Theysmiledatme。ReichmanntoldmeImightsoonobtainmyfreedominapropermanner。Myfirmrelianceonmyfriend,thelieutenant,gavemeadegreeofconfidencethatamazedthemall。
Itisnecessarytoexplainthisaffair。WhenIobtainedmyliberty,IvisitedPrinceFerdinand。Heinformedmethemajorshadnotmadeatruereport。Theirstorywas,theyhadcaughtmeatwork,and,haditnotbeenfortheirdiligence,Ishouldhavemademyescape。
PrinceFerdinandheardthetruth,andinformedtheKing,whoonlywaitedanopportunitytorestoremetoliberty。
OncemoreIwasimmured。Iwaitedinhopeforthedaywhenmydelivererwastomountguard。WhatagainwasmydespairwhenIsawanotherlieutenant!Ibuoyedmyselfupwiththehopethataccidentwastheoccasionofthis;butIremainedthreeweeks,andsawhimnomore。Iheardatlengththathehadleftthecorpsofgrenadiers,andwasnolongertomountguardattheStarFort。Hehasmyforgiveness,andIapplaudmyselfforneverhavingsaidanythingbywhichhemightbeinjured。Hemighthaverepentedhispromise,hemighthavetrustedanotherfriendwiththeenterprise,andhavebeenhimselfbetrayed;but,beitasitmay,hisabsencecutoffallhope。
Inowrepentedmyfollyandvanity;Ihadbroughtmymisfortunesonmyself。Ihadmyselfrenderedmydungeonimpenetrable。DeathwouldhavefollowedbutforthedependenceIplacedinthecourtofVienna。