Thedisciplineofthefamily,inthosedays,wasofafarmorerigidkindthannow。Thefrown,theharshrebuke,thefrequentapplicationoftherod,enjoinedbyScripturalauthority,wereused,notmerelyinthewayofpunishmentforactualoffences,butasawholesomeregimenforthegrowthandpromotionofallchildishvirtues。HesterPrynne,nevertheless,thelonelymotherofthisonechild,ranlittleriskoferringonthesideofundueseverity。Mindful,however,ofherownerrorsandmisfortunes,sheearlysoughttoimposeatender,butstrictcontrolovertheinfantimmortalitythatwascommittedtohercharge。Butthetaskwasbeyondherskill。Aftertestingbothsmilesandfrowns,andprovingthatneithermodeoftreatmentpossessedanycalculableinfluence,Hesterwasultimatelycompelledtostandaside,andpermitthechildtobeswayedbyherownimpulses。Physicalcompulsionorrestraintwaseffectual,ofcourse,whileitlasted。Astoanyotherkindofdiscipline,whetheraddressedtohermindorheart,littlePearlmightormightnotbewithinitsreach,inaccordancewiththecapricethatruledthemoment。Hermother,whilePearlwasyetaninfant,grewacquaintedwithacertainpeculiarlook,thatwarnedherwhenitwouldbelabourthrownawaytoinsist,persuade,orplead。Itwasalooksointelligent,yetinexplicable,soperverse,sometimessomalicious,butgenerallyaccompaniedbyawildflowofspirits,thatHestercouldnothelpquestioning,atsuchmoments,whetherPearlwasahumanchild。Sheseemedratheranairysprite,which,afterplayingitsfantasticsportsforalittlewhileuponthecottage—floor,wouldflitawaywithamockingsmile。Wheneverthatlookappearedinherwild,bright,deeplyblackeyes,itinvestedherwithastrangeremotenessandintangibility;itwasasifshewerehoveringintheairandmightvanish,likeaglimmeringlight,thatcomesweknownotwhence,andgoesweknownotwhither。Beholdingit,Hesterwasconstrainedtorushtowardsthechild—topursuethelittleelfintheflightwhichsheinvariablybegan—tosnatchhertoherbosom,withaclosepressureandearnestkisses—notsomuchfromoverflowinglove,astoassureherselfthatPearlwasfleshandblood,andnotutterlydelusive。
ButPearl’slaugh,whenshewascaught,thoughfullofmerrimentandmusic,madehermothermoredoubtfulthanbefore。
Heart—smittenatthisbewilderingandbafflingspell,thatsooftencamebetweenherselfandhersoletreasure,whomshehadboughtsodear,andwhowasallherworld,Hestersometimesburstintopassionatetears。Then,perhaps—fortherewasnoforeseeinghowitmightaffecther—Pearlwouldfrown,andclenchherlittlefist,andhardenhersmallfeaturesintoastern,unsympathisinglookofdiscontent。Notseldom,shewouldlaughanew,andlouderthanbefore,likeathingincapableandunintelligentofhumansorrow。
Or—butthismorerarelyhappened—shewouldbeconvulsedwitharageofgrief,andsoboutherloveforhermother,inbrokenwords,andseemintentonprovingthatshehadaheart,bybreakingit。YetHesterwashardlysafeinconfidingherselftothatgustytenderness;itpassed,assuddenlyasitcame。Broodingoverallthesematters,themotherfeltlikeonewhohasevokedaspirit,but,bysomeirregularityintheprocessofconjuration,hasfailedtowinthemaster—wordthatshouldcontrolthisnewandincomprehensibleintelligence。Heronlyrealcomfortwaswhenthechildlayintheplacidityofsleep。Thenshewassureofher,andtastedhoursofquiet,sad,delicioushappiness;until—perhapswiththatperverseexpressionglimmeringfrombeneathheropeninglids—littlePearlawoke!
Howsoon—withwhatstrangerapidity,indeed!—didPearlarriveatanagethatwascapableofsocialintercourse,beyondthemother’sever—readysmileandnonsense—words!Andthenwhatahappinesswouldithavebeen,couldHesterPrynnehaveheardherclear,birdlikevoiceminglingwiththeuproarofotherchildishvoices,andhavedistinguishedandunravelledherowndarling’stones,amidalltheentangledoutcryofagroupofsportivechildren!Butthiscouldneverbe。Pearlwasabornoutcastoftheinfantileworld。Animpofevil,emblemandproductofsin,shehadnorightamongchristenedinfants。Nothingwasmoreremarkablethantheinstinct,asitseemed,withwhichthechildcomprehendedherloneliness;thedestinythathaddrawnaninviolablecircleroundabouther;thewholepeculiarity,inshort,ofherpositioninrespecttootherchildren。