idon\'tknowwhattothinkofthisjourneyofyours.Letmenowpayyouformyticket.\"

  \"Mr.VanBerghandedmethemoneyyougavehimforthatpurpose.

  It\'sallright.Yourchecksplease;thereisbutlittletime.\"

  Hismannerwassoquietandassured,thatshehandedthemtohimhesitatingly,andamomentlatersteppedoutontheplatform.

  Inafewmomentsshecalled:\"Oh,Mr.Stanton,youhavelostyourtrain.\"

  \"Notatall.IamgoingtoBoston.Thereareyourchecksoncemore,andhereisyourtrainandseat,\"headded,asheaccompaniedhertoit.Thenheliftedhishat,andwasabouttodepart,whenshesaid:\"Sinceyouareonthesametrain,perhapsyouwillventuretotakethisseatnearme.Ineverwascuriousaboutagentleman\'sbusinessbefore;butitstrikesmeasaratheroddcoincidencethatyouaregoingtoBostonto-day.\"

  \"AgreatmanypeoplegotoBoston,\"hereplied.

  \"It\'sformysakeyouaretakingthislongjourney,Mr.Stanton,\"

  shesaid,regretfully.

  \"Yes,\"hereplied,inthesamequiet,undemonstrativemannerthathehadmaintainedtowardsherforsomeweekspast;\"thisjourneyisforyoursake,andforyoursakeIshalltakeaverydifferentjourneythroughlifefromtheoneIhadmarkedoutformyself.I

  knowyoursadstory,MissBurton.Iexpectnothingfromyou,I

  hopefornothing,andIshallneveraskanything,exceptalittleconfidenceonyourpart,sothatIcanrenderyouanoccasionalservice.NeverforamomentimaginethatIamcherishinghopesthatIknowwellyoucannotreward.\"

  \"Mr.Stanton,thisisbeyondmycomprehension!\"

  \"Thereseemstomenothingstrangeorunnaturalinit,\"hesaid.

  \"Youfoundmeapleasure-lovinganimal,andthroughyourinfluenceIthinkIambecomingsomewhatdifferent.Youhavetaughtmethatthereisahigherandbetterworldthanthatofsense.HowgoodaworkIcandoinlifeIwilllettheyearsproveastheypass.

  ButIdonotthinkmyfeelingswilleverchangetowardsyou,saveastimedeepensandstrengthensthem.Vanthinksalltheworldofyou,aswellhemay;buthislifewillbeveryhappyandfullofmanyinterest.Ishallthinkofyoualone,andtheworkIdoforyoursakeuntilIcanaddanothermotive.OfcourseIbelieveinaheaven——suchlivesasyourmakeonenecessary;andImeantofindawayofgettingthere.Inthemeantime,youaremymotive;butmyregardforyoushallbesoveryunobtrusivethatItrustyouwillnotresentit,andthethoughtofmyunseencareandwatchfulnessmayintimecometobeapleasantone.\"

  Therewasnothinginhistoneormannertoindicatethattotheirfellow-travelersthathewasnotspeakingonthemostordinarytopic;andhelookedherfullinthefacewithhiscleardarkeyes,inwhichshesawonlytruthandfaithfulness.

  Shewasvery,verydeeplytouched,andshecouldnotkeepthetearsoutofhereyesassheleanedtowardshimandsaidintonesthatnootherscouldhear:

  \"IamnolongerthefriendlessorphanIwaswhenIcametotheLakeHouse.InMr.VanBergIhavefoundafriendwhomIcantrust;inyou,IkStanton,abrotherthatIcanlove.\"

  Ifthereader\'spatiencehasnotfailedhimuptothislong-deferredmoment,itshallnowberewardedbyafewbrief,concludingwords.

  Mrs.MayhewfeltconsiderablyaggrievedthatshehadhadsolittlepartinIda\'sengagementwiththewealthyandaristocraticMr.

  VanBerg,andinlateryearsshecomplainedthattheywereveryunfashionable,andspentanunreasonableamountoftimeinlookingafterallkindsofcharitableinstitutions.Mr.Mayhewdrankeverdeeperatthefullfountainofhischild\'slove,andisserenelypassingontoanhonorableoldage.Mr.Eltingeisnowbeyondageandweakness,butIdaoftenmurmurswithtearsinhereyesasshelooksathisportrait,\"Heisjustspeakingtomeashedidwhenmyheartwasbreaking.\"Stanton\'scityfriendssaythathehasgreatlychangedandmightstandveryhighasalawyerandpoliticianifhewerenotsoquixoticandpronetotakecasesinwhichtherewasnomoney,buthereceiveslettersfromNewEnglandwhichseemtocompensatehimforlackoflargefees.VanBerghasnotyetregrettedthatheentrusted\"faultyIdaMayhew\"withhishappiness,andheismoreanxiousthanevertolurehertohisstudio.ForalongtimehehadtotakethetruthofherfaithontrustbutatlasthestoodbyhersideatGod\'saltarandconfessedthatNamewhichhasbeenthelowliestandgrandestofearth.

  Idaisstillveryhuman,butwithallherfaults,herhusbandoftenwhispersinherear:\"NotIda,butIdeal.\"SheiscontinuallygivingupherlifeforChrist\'ssake,andasoftenfindsitcomingbacktoherinsomericher,sweeterform;andbyhersimple,joyousfaithhasledmanytotheFriendshefoundinthequaintoldgarden,andwhosaysofallwhocome,\"Iwillgiveuntothemeternallife.\"

  JennieBurtonisstillwaiting;butattheendofeachdayoffaithfulworkshesingsthesongofhopethatIdataughther:

  Nohope,\'tissaid,thoughburieddeep,Butangelso\'eritvigilskeep;

  Noloveinsepulchreshallstay,ForChristMYFriendwillrollawayTheheavystoneofdeath.

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