Imustrelatethis,eventcircumstantiallyforitnotonlyprovesthejustandnoblecharacteroftheDuke,butlikewisethattherearemomentsinwhichthebravemayappearcowards,theclear—sightedblind,andthewisefoolish;nay,onemightalmostbeledtoconclude,fromthis,thatmyimprisonmentatMagdeburg,wastheconsequenceofpredestination,sinceIremainedrivetedinstupor,indespiteofsuggestions,forebodings,andfavourableopportunities。Whobutmustbeastonished,havingreadthedaringeffortsImadeatGlatz,atthisstrangeinsensibilitynowintheverycrisisofmyfate?Iafterwardswasconvinceditwastheintentionofthenoble—mindedDukethatIshouldescape,andthathemusthavegivenparticularorderstothesuccessiveofficers。HewouldprobablyhavewillinglysubjectedhimselftothereprimandsofFredericifIwouldhavetakentofight。Thejourneythroughtheplaceswherehisregimentwasstationedcontinuedfivedays,andI
everywherepassedtheeveningsinthecompanyoftheofficers,thekindnessofwhomwasunboundedIsleptintheirquarterswithoutsentinel,andtravelledintheircarriages,withoutotherguardthanasingleofficerinthecarriage。Invariousplacesthehighroadwasnotmorethantwo,andsometimesonemilefromthefrontierroad;thereforenothingcouldhavebeeneasierthantohaveescaped;
yetdidthesameTrenck,whoinGlatzhadcuthiswaythroughthirtymentoobtainhisfreedom,thatTrenck,whohadneverbeenacquaintedwithfear,nowremainfourdaysbewildered,andunabletocometoanydetermination。
Inasmallgarrisontown,Ilodgedinthehouseofacaptainofcavalry,andcontinuallywastreatedbyhimwitheverymarkoffriendship。Afterdinnerherodeattheheadofhissquadrontowaterthehorse,unsaddled。Iremainedaloneinthehouse,enteredthestable,sawthreeremaininghorses,withsaddlesandbridles;inmychamberwasmyswordandapairofpistols。Ihadbuttomountoneofthehorsesandflytotheoppositegate。Imeditatedontheproject,andalmostresolvedtoputitinexecution,butpresentlybecameundeterminedbysomesecretimpulse。Thecaptainreturnedsometimeafter,andappearedsurprisedtofindmestillthere。Thenextdayheaccompaniedmealoneinhiscarriage;wecametoaforest,hesawsomechampignons,stopped,askedmetoalight,andhelphimtogatherthem;hestrayedmorethanahundredpacesfromme,andgavemeentirelibertytofly;yetnotwithstandingallthis,Ivoluntarilyreturned,sufferingmyselftobeledlikeasheeptotheslaughter。
Iwastreatedsowell,duringmystayatthisplace,andescortedwithsomuchnegligence,thatIfellintoagrosserror。PerceivingtheyconveyedmestraighttoBerlin,IimaginedtheKingwishedtoquestionmeconcerningtheplanformedforthewar,whichwasthenonthepointofbreakingout。ThisplanIperfectlyknew,thesecretcorrespondenceofBestuchefhavingallpassedthroughmyhands,whichcircumstancewasmuchbetterknownatBerlinthanatVienna。Confirmedinthisopinion,andfarfromimaginingthefatethatawaitedme,Iremainedirresolute,insensible,andblindtodanger。Alas,howshortwasthishope!Howquicklywasitsucceededbydespair!when,afterfourdays’march,IquittedthedistrictunderthecommandoftheDukeofWirtemberg,andwasdelivereduptothefirstgarrisonofinfantryatCoslin!ThelastoftheWirtembergofficers,whentakingleaveofme,appearedtobegreatlyaffected;andfromthismomenttillIcametoBerlin,Iwasunderastrongescort,andthegivenorderswererigorouslyobserved。