thoughtI,andforafewmomentsIfeltasifamountainhadbeenremovedfrommybreast;—\"hereshecomesatlast,now,howshallIreceiveher?Oh,\"thoughtI,\"Iwillreceiveherrathercoolly,justasifIwasnotparticularlyanxiousabouther—that’sthewaytomanagethesewomen。\"Thenextmomentthesoundbecameveryloud,rathertooloud,I
thought,toproceedfromherwheels,andthenbydegreesbecamefainter。Rushingoutofmytent,Ihurriedupthepathtothetopofthedingle,whereIheardthesounddistinctlyenough,butitwasgoingfromme,andevidentlyproceededfromsomethingmuchlargerthanthecartofIsopel。
Icould,moreover,hearthestampingofahorse’shoofatalumberingtrot。Thoseonlywhosehopeshavebeenwroughtuptoahighpitch,andthensuddenlycastdown,canimaginewhatIfeltatthatmoment;andyetwhenIreturnedtomylonelytent,andlaydownonmyhardpallet,thevoiceofconsciencetoldmethatthemiseryIwasthenundergoingI
hadfullymerited,fortheunkindmannerinwhichIhadintendedtoreceiveher,whenforabriefmomentIsupposedthatshehadreturned。
Itwasonthemorningafterthisaffair,andthefourth,ifI