ThenthepictureseemedtobecomearealityandIsawNatalieherself,strangelychangefulinheraspect,strangelyvaryinginfaceandfigure,strangelybright,standinginthemouthofapasswhereofthelittleborderingcliffswerecoveredwithbushesandlowtrees,whosegreenwasalmosthidinlovelyflowers。
Thereinmydreamshestood,smilingmysteriously,andstretchedoutherarmstowardsme。
AsIawokeIseemedtohearhervoice,repeatingherdyingwords:\"Gowhereyouseemcalledtogo,faraway。Oh!thewonderfulplaceinwhichyouwillfindme,notknowingthatyouhavefoundme。\"
Withsomevariationsthisdreamvisitedmetwicethatnight。InthemorningIwokeupquitedeterminedthatIwouldgototheSouthSeaIslands,evenifImustdosoalone。OnthatsameeveningBastinandBickleydinedwithme。Isaidnothingtothemaboutmydream,forBastinneverdreamedandBickleywouldhavesetitdowntoindigestion。Butwhentheclothhadbeenclearedawayandweweredrinkingourglassofport——bothBastinandBickleyonlytookone,theformerbecauseheconsideredportasinfulindulgenceoftheflesh,thelatterbecausehefeareditwouldgivehimgout——Iremarkedcasuallythattheybothlookedveryrundownandasthoughtheywantedarest。Theyagreed,atleasteachofthemsaidhehadnoticeditintheother。IndeedBastinaddedthatthedampandthecoldinthechurch,inwhichhehelddailyservicestonocongregationexcepttheoldwomanwhocleanedit,hadgivenhimrheumatism,whichpreventedhimfromsleeping。
\"Docallthingsbytheirpropernames,\"interruptedBickley。\"I