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  \"Youcallthataprettypicture!\"shesaiddisdainfully;\"MissBurtonreadinganewspapertotwostupidoldpeoplewhooughttobeabed!AmorehumdrumsceneIneversaw.Truly,bothyourbreathandyourwordsshowthatyouhavebeendrinkingtoomuch.ButyouneednotexpectmetoshareinyourtipsysentimentoverMissBurton.DidMr.VanBergaskyoutoshowmethismatter-of-factgroupwhich,inhisartisticjargon,youcallapicture?\"

  \"Ifhehad,heshowedyouagreaterkindnessthanyoudeserved.\"

  \"Yes,andagreateronethanIaskedorwishedfromhim.\"

  \"ThenyouaregoingbacktodancewithSibley?\"

  \"Yes,Iam.\"

  \"Theprospectsare,thatyouandMrs.Chintsandacoupleofhalf-tipsymenwillsoonhaveitalltoyourselves.Isupposetheoldadageabout\'birdsofafeather\'swillstillholdgood.Iwasinhopes,however,thatevenifyouhadnoappreciationofwhatwasbeautiful,refined,andunselfishinanotherwoman\'saction,youstillhadsomeself-respect,oratleastsomefearofridicule,left.Sinceyouwon\'tlistentome,Ishallwarnyourmother.

  IfSibleyandtwoorthreeothersdrinkmuchmore,Burleighwillinterfereforthecreditofhishouse.\"

  \"YouhavebeendrinkingaswellasMr.Sibley.\"

  \"Well,thankstoVanBerg,IstoppedbeforeIlostmyhead.\"

  \"FromyourmaudlinsentimentoverMissBurton,Ithinkyouhavelostyourheadandheartboth.\"

  \"Go;dancewithSibley,then,\"hesaidinsuddenirritation;\"dancewithhimtillyouandMrs.Chintsbetweenyouhavetoholdhimonhisfeet.DancewithhimtillBurleighsendsacoupleofcoloredwaiterstotakehimfromyourembraceandcarryhimofftobed.\"

  Shemadeagestureofrageanddisgust,andwentstraighttoherroom.

  Sibley,inthemeantime,paidalengthenedvisittohisbrandy,andhavingalreadypassedthepointofdiscretion,drankrecklessly.

  Whenhedescendedthestairsagaintolookforhispartner,hisstepwasuncertainandhisutterancethick.

  StantongaveMr.Burleighahintthattheyoungmanneededlookingafter,andtheadroithost,skilledinmanagingallkindsofpeopleandineverycondition,inducedhimtoreturntohisroom,underthepretenceofwishingtotastehisfineoldbrandy,andthenkepthimthereuntilthelethargicstagesetinastheresultofhisexcess.Andsoanaffair,whichmighthavecreatedmuchscandal,wassmuggledoutofsightandknowledgeasfaraspossible.Mrs.

  Mayhewhadbeensooccupiedwithwhistthatshehadnotobservedthatanythingwasamiss,andmerelyremarkedthat\"Mr.Sibley\'sballhadendedearlierthanusual.\"

  ChapterXVI.OutAmongShadows.

  TheexpressionofIdaMayhew\'sfacewascoldanddefiantonthefollowingday.Shedidnotattendchurchwithhermother,butremainedallthemorninginherroom.ShenotonlyavoidedopportunitiesofspeakingtoVanBergwhencomingdowntodinnerandduringtheafternoon,butshewouldnotevenlooktowardshim;andhermannertowardshercousinalsowasdecidedlyicy.

  \"Idon\'tknowwhatisthematterwithIda,\"hermotherremarkedtoStanton;\"shehasactedsostrangelyoflate.\"

  \"It\'stheoldcomplaint,Iimagine,\"herepliedwithashrug.

  \"What\'sthat?\"

  \"Caprice.\"

  \"Oh,well!she\'snoworsethanotherpretty,fashionablegirls,\"

  saidMissMayhew,carelessly.

  Stanton,inhisangeronthepreviousevening,hadnotspokenofhiscousintoVanBerginaverycomplimentaryway;buttheartistrememberedthattheyoungmanhimselfwasnotinaconditiontoformeitheracorrectorcharitablejudgment;whilethefactthatIda,asaresultofhisremonstrance,hadgonedirectlytoherroom,wasinherfavor.Hestillresolvedtosuspendhisfinalopinionandnottogiveoverhisprojectuntilsatisfiedthathernaturecontainedtoomuchalloytopermitofitssuccess.Hepaidnoheedthereforetohercoldnessofmanner;andwhenatlastmeetingherfacetofaceonthepiazzaSundayevening,heliftedhishataspolitelyaspossible.

  Sibleydidnotappearuntilthearrivalofthedinnerhour.Hewasundertheimpressionthathehadgonealittletoofarthenightbefore,andtriedtomakeamendsbyanimmaculatetoiletandanurbaneyetdignifiedcourtesytowardsallwhomheknew.Societyveryreadilywinksattheindiscretionsofwealthyyoungmen.

  Moreover,hehadbeeninveigledbacktohisroombeforehisconditionhadbeenobservedtoanyextent.Thereforehefoundhimselfsowellreceivedinthemain,thathesoonfullyrecoveredhiswontedself-assurance.

  Mrs.Mayhewwasparticularlygracious;andIda,whoatfirsthadbeensomewhatdistanttowardshimaswellasallothers,concludedthatshehadnotsufficientcausetobeashamedofhim,andsoitcameaboutthattheyspentmuchoftheafternoonandeveningtogether.Shedidnotfailtonote,however,thatwhenheapproachedVanBerghereceivedacoldandcurtreception.Wasjealousythecauseofthis?Inherelationandexcitementonthepreviousevening,shehadbeeninclinedtothinkso,butnowshefearedthatitwasbecausetheartistdespisedtheman;andinhersecretsoulshewascompelledtoadmitthathehadreasontodespisehim——yes,todespisethemboth.Shefelt,withbitterhumiliation,thathissuperioritywasnotassumedbutreal.

  Morethanoncebeforethedayclosed,shefoundherselfcontrastingthetwomen.Theonehadnothadashredoftrueworthabouthim.

  Stanton,toteazeherandtojustifyhisinterference,hadtoldherthatMr.Burleighhadbeencompelledtotakechargeofhercompanioninordertopreventhimfromdisgracinghimselfandthehouse.

  Althoughtooproudtoacknowledgeit,shestillsawplainlythatitwashercousin\'sinterference,andindirectlytheinterventionoftheartistthathadkeptherfrombeinginvolvedinthatdisgrace.

  Evenherpervertedmindrecognizedthatonewasagentleman,andtheother——well,\"afashionableyoungman,\"asshewouldphraseit.Theone,asafriend,wouldshieldherfromeverydetractingbreath;theother,ifgivenachance,wouldinevitablytumbleintosomesloughofinfamyhimself,anddragherafterhimwithrecklessselfishness.

  Still,withsomethinglikeself-loathing,shesawthatSibleywashernaturalallyandcompanion,andthatshehadfarmoreincommonwithhimthanwiththeartist.Shecouldeasilymaintainwithhimtheinanechatteroftheirfrivolouslife,butshecouldnottalkwiththeartist,norhewithher,withoutaneffortthatwasashumiliatingasitwasapparent.

  Whatwasmore,shesawthatallothersclassedherwithSibley,andthatthepeopleinthehousewhowereakintotheartistincharacterandhighbreeding,stoodcourteouslybutcoollyalooffrombothherselfandhermother.Shealsofeltthatshecouldnotlayalltheblameofthisuponherpoorfather.Indeed,sincethepreviousmiserableSundayonwhichVanBerghadtriedtowinMr.Mayhewfromhisevilhabitforonedayatleast,andshehadthwartedhiskindlyintention,shehadbeguntofeelthatsheandhermotherwerethechiefcausesofhisincreasingdegradation.

  Others,shefeared,andespeciallyVanBerg,tookthesameview.

  Withsuchthoughtssurgingupinhermindandcloudingherbrow,Sibleydidnotfindheraltogetherthesamegirlthatshehadbeentheeveningbefore.Still,ashasbeensaid,hewashernaturalally,andshetriedtosecondhiseffortstore-establishagoodcharacterandtokeepuptheappearanceoffashionablerespect.

  Stantonwasinsomethingofadilemma.HedidnotlikeSibley,andwasashamedofhisrecentexcess;buthavingdrankwithhim,andso,inasense,havingacceptedhishospitality,felthimselfobligedtoberatheraffable.Hemanagedthematterbykeepingoutofthewayasfaraspossible,andwasgladtorememberthattheyoungmanwoulddepartinthemorning.Whilescarcelyacknowledgingthefacttohimself,hewasonthealertmostofthedaytofindanopportunityofenjoyingaconversationwithMissBurton;butshekeptherselfverymuchsecluded.Afterattendingchurchataneighboringvillageinthemorning,shespentmostoftheafternoonwithMrs.Burleigh,assistingherinthecareofthecrossbaby.

  VanBerg,muchtoStanton\'senvy,foundherasgenialandcheeryaseverwhentheymetatthetable.Helearned,fromhermannermorethanfromanythingshesaid,thatthedayanditsassociationsweresacredtoher.Sheaffectednosolemnityandseemedundernoconstraint,onlyherthoughtandbearinghadasomewhatsoberercoloring,liketheshadingofapicture.Tohisminditwasbutanotherexampleofherentirereticenceinregardtoherself,whilehersmilingfaceseemedasopenasthelight.

  Butasshecameoutfromsupperthechildrenpounceduponher,clamorousforastory.SheassentedonconditionthatMr.Burleighwouldgivethemtheuseofoneoftheprivateparlors——astipulationspeedilycompliedwith;andsoonshehadnearlyallthesmallfolkinthehotelgatheredroundher.

  \"Ishallstandwithout,likethe\'Periatthegate,\'\"Stantonfoundachancetosay.

  \"Theresemblanceisverystriking,\"washersmilingreply;butforsomereasonhewincedunderitandwishedhehadnotspoken.

  Whenshedismissedherlittleaudiencethereweretracesoftearsonsomeofthechildren\'sfaces,provingthatshecouldtellapathetic,aswellasajollystory;andVanBergobservedwithinteresthowthepowerofhermagnetismkeptthemlingeringnearherevenaftersheenteredtheparlorandsoughtaquietnookneartheoldgentlemanandladytowhomshehadbeenreadingthepreviousevening.

  Mrs.Chints,wholikedtobeprominentonalloccasions,veryproudlyfeltthatsacredmusicwouldbetherightthingonSabbathevening,and,withafewofhewownilk,wasgivingafloridandimperfectrenderingofthatpeculiarstyleofcompositionthatsuggestsapooroperawhilemakingarathershockingandirreverentuseofwordstakenfromScriptures.

  VanBergandStanton,whowereoutonthepiazza,werereadytogratetheirteethinanguish,findingthenarcoticinfluenceofthestrongestcigarnomatchforMrs.Chints\'svoice.

  SuddenlythatirrepressibleladyspiedMissBurton,andsheswoopeddownuponherinacharacteristicmanner,exclaiming:

  \"Youcan\'tdecline;youneedn\'tsayyoudon\'t;I\'veheardyou.IfyousinghalfaswellforusasyoudidtoMrs.Burleigh\'sbabythisafternoon,we\'llbemorethansatisfied.Nowcome;onesweetsolo——justone.\"

  Stantoncranedhisneckfromwherehesattoseetheresultofthisonslaught,butMissBurtonshookherhead.

  \"Well,then,won\'tyoujoininwithus?\"persistedMrs.Chints.

  \"SacredmusicissolovelyandappropriateonSundaynight.\"

  \"Youarerightinthatrespect,Mrs.Chints.IfitisthewishofthosepresentIthinksomesimplehymnsinwhichwecanalljoinmightbegenerallyenjoyed.\"

  \"Now,mydear,youhavejusthitit,\"saidtheoldladyatherside.\"I,forone,wouldverymuchliketohearsomesimplemusiclikethatwehadwhenIwasyoung.\"

  Theoldlady\'spreferencewastakenupandechoedoneveryside.

  IndeedthemajoritywerereadyforanychangefromMrs.Chints\'sstridenttones.

  \"Well,mydear,\"saidthelady,\"itshallbeasyousay.\"Thensheadded,\"sottovoce,\"withacomplacentnod,\"Isupposethemusicweweregivingisbeyondthemasses,butifyoucouldoncehearMadameSkaronnirenderitinourchoirattheChurchofthesomethingthatsoundedlike\'pica-ninny,\'asbyMrs.Chintspronouncedyouwouldwishfornoother.Willyouplay,mydear?\"

  \"Ah,yes,pleasedo,\"exclaimedsomeofthechildrenwhohadgatheredaroundher.

  \"Inmercytouspoormortalsforwhomthereisnoescapesavegoingtobed,pleasecomply,\"whisperedtheoldladyinherear.

  ThelightinMissBurton\'seyeswasmirthfulratherthansacredassheroseandwenttothepiano,andatonceanairofbreezyandinterestedexpectancytooktheplaceofthepreviousboredexpression.

  \"Come,Van,\"saidStanton,throwingawayhiscigar,\"we\'llneedyourtenorvoice.Wemuststandbythatlittlewoman.TheChintstribehaveincitedtoprofanitylongenough,andshallmakethenighthideousnomore.Ifwecouldonlydrowntheminsteadoftheirvoices,whatamercyitwouldbe!\"andtheyoungmenwentaroundandstoodintheopendoornearthepiano.

  \"Youaretosing,\"saidMissBurton,withadecidedlittlenodatthem.

  \"Weintendto,\"repliedStanton,\"sinceyouaretoaccompanyus.\"

  Shestarted\"Coronation,\"thatspiritedandalwaysinspiritingbattlesongofthechurch——jubilantandmilitant——amelodythatisalsoadmirablyadaptedforblendingroughandinharmoniousvoices.

  Foramomentherownvoicewaslikethatofasinginglark,mountingfromitsdaisycovert;orrather,liketheflowofasilverrillwhosemusicwassoonlost,however,inthetumultuousrushofothertributarystreamsofsound;still,thegeneraleffectwasgood,andthepeopleenjoyedit.Bythetimethesecondstanzawasreachedthemajorityweresingingwithheartygood-will,thechildrengatheringnearandjoininginwithdelight.

  Otherfamiliarandold-fashionedhymnsfollowed,andthenoneandanotherbegantoaskfortheirfavorites.FortunatelyMrs.Chints\'sknowledgeofsacredmusicwaslimited,andsosheretiredonthelaurelsofhavingcalledMissBurtonout,informinghalfthecompanyofthefactwithanimportantnod;andinremembranceofthisfacttheywereinclinedtoforgivehertheanguishshehadpersonallycausedthem.

  Mrs.Burleigh,whohadstolenintotheparlorforalittlewhilethatshemightenjoythesinging,rememberedthatshehadapileofnote-booksthathadgrowndustyonashelfsincethebabyhadfurnishedthemusicofthehousehold.Thesewerebrought,andhigherandfullermusicalthemeswereattempted,untilthesingersdwindledtoaquartetcomposedofaladywhohadafairsopranovoice,MissBurton,StantonandVanBerg.Theirselections,however,continuedtrulysacredincharacter,thusdifferingradicallyfromthefloridstylethatMrs.Chintshadintroduced.

  ThesweetandpenetratingpowerofMissBurton\'svoicecouldnowbedistinguished.Forsomereasonitthrilledandtoucheditshearersinawaythattheycouldnotaccountfor.Themajoritypresentatoncerealizedthatshewasnot,andnevercouldbecome,agreatsinger.Butwithinthecompassofhervoice,shecouldpronouncesacredwordsinamannerthatsendthemhometothehearsofthelistenerslikeraysthatcouldbothcheerandmelt.

  Atlastsherosefromthepiano,remarkingthattherewereothermusicianspresent;andnoamountofpersuasioncouldinducehertoremainthereanylonger.

  \"Perhapsyougentlemenplay,\"shesaid,turningtotheyoungmenwhowereabouttodepart.\"Aman\'stouchandleadershipissomuchmoredecisiveandvigorousthanalady\'s!\"

  \"Mr.VanBergplaysverywellindeed,consideringhisyouthanddiffidence!\"remarkedStanton.

  \"Andhehasbeentakingadvantageofadefencelesswomanallthistime!Mr.VanBerg,ifyoudonotwishtoloseyourcharacterutterly,youmusttakemyplaceatthepiano.\"

  \"Iadmit,\"hereplied,\"thatIhavetakenmorepleasurethanyouwillbelieveinyourinyourcontributiontoourevening\'senjoyment,butratherthanloseyourgoodopinionIwillattempttoplayorsinganythingyoudictate,eventhoughIputeveryoneintheparlortoflight,withtheirfingersintheirears.\"

  \"Andyoufearmytastewillimposeonyousomesuchblood-curdlingcombinationofsounds?Thankyou.\"

  \"Now,Van,youhavetaughtuswhatunconditionalsurrendermeans.

  MissBurton,askhimtoplayandsingsomeselectionsfromtheOratoriooftheMessiah.\"

  \"Areyoufamiliarwiththat?\"sheasked,withasuddenlightingupofherface.

  \"Somewhatso,onlyasanamateurcanbe;butIsee,fromyourexpression,thatyouare.\"

  \"I\'vecontributedmysharethisevening,\"shesaid,decisively.

  \"PleasegiveussomeselectionsfromtheOratorio.\"

  \"Layyourcommand,then,onStantonalso.There\'sapartthatwehavesungtogetherasaduetoccasionally,althoughitisnot\'sonominatedinthebond,\'orscore,rather.\"

  \"IfMr.Stantondoesnotstandbyhisfriend,thenheshouldbelefttostandbyhimself.\"

  \"Inthecorner,Isupposeyoumean.Butdonotleave,MissBurton.

  IfyoudonotstandbyMr.VanBergandsingwithhimtheduetthatbeginswiththewords——

  \'Odeath!whereisthysting?\'

  youwilldepriveusallofthechiefpleasureoftheevening,andit\'snotinyournaturetodothat.\"

  \"Please,pleasedo,MissBurton,\"criedascoreofvoices.

  \"Youknownothingaboutmynature,sir.IassureyouthatIcanbeaveritabledragon.ButoutofregardforMr.VanBerg\'s\'youthanddiffidence\'Iwillsustainhim.\"

  VanBerg\'svoicewasnotstrong,buthesangwithtasteandgoodexpression.Itsuggestedrefinementandcultureratherthandeep,repressedfeeling,ashadbeenthecaseinMissBurton\'ssinging.

  Hisstylewouldbeadmired,andwouldnotgivemuchoccasionforcriticism,but,asageneralthing,itwouldnotstirandmovetheheart.Still,theaudiencegavecloseandpleasedattention.

  IdaMayhew,whoallthistimehadbeenoutonthepiazzaandbuthalflisteningtoMr.Sibley\'scomplimentsinherattentiontothescenesatthepiano,nowroseandcametooneoftheopenwindows,where,whilehiddenfromthesinger,shecouldhearmoredistinctly.

  Herfeaturesdidnotindicatethatshesharedinthepleasureexpressedontheotherfaceswithin,andhergatheringfrownwasdeepenedbytheshadowofthewindowframe.

  \"Youdonotenjoyit!\"saidMr.Sibley,complacently.

  \"No,\"sheanswered,laconically;butforreasonshelittleunderstood.

  \"Nowyoushowyourtaste,MissMayhew.\"

  \"IfearIdo.Hush!\"ButwhenVanBerg\'ssoloended,shebreathedadeepsigh.

  ThenStanton\'srich,butuncultivatedbassvoicejoinedinthemelody.Stilltheeffectwasbettertahnwouldhavebeenexpectedfromamateurs.Afterafewmoments,StantonstoodbackandMissBurtonandVanBergsangtogether;theneveryoneleanedforwardandlistenedwithabreathlesshush.Hervoiceseemedtopervadehiswithsouldandfeelingthathadbeenlackinghitherto.

  Asthelastrichchordsdiedaway,thestrongestexpressionofpleasurewereheardoneveryside;butIdaMayhewsteppedabruptlyoutintotheduskofthepiazzawithclenchedhandsandcompressedlips.

  \"\'Peste!\'\"sheexclaimedunderherbreath.\"WhatacontrastbetweenSibleyandmyselflasteveningandthesetwopeopleto-night!WhataworsecontrasttheremighthavebeenifIkhadnotinterferedintime!Ihaveagoodvoice,buttheguestsofthehousehavenoteventhoughtofmeinconnectionwiththisevening\'sentertainment.

  IamassociatedonlywiththeSibleystyleofamusements.\"

  ChapterXVII.NewForcesDeveloping.

  AfterMr.VanBergandMissBurtonfinishedtheselectionfromtheOratoriomentionedinthepreviouschapter,theoldwhite-hairedgentlemanatwhosesidethelatterhadbeensittingintheearlierpartoftheeveningroseandsaid:

  \"Iwanttothankallthesingers,andespeciallytheyoungladyandgentlemannowatthepiano,notonlyforthepleasuretheyhavegivenusall,butalsoforthecomfortingandsustainingthoughtsthatthesacredwordshavesuggested.Myenjoymentsinthisworldarebutfew,andarefastdiminishing;andIknowthattheywillnotrefuseanoldman\'srequestthattheyclosethisserviceofsongbyeachsingingalongsomehymnthatwillstrengthenourfaithintheunseenFriendwhowatchesoverusall.\"

  VanBerglookedatMissBurton.

  \"Wecannotrefusesuchanappeal,\"shesaid.

  \"IfearthatIshallseemahypocriteincomplying,\"VanBerganswered,inalowtone.\"HowcanImakeadistinctlyrecognizedefforttostrengthenfaithinotherswhenlackingfaithmyself.\"

  Hereyesflasheduptohis,insuddenandstrongapproval.\"I

  likethat,\"shesaid.\"ItalwaysgivesmeasenseofsecurityandsafetywhenImeetdownrighthonesty.Innowaycanyoubetterstrengthenourfaiththanbybeingperfectlytrue.Yougivemeagoodexampleofsincerity,\"sheaddedslowly,\"andperhapsmyhymnwillteachsubmissionmorethanfaith.WhileIamsingingityoumayfindsomethingthatwillnotexpressmorethanyoufeel.\"

  Inhersweet,low,yetpenetratingvoice,thatnowhadapathoswhichmeltedeveryheart,shesangthefollowingwords,which,liketheperfumeofcrushedviolets,haveriseninprayerfrommanybruisedandbrokensprits:

  \"MyGod,myfather,whileIstrayFarfrommyhomeonlife\'sroughway,Ohteachmefrommyhearttosay,Thywillbedone.

  WhatthoughinlonelygriefIsighForfriendsbelovednolongernigh;

  SubmissivestillwouldIreply,Thywillbedone.

  Renewmywillfromdaytoday;

  BlenditwithThine,andtakeawayWhate\'ernowmakesithardtosay,Thywillbedone.

  ThenwhenonearthIbreathenomore,Theprayeroftmixedwithtearsbefore,I\'llsinguponahappiershore,Thywillbedone.\"

  Stanton,warm-heartedandgenuinewithallhisfaults,retiredwellintotheshadowofthehallwayandlookedatthesingerthroughthelensesofsympathetictears.

  \"Poororphangirl,\"hemuttered.\"Whatavillainamanwouldbewhocouldpurposeharmtoyou!\"

  VanBerg,inaccordancewithhiscoolerandlessdemonstrativenature,kepthispositionatherside,butheregardedherwithanexpressionofrespectandinterestthatcausedIdaMayhew,whowaswatchingfromhercovertnear,asenseofpainandenvythatsurprisedherbyitskeenness.

  Withasuddenlongingwhichindicatedthatthewishcamedirectfromfromherheart,shesighed:

  \"WhatwouldInotgivetoseehimlookatmewiththatexpressiononhisface!\"

  Then,startledbyherownthought,sovividhaditbeen,shelookedaroundasifinfearitwasapparenttohercompanion.

  Hiseyeswereintruthbentuponher,andinthedusktheyseemedlikelividcoals.Amomentlater,aswithashrinkingsenseoffearshefurtivelylookedathimagain,hiseyessuggestedthoseofsomeanimalofpreythatispossessedonlywiththewolfishdesiretodevour,caringforthevictimonlyasitmaygratifytheravenousappetite.

  Heleanedforwardandwhisperedinherear:

  \"MissIda,youdonotknowhowstrangely,howtemptinglybeautifulyouareto-night.Onemightwellperilhissoulforsuchbeautyasyours.\"

  \"Hush,\"shesaidimperiously,andwitharepellinggesture,shesteppedfurtherintothelighttowardsthesingers.

  \"Then,whenonearthIbreathenomore,\"sangMissBurton.

  Thethoughtwastotheheartoftheunhappylistenerlikethetouchoficetothehand.TherewasakindlinglightofhopeinMissBurton\'sface,andsomethinginhertonethatindicatedthecourageofanunfalteringtrustasshesangtheclosinglines:

  \"I\'llsinguponahappiershore,Thywillbedone.\"

  ButthewordsbroughtadeeperdespondencytoIdaMayhew.Inbitternesssheaskedherself,\"Whatchanceisthereformetoreach\'thathappiershore,\'withthetempteratmysideandeverythinginthepresentandpastcombiningtodragmedown?\"

  \"There,thankheaven\'meetin\'sover,\'\"whisperedSibley,asMissBurtonrosefromthepiano.\"I\'msickofallthispioustwaddle,andwouldathousand-foldratherlistentothemusicofyourvoiceoutunderthetrees.\"

  \"You\'thankheaven\'!\"sherepeatedwitharecklesslaugh.\"I\'minclinedtothink,Mr.Sibley,fromthenatureofyourwords,younamedthewronglocality.\"

  Theansweringlookhegaveherindicatedthatshepuzzledhim.

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