’Youlaughatme,’saidhe,takingtheeldestdaughter’shand,andlaughinghimself。’YouthinkmyambitionasnonsensicalasifIweretofreezemyselftodeathonthetopofMountWashington,onlythatpeoplemightspyatmefromthecountryroundabout。And,truly,thatwouldbeanoblepedestalforaman’sstatue!’
’Itisbettertositherebythisfire,’answeredthegirl,blushing,’andbecomfortableandcontented,thoughnobodythinksaboutus。’
’Isuppose,’Saidherfather,afterafitofmusing,’thereissomethingnaturalinwhattheyoungmansays;andifmymindhadbeenturnedthatway,Imighthavefeltjustthesame。Itisstrange,wife,howhistalkhassetmyheadrunningonthingsthatareprettycertainnevertocometopass。’
’Perhapstheymay,’observedthewife。’Isthemanthinkingwhathewilldowhenheisawidower?’
’No,no!’criedhe,repellingtheideawithreproachfulkindness。’WhenIthinkofyourdeath,Esther,Ithinkofmine,too。ButIwaswishingwehadagoodfarminBartlett,orBethlehem,orLittleton,orsomeothertownshiproundtheWhiteMountains;butnotwheretheycouldtumbleonourheads。IshouldwanttostandwellwithmyneighborsandbecalledSquire,andsenttoGeneralCourtforatermortwo;foraplain,honestmanmaydoasmuchgoodthereasalawyer。AndwhenIshouldbegrownquiteanoldman,andyouanoldwoman,soasnottobelongapart,Imightdiehappyenoughinmybed,andleaveyouallcryingaroundme。Aslategravestonewouldsuitmeaswellasamarbleone——withjustmynameandage,andaverseofahymn,andsomethingtoletpeopleknowthatIlivedanhonestmananddiedaChristian。’