Yetifwhenourhostgaveusthesigntoadjourntothedrawing—roomsomuchasallthishadgrownsomuchclearer,Ihadstill,figurativelyspeaking,asmallnutortwolefttocrack。Bythetimewemovedawaytogether,however,theseresistanceshadyielded。Theanswershadreallyonlybeenwaitingforthequestions。TheplayofLong’smindstruckmeasmoremarked,sincethemorning,bythesameamount,asitmighthavebeencalled,asthemarchofpoorBriss’sage;andifIhad,awhilebefore,inthewood,hadmyexplanationofthislatteraddition,soIhaditnowoftheformer——astowhichIshallpresentlygiveit。
Whenmusic,inEnglishsociety,asweknow,isnotanaccompanimenttothevoice,thevoicecaningeneralbecountedontoassertitspleasantidentityasanaccompanimenttomusic;butatNewmarchwehadbeenconsiderablyschooled,andthisevening,intheroominwhichmostofushadassembled,aninterestingpianist,whohadgivenaconcertthenightbeforeatthenearcountytownandbeenbroughtoverduringthedaytodineandsleep,wouldscarcehavefeltinanysensitivefibrethathewasnothavinghiswaywithus。Itmayjustpossiblyhavebeenanhallucinationofmyown,butwhilewesattogetherafterdinnerinadispersedcircleIcouldhaveworkeditoutthat,asacompany,wewereconsiderablyconsciousofsomeexperience,greaterorsmallerfromoneofustotheother,thathadpreparedusfortheplayer’sspell。Felicitouslyscatteredandgrouped,wemightinalmostanycasehavehadtheairoflookingforamessagefromit——ofanimaginationtobeflattered,nervestobequieted,sensibilitiestobesoothed。Thewholescenewasascomposedasiftherewerescarceoneofusbuthadasecretthirstfortheinfinitetobequenched。Anditwastheinfinitethat,forthehour,thedistinguishedforeignerpouredouttous,causingittorollinwonderfulwavesofsound,almostofcolour,overourreceptiveattitudesandfaces。Eachofus,Ithink,nowworetheexpression——orconfessedatleasttothesuggestion——ofsomeindescribablethought;whichmightwell,itwastrue,havebeennothingmoreunmentionablethanthesimplesenseofhowthepostureofdeferencetothisnoblearthasalwaysacertainpersonalgracetocontribute。Weneglectednothingofitthatcouldmakeourgeneraleffectample,andwhetherornowewerekeptquietbythepiano,wewereatleastadmonished,toandfro,byourmutualvisibility,whicheachofusclearlydesiredtomakeasuccess。
Ihavelittledoubt,furthermore,thattoeachofuswasdue,asthecrownofourinimitableday,theimputationofhavingsomethingquiteofourowntothinkover。
Wethought,accordingly——wecontinuedtothink,andIfeltthat,bythelawoftheoccasion,therehadasyetbeenforeveryonenosuchsovereignwarrantforaninterestintheprivateaffairsofeveryoneelse。Asaresultofthisinfluenceallthatatdinnerhadbeguntofadeawayfrommecamebackwitharushandhoveredtherewithavividness。Ifollowedmanytrainsandputtogethermanypieces;butperhapswhatImostdidwastorenderafreshjusticetothemarvelofourcivilisedstate。Theperfectionofthat,enjoyedasweenjoyedit,allmadeamargin,aseriesofconcentriccirclesofrose—colour(shimmeringawayintothepleasantvagueofeverythingelsethatdidn’tmatter,)forthesosalientlittlefigureofMrs。Server,stillthecontrollingimageforme,therealprincipleofcomposition,inthisaffluenceoffinethings。What,formypart,whileIlistened,Imostmadeoutwasthebeautyandtheterrorofconditionssohighlyorganisedthatundertheirrulehersmalllonelyfightwithdisintegrationcouldgoonwithoutthebetrayalofagasporashriek,andwithnoworsetell—talecontortionofliporbrowthanthevibration,onitsgoldenstem,ofthatconstantlyrenewedflowerofamenitywhichmyobservationhadsooftenandsomercilesslydetachedonlytofindagaininitsplace。Thisflowernoddedperceptiblyenoughinourdeeplystirredair,buttherewasapeace,nonetheless,infeelingthespiritofthewearertobetemporarilyatrest。Therewasforthetimenogentlemanonwhomsheneedpounce,nolapseagainstwhichsheneedguard,nopresumptionsheneedcreate,noranysuspicionsheneeddestroy。InthispauseinhercareeritcameovermethatIshouldhavelikedtoleaveher;itwouldhavepreparedformethepleasantafter—consciousnessthatIhadseenherpass,asImightsay,inmusicoutofsight。
Butwewere,alas!alltoomuchthere,toomuchtangledandinvolvedforthat;everyactorintheplaythathadsounexpectedlyinsistedonconstitutingitselfformesatforthaswithanintimationthattheywerenottobesoeasilydisposedof。Itwasasifthereweresomelastacttobeperformedbeforethecurtaincouldfall。Wouldthedefinitedramaticsignalforringingthecurtaindownbethenonly——asagrandclimaxandcoupdetheatre——thedueattestationthatpoorBrisshadsuccumbedtoinexorabletimeandMrs。Servergivenwayunderacerebrallesion?Weretherestofustodispersedecorouslybythesimpleactionofthediscoverythat,onourpianist’sstrikinghislastnote,withitsconsequenceofpermittedchangesofattitude,GilbertLong’svictimhadreachedthepointoffinalsimplificationandGraceBrissenden’sthelimitofagerecordedofman?