Thered—hairedgirlthresheddistressfullyacrossthesheets。’It’stoohottosleep,’shemoaned;andtheinterruptionjarred。
Exactlythesameway。ThenshewoulddivideheryearsbetweenthelittlestudioinEnglandandKami’sbigstudioatVitry—sur—Marne。No,shewouldgotoanothermaster,whoshouldforceherintothesuccessthatwasherright,ifpatienttoilanddesperateendeavourgaveonearighttoanything。Dickhadtoldherthathehadworkedtenyearstounderstandhiscraft。Shehadworkedtenyears,andtenyearswerenothing。Dickhadsaidthattenyearswerenothing,——butthatwasinregardtoherselfonly。Hehadsaid——thisverymanwhocouldnotfindtimetowrite——thathewouldwaittenyearsforher,andthatshewasboundtocomebacktohimsoonerorlater。Hehadsaidthisintheabsurdletteraboutsunstrokeanddiphtheria;andthenhehadstoppedwriting。Hewaswanderingupanddownmoonlitstreets,kissingcooks。Shewouldliketolecturehimnow,——notinhernightgown,ofcourse,butproperlydressed,severelyandfromaheight。Yetifhewaskissingothergirlshecertainlywouldnotcarewhethershelecturehimornot。Hewouldlaughather。Verygood。
Shewouldgobacktoherstudioandpreparepicturesthatwent,etc。,etc。
Themill—wheelofthoughtswungroundslowly,thatnosectionofitmightbeslurredover,andthered—hairedgirltossedandturnedbehindher。
MaisieputherchininherhandsanddecidedthattherecouldbenodoubtwhateverofthevillainyofDick。Tojustifyherself,shebegan,unwomanly,toweightheevidence。Therewasaboy,andhehadsaidhelovedher。Andhekissedher,——kissedheronthecheek,——byayellowsea—poppythatnoddeditsheadexactlylikethemaddeningdryroseinthegarden。Thentherewasaninterval,andmenhadtoldherthattheylovedher——justwhenshewasbusiestwithherwork。Thentheboycameback,andattheirverysecondmeetinghadtoldherthathelovedher。Thenhehad————Buttherewasnoendtothethingshehaddone。Hehadgivenherhistimeandhispowers。HehadspokentoherofArt,housekeeping,technique,teacups,theabuseofpicklesasastimulant,——thatwasrude,——sablehair—brushes,——hehadgivenherthebestinherstock,——sheusedthemdaily;hehadgivenheradvicethatsheprofitedby,andnowandagain——alook。Suchalook!Thelookofabeatenhoundwaitingforthewordtocrawltohismistress’sfeet。Inreturnshehadgivenhimnothingwhatever,except——hereshebrushedhermouthagainsttheopen—worksleevefhernightgown——theprivilegeofkissingheronce。Andonthemouth,too。Disgraceful!Wasthatnotenough,andmorethanenough?andifitwasnot,hadhenotcancelledthedebtbynotwritingand——probablykissingothergirls?