Baby_was_christened,therectordecidingthatadoublebaptismwasthelesserrisktoincur;andonthisoccasionSilas,makinghimselfascleanandtidyashecould,appearedforthefirsttimewithinthechurch,andsharedintheobservancesheldsacredbyhisneighbours。Hewasquiteunable,bymeansofanythingheheardorsaw,toidentifytheRaveloereligionwithhisoldfaith;ifhecouldatanytimeinhispreviouslifehavedoneso,itmusthavebeenbytheaidofastrongfeelingreadytovibratewithsympathy,ratherthanbyacomparisonofphrasesandideas:andnowforlongyearsthatfeelinghadbeendormant。Hehadnodistinctideaaboutthebaptismandthechurch—going,exceptthatDollyhadsaiditwasforthegoodofthechild;andinthisway,astheweeksgrewtomonths,thechildcreatedfreshandfreshlinksbetweenhislifeandthelivesfromwhichhehadhithertoshrunkcontinuallyintonarrowerisolation。Unlikethegoldwhichneedednothing,andmustbeworshippedinclose—lockedsolitude——whichwashiddenawayfromthedaylight,wasdeaftothesongofbirds,andstartedtonohumantones——Eppiewasacreatureofendlessclaimsandever—growingdesires,seekingandlovingsunshine,andlivingsounds,andlivingmovements;makingtrialofeverything,withtrustinnewjoy,andstirringthehumankindnessinalleyesthatlookedonher。Thegoldhadkepthisthoughtsinanever—repeatedcircle,leadingtonothingbeyonditself;butEppiewasanobjectcompactedofchangesandhopesthatforcedhisthoughtsonward,andcarriedthemfarawayfromtheiroldeagerpacingtowardsthesameblanklimit——carriedthemawaytothenewthingsthatwouldcomewiththecomingyears,whenEppiewouldhavelearnedtounderstandhowherfatherSilascaredforher;andmadehimlookforimagesofthattimeinthetiesandcharitiesthatboundtogetherthefamiliesofhisneighbours。
Thegoldhadaskedthatheshouldsitweavinglongerandlonger,deafenedandblindedmoreandmoretoallthingsexceptthemonotonyofhisloomandtherepetitionofhisweb;butEppiecalledhimawayfromhisweaving,andmadehimthinkallitspausesaholiday,reawakeninghissenseswithherfreshlife,eventotheoldwinter—fliesthatcamecrawlingforthintheearlyspringsunshine,andwarminghimintojoybecause_she_hadjoy。
Andwhenthesunshinegrewstrongandlasting,sothatthebuttercupswerethickinthemeadows,Silasmightbeseeninthesunnymidday,orinthelateafternoonwhentheshadowswerelengtheningunderthehedgerows,strollingoutwithuncoveredheadtocarryEppiebeyondtheStone—pitstowheretheflowersgrew,tilltheyreachedsomefavouritebankwherehecouldsitdown,whileEppietoddledtoplucktheflowers,andmakeremarkstothewingedthingsthatmurmuredhappilyabovethebrightpetals,calling\"Dad—dad’s\"attentioncontinuallybybringinghimtheflowers。
Thenshewouldturnhereartosomesuddenbird—note,andSilaslearnedtopleaseherbymakingsignsofhushedstillness,thattheymightlistenforthenotetocomeagain:sothatwhenitcame,shesetuphersmallbackandlaughedwithgurglingtriumph。Sittingonthebanksinthisway,Silasbegantolookfortheoncefamiliarherbsagain;andastheleaves,withtheirunchangedoutlineandmarkings,layonhispalm,therewasasenseofcrowdingremembrancesfromwhichheturnedawaytimidly,takingrefugeinEppie’slittleworld,thatlaylightlyonhisenfeebledspirit。
Asthechild’smindwasgrowingintoknowledge,hismindwasgrowingintomemory:asherlifeunfolded,hissoul,longstupefiedinacoldnarrowprison,wasunfoldingtoo,andtremblinggraduallyintofullconsciousness。