ginningtostudymeclosely,soonswungmeintoactiveworkwithher,ofwhich,later,Ishallhavemuchtosay。ButbeforetakingupasubjectasabsorbingtomeasmyfriendshipforandassociationwiththemostwonderfulwomanIhaveeverknown,itmaybeinterestingtorecordafewofmypioneerexperiencesinthelecture—field。
Inthosedays——thirtyyearsago——thelecturebu—
reauswerewhollyregardlessofthecomfortoftheirlecturers。Theyarrangedascheduleofengagementswithexactlyoneideainmind——togetthelecturerfromonelecture—pointtothenext,utterlyregardlessofwhethershehadtimebetweenforrestorfoodorsleep。Soithappenedthatall—nightjourneysinfreight—cars,engines,andcabooseswerecasualcom—
monplaces,whilethirtyandfortymiledrivesacrossthecountryinblizzardsandbittercoldwereequallyinevitable。Usuallythesethingsdidnottroubleme。TheywerehighadventureswhichIenjoyedatthetimeandafterwardlovedtorecall。Buttherewasanoccasionalhiatusinmyoptimism。
Onenight,forexample,afterlecturinginatowninOhio,itwasnecessarytodriveeightmilesacrosscountrytoatinyrailroadstationatwhichatrain,passingabouttwoo’clockinthemorning,wastobeflaggedforme。Whenwereachedthestationitwasclosed,butmydriverdepositedmeontheplatformanddroveaway,leavingmealone。Thenightwascoldandverydark。AlldayIhadbeenfeelingillandintheeveninghadsufferedsomuchpainthatIhadfinishedmylecturewithgreatdifficulty。Nowtowardmidnight,inthisdesolatespot,milesfromanyhouse,Igrewalarminglyworse。Iamnoteasilyfrightened,butthattimeIwassureIwasgoingtodie。Offinthedarkness,veryfaraway,asitseemed,Isawafaintlight,andwithinfiniteeffortIdraggedmyselftowardit。Towalk,eventostand,wasimpossible;Icrawledalongtherailroadtrack,collapsing,resting,goingonagain,whippingmywillpowertothetaskofkeepingmybrainclear,untilafteranightmarethatseemedtolastthroughcenturiesIlayacrossthedooroftheswitch—towerinwhichthelightwasburning。TheswitchmanstationedthereheardthecryIwasabletoutter,andcametomyassistance。Hecarriedmeuptohissignal—roomandlaidmeonthefloorbythestove;