OncomingdownstairsIfoundMrsForresterwaitingformeattheentrancetothedining—parlour;shedrewmein,andwhenthedoorwasshut,shetriedtwoorthreetimestobeginonsomesubject,whichwassounapproachableapparently,thatIbegantodespairofourevergettingtoaclearunderstanding。Atlastoutitcame;
thepooroldladytremblingallthetimeasifitwereagreatcrimewhichshewasexposingtodaylight,intellingmehowvery,verylittleshehadtoliveupon;aconfessionwhichshewasbroughttomakefromadreadlestweshouldthinkthatthesmallcontributionnamedinherpaperboreanyproportiontoherloveandregardforMissMatty。Andyetthatsumwhichshesoeagerlyrelinquishedwas,intruth,morethanatwentiethpartofwhatshehadtoliveupon,andkeephouse,andalittleserving—maid,allasbecameonebornaTyrrell。Andwhenthewholeincomedoesnotnearlyamounttoahundredpounds,togiveupatwentiethofitwillnecessitatemanycarefuleconomies,andmanypiecesofself—
denial,smallandinsignificantintheworld’saccount,butbearingadifferentvalueinanotheraccount—bookthatIhaveheardof。
Shedidsowishshewasrich,shesaid,andthiswishshekeptrepeating,withnothoughtofherselfinit,onlywithalonging,yearningdesiretobeabletoheapupMissMatty’smeasureofcomforts。
ItwassometimebeforeIcouldconsoleherenoughtoleaveher;