INJULY
OnehastheleisureofJulyforperceivingallthedifferencesofthegreenofleaves。Itisnolongeradifferenceindegreesofmaturity,forallthetreeshavedarkenedtotheirfinaltone,andstandintheirdifferencesofcharacterandnotofmeredate。
Almostallthegreenisgrave,notsadandnotdull。Ithasadarkenedandadailycolour,inmajesticbutnotobviousharmonywithdarkgreyskies,andmightlook,toinconstanteyes,asprosaicafterspringaseleveno’clocklooksafterthedawn。
Gravityistheword——notsolemnityastowardsevening,normenaceasatnight。ThedaylighttreesofJulyaresignsofcommonbeauty,commonfreshness,andamysteryfamiliarandabidingasnightandday。Inchildhoodweallhaveamoreexaltedsenseofdawnandsummersunrisethanweeverfullyretainorquiterecover;andalsoafarhighersensibilityforAprilandAprilevenings——aheartacheforthem,whichinriperyearsisgraduallyandirretrievablyconsoled。
But,ontheotherhand,childhoodhassoquicklylearnedtofinddailythingstedious,andfamiliarthingsimportunate,thatithasnogreatdelightinthemeremiddleoftheday,andfeelswearinessofthesummerthathasceasedtochangevisibly。Thepoetryofmeredayandoflatesummerbecomesperceptibletomatureeyesthathavelongceasedtobesated,havetakenleaveofweariness,andcannotnowfindanythinginnaturetoofamiliar;eyeswhichhave,indeed,lostsightofthefurtheraweofmidsummerdaybreak,andnolongerseesomuchofthepastinApriltwilightastheysawwhentheyhadnopast;butwhichlookfreshlyatthedailinessofgreensummer,ofearlyafternoon,ofeveryskyofanyformthatcomestopass,andofthedarkenedelms。