’Whoareyou?’sheexclaimed,asthevisionbrightenedintoaformdistinct,beamingwiththebeautyofholiness,andradiantwithlove。Shethensaid,audiblyaddressingthemysteriousvisitant-’I
knowyou,andIdon’tknowyou。’Meaning,’Youseemperfectlyfamiliar;Ifeelthatyounotonlyloveme,butthatyoualwayshavelovedme-yetIknowyounot-Icannotcallyoubyname。’Whenshesaid,’Iknowyou,’thesubjectofthevisionremaineddistinctandquiet。Whenshesaid,’Idon’tknowyou,’itmovedrestlesslyabout,likeagitatedwaters。Sowhilesherepeated,withoutintermission,’Iknowyou,Iknowyou,’thatthevisionmightremain-’Whoareyou?’wasthecryofherheart,andherwholesoulwasinonedeepprayerthatthisheavenlypersonagemightberevealedtoher,andremainwithher。Atlength,afterbendingbothsoulandbodywiththeintensityofthisdesire,tillbreathandstrengthseemedfailing,andshecouldmaintainherpositionnolonger,ananswercametoher,sayingdistinctly,’ItisJesus。’
’Yes,’sheresponded,’itisJesus。’
Previoustotheseexercisesofmind,sheheardJesusmentionedinreadingorspeaking,buthadreceivedfromwhatsheheardnoimpressionthathewasanyotherthananeminentman,likeaWashingtonoraLafayette。Nowheappearedtoherdelightedmentalvisionassomild,sogood,andsoeverywaylovely,andhelovedhersomuch!And,howstrangethathehadalwayslovedher,andshehadneverknownit!Andhowgreatablessingheconferred,inthatheshouldstandbetweenherandGod!AndGodwasnolongeraterrorandadreadtoher。
Shestoppednottoarguethepoint,eveninherownmind,whetherhehadreconciledhertoGod,orGodtoherself,(thoughshethinkstheformernow,)beingbuttoohappythatGodwasnolongertoherasaconsumingfire,andJesuswas’altogetherlovely。’Herheartwasnowfullofjoyandgladness,asithadbeenofterror,andatonetimeofdespair。Inthelightofhergreathappiness,theworldwascladinnewbeauty,theveryairsparkledaswithdiamonds,andwasredolentofheaven。Shecontemplatedtheunapproachablebarriersthatexistedbetweenherselfandthegreatofthisworld,astheworldcallsgreatness,andmadesurprisingcomparisonsbetweenthem,andtheunionexistingbetweenherselfandJesus-Jesus,thetranscendentlylovelyaswellasgreatandpowerful;forsoheappearedtoher,thoughheseemedbuthuman;andshewatchedforhisbodilyappearance,feelingthatsheshouldknowhim,ifshesawhim;andwhenhecame,shewouldgoanddwellwithhim,aswithadearfriend。