Yet,withallthisreadinessofattention,andwithallthiszealincollectingthesentimentsofthewellinformed,neverwasamanmorecompletelyuninfluencedbyauthoritythanSirAlexanderBall,neveronewhosoughtlesstotranquillisehisowndoubtsbythemeresuffrageandcoincidenceofothers。Theablestsuggestionshadnoconclusiveweightwithhim,tillhehadabstractedtheopinionfromitsauthor,tillhehadreduceditintoapartofhisownmind。Thethoughtsofotherswerealwaysacceptable,asaffordinghimatleastachanceofaddingtohismaterialsforreflection;buttheyneverdirectedhisjudgment,muchlesssupersededit。Heevenmadeapointofguardingagainstadditionalconfidenceinthesuggestionsofhisownmind,fromfindingthatapersonoftalentshadformedthesameconviction;unlesstheperson,atthesametime,furnishedsomenewargument,orhadarrivedatthesameconclusionbyadifferentroad。
Onthelattercircumstancehesetanespecialvalue,and,Imayalmostsay,courtedthecompanyandconversationofthosewhosepursuitshadleastresembledhisown,ifhethoughtthemmenofclearandcomprehensivefaculties。Duringtheperiodofourintimacy,scarcelyaweekpassedinwhichhedidnotdesiremetothinkonsomeparticularsubject,andtogivehimtheresultinwriting。Mostfrequently,bythetimeIhadfulfilledhisrequesthewouldhavewrittendownhisownthoughts;andthen,withthetruesimplicityofagreatmind,asfreefromostentationasitwasabovejealousy,hewouldcollatethetwopapersinmypresence,andneverexpressedmorepleasurethaninthefewinstancesinwhichIhadhappenedtolightonalltheargumentsandpointsofviewwhichhadoccurredtohimself,withsomeadditionalreasonswhichhadescapedhim。A
singlenewargumentdelightedhimmorethanthemostperfectcoincidence,unless,asbeforestated,thetrainofthoughthadbeenverydifferentfromhisown,andyetjustandlogical。Hehadonequalityofmind,whichIhaveheardattributedtothelateMr。Fox,thatofderivingakeenpleasurefromclearandpowerfulreasoningforitsownsake——aqualityintheintellectwhichisnearlyconnectedwithveracityandaloveofjusticeinthemoralcharacter。
Valuinginothersmeritswhichhehimselfpossessed,SirAlexanderBallfeltnojealousapprehensionofgreattalent。Unlikethosevulgarfunctionaries,whoseplaceistoobigforthem,atruthwhichtheyattempttodisguisefromthemselves,andyetfeel,hewasundernonecessityofarminghimselfagainstthenaturalsuperiorityofgeniusbyfactitiouscontemptandanindustriousassociationofextravaganceandimpracticability,witheverydeviationfromtheordinaryroutine;asthegeographersinthemiddleagesusedtodesignateontheirmeagremapsthegreaterpartoftheworldasdesertsorwildernesses,inhabitedbygriffinsandchimaeras。
Competenttoweigheachsystemorprojectbyitsownarguments,hedidnotneedthesepreventivecharmsandcautionaryamuletsagainstdelusion。Heendeavouredtomaketalentinstrumentaltohispurposesinwhatevershapeitappeared,andwithwhateverimperfectionsitmightbeaccompanied;butwherevertalentwasblendedwithmoralworth,hesoughtitout,lovedandcherishedit。IfithadpleasedProvidencetopreservehislife,andtoplacehimonthesamecourseonwhichNelsonranhisraceofglory,therearetwopointsinwhichSirAlexanderBallwouldmostcloselyhaveresembledhisillustriousfriend。Thefirstis,thatinhisenterprisesandengagementshewouldhavethoughtnothingdone,tillallhadbeendonethatwaspossible:-