ButwhenIcametothinkthematterovermyconsciencereproachedmebitterlyforhavingonanypretextallowedhimtogooutofmysight。
IimaginedwhatmyfeelingswouldbeifIhadtoreturntoyouandtoconfessthatsomemisfortunehadoccurredthroughmydisregardforyourinstructions。
Iassureyoumycheeksflushedattheverythought。Itmightnotevennowbetoolatetoovertakehim,soIsetoffatonceinthedirectionofMerripitHouse。
IhurriedalongtheroadatthetopofmyspeedwithoutseeinganythingofSirHenry,untilIcametothepointwherethemoorpathbranchesoff。There,fearingthatperhapsIhadcomeinthewrongdirectionafterall,ImountedahillfromwhichIcouldcommandaview—thesamehillwhichiscutintothedarkquarry。ThenceIsawhimatonce。Hewasonthemoorpathaboutaquarterofamileoff,andaladywasbyhissidewhocouldonlybeMissStapleton。Itwasclearthattherewasalreadyanunderstandingbetweenthemandthattheyhadmetbyappointment。Theywerewalkingslowlyalongindeepconversation,andIsawhermakingquicklittlemovementsofherhandsasifshewereveryearnestinwhatshewassaying,whilehelistenedintently,andonceortwiceshookhisheadinstrongdissent。Istoodamongtherockswatchingthem,verymuchpuzzledastowhatIshoulddonext。Tofollowthemandbreakintotheirintimateconversationseemedtobeanoutrage,andyetmycleardutywasneverforaninstanttolethimoutofmysight。Toactthespyuponafriendwasahatefultask。Still,Icouldseenobettercoursethantoobservehimfromthehill,andtoclearmyconsciencebyconfessingtohimafterwardswhatI
haddone。ItistruethatifanysuddendangerhadthreatenedhimIwastoofarawaytobeofuse,andyetIamsurethatyouwillagreewithmethatthepositionwasverydifficult,andthattherewasnothingmorewhichIcoulddo。